Oh well.....

This is good. =)

Today was a food day too.

Breakfast was a glass of soya bean milk & a packet of fried thick bee-hoon.

Had lunch at Phin's Steakhouse. I didn't eat steak. I had fish & chips instead. Don't laugh. Go steakhouse don't eat steak. Haha. =p

Then I had my Haagendazs ice-cream! Hohoho. Yummy! I love ice-cream! *beams*

Dinner was Subway & McDonald's nuggets. Reached home & had a bowl of nice cooling dessert prepared by my mum. *winks*

I love food. *big smile*

I want more ice-cream.

Superstar's Day

I saw 4 Superstar's contestants in town today. I was telling my friend, "hey, how come i see so many Superstar's people today huh?" The fact is that I bumped into 2 of the Superstar's at Topshop. Then, there was this guy who approached me, claiming that he works in Mediacorp & he is in charged of the Superstar thingy. (he was at there to help the superstars to choose their outfits.) He commented that I don't look singaporean or rather I look japanese or korean & asked if I was interested to do commercials or advertisements. Ok. He didn't look like he was lying. Ha. But still you never know. Gee. Anyway, he has got my number. Let's see how things go. =p

I was so disappointed at this week's Superstar's result. I like William & Wendy but they are out. Wendy I can still understand cos her singing wasn't really very fantastic. But William is good in my opinion. I don't think Sebestian is good & he is in. Must be those xiao mei mei who have voted for him. Lol. Hagen is another one. Look like Jerry Yan to me. So sissy & gayish. (oh ya, he was one of the superstars whom I saw just now.) I don't like Lijun, the malay looking girl too. Look so arrogant to me. Hmmm. Why am I complaining? =p

You see in the music industry or rather the entertainment industry, popularity outshines the talents. Even you have the talents but if you are not popular, I'm sorry, you are out. How realistic. *roll my eyes*

How you get undressed reveals your personality.

1) If you throw your clothes all over the place, you are a friendly, life-of-the-party type. You are free with your thoughts and opinions, not caring much about what others think of you. Your parents might think your room looks like a cyclone hit it? but it actually represents your happy, individualistic nature!


2) If you remove each piece of clothing and put it away carefully, you are a serious person who likes her life to be very calm. You are comfortable with routine, and you believe that the best way to deal with life's problems is to prevent them in the first place. You are a perfectionist. By nature you are quite shy. You are observant and you know more about some people than they think, just because you've watched them. You are dependable and sometimes intense. You think carefully before making decisions. You go about your tasks methodically, with concentration. You know how to pay attention.


3) If you take off the shirt, and ten minutes later get around to the pants, you are an extremely self-confident person. You are naturally bright and intellectual. You are also a deep thinker who loves to ask questions and ponder the meaning of things. You hate being rushed and you do not like to be hassled. Usually you like a lot of free time for yourself.


4) If you get out of your clothes as quickly as possible, you are concerned about others and what they expect from you, but you're worried about your own needs. You are family-oriented, and stay extremely busy. You often feel stressed, but most of those heavy expectations come from your own head! Give yourself a break; you don't have to be perfect.


5) If you take off your rings, earrings, necklace, watch, etcetera before anything else, you are a warm and sensitive person. You are considerate and thoughtful, and you give good advice to your friends. You are a natural born romantic.


6) If you don't have an undressing routine and you never do it the same way twice, you are a very curious and interesting person. You enjoy a broad range of activities. You take risks and enjoy fun and adventure. You are very social.


I am no. 5! It sounds quite true to me. Lalalalala..... *beams*

AE86

I watched Initial D yesterday. A nice show with cute guys. *drools* =p

Have been meeting up with my girls quite often recently. Well, that's good. Heh. But I guess probably the next meeting would be at Evie's birthday party. =]

I have been walking a lot lately. *exhausted* After pilates class today, I met a friend for lunch & then we went shopping. (again!!!) Good thing I didn't really buy things today. She was the one who had added quite a few new stuffs to her shopping diary.

I think I have been spending quite a lot lately too. *guilty* I guess I have to buy less & save more. Entertainment & food sometimes can add up to quite a sum of expense. So, I'll try not to go out too often. If I can. Haha. =p

Suddenly miss the feeling of missing someone. Haven't been really missing anyone significantly. *lol* If you get what I mean. ;p

Mango Sales

Mango Sales is CRAZY & it makes women go CRAZY.

You can really see how ugly some Singaporeans can be.

Hahahaha.... *laughs*

MAD. =p

The money

I drove to Defence Technology Towers with my dad in the afternoon to collect my cash cheque. The building is at Bukit Merah. So far right? As in you have to drive all the way from Hougang to Bukit Merah. I always thought that Power98 is under Mediacorp Radio until I surfed the net yesterday then I realised that it is under Safra Radio. Make me travel so far. Not only that. Because it is a military defence building, security is very strict. Vehicles have to be checked & even pretty girls like me (*smile*) have to go through their check points (similar to airport's check points), let them check my bag, check my ic & check if I had brought any unauthorised things with me before they can issue me a visitor pass in exchange with my ic. How troublesome. But some of the army boys are quite not bad. So..... Hah. Nvm. =p

I almost had to go back to the place again after I received my cash cheque & drove off with my dad. The cheque was attention to my christian name & that name wasn't in my bank passbook. Lucky I was clever. *wink* I went to UOB, I showed them my Visa & Debit cards because the name stated on the cards was my christian name. *phew* The ladies were nice enough to make an exemption for the cheque to pass & to be able to go to my UOB account. Hopefully the money will be in by tmr. *happy*

The result

Was just watching the Project Superstar's result & I don't know why I just feel very touched. Everyone (the contestants) cried & I also teared. For what huh? Maybe I imagined that I was one of them. Hahahaha.....

I mean it's damn sad right if you got kicked out. Not only you can't be a superstar, you have spent so much time together with one another. The bond is there. The process is the most memorable.

Don't know why I feel more sad when I see guys cried. I mean guys lei. Guys seldom cry. Of cos they cry too but not as often as girls right? You get me? *grin*

Ok. I know I am emotional. Hah. Frankly, I like Project Superstar more than Singapore Idol. =p

"jue dui superstar, you ni mei you ta"

Superhero

Just now I saw this big fat ugly cockroach in my room & I was really traumatized by it. I screamed for my brothers & the bigger one came with some newspapers & before I knew it, the cockroach had died under my brother's hand *whoa* *claps*

He said something after that, "you are such a big person & you are scared of such a small creature?" Then he walked away swiftly & said, "i am a superhero." Oh well, let him be. For just that moment. *cheeky smile*

Happy yet Sad

Today.....

I am HAPPY that I had a relaxing day.

I am HAPPY that I had a great company.

I am HAPPY that I had indulged myself with luscious food.

I am HAPPY that my $1000 is ready for collection.

But.....

I am damn SAD that I had lost my Chanel sunglass!!! Ouch...

That is enough to spoil my mood for the day.

Why am I so careless?

I curse the person who picked up my sunglass.

Yeah. Right. I am evil.

Now I have a good reason to get a new sunglass. But Chanel Sunglass lei!!! Who will be so nice to buy for me??? If someone does, I sure love him/her to bits! Hahaha...

I am a SAD girl now. Still. Very much still.

I want my Chanel sunglass back! *sulking*

A message from a Bastard

I received this message from this guy through Friendster. The subject title is "I m a Bastard".

The message goes:

u are a bit different from the rest
i must first confess, a lot of girls are attracted to
me
i don know why la... but i think its natural la......
from the way u r looking at me from the pic
i can see that u r really interested in me
u see, a lot of girls fell in love with me just by
looking at my pic
i don blame u also
cos u r like the rest la, see handsome guy
already
cannot tahan
what more can i say when i am not onli
handsome
but extremely suave
ahhh tell u a secret, i don have time to know u lol
too many appointments girlfriends lol
so u must hurry le, before other girl book me
so tat all, and anyway, nowadays a lot of
messages
so i wont have time to reply ur message

WTF? This type of guys also have? I am totally disgusted! I didnt bother to reply at first but I really like scolding or saying something back to him.

So I replied:

Actually i don't really feel like replying you but
still i just want to let you know that your look
makes me puke! Totally disgusted! Only uncivilized
& uneducated people like you speak this way.
Please don't bother to reply me. Your message stinks.

Let's see what is gonna happen. I will update if he replies.

*roll my eyes*

Pictures from yesterday

At Bliss cafe.


The 2 pinky girls. *giggles*


Teacher Evie & me. =p

At Punggol Park. *hilarious laugh*


The pictures-taking freaks. Lol.


I am acting innocent. Hah. ;p


Nice pose I have. Right? *big wide smile*


April & I. Pose & pose. =p


Evie & April. Don't know what they doing. =p


Models for jeans. *grin*


We are happy models! Hah. *dance*

A date with my two girls

Went out with my two jie mei, April & Evie just now & it was totally enjoyable. As usual, like what I have always said. With them, how not to have fun? Hehe. *smile*

We went to Evie's church for some service & frankly speaking the service was not bad. Quite good & entertaining. =p After that, we headed down to Bliss again for dinner & to chill. We always have endless topics to talk & discuss with which is a good thing. Heh. We also took some pictures at the cafe & then we went to take a scroll down Punggol Park & took some more pictures again. Some pictures taken look really dumb & silly. Haha. But still, it was fun. *jumpy claps* *feeling so happy*

I am looking forwards to our year end overseas trip, girls. Hope it will be a success. =)

Shall upload some pictures to share next time. Ha. =p

Bye!

Beach Wedding

Have you ever thought what kind wedding you want to have when you are planning for your own marriage?

You know I was reading The Straits Times Newspapers just now & there was this section called Urban & they were discussing about Beach Wedding.

wOw!

Damn cool & romantic. I like! Hehehe. *smile*

I think it would be really lovely if I can hold my own wedding at some nice beaches. (probably not singapore's beaches. ha. sentosa is still ok but overseas beaches will be good! heh. =p) Then I could wear a nice bikini top with a nice flowy skirt or just a nice beach wedding flowy dress, have some sweet flowers pinned on my hair, exotic sea-shells accessories to match with & a pretty face to go with. My guests would also be in their beach wears to congrat me! Hahaha. *jumpy claps* :p

After solemnisation, there would BBQ dinner or some nice beach dinner served & then everybody would dance to the music. Then we could have fun till we have no more energy to continue. Hah. After everything, I could spend a night at a beach resort or a beach hotel with my husband till the next morning. Sound great huh? *blush* =)

Ya right. I am dreaming. You have to wait. Wait till when I finally getting married in which I presume it would be a rather long time later. Haha. Yeah. Who cares? I am still so young. Enjoy life now! *smile*

My aunty called me just now & wanted me to be my cousin's so called bridemaid this coming Sunday. But I rejected. For some reasons & stuffs. But anyway, I am not in the mood for that too. I know my mum is unhappy about my rejection to my aunty's offer. Well, don't feel like elaborating further. Sometimes I feel that she just doesn't understand.

That is about it. Bye people!

I love fairytale.

Miss Shopaholic

Look at these, My MASTERPIECES! =p

Was playing with this doll-making website just now.

Look how pretty my dolls are.

Just like me. Opps. Heh. *winks*





Nice nice. I am addicted to it. Haha.

Shall play some more later. Yey! Hehe.....

Try it out too!

http://elouai.com/doll-makers/candybar-doll-maker.php

I am such a shopaholic today. Ok. Not only today. All the times. Boohoo.....

Why my $1000 is not here yet? =\

My weekend's journal

I went for Power Yoga yesterday & Pilates today. Both lessons were great! I really stretched myself & I felt more elongated somehow. Heh. *fulfilled* =p

After Power Yoga with Yingxiu, we had lunch at Yoshinoya & we smuggled drinks from Mos Burger to Yoshinoya. I simply love their strawberry milkshake & ice milk tea! Yummylicious! Hehe. After that, we went shopping! It was fun & we saw a lot of nice things that we like! But ok lar, I didn't really buy a lot. Haha. I tried to control myself. I got myself a set of bikini & two beads kind of accessories. Yingxiu also got herself a knitted cropped short sleeves cardigan & a pair of earrings. Oh well, *satisfied* =)

We bumped into some friends along the way & chatted a bit. After dinner, I came home, washed my face & changed into my tank top & short, then meet my friend, Evie & we drove to a cafe called Bliss at Punggol Park to chill. It was a rather place I should say. Never been there before even though I live pretty near to it. Heh. We had a good chat & then she drove me back home before midnight. Yup. Hee.

Yeah. That is about all. Today I just went for Pilates & nothing else. I always say I want to tidy my room but I always end up accomplishing nothing. Hiaks. I need some motivation.

Dinner's time! *gulp*

A Friday

Went to my good friend's house today, had home cooked dishes for lunch & girls' talk all the way till almost 6pm. Then we headed out for dinner at Siam Kitchen. A cheaper alternative for food similar to Thai Express & the food is good. They served crackers as appetizer, I had glass noodle phad thai, my friend had black olive rice & we shared thai chendol for dessert. Super full. Heehee... =p

Just now on the bus, there was this guy who came to sit besides me & know what? He has super strong body odor & I tell you I almost wanted to puke out whatever I had eaten today. I am not tying to be mean lar but it is really terrible. No no. Or should I say it is unbearable? Opps. Heh.

Good Night! =)

My sore eyes

Ouch! I have sore eyes. I just discovered this morning when I woke up & I could barely open my eyes because there were "eye shit" stuck between my upper & lower eyelids.

Now I need my sunglass & my eye drops with me if I want to go out & my eyes just look so bloody hell small now lor. Damn it. Grrr.....

My mum said I have been staring at the computer for too long & sleeping late every night & these cause my body to be heaty. One of my friends said maybe I have seen something in which I wasn't suppose to see. Lol. Well, I didn't ok. Haha. Maybe I cried too much lar. Haha. I always get very emotional when I am watching touching shows. =p

Been watching Channel U's Superstar Project these two days. The show is pretty entertaining. (hey evie! i recorded for you too. though you only asked me to record dolphin bay for u. heh.) I am exceptionally touched by the scene where there was this visually handicapped man who sang Panda Xiong's song yesterday for the first round & "I Believe" today for the second round. I think he really sings very well! My eyes were teary when I hear him sing. Hee. I'm so happy that he gets into the next round. *smile* =p

Ok. I think I wanna go tidy my room a bit & then head to my dreamland. Going to my friend's house tmr. Heh. Good Night!

Please recover soon. =)

My laptop is repaired! ;)

Yey! I finally had my laptop repaired yesterday! Hooray! *smile*

I haven't been using my laptop ever since I graduated from poly last year. So it was like almost one & a half year that I hadn't been touching & using my laptop. So it is a little "dusty" here and there. *chuckle*

I had it repaired at no cost (phew! i thought i gonna spend a bomb on it. *hee*) at Toshiba Data Dynamics Pte Ltd the service centre. Saw some ex-colleagues (i worked there for attachment before.) & most of them can't seem to recongnise me! Hmmm... Do I change a lot? But well, I still managed to catch up with a few of them & I realised quite a few ex-colleagues had already left the company. They were pretty nice people when I was working there. *sigh*

Time really flies. I am no longer the small little girl whom they used to call. I wanna be a small little girl again. Oh well, pleaseeeee? *beam*

After that I went Orchard with a friend (she also went to service her laptop with me.) & we had our lunch cum dinner at Sakae Sushi. Buffet! HoHo... *scrumptious* But their service could have been better. *roll my eyes*

After that we went shopping! One of my favourite hobbies. Haha. I bought a pair of white slippers at only $6.90 & a pair of yoga/pilate pant from Nike Women with 30% discount. My friend bought 3 pairs of earrings, 1 handphone's pouch & ermmm... I can't remember. Hah. =p

We had a good time! *giggle* Hehehehe... ;)

By the way, (with courtesy of my friend,) now then I know that CK Tangs Customers' Service Counter provides "Bags In" service. (i can't really remember the exact name of the service.) Customers can actually deposits their bags & stuffs there & the customers' service staffs will give a key tag to you & you just have to remember to claim your own bags & stuffs before 9.30pm. So we left our things & laptops there & headed down for our shoppings. Hand-free! Hehe. Quite good right? Now I now what to do if I have too many stuffs in my hands when I am in Orchard. *grin*

By the way, I have found another reason for more shopping again. My cousin's wedding! Hehe. =p

KTV sessionS

I have been going to the KTV for 2 consecutive days, friday & saturday. Some more it was at the SAME outlet & with the SAME staffs. I reckon that they remember me because I remember them! Haha. Well, I bet they must be thinking that this girl loves singing so much that she comes everyday. (opps, ok. 2 days. heh. =P)

Anyway, both days were fun with different groups of friends. We were busy singing & busy taking pictures. I suppose most of my friends love photography sessions just like me. Hee.

One thing to comment. My "Ba-Gua" Club girls are always late! I ended up shopping alone & bought a pair of pumps while waiting for them. But yeah, definitely, I always trust their reasons for being late. Being friends for so long, we know, understand & love one another right? Haha. ;p

April was really nice to treat us dinner for no reason. I feel quite bad actually. She had to spend quite a big sum on the dinner. We had dinner at Paragon Crystal Jade Golden Palace & the restaurant I tell you it is really damn high class, food is good & service is thumbs up. You also get to see a lot of the rich people there especially the taitai(s) & their husbands. Hah.

Nevertheless, I had totally enjoyed myself. Had a really really great chat with the girls. I can always just be myself when I am with them. I am a happy girl. Hee.

To April,
Thanks girl for the treat & the sharing of your many interesting life experiences & happenings. Somehow I feel that I have learnt something from yesterday's outing. I hope you will stay positive in life & please remember that the "Ba-Gua" Club's girls will always be there for you! Are you touched? Hush, hush. Don't cry yea? Heh. Bleah. =p

To Evie,
Opps. Don't be jealous. Lalalalalala..... =p

Today I went for my pilates class in the morning then came home to have lunch & then went out again to meet my friend at Compass Point to pass her my scanner. We had a great chat too! I feel that I have really been talking a lot these days. Lol.

By the way, I have gotten my result & I have managed to pass all my papers. 2 Distinctions & 2 Credits. Not very fantastic but at least I know I don't need to waste money to repeat any module. It is kind of expensive to study in SIM.

I think I took about an hour to write this entry. Was being distracted along the way. Ha. Yup. Shall go do some own stuffs now. ByeEee!

No more impulsive buying

Great Singapore Sales is here & I am soOoOoOoOo very much tempted to buy a lot of things! Yeah, yeah. I am trying to stop myself. No more impulsive buying. Like real I tell myself. Haha. Well, didn't I say I'll TRY????? =p

Today I saw this really nice black leather boots at Pretty Fit. It was orginally priced at $149 & now it has been reduced to $59. Sound like a great deal right? I tried it on & I think it looks really pretty & chic. But after some serious thoughts, I find that it is not very practical to wear boots in Singapore huh? Especially when it is the Fann Wong's kind of boots, the quite high cut design. Ermmm..... If I get to travel overseas often or I am an air stewardess or something, I will buy lar. Ha. Right. We shall see. Hee.

Pretty clothes, pretty pumps, pretty earrings, pretty necklaces. I just have so many lemmings!!! *grin* I wish I will strike 4D (but I don't buy. hmmm...) or I just go get myself a rich fellow to support me. Haha. =p

I am a shopaholic. So what? I am happy to be one! *smile*

~*Beautiful Summer*~

~*Beautiful Summer*~

Oh well, ~*My Dream Summer*~









Maldives - The sunny side of life.

Maldives is famed for its rare underwater beauty.The profusion of psychedelic colours and the abundance and variety of life underwater have fascinated divers and snorkellers since Maldives was discovered as a diving destination.

Maldives - The place for you to master the act of doing nothing.

The enjoyment of the beautiful sun.

Perfect.













Flaunt your assets in the hottest bikinis.



Spa indulgence.



Walk with the colourful flip-flops.



Pull on your coolest shade.













Complete your look with the pretty acessories.







Beach totes to go with.

Heavenly.

So, what do you craze for this ~*Summer*~? =p

Slimming Ad

I love this picture! Awesomely cute! =p

This is a slimming ad. Lalalalalala. *grins*

Can you catch the message that the picture is putting across?

Well, I think.....

Many people are just so obsessed with slimming these days that they can resort to any methods to make themselves slimmer & slimmer & slimmer. I don't deny that I love being slim and there are also times when I do feel fat about myself while the fact is that I'm actually considered perpetually slim.

Girls can never be satisfied with themselves. We just can't get enough of the "slim" karma. Most girls will always say that other girls are slim but they will never say that they are slim themselves too. *nod my head* Uh-huh. I'm guilty of that too. Heh.

Anyway, I have learnt something.

Super slim, super thin, super skinny DON'T mean super pretty.

Love your body, love yourself & love the heavenly FOOD. Hahahaha..... :)

Over the weekend

Oh well, my weekend was pretty tiring. Met Evie for lunch at Compass Point & we talked about the past which was kind of memorable. Our crushes, our doings, our childishness, our stupidity & everything. Heh. I never knew I would miss those days so much until when I have grown up, moving into a different phase of life. Frankly speaking, I miss being childish sometimes. Those memories are what make life worth recalling, reflecting and living upon. *yeah* hehe... =p

Been to 2 Birthday's parties over the weekend. Marvin's & Boon Kiat's. I was especially touched when Boon Kiat was giving his birthday's speech. Ha. His siblings used straws to make stars to form and decorate the wall with the wordings, "Happy 21st Birthday" & they made him a soccer trophy. So sweet right? He was kept in the dark & it was really a surprise to him. I was so touched by the scene & I almost teared. You get the picture? Hah.

Birthdays' parties are good for catching up with friends. You see friends who are getting prettier, cuter, fitter, fatter & slimmer & I realise I didn't change much too. I don't know is it a good thing or not or I did change afterall without my own realisation. Hmmm... I was hesitating to go initially but I'm glad I went. ;) *bleah*

Oh by the way, pilates was good as usual & the class was so popular now that we must reserve for the class 1 week in advance. Woohoo... I don't care. I only want to go to her pilates' class! =p

*smile widely* See my teeth? Hah. Gee. ;)

oPPs, I did it again!

Yes. I spent money on my hair again. Straighter, shorter & darker. Hope it will turn out to be just as nice or even nicer after I wash my hair. Ok. I don't even know if it's considered as nice now. Haha. =p

Saw my secondary school teachers. Miss Rachel Chong & Mr Andrew Wong. She has long rebonded hair now. But who cares? I don't like her still. Heh. He looks haggard. As if his wife has ran away from him or he has lost some money in the shares. Lol. Whatever. ;)

老鼠爱大米

我听见你的声音 有种特别的感觉
让我不断想不敢再忘记你
我记得有一个人 永远留在我心中
哪怕只能够这样的想你
如果真的有一天 爱情理想会实现
我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变
不管路有多么远 一定会让它实现

我会亲亲在你耳边对你说(对你说)
我爱你爱着你 就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你想着你 不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意
这样爱你 我爱你爱着你 就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你想着你 不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意 这样爱着你

ooOoohh... I am soOooo in love with this song now. Can't get it out of my mind. *heehee*

Un-happening

Hohoho... It's a saturday night & I'm at home blogging away this entry. Shouldn't youngsters like me be partying outside, having lots of fun & enjoying myself with no worries or anything? Opps. I feel so un-happening at this very moment. *beams*

Saw my friend's hippiest hairstyle yesterday. Looks great on her! I don't know why she says it's ugly but I think it's cool! Haha. So glam & everything. *hee*

I had a good workout of Power Yoga at Amore just now. I realise I really need to improve on my flexibility. Bend here bend there. I'm not that elastic actually. =p

Life still goes on without you.

Feeling-less

Let me summarise my life for the past 3 days. ;)

Met up with Lynn on Monday. Told her some secrets (or not really secrets? cos all along i thought i told her b4 or i thought she knew? hah. whatever. blah. =p) & we really had a wonderful evening.

Tuesday supposed to have tuition but the it was cancelled last minute.

Had a lunch date with Meifang at Tampines before gng for my tuition. We ate at Hans & it tasted so yucky! Grilled ham ma-chiem luncheon meat & it was super salty. I don't wanna die so fast. I still have got a long way to go. Lol. I think I can cook caborona with grilled ham better than the cook.

The service was very lousy too. Attitude problems looking faces. Ok. Maybe I was wrong. But just too bad. I just hate that knd of face, that kind of attitude. I am definitely discriminating them. Lousy food + lousy service. Oh gosh. I shouldn't have my money there.

A friend had told me before the food of the various different outlets of Hans taste different. Well, now I know it & I agree.

Tuition was not too good. A leopard doesn't change its spots. Too many things & they just make me feel so agitated even until this very moment. I don't know why am I still staying & on. Hmmm...at least I have a month no need to see them because of their school holidays. A peace of mind.

Retail therapy is getting me again. I have been dng some shopping yesterday & today & I never came home empty-handed. There are more things I wish I have bought, I wish I can have... Still, I need a good financial planning. I predict I'll need to spend a bomb on my hair already!

Feeling-less. I desperately need something to hold on now.

I love these...

GAP Green Hobo Bag



GAP Pink Hobo Bag

I wanna get one of these bags but I don't know which colour to get. I like the green one cos I find it more special & chic but the pink one looks very sweet too right? =p

A Monday's Diary

Met up with my girlfriends, Evie, April, Yeun & Lynn at Orchard on Saturday for dinner, coffee & catching up session. It was fun as usual. Just hanging out & being together with your long time good pals. We took some pictures & video clips which were very amusing. Haha.

I don't know since when we have cultivated the habit to take pictures everytime we meet. But I am pretty sure that photography is one of our common shared hobbies. Right girls? Haha. The whole night was really enjoyable. Don't feel like typing out what really happened & what we actually did that night because my friends were all writing about it in their blogs too. No point repeating the whole story again. So read their blogs if you want to know more. Heh.

I'll try to upload the photos to one of my photos folders one of these days. You can check out there later.

Yesterday I went for my pilates class as routine & then I was at home the whole day, reading book & magazine, watching tv, surfing the net & talking on the phone. Not very productive ya I know. Hah.

Can't decide to take up a part-time job or not. I am teaching tuition but I still got some time to spare. Should I take up more tuiton assignments or should I look for a part-time job? Tuiton gives you more flexible timing but a new part-time job may give you new exposure & experience. My school reopens on the 4th of July by the way. Ok. Nevermind. I think I am super indecisive. Contradicting myself at times too. Right. I shall work things out.

Lunch time! Maybe going gym or meeting up friends later. I don't know. See how things go. Heh. See you later! =p

Are you afraid of marriage?

A friend was telling me yesteday about her ex-colleague who is still a newlywed for 2 months, her marriage is already on the rocks. She said that her husband approaches her only when he needs sex, if not he would just ignore her. He wasn't like that when they were still in their courtship. He seems like a changed person after their marriage. She was sobbing very pitifully when she was talking about her marriage problem to my friend.

I have seen & heard many examples of failed marriages. The process from courtship to marriage is a pretty dramatic change to a certain extent. Things change. People change. Quite scary huh?

Some say marriage spells the graveyard for love, some say, it’s the beginning of a new chapter in life. Some say life is not complete without it, and some let fate be their captain. What do you think?

Marriage is a lifelong commitment. It is supposed to be blissful & happy. But it's never easy.

Some people marry just because they think they have reached a marriageable age & they feel that they ought to marry themselves off. Some couples may have been in their courtships for many years but their marriages may not necessary turn out be blissful & happy. Some may have only been together for less than a year or maybe just a few months, their marriages can still possible to turn out to be blissful & happy.

In my opinion, time is not really an important factor to determine how potential a relationship can transform into a marriage. To me, it's more of the feelings, the values & the futures that the both of us will want to see in the relationship that we hold together. I think if you are not ready to commit, never ever rush into things & get yourselves hitched too hasty.

I have always wanted to marry early. Like 25, 26. It's considered as quite a young age to get married in this century. This is what I want but a lot of things are really beyond my control. So the best is to let nature takes its course. The most old-fashioned way of saying. Haha. Well, fate is something you never know. :)

Newsroom Bar

Ok. I just came home, showered & feeling restless right now. Haa. Went to attend a career seminar in school this afternoon. It was sOoOoOooo boring & I was totally not interested at all. So Emily & I sneaked out during the break. *giggle* Clever right? Heh. So she went for her tuition & I went straight back home.

Went to Newsroom Bar for some Power98 thingy just now. I tell you. It's never fun to go to a pub or a bar alone. I only know the Power98 people there. Ha. Anyway, the whole event was quite spectacular. The Finals for the Singapore's Sexiest Buns 2005. That time mine was for the tertiary students & this time was open to everyone. Yup. The 6 contestants were so much more "on" & daring than us. They danced & shake their bums like nobody business. Quite cool actually. Haha. The last part of the competiton, the pole dancing, really make people go "wow, woohoo, weewee". Lol. Hah.

Then some ang mo (guys & girls) asked me to join them for drinks at another bar but I rejected. Someone bought me a drink too. But I didn't drink it. Don't know who's the guy too. Can't really see the face when the bartender pointed to me who was the guy. Hehe. Anyway, I can't be bothered too. Nah. Not interested. Heh.

I did a catwalk. Yeah. With Oliver. The guy winner from my competiton. A bit weird but yea, I did it & it's all over now. But best of all I had received my phone finally! It's Nokia 6230i. I'm still waiting for the $$$ though. =p

Chilli Crabs

I always try to refrain myself from eating suppers. Especially late night suppers. BUT..... I failed today! I simply couldn't resist the temptation from the lip-smacking red hot chilli crabs!

Feel like strangling my daddy now. Haha.....

I am greedy. Yes. I blame my gluttonous mouth. ;)

Layout Makeover

It's a new layout again. I guess a lot of you will feel that this skin suits me better. Maybe it's more me. Somehow. Some ways. Some senses. I don't know. Haha.

Give me some feedbacks. ;p

I'm glad I have changed to wireless modem. I forgot to mention in my previous entry. The singnet guy came to fix the modem at 8.30am yesterday! He was early somemore. I think he reached at about 8.20am. By that time, I was about to go school. So I just gave my youngest brother's some instructions to deal with the guy.

I always thought that using a wireless modem means I don't need to connect wire-line to my phone but the real fact is that I need to. I still need to connect the wireless modem to the phone in my room. The only difference is that I don't have to dial up to the internet anymore. Once I on the computer, internet connection will automatically be ready & I can also use the internet at the same time with my brother with him using his laptop & he don't need to connect anything to connect to the internet as long as the main switch of my computer that is connected to the wireless modem is on.

My singnet broadband 1500k plan will only be activated in july after my singnet broadband 512k plan is over. Yup. =)

My back is aching after sitting for so long in front of my computer. Need a good massage man. Haha. Ok. Alright. I think I shall go do some stretching exercises 1st before I bathe. Heh.

It's a long long time.

Kingdom of Heaven

Yey! I'm back. Finally everything is over. Phew~ I'm feeling much more relieved now. After all the weeks of studying. Hee. Frankly speaking, I don't mind going school for lectures but I really dread exam periods. I'm not going to think about it anymore. Shall enjoy myself to the fullest. Wait till the result is out then I will cry if I need. Haha. Ok ok. I hope I won't. Or maybe I will just cry out of joy. You never know right? Haha. Nah. I will be happy to pass all the papers with acceptable results. Heh.

To pamper myself a little, I went lunching with my friend at Crystal Jade Ginseng Chicken BBQ Korean Restaurant. They serve mostly beef dishes actually but the food is yummy! They are not oily & they make me feel so healthy & guiltless gulping them down into my stomach. Hehe.

After lunch, we went shopping & I got myself a demin mini from Fox Women. The price is reasonable & it looks pretty good on me. Don't I look good in everything? Lol. Alright. I'm kidding. Haha. I'm still far from it manz. I need more exercise & toning. Heh. Anyway, I love the feeling of buying something I like for myself. =p

Then we went to catch a 4.20pm show at Cathay Cineleisure. By the way, the movie ticket price at Cathay is still the same. They never raise the prices of their tickets. Yup yup. Shall patronise there more often if I want to watch a movie. :p

Kingdom of Heaven is relatively nice. Good plot & actors. But somehow I feel that it would be even nicer if I hadn't fall asleep for like 20 seconds or so I presume I did during the show. Haha. Well, I was just so tired & sleepy. Only manage to catch 4 hours of sleep last night till this morning. So I assume I missed that 20 seconds or so story. Heh. My friend tapped me up & after that I was attentive throughout the show again. grin~

Ok people. I'm free now. Please date me. But appointment 1st ok? Haha.

When tadpoles become.....

This is hilarious. Haha.

Loving you. Loving me.

I am feeling so full & bloated now. I had delifrance's mango chicken sandwich, kfc's cheese-fries (supposed to be my bro's share but he doesn't dare to eat cheese. weird him. i love cheese soOoOo much. Hah. =p) & grass jelly with sea coconuts for lunch. I went for pilates lesson just now. (you see, my effort is down the drain with food I ate just now. especially the cheese-fries. hah.) It's good as usual. Hehe. Today's class was much crowded than before. So I had to like squeeze my mat to a corner & I couldn't make too "big actions". No space. Lol. I haven't been going for lessons for like almost a month & there are already quite a few new moves. Pretty challenging. :p Feeling so great going back to the class again & seeing my pretty pilates instructor. (don't misunderstand. i only like guys. haa. )

I was browsing through a friend's blog & I came across & read about an entry in which he wrote about his dad. He was never in good terms with his dad. My friend & his dad always quarrel & one day they got into a huge arguement & ever since then they never spoke again. There were no communication & they were just like strangers living under the same roof. His dad wasn't an healthy man. He was diagnosed with kidney failure ever since the very day my friend's mum conceived him. He was a bitter man & he always felt that he was a burden to his family. His condition worsened a few months ago & he was diagnosed with complications in his colon. His last words to my friend was to ask him to take care of mum & sister. Now he is gone & my friend was soaked with guilts & regrets. He wished he had treated him nicer.

I feel kind of sad reading this entry. Yes. We are young now & we have many many friends. But our families, our closest kins they are the ones who will stand by us all the time & they are the ones who won't give us up no matter what things happened. They obviously love us but some just don't know how to express themselves. We often take things for granted & regretted when things happened. Treasure all your loved ones when you still can. You don't have to go around telling them you love them & stuffs. I think if I tell my parents or my brothes I love them they will say I crazy. Haha. My family don't express our loves for one another with mushy words. Actions tell more than words right? Heh. But I hope next time my own family will be the kind where my husband, kids & myself can express our love for one another with all the lovey dovey words & hugs & kisses. Haha. =)

It hurts a lot when your life is filled with regrets. Trust me.

Happy Mothers' Day to all mothers!

dAnCe To ThE pArTy

There are so many 21st birthday parties this year & I had already missed a few. :
Ponder ponder...

I just came back from Jillyn's birthday party. I drove there with my 2 cousins. Surprise how she knows my cousins right? They met during my birthday party & they made friends with one another. Haha. Quite interesting yea? =)

Parties can help to widen the social circles! But... Sad to say it's not always. Sometimes only ok. Keke. So far it hasn't happen to me yet. I have yet to meet any new cute & nice dude. Haa. Oh manz... *grin*

Anyway, saw some poly people & colleague there. I'm not very close to them so we were like just smiling & saying hi to one another. Yup. & my cousin kinda interested in 1 of the girls. Lol. Haha. Ok. Alright. I shall not reveal here. Bleah* =p



I look so tired & haggard after weeks of studying. Lol. It's time to do something. =p Jillyn looks like she is at her ROM. So prettily dressed. Heh.

In a kid's world

I was super angry with my tuition kid just now & it was definitely not the 1st time that she made me feel so pissed off with her.

I tuition these 2 sisters. The elder one is not so clever but at least she is more sensible, well-mannered & well-behaved. The younger one is pretty good at her work but she is very naughty, likes to talk back to me & love to throw tantrums. Everyone in her family is like so scared of her & she is like so well-pampered (or should I say over-pampered), dominating her whole family. Spoil-brat. Boooo.....

Do you know what's her secret weapon to make you surrender to her? She will cry & cry & cry & shout & shout & shout like mad. But seriously, I don't eat her story. When I feel like it I will go & comfort her a little, if not, I will just leave her alone & let her cry herself out. I can't be bothered. It's just her way to get attention. When she knows that I am not taking notice of her even though she cries like nobody's business, she will purposely come & disturb me. Throw things like pillows at me, paste stickers behind my back, shake my chair, use crayons or pens to drew on me & blah blah blah. Sometimes she will also order or boss you around to ask you to do things for her. Eg. Pick up books & pencils for her, carry things for her, feed her (sometimes she eats her lunch/dinner during tuition), etc. I am like hello? I am not paid to be your maid ok! You shall pick up your own books & pencils, carry your things yourself & you are definitely big enough to eat yourself! Buay ta han. Arrrr..... There are just too much irritating doings that she does & they really frustrated me.

The most I do is to shout angrily at her & totally ignored her. Sometimes I really just feel so much like slapping her but I don't have the right to do so come to think of it. So contradicting. She always loves to disturb me as well whenever I am teaching her sister. I did tell her mother about it & she would like just scold her daughter in front of me & ask her to be a good girl, study hard & don't fool around. But from the way she talks to her & stuffs, I can already guess this is not going to work.

She threw tantrums at me again today. Why? Because she said she wants me to buy her sweets & pocky next week if not she doesn't want to study for her spelling & exams. Well, I do admit I did give her some sweets & goodies sometimes but I am not going to give in to her everytime. Again, she cried & shouted like mad just now. It happened during the timeslot when I was tutoring her sister. I scolded her & asked her to keep quiet & go study for her spelling. Actually I did try to comfort her & talk nicely to her but she just refused to listen. Threw things at me, pasted stickers on my back, used glue-stick to draw on my waist (you know sometimes when you sit down your shirt will lift up a little from your back), & kicked my chair. Grrrr.....

This time her mum came in with a cane & pretended she wanna cane her & the call her dad to complain about her. This made this little naughty cried even louder & said she doesn't want she doesn't want. Her mum also threatened her & said she is not going for tuition anymore. Knew what she did? She pulled up her dress, pulled down her panty & pee on the floor! Then she continued to cry & cry & throw everything that she could find in her room!

I let her cried for awhile more before I went to comfort her. Well, my comforting does wonders sometimes. Heehee..... I can say that she always feel better whenever I am the one who go & comfort her rather than her elder sis or mum. She listens to me. But frankly speaking, though she is mischevious, she has her good & innocent side too. She will give me hugs, kisses & put her hands around me without me noticing or when she is doing her work. Haa.....

One thing also. She will always apologise after every tantrum & whenever I forgive her. She will tell me she is sorry & she will draw me a nice card to tell me she loves me & she is sorry & she won't do it again. Well, sometimes looking at her young & innocent face whenever she says sorry & makes me cards & stuffs, I really can't make myself to feel angry with her more.

Today before I left her house, she whispered to my ear & told me she won't anyhow cry & pee on the floor anymore. Haahaa. Quite hilarious la when she said she promised not to anyhow pee anymore. Lol.

Nevertheless, I can truly understand how it feels like to be an educator to young children. It is so much tougher than you may think it will be. I know it is nothing compared to my friends who are schools teachers & childcare teachers. They gotta face so much more problems in schools. But I can't deny children do make our days sometimes. I believe all teachers feel that. =)

It is not easy to be an educator. Especially a good one. & it never will be.

I wanna...

Yipee! Another paper down today! Woohoo... Heehee...

Open book exam doesn't seem to be any easier. Hmmm... Who cares? It's over now. I just hope everything goes well. *wink*

1 last paper to go. Yey! Not much mood to study actually. Haahaa... Looking forwards so much to Monday! 1, 2, 3, 4 & 5! Countdowning 5 days more! Keke... =p

I have already started thinking/planning what I wanna do after my exams. Lalalalalalala...

:: Meet-ups with all my friends
:: Ktv-ing (It has been quite sometimes since I last went. So... Hehe...)
:: Pilates & Yoga (I want to exercise more! *smile*)
:: Shopping (I'm a shopaholic. :D)
:: Rebonding for my hair
:: Spa (To pamper myself. *grin*)
:: Movies
:: Partying
:: Going on a short holiday (Anyone gaming for that? Heh.)
:: More night-outs
:: Family Photo
:: Braces (It depends. I'll do a check-up 1st. :p)
:: A nice part-time job

Ok ok... The list just goes on & on & it just keeps changing. Haha...

Alright. Time for some tv. I shall convince myself to study a bit later! Lol.

Byeeeee! =)

How to?

Can someone tell me how to study for open book exam? Especially when the module is Law of Investments. Or should I say Law of Finance & Securities. My textbook & my lecture notes have different names for it. Whatever. They are the same anyway. Heh.

I was watching this channel 8 variety show just now & I heard Sly's new song, "Di Yi Ge Yuan Ying". Nice song. This is the 1st time I heard it & I love it. I am trying to find the lyrics but I still can't find. May post it up here if I can manage to find it. =p

& the kids who took part in the competition are really great! They were dancing so well! Those who watched it just now should what I am talking about. Haha. -smile-
Ok. I shall go study a little bit more before I head to my dreamy-land. ;)

**Muacks** Good Night kiss to all. Haha. Nitey! =D

Hot!

I really can't stand the weather lately. SoOooOoo hot! I simply hate it whenever I have to walk under the hot sun & sweat like nobody business. Yesterday I boared a non-aircon bus 74 to school in the morning. I was sweating from the start I boarded the bus till I alighted. Imagine my makeup, hair & clothes all filled with sweat & feeling so unclean. So yucky!

So girls (& guys), remember to drink lots of water to keep yourselves hydrated, put on sunblock cream, UV protection cream or moisturiser before you go out, wear little to make yourselves feel cooler (sleeveless tees, tank tops, spaghetti tops, halter tops, shorts, minis, etc.), wear caps, sunglasses or carry umbrella if you are the kind who always carry umbrella around. & lastly have more ice-creams! (yummy! haahaa...)

Spooky...Weird...

Yey! 1 paper down today. Still has 2 more to go. Right. Shall look forwards to that very last day. Haha. =p

I just came back home 1 hour ago & finished my shower 10 miniutes ago. Haa. Went to True Yoga for the free Power Yoga session with Michelle. It was not too bad. I sweated a lot & I had really worked hard throughout the entire class. As in I was concentrating. Heh.

Yoga is so much of a slower pace as compared to Pilates. But well, I think they are both interesting & beneficial to our well-beings in their own ways. -grins-

Tell you guys something spooky that happened at my house yesterday or should I say this morning 1am?.... Whatever. Haha.

The story goes:

I was still studying in my bedroom around 1am. Everyone in my family had already went to bed & lights were all shut off except my bedroom's light of course. =p Then, all of a sudden, I heard the flushing water sound from my kitchen's toilet. I thought my dad or mum or brothers just went to the toilet so I just ignored. The flushing water sound continued for like 15 minutes or so. I felt quite puzzled & distracted somehow. Hence, I decided to check it out what was happening.

I walked to my kitchen, I on all the kitchen & toilet's lights & made my way to the toilet. The flushing water sound was loud & clear. I flipped open the toilet bowl's cover & I saw the water was like flushing & running down so rapidly! Awww.... Actually after I flipped open the toilet bowl's cover, I quickly moved 1 step backwards before I peeped in to see what was inside because I didn't wanna see anything that I didn't wanna see. Hah. At that moment I had a mentality that a human head might just pop out from the toilet bowl. Lol. Scary right? Haha. >

I quickly woke my dad up & he went to check it out. He was too tired to do anything so he just turned off the main switch of the flushing system & said he would do something about it the next day. So this morning when I woke up to get ready for school, I was so called the 1st one to use the toilet again. I had actually forgotten that my dad had switched off the main switch of the flushing system & I wouldn't be able to flush. But I could flush after using! Everything was back to normal. I questioned my parents & brothers just now on the usage of the toilet last night but all denied & my dad said he haven't even switch on the main switch yet & how did I manage to flush again?

Hmmm.... Weird right? Heh. Anyway, I got no mood to study now. Too sleepy, tired & lazy. Hehe. Didn't really sleep well these days.

Alright. I shall go watch some TV now. My youngest brother had helped me to record Dolphin Bay & Beautiful Illusions. Heh. Yup. Byeeee~

Tong Hua

http://www.lcbtv.com/flash/movie/tonghua.swf

"Molested"

Ah-hem. Let me rant about an incident that happened to me just now. I was at Hougang Mall buying some stuffs (went there after school) & while I was coming up the escalator, a guy standing behind me suddenly bumped himself to me. As in bumped his body to my back. I was actually smsing at that moment & I didn't really go & notice who was standing behind me.

When I felt the "bumping", I shouted "Wei!" & the guy replied "Sorry sorry. I didn't see you." Then he faster walked away & I saw him taking out his hp to make a phone call. I was like eh hello?! Wasn't it obvious I'm standing in front of you? I don't know if he was intentionally or unintentionally but somehow I just felt "molested". Lol.

Another sicko. I think he is. Boooo...

Spoiler.

3 more to go...

Phew... Just finished a paper today. Can someone please tell me why is it so different from the past years papers? Grrr... Nevermind. Pray for me. Hope that everything will turn out fine. :D

3 more to go...

Exams Fever

Gonna miss a few of my friends' birthday parties. When it comes to exams period, there are just so much things I can't do. Or maybe I choose not to.

Oh well, nevermind. 9th May is the day. *grins*

Journey

It's a long long journey

Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you ... to you

Legend of the Dolphin Bay

Have you ever heard the legend of the dolphin bay? A very long time ago the son of a god broke the rules of the heaven and fell in love with a girl living in the mortal world. The god of jealousy was very angry and sought to destroy this forbidden love.

The couple traveled around the world in an escape to find a hiding place where they could live peacefully. A fairy queen from the deep forest heard of this couple's story and was deeply touched by the couple's unconditional love. She presented them with a pair of enchanted rings. This pair of bronze rings safeguards and protects the couple from all perils.

But the God of Jealousy learns about the secret of the bronze rings and impulsively grabs the rings and throws them into the sea. The couple in love loses the protection provided by the rings. Mercilessly they are swallowed by the sea and separated.

Even though the end is near, they still try to search for each other even until the last moment. As the sun is about to rise and as the couple in love are about to turn into foam, the jovial dolphin is deeply touched by their love.

As the dawn breaks the dolphin leaps out of the sea with the bronze rings in its mouth. Again the couple in love are reunited with the rings blessed from the fairy queen. They rejoice in happiness and live together forever thereafter.

At the moment when the first rays of the morning sun shines on the white beach, the entire beach instantly turns into joyeous pink and the dolphin becomes the eudaemon of love.

The legend says that if you pray to the Dolphin Bay from your heart the expected love will come true. And at the Dolphin Bay the first person you declare love to is your destiny lover. The bronze rings could protect the couple in love until forever.

MoOoOoOo

I don't know what's wrong with blogger last night. I actually wanted to blog but the 1st time, I couldn't login, 2nd time, the pg couldn't display, 3rd time, the loading was super duper slow. & these sequence of process continued. aRrRrRr...... Then I gave up. Bloody hell.

Anyway, Do you guys realise there are alot "cows stands" on the grass patches around S'pore island lately? They can be spotted like almost everywhere. I think the "cabs & buses tails" are somehow related to these "cows" too? Lol. But these "cows" are really lovely. So cute & colourful. Haha.

Then I realise these "cows" are actually advertising media campaign by "Moove Media", a newly-reestablished advertising company wholly-owned by ComfortDelGro Corporation. (a land transport company that owns SBS, NEL, Comfort Taxis, etc) Pretty interesting huh? Heh.


The cute colourful cows


Moooooooooo

Power98 called me yesterday but I didn't hear my phone ringing! I was charging my phone in my room then. I remember their no. that's why I know it's them. Aiya. I missed the chance. They better called again soon. =p

Oh yea, I saw Julian Hee yesterday at PS. Cute! But not very man. Boyish to be frank. He seems quite fair huh? But still, drool..... Hehe.

Shall do my stuffs now. Byeeeee!

Insomnia

I think I'm suffering from insomnia. These past 2 weeks I have been sleeping late. Like 2 plus am, 3am or so. Actually I'm not sleepy at all but I just have to force myself to sleep. It's like I ought to be sleeping at this hour. I'll be like just lying on my bed, fidgeting my body till I fall asleep. I can't even remember how long did I take to fall asleep because the next moment I open my eyes, before I know it, it's already morning. In the daytime, I may feel some degree of sleepiness. I don't know. Maybe it's the stress from exams. Hah.

uGLy me

Finally decided to blog a bit. Like after a few blog-less days. Haa. -winks*

These past few days I have been doing my exams revision & stuffs. Quite monotonous actually. Nothing interesting. At all. I'm not the kind of person who will sit still for a very long duration & study. I will like walk around, watch tv, disturb my brothers, hunt for food, surf the net & stuffs during the intervals. You get me? Haha.

At last I went to the gym yesterday. Like after so long. Realise I haven't been mentioning my exercise regime for quite sometimes? Heh. But the workout was great. One whole good hour of workout for me to burn calories & sweat myself out. I always feel better after exercising. :D

I'm missing my Pilates lessons. Haven't go & renew my package yet. Really has to find time & money to go do it.

My money & my phone aren't here yet! Arghhhh.... I don't think they will forget right? Lol. They better don't. ;p

& I think I look damn ugly now. Not in my top form. I'm like always stuck in this situation during exams periods. Feel a little bit older somehow. Hah. Aging is scary. =p

Ok. That is about all. I shall surf around , chat a bit & then continue my mugging. :)

He can never be mine.

Study study study

I'm having my study break now. I have been telling myself that I really gonna study very hard cos there are just simply too much to study. Hiaks.

BUT there are Distractions. Tv, internet, & food. I have been snacking away & munching food everyday, every hour, every minute, every second & I'm not kidding! This isn't very healthy right? Don't wanna see a fatter me. Haha. I shall start exercising more. Well, if I'm not lazy. (I think I'm getting lazier & lazier) I need some motivation. Heh.

I miss my retail therapy, movies, good food, chilling out with friends & many many more! Nevermind. Just a few more weeks & I can have all the time to myself to do all the things I love. I need to revamp myself. Hah.

Sometimes I do wonder if that time I had chosen to pursue my degree at Australia, would my life be more happening than what I'm leading now? Perhaps I would have found my Mr. Right there by now. Lol. Haha. You see here in Singapore I'm not meeting anyone new now & everyday it's like I go school, come home, tuition, go out & blah blah blah. It's very routine. Singapore is just so small & it really gets you to no where. The education system is also pretty rigid here unlike other countries that practise flexibility.

Just a moment of thought. I can't complain or regret much now either. Since I have already chosen this path, I need to continue walking. When there are dreams, there are hopes. One day, the lights will shine on me. =]

I believe.

Astrological Weight at Birth

Your Astrological Weight at Birth is



Solar Birthdate = 29 Feb 1984
Lunar Birthdate = 28 Jan 1984

Although you may feel there is something missing in your early life, you will start to enjoy good fortune when you are older. Although you will not inherit much from your parents, both your career and livelihood will prove more than ample for you. You will enjoy good fortune when your time comes. Place a dragon tortoise in the North sector to help boost your career luck. Marrying the right partner is crucial to your success. Getting hitched to the wrong person could be your downfall, so be very sure before you commit yourself in a marriage.

This is some Feng Shui thingy. Pretty interesting. For me, getting hitched & marrying the right guy is very important to my future success. Haha. I gonna start open my eyes wide big now! Lalalalala. =p

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2nd Anniversary

Today (11th April 2005) marks the 2nd anniversary of my driving licence. Wow. Time really passes so fast. & I still haven't had a car that I can call my own. Hmph...

It's my brother's turn to take his driving test this month. If he's so lucky to pass at the 1st attempt, that means there will soon be 1 more person fighting with me over the usage of my dad's car. Haha. I don't want! Lol.

I used to have a wish which is to have my own car when I'm 21. There are still several months before I reach my 22th birthday next year. So there are still chances for me right? Haha. (consoling myself. =p)

Time for my beauty sleep soon. 1 last lecture in school & then study break for us. Gotta wake up at 7 plus. Yup. Nite bloggie. Nite everyone. =)

I wonder if my wish will be fulfilled.

Jiu Shi Ai Ni

就是爱你

我 一直都想对你说 你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我 做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你 甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说 你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我 做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你
Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离开不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 我都愿意 就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起

Have you ever thought is there anyone who can make you feel the same way like what the song is portraiting? I wish I had. Or maybe I wish I have. :)

A Life of Hope

I wonder if you guys do watch the drama on channel 8 weekdays 9pm, "A Life of Hope"? I pretty much love the show but it is somehow quite annoying especially when they keep emphasizing how great the NKF is, how important it is to do medical check-ups regularly & blah blah blah. I mean yeah...of course I agree that it is important to take care of our own healths & NKF has definitely been a really great help to the patients all these years. But seriously I don't find there is a need to keep promoting & accentuating so signifantly on how noble NKF is right?

I remember watching one episode & there was this guy who threatened to beat up another guy just because he commented that NKF is rich & loaded with money. -roll my eyes- Wasn't it a bit overreacted? No doubt I also think NKF has lots of funds & they are captial-accumulated. Hah. =p

There are NKF TV Charity Programmes every year to raise funds for the needy patients by encouranging people to donate money to NKF & through those donations they actually stand chances to win lucky draws prizes like cash, cars & condominums. Aren't the programmes meant for charities? Why are there prizes involved? Maybe they are just gimmicks or motivational tactics to lure people to donate more to NKF huh? Sometimes I do wonder whether people make donations out of pure compassion for the patients or is it just the prizes that are attractive to them. Hmmm......

Afterall, "A Life of Hope" is pretty nice show in my opinion. -grin-

Oh yey. The loanshark with the purple hair has caught my attention in the show! Haha. His real name is Elvin Ng I think. (if I am not wrong) Heh. The winner for NUS School Belle & Beau. I find him very charming & cute though the way he speaks & pronouns can be quite funny at times due to his inner invisible braces. Hehe. Julian Hee is definitely charming & cute too but Elvin Ng attracts me more. Hah. I find him more attractive in the show than Julian Hee. I don't why. -blush- 男人不坏女人不爱. Haha.

Silly me

I felt so silly suddenly. Was chatting on the MSN with a primary school friend, Melvin, earlier on just now & he was telling me how happening the KTV outing was & how much fun I had missed out from my absence. I was like "eh"? When did we have a KTV outing? How come I don't know anything? But he insisted that he called me twice & smsed me quite a few times last Friday.

Then it came to my realisation that we had a miscommunication. I remembered I had a few missed calls by the name of "Melvin" & I received smses from him asking me whether I want to meet up for KTV & stuffs & he also told me that quite a lot of people are going. I didn't know what had came into me at that point of time when I saw the missed calls & the smses, I literally thought it was the Melvin (the prefect. he will sms me now & then. find him quite irritating though. lol) & hence I replied & said I couldn't make it to the outing.

There are 3 Melvin in my phonebook & I actually saved their names & numbers in accordance with their surnames (the 3 of them have different surnames by the way) for differentiation. But that day I didn't know why I would keep having the mentality that it was the prefect Melvin who called & smsed me & I just didn't feel like meeting him. Haa. Silly me. =p

A new template

Woohoo... Just changed my template, had a new layout. Tell me where to improve. I'm a complete idiot at these. Haha. =p

Bumlicious

Illustration with poker cards


Squeeze our ways


On the stage - anxious


On the stage - joy


Are you sexy enough like us?