it's really not easy to stay in a marriage. let alone to stay in love. am trying to be grateful for everyday. to be able to breathe, to be able to love, to be where i am right now.
i keep telling myself it's okay. things will turn out just fine.
perhaps one day we will be like how we used to be.
perhaps.
perhaps not.
i am having hope. i am having faith. and with god's grace, he will lead me to the way that is best for me.

looking forward. =)

How's life has been treating you? It's been really a long while. Busy with stuffs in my life I suppose? Coping with marriage, career and myself. Am still learning to embrace all the ups & downs, taking every lesson/experience in my stride. Thank you for walking with me. There's lots of things that I hope for. I need someone who doesn't judge to be with me. I can do it!

Be kind to others.

Life is good. Let's count our blessing instead of what we don't have. =) Everyone has their stories. Do not judge because you are not them. I am guilty of that at times too. Be kind to others. Have a great week ahead! =)

Why do you have to snap at me when I am just too excited talking  about my future pregnancy plan? Sigh....

突然间好想有自己的小孩。属于我自己的宝宝。希望身体可以快点调养起来。我要用最健康的身体把你带来这个世界。宝宝, 你将会是我这辈子最珍贵的礼物。妈妈非常期待你的到来。=)

Hello 2015!

Felt a need to blog down something on the very first day of new year. Hee. Hello 2015! *waves* I am really thankful for a fresh new year to start everything afresh. Looking forward to my first flight of the year - Brisbane. Positivity has to strike me so that the year can start off right. Fighting!

May today be good. Happy 4th month! It's not easy and definitely won't get any easier. I hope you will WALK WITH me. *fighting*

爱

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Actually how does it feel to be a newly wed couple? I seriously have no idea cos everything just feels the same or perhaps at times, worse. 2 strong headed people really need lots of love and patience to walk the journey together. I hope we will. 加油吧!

爱能让这个世界变得更美好。我还是深信。=)

Happiness should depend on myself and not what others can give me. I should decide my own emotions. Many of times I got too carried away that I was affected by those people and events which surrounded me.

I love me. =) Happy sweet November ahead. 

So what has marriage life differ from the dating life? Seriously not much of a difference for me. We still stay separately with our own respectively parents, only get to meet up (or luckier staying over for a night or two) only if our off days coincide. Planning for a family together? I really don't know. Let it happens when we least expected it, perhaps. First and foremost, let me tune back my health. Happy mid week! =)

A story to share.

Once upon a time,  there was a boy and a girl. They fell in love and eventually got married. But the journey towards happily ever after wasn't that smooth sailing. There were hiccups here and there and the girl was quite determined it would only make the marriage stronger and the relationship better in time to come. However, she felt quite "alone" sometimes even though sharing the same bed with him. In her mind she was thinking maybe the husband hasn't got used to the fact that he has a wife. Hugs, kisses and massages were missing because the boy forgot. She always has to find reasons for him so that she can see and feel from his view.

Story to be continued. Will get in touch with the boy and the girl. Till then, take care all! =)

Clearly this is my personal space. My space to roam my thoughts freely in words since a decade ago. So this is mine. 

Officially a Mrs. =) But still get confused at times because we don't see things the same way. Moving forward, I hope it will turn out well. Looking forward to my promotion, marriage life, a new member to  call mine if any, maybe. But it's not easy. With us looking at different direction. Hope god will light up my path & lead me the way. 

Exactly 2 weeks more. :) But at the same time really skeptical about the future. Will I be happy and blissful? Will I get along well with his family? Will he be good to me? So many questions in my head and I can't even answer them. Definite answers are probably out of the equation now. Things happen and you have to learn to react, adapt and accept.

Give us your blessings. =)

Called at the wrong time, used the annoyed tone as assumed by you, really dampen my mood. It's May and I thought it will be a good start but it only brings tears unknowingly. Please teach me how can I show you I love you?

More time for LOVE please? We are too busy to have time TOGETHER.!! *roAR!*