Confession

Singing class was quite fun. The teacher is very nice. He is young. Only 23. Heh. & he plays keyboard very well. He has a grade 8 in piano & I think he is just so musical incline. He is attractive not because he is handsome but because he is very talented. *grin* & there is this cute guy in the school too. Don't know who is he though. =p

Michelle's 21st party was cool too. Yummylicious food & managed to catch up a little with some old pals. Supposed to go to a music workshop but couldn't make it in the end due to time allowance.

A lot of people have been asking me what have happened to me. What or who have I been disappointing with. Well, that's not the most important thing. The most important thing is that I have grown to realise who are the ones who are really nice & truthful to me & I'm sure I gonna treasure these people even more in the future. Moving on is good. Widen social circle, know more people & let more people love you.

I am feeling better now. So much better. Cos I can't be bothered already.

Disappointment

It's quite an disappointment when you expect yourself to be the first person to know but end up being the last person to know. Or even worse, you are being hidden from the truth as the person just has no intention to tell you. It hurts even more when you found out the truth yourself.

Things aren't just what I think they are.

I'm so disappointed. Really. =(

My two days

Swimming (okay. maybe not really swimming. soaking & playing with water. hehe.) was quite fun yesterday. We played, took pictures & discussed about love & boyfriends issues. We were big eaters yesterday too. We had Jack's Place, Ya Kun Kaya Toast & they also bought Polar Puff before going home. After I reached home, I ate homecooked food too. I can really eat a lot if I want to. Haha. People who know me will know. *grin*

Just now met michelle at orchard to accompany her to buy her birthday's clothes. We saw felicia chin & she was damn gorgeous. Hehe. Then we had dinner at Pasta Cafe. The slipper lobster pasta, fried calamari & oreo cheesecake. Total yummylicious!

We headed to Bugis Village at 10pm or so & she managed to get herself a pretty skirt at the hour when most shops were closed/closing. The nightlife in Singapore is so boring. All shops close so early except those pubs & clubs. I really think they should extend the operating hours of those shops in town.

Then after everything it was home sweet home. =)

Be right back.

There she goes

I just came back from the airport. I still can't believe that she is really leaving. Things just happened & it's so unexpected. Can you imagine? When someone so close to you tells you that she will be leaving you, leaving Singapore, leaving all her loved ones in less than a month time. & it really happens to me now.

I hate the feeling of departure.

It feels kind of funny without her around me.

Well, I guess I need time to adapt.

Just now, someone told me that he feels that she is a very special girl. Indeed she is.

Long & tiring day

I had a loooooNg & tiring day today! The waiting part was especially torturing. But it was worth it afterall. =)

Just bathed out & gotta prepare to get changed soon. Going to the airport later to send her off. I wish I can get the car to drive there. *shrug*

Em.

Met up with em today for farewell lunch & tea break before she flies off on the 17th. We had seafood hotpot, deep fried tofu, fried gyoza, ice cream dessert & hot japanese green tea at sushi tei. Yummy yummy! =)

Then she bought her levis jean & i bought my triumph bra. Haha. But shit. I spent money again. I thought I'm suppose to be on a shopping ban until my bangkok trip. But well nvm. I need it also. Gee. =p

After all the shopping & stuffs, we went tcc for coffee. I have a fetish for coffee recently. Heh.

It was great catching up with her today. Afterall, we have been such great pals since poly days. There were/are ups & downs but come to think of it it's the infinity that creates the friendship bond between us. So we better treasure it.

Things just get emotional ya? We won't know when we would see each other again. Probably not so soon. She is going to embark on a different journey. All the best girl!

I think I gonna miss her.

Human beings are really strange creatures sometimes..........

Change

Somehow, not too sure in what way, the feel is just so different now.

Well, i guess things do change, people do change.

Or probably I'm the one who have changed & not you.

Still, I send my wishes.

Witty Taxis-Uncle

I met this really funny taxis-driver yesterday. He was preaching christianity to me throughout the whole journey. This was the first time that I met a taxis-driver who shared his reglion beliefs to his passenger. How weird.

I was actually quite bored with the conversation but I still pretend to practise my enthusiasm to the discussion by answering back with replies like "oh is it?"; "how come?"; "why?"; "i didn't know that."; that's interesting."; etc. He seemed to be quite entertained by himself throughout. Haha.

Along the way, I was trying to type a sms & he actually asked me if I could sms later & concentrate & listen to what he had to finish saying first. I was sitting at the back seat by the way. He never even turned his head back to look at me & he knew I was smsing. Ok. Probably it was the mirror? No idea. *laughs*

That was so hilarious & I actually really stopped my smsing & listened to what he had to say. That was really quite ironical. Huh? Haha. =p

When it was reaching my home, I was like thank god I'm getting down soon. But, when I paid him the taxis-fare, he asked me if I could stay on for another five to ten minutes to let him finish his words. Being a very nice me, I didn't know how to reject him. Anyway, even before I was going to say okay or not okay, he had already continued with his talking. Lol. He gave me some brochures at the end of everything. Witty uncle I had to say. =p

I had singing, dinner at suntec nydc, yami yogurt for dessert & some groceries shopping at carrefour. My poor pair of legs was so tired after the end of everything.

I tried out the new bistrio delifrance this afternoon. It wasn't that fantastic actually. I guess I would just stick to their usual sandwiches, pastries, puffs & tarts next time.

After much consideratons, I bought my full house vcd just now. With discount of course. Heh. I love the show so much & I actually missed some episodes while it was still screening on the scv until it ended a few weeks back. Hehe. So happy. *beams*

Okay, I shall go read my cleo now, then bath & full house! =)

Good luck to me, please?

Nonchalant

I didn't go for my massage yesterday. Cos I couldn't get ready on time to go out. Dilly-dally me. =p Will try to go next week probably if I have the time.

Had lunch at Wisma Atrium Food Republic yesterday. Quite a lot of food to choose from & the food is not bad. (actually i only ate the fried prawn mee. not too sure about other food though. but they sure look good. *grins*)

I feel that I should try to refrain myself from spending too much. I have been spending a lot lately! Transportation & food are fixed expenses that I will incur everytime I go out. I'm jobless too. So the final verdict is I should go out less often! Not easy though. Hmmm.....

I went to my cousin's solemnisation of marriage just now. It was held at his new house. I reached the place with my parents & youngest brother at around 7.15pm & the solemniser only arrived at around 8.30pm. Faint. I was so hungry then but we had to wait for the solemnisation & photo-taking sessions to end before we could proceed for the buffet. & there were like so many people! Relatives & friends. Many many unfamiliar faces. Got some cute guys actually. Haha. I think they are my cousin's poly friends. But these cute guys each had a girl beside them. *sigh* =p By the time I got to eat it was like already 9plus pm. Didn't eat much cos I waited for the long queue to clear first before queuing up to take the food & by the time it reached my turn, most of the food was snatched up fast by people. Some had so many rounds & those people queuing behind like me were left with all the unpopular dishes. =|

Anyway, the food was all vegetarian food cos the bride is a vegetarian & hence my cousin has to follow her. The bride was really very pretty. She looked quite plain on the photo that was attached to the wedding invitation card which was given to my family earlier on. No wonder people always say girls are the most beautiful at their own weddings. How true is this. She was really the limelight just now.

The bride & groom are only 4 years older than me. Consider pretty young right? To get married at this age now. Some people of this age haven't even finish their studies or some may don't even have a proper stable job. So it probably depends on individual. Some relatives were already telling my parents that a few more years will be my turn or probably the next wedding will be mine. Another faint. OMG! How can it be? I really can't forsee myself getting married at their age. At least for now. It seems quite impossible for me.

The blissfulness in the couple' eyes is so true. That is so real. *beams*

Was msning with a childhood friend just now & we haven't see for each other for many years. She claimed that she saw me last week & she said she was so shocked that that I have changed so much over the years. Hahaha. Did I?

Ok la. It's 1plus am now. I gotta sleep soon.

Hope tmr (saturday) is good & lucky day for me!

Night! =)

Exercise

Guess what? I went gyming just now! Like after soOoOoOo long... Haha... *bleah* Even the administrative staff, gym attendant & gym instructor said so to me when they saw me.

Anyway, the workout was quite okay. I gotta tame my laziness & start going to gym more often. Exercise is good you know? Lol. =p

After an hour of gym I went to the pool to look for lynn & yeun. They had been swimming (or should I say soaking themselves in water) for one & a half hour when I reached the pool. I wanted to change into my swimming attire & jumped into the pool too but then it started raining before I could do anything!

Then they went to bath & change & I waited for them. We were very hungry after all my gyming workout & their swimming workout & hence we decided to head to hougang mall to eat. We had mcdonalds meals & their ice-cream! Eating back all the calories that we had burnt earlier on. Muahahahaha... But who cares? I don't care! Heck la. Just eat. Hah. =D

I had a great time with them. We ate & chatted from 6plus in the evening to 9plus almost to 10 in the night. I didn't know we had sat & chatted for so long! While we were walking back to my house & to their bus stop, we stopped at the pasam malam to buy some food back for snacks & suppers. Haha... Food again... =p I love my tapioca cakes! *grins*

Probably going to my massage later. (tmr) Will update about it soon!

Dreamyland soon.....

When love says.....

I chanced upon a friend's blog that she set up to write about what happened between her & her boyfriend. (or should I say ex-boyfriend now since they have just broken up.) I know both of them & the guy was my classmate for 3 years in Ngee Ann. I can't believe this thing happened & he did that to her. They were always so lovey-dovey. In people's eyes. In my eyes.

You have to believe that some guys are really bastards. I feel sorry for her.

I'm not close at all to the girl & most probably she won't be reading my blog because she doesn't have my blog address & I don't publicise my blog to everyone. But still, I hope she will get on her feet again, walk on bravely & be strong enough to face her future.

Falling in love is too sweet to resist & falling out of love is too bitter to bear.

I hope all my beloved girlfriends will find the right guy to love.

Every worthy girl in fact.

Gossip Gang's Gathering

Met up with the gossip gang just now. It has been quite long since everyone gets together though I did still meet up with one or two of them occassionally before this gathering.

We went ktv (except lynn cos she said she has no mood to sing. heh.) & sang from mid-afternoon to like evening time. It was quite fun but the atmosphere just wasn't very high enough. I don't know why. Maybe the room is too small? Haha. & there was apparently some problems with the ktv system. Quite a few of our selected songs keep getting rejected by the system. Boooo-hoooo. =p

Initially wanted to had dinner at fish & co but we ended up having at marche. Surprisingly there was no queue. Normally weekend there is always a long queue outside the restaurant. Anyway, we ordered quite a lot of food & shared. *yummylicious* *grin* Lynn joined us at 8pm. April was telling us about the story of "flight plan" movie, funerals (pretty scary.), boyfriends, etc. I think she talked the most just now. Haha. We sat & drank & chatted till around 10pm before leaving.

Over!! Finally! =D

Hohohoho... My exams are over! Yesterday 4.30pm ended everything. How relieved I was. Hehe... Frankly, I'm quite worried about the result. Got a very bad feeling for 1 or 2 papers. Hai... Since it's over now, I shall not think about it anymore. Hopefully I'll pass everything!! =p

Had dinner at Ramen Den after school. It wasn't very nice. A bad choice for Japanese food. But since my friend had the 1 for 1 dining voucher, we decided not to waste it. Haha... Walked & shopped awhile before heading back home empty-handed. Disappointing. Ha. I still thought I can buy something for myself right after the torturing paper. But..... Nvm. *grin*

Anyway, I went for a hair cut today. Not much difference though cos it was just a trim. Heh. But today was more satisfied than yesterday because I had my dinner at Sakae Sushi (a much much much better choice for Japanese food) & I bought something for myself too. *finally* *winks* Mostly importantly, there was a great company as well. *beams*

Oh ya, that day I bought myself a massaging lymph therapy voucher for $35. (with gst $36.80) I was walking past the booth & the pretty beauty consultant sweet talked to me until I couldn't resist the offer. Ha. Oh well, I shall pamper myself then. For a pure relaxation after the exams! Hehe. I can go any time any date I want. I just have to make an appointment before going. =)

Ok. Enough for now. Good Night!

Oh No!!!

Know what? My younger brother kanna chicken poxs!!! Oh No!!! I heard it's contagious right? My youngest brother & I never had chicken poxs before yet!!! It's really freak me out. It's better don't infect me now. At such critical time period. If not I think I'll cry man.

*touchwood* *touchwood*

2 more papers to go & I'm done! Yeah! Am counting down the days already. =p





My brother!!! Hope he gets well soon!!! *cheerio*

Talent Quest 2006

http://www.tq.com.sg

Anyone? Haha... =p

G. A.

总有一天你会看到

Guardian Angel降临

那是我的心一直在守护着你

天使它一定能够 感应

I crave for..........

Love. Money. Dreams. Faith. Happiness.

Not in order by the way.

How about you?

One more week

Went to orchard yesterday. Like after sOoooOooo long. Ha. Walked around. Things are almost the same. Fashion isn't really any new. Bought a new water bottle from nike & it's pink! One of my favourite colours. Hehe. Bought some snacks too. For me to binge on when I'm studying.

Left one more week to the real exams. I can't wait to get over it soon! I shall look forwards to my life after that. I'm still trying to tune my mind to think positively. Sometimes it's really hard. My mind will just wander off.

Not much updates for the time being. My life is plain BORING now. *laughs*

Hope you & you & you & I myself will see a different me after exams. The more cheery side of me. & more. Can't wait!

Bye peeps! =p

Thinking & thinking & thinking.....

I have been thinking a lot lately. Thinking is good but thinking too much can be a negativity in which I can't control. But still thanks to people who have been offering me advices. I really hope this phase of my low time will go away soon. It has really affected me in one way or another.

Feel like giving up but I am still holding on. I am still holding on but yet I feel like giving up. Quite contraditive I know. I don't want to make a mistake & I also don't want to continue making the mistake if I am really making now.

I don't wanna regret later.

Sometimes you just need someone/someones for you to rant, hug & cry upon.

Okay...I shall continue with my revision later. Gotta try to buck up. I realise that although I was reading the notes but my mind just wasn't really concentrating.

May all the good things come along soon. =)

Mood swing

Hate myself for the evil thoughts.

But I just couldn't help it.

Monday Blues

I went for my 2nd treatment today. Everything was done & hence the dentist said I didn't have to come for the 3rd treatment. *hurray* Hehe... I'm glad I don't have to. Imagine you have to open your mouth really big for nearly an hour. It's quite ermmm..... Hah.

I don't have the mood to study today too. Monday blues. =( Indeed it is. I have no motivation to do anything. How I wish I can be very happy at every moment everyday but too bad I'm not. Not say I'm sad but I just can't find a reason to be happy about.

PMS or what. I just feel that things are just not right. I hate the feeling of waiting.

Seriously.....

Get over it.

So.....

So..... Eventually I didn't go to my friend's birthday chalet yesterday. I guess a girlfriend of mine was quite pissed with me for not going. She said the birthday boy came to my birthday party earlier on this year & it wasn't very nice if I didnt go to his. She thinks that I am just plain lazy to go down to the party. Oh well, it's quite depressing to hear these words from someone whom I had known for ages. I don't wanna explain further why I don't wanna go. It may sound like I'm finding excuses for myself.

I think my presence at the chalet isn't that important afterall because the birthday boy actually smsed me just now to thank me for coming to his party. Did he see my twin? I presume he mass-smsed everyone who was on his invitation list. I wished him anyway.

I'm going to the dentist tmr for my 2nd treatment. It's so scary. I have always hated to go to the dentist. Let's hope everything goes fine. =)

Okay. I shall go remove my mask (yes. i am doing my facial-masking now. heh. most girls are vain pots. *grin*) & continue with my revision. Life is soooooo boring now! *pout*

Where is my guardian angel? I need you to guard & guide me along.

Dilemma

Still in a dilemma if I should go to my primary school's classmate 21st birthday chalet later in the evening. Frankly, I'm getting a bit bored with all the parties & celebrations. I had been to countless 21st parties this year & things aren't that new anymore. Hmmm.....

Haven't been shopping for quite a while. I miss my retail therapy!

Can't wait for these few weeks of study breaks & critical exams periods to be over soon. *sigh*

Looking forwards to my holidays! *smile*

How fast is your pair of eyes?

I played until stage 4 & my eyes became blurry already. *lousy me* =p Will play again! Hehe...

Try it out!

http://www.unf-unf.de/show.php?did=559

I love singing! =)

Better

Cool. I think I'm getting much better now. At least I'm not moaning in pain like the past few days. I can still feel the thing but it's like so much comfortable than before. *relieved*

I don't know is it my psycological problem or what but after the treatment yesterday I feel that there is more saliva in my mouth. How? Haha. Quite ironical.

So. My girls, you all wanna k too right? Shall we go this saturday when I suppose all of us can make it? Let's go partyworld! It's like $28+ for a 3-5 persons room plus a free drink for each. (for sat 2-6pm) It seems much cheaper than kbox. Heh. Let me know! =p

Feeling lousy

I went to the dentist just now & he suggested that I shall do a root canal treatment. It was so damn painful though he injected aspirin to my gum. & I need to go three times in all for the entire treatment. Today I did one & still left two more treatments to do. *faint* He gave me some painkillers for me to take home too. These few nights I haven't been sleeping well and I don't really have any appetite to eat. So unlike me right? Those who know me will understand. I am a food lover & I can eat a lot. I look so ugly now too. With the "not enough sleep" look. Hai...

The treatment is so bloodly hell expensive as well. Hmmm... But what to do? I don't know why it happens to me. I am feeling very lousy. Really. It's like there is always a hurdle in whatever I do lately. Things aren't in the way I want. *whine* Hope all the good things & good news shall come along soon.

Waiting.....

Pain!

My mind just keeps wandering off. Too many things to make me think. My right jaw/gum/teeth is killing me too! I can't concentrate doing anything. Gonna go to the dentist tmr or else I think I will die of pain. Grrrr. So damn saddening. I hope it will get well soon if not I can't sing this week. Yeah. Sing. I wanna go ktving. Still.

I think I need somebody.

Ouch!

My right jaw is so painful now. I wonder is it my teeth or my gum. Have a problem eating or even drinking on the right side of my mouth. It is just so painful. I think the pain is making me feeling feverish.

Restless.

Booo...

It's just not my day.

BooOOhooOO.....

Superstars' Concert

Yoyo! I just came back from the superstars' concert not too long ago. Bathed & now doing some stuffs online, gonna pack bag after that & prepare the things I need tmr & then going to my bed. I like the last doing the best. So tired but yet so many things left undone.

Anyway, the concert was really cool! I enjoyed myself very much! Heh. Yup. Shall blog more about it tmr. Going to pack my stuffs now. Wonder how's the interview like tmr. Hmmm... Ha.

Ok. Good Night!

My Japanese Name

My japanese name is 井上 Inoue (upon a well) 恵美 Emi (blessed with beauty).
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Embarrassed

Embarrassed. But it's all okay now. Phew. *beams* =)

Why?

He asks me if I'm a lesbian because I DON'T have a boyfriend now, & he thinks that it's so unbelievable for a girl like me to be unattached now! Hey! Don't have a boyfriend now doesn't mean I am a lesbian okay? I am NOT! Grrrr..... Why can't I not have a boyfriend now? I'm enjoying my singlehood now & if my mr right comes along, I'll also be happy to accept it. Don't understand these people. Don't understand guys too. Sometimes.....

Anyway, I went to a music workshop at music clinic just now conducted by fang zhong hua. Quite cool & enriching. Heh. I love singing! I wanna go ktving again! Anyone? =p

Where is my SO?

Her 21st

Yesterday was a whole load of fun at holland village's swensen with shirin, sitti, tingli, jasmine & emily. It was emily's 21st & we had a mini celebration there. I realised I was involved in all her birthday celebrations. I went to her party at partyworld last week too. Oh well, ha. =p

We played number game & I was so "lucky" that I kanna truth or dare forfeit a lot of times. I had to tell a kid to shut up when he was crying & ask the restaurant supervisor for his number! So embrassing. *blush* But we definitely had lots of fun & laughter & I had totally enjoyed myself! *grin*

We ate really a lot. Soup, main course, soft drink, ice cream dessert, birthday ice cream given free by swensen & mango ice cream cake! I was so full that I had to drag myself to my 2pm lecture, feeling so sleepy & I had a hard time concentrating during the lecture.

Went to al dente at esplanade for dinner. Had my meal at the roof top. Quite cool. =)

Alright. I think pictures speak more than words. I will upload more when I receive more pictures from the rest. Enjoy! :D


Qq's 21st last month.


Me & qq at partyworld.


The babes.


Kissing the birthday girl!


Some friends commented that this picture looks very clubbingish. Looks like we just went clubbing. Partying! Ha. =p

More pictures coming up soon!

Picture!

With courtesy of shirin..... :D



My pretty project-mates! *beams*

Oh duh... I have a 3 hours tuition later!!! *faints*

It's a rainy day.....

I just don't understand

What have the classical's & keynesian's theories, debates & arguments got to do with me? Am I going to apply the whole philosophy behind these two economical models in real life? It just doesn't make sense.

I don't understand. I just don't understand. Please tell me why. *booOoo*

Realise your dreams

My fridays' nights are like so lifeless lately. Haven't been going out for quite a while. What a boring life I have. *laughs* But I'm really tied down with school work. There are practically tests every week & & there is a project deadline to meet before I can start preparing for my exams.

Anyway, I went partyworld yesterday for a friend's 21st party. Not too bad. Catch up with some old friends & took some pictures. Shall post some pictures up when my friend sends me the pictures. I had only had a few in my camera.

After ktving, we went alleybar. I stayed a while only as I was going out the next day.

Had lunch at teahouse today. Quite nice & the restaurant is very hongkongish. Reminds me of the days in hong kong last year. We ate quite a lot & the bill came up to be quite a bomb. I think going to the hi-tea buffet from 3-5pm is more worth it but our stomachs couldn't wait till that time. Haha. =p

Shopped around & I thought I can pamper myself with some retail therapy but I didn't get anything in the end. Only saw a pair of boots from zara that I rather fancy. Quite stylish. $119. I shall save up. If it's still there after my exam period, I shall go grab it. I'm so in love with boots lately. I think it just goes with anything. Hehehe.

After that, we went for coffee at tcc at the shaw house. It's a newly open branch & I love the atmosphere. We went given a seat near the window & it just felt so nice to enjoy a nice cup of coffee while looking out the window. (though there isn't any alluring scenery but still, I adore the feeling of enjoying my cup of coffee just like that. heh.)

I had mocha villa & it tastes just so yummy! Mocha coffee with vanilla ice-cream. Nice! The menu also has a lot of tempting food & drinks to cater to the greedy customers like me. Haha. & the cafe also seems quite condusive for studying. Maybe I shall try it during my study break. =)

I was having a particular topic conversation with a friend just now. We were talking & discussing about our dreams & choices in life. Whether we like what we are doing now, what are our dreams & if time can be rewind, are we going to make the same choices again or are we going to choose a different path to walk on. It just made me think & talk a lot just now.

Frankly speaking, if I can be given a chance to start all over again, I want to lead my life in a different way. I want to choose mass communcations or films, sounds & videos for my course in poly instead of business studies. I want to learn piano & guitar. I want to learn dancing & be a good dancer. (i always had this thought when i was younger) I want to learn singing & composing. (i always love singing since young) I want to go into the modelling industry (that's my primary school's ambition & I have yet to actually fulfill it) I want to be a flight stewardess. (my dream when I was about to graduate from poly)

I realise I have so many dreams. *grins*

It seems like I want a glamourous life. Oh well, I can't deny that I like being in the limelight. Tell me, which girl doesn't like to be? Maybe this is what people call "ming xing meng" but I just don't want my life to be so dull & plain. I want to be somebody. I want to live my life colourfully since I only live once. I mean if you are given a chance to be a star, why would you want to reject?

Seriously, I can't imagine myself doing a desk-bound job in the future. I want to be moving around, meeting & interacting with people. That's me. I may not be a star ultimately but I hope I am doing something that I like in the future. I hope I am happy to talk about my life when I reflect my younger days when I grow old. I told my friend we should all pursue our dreams if we have any when we are still young. I believe no one want to regret next time. Things may not go well & smoothly for everyone but at least we fight for it before. Then we won't let down ourselves. It's more of the process & things that we learn along the way. But often a lot of people just say & say & talk & talk but just don't do anything about it. I admit I'm one of them. Opps! Hah. =p

Very often we must encounter these episodes of our life before we realise that we have regretted what we did before. It's no point looking back at what you have regretted you doing or not doing. I hope from this very moment, my friends, my loved ones & myself can start treasuring every moment of our life & go forwards for our dreams when we are still young & while we still can. There are a lot of things in which you never try you never know. The time periods of our youths are just so time-limiting.

I wish I have more courage & determination to do the things I like. Let's encourage & support one another! Hahahaha.... *winks*

Oh ya, I don't what's wrong with my camera. The screen will just auto turn black when I on the camera but the power is still on & running. I wonder if it's the problem with my battery. So irritating. =
Alright. I think I have blogged quite a lot this entry. Heh. Time to bath & study soon!

Before that,

*some pictures from my camera*





Ciao. =]

Realise your dreams.

被爱的女人

在镜子前面　我是个被爱的女人
他站在门外　这个周末我可以依赖在他的胸怀

在情人面前　我还是单身的女人
爱若缺了缘份
我想我只能用情至深但不能太认真

为什么被爱　有时却觉得悲哀
为什么我还是害怕一个人醒来
为什么相爱　日子却仍然空白
为什么你　走不到我的未来

让爱固定下来　我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来
让爱固定下来　我和你　不要不要分开
我不要爱一再一再彩排
* 我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来 *

*my song of the day. love it! -beams-*

Dumb brat

I was up at around 7.15am in the morning & was only back home like around one & a half hour ago. I am so dead-beat. It was really a long & tiring day for me. Anyway, I had dinner at billy bombers just now. The portion was sooooo big but the food was very yummylicious. I had a hard time finishing all. Thanks to my friend for the lovely treat. My tummy is protruding... *blush*

My youngest brother is so dumb! I phoned to ask him to help me to record channel 8 9pm drama. He did help me record but when I rewind my tape & wanted to watch it just now, I realised that he used the tape that we recorded the superstars grand finals & he also forgotten to tune the tape recorder to the correct channel & ended up recorded a malay channel show. So pissed with him ok. I kept nagging to him that why he was so dumb but he didn't seem to response to me. Because..... He was already fast asleep in his dreamland & he couldn't be bothered with me. Argh argh. Dumb brat! Now my superstars grand finals is like half erased away.

He is trying to make friends. He is trying to be friendly. He is trying to be nice. But... It's just too bad. =p

Big eater

Oh well, went to park mall amore on saturday. I love the environment! The studio is damn cool, very big & spacious, & the gym looks bigger than their previous location at cineleisure. Quite enjoyed the workout (it's call xblitz or cardioblitz by the way) but you really need lots of stamina to be able to finish the whole exercise session. The exercise comprises of step-workout, hi-lo & kickboxing. Yup. Not too bad. Sweat a alot. Hah. *grin*

After the workout, a spa consultant from amore spa approached us (me & my friend) & showed us around the spa studio. The spa environment & facilities look very prestigious & luxuriously relaxing. It seems like a total indulgence if I can afford to frequent there for spa & massage. How heavenly! *dreams* Heh. When I start working next year & if my salaries allow me to indulge in all these kinds of lovely treats, that will be so nice. *beams*

Then we went to eat at plaza singapura long john silver. I ate the new treasure meal & it sucked. It didn't even taste a little tiny winy bit of nice to me at all. After that, we shopped a little & we bought some stuffs. Yea. I have been spending quite a bit lately again. Bad. Hmmm.....

Sunday I went to my usual pilates then meet another friend in town for lunch & shopping. Ate at central (a newly opened restaurant at takashimaya b2) for lunch. The price of the food is rather affordable. A bowl of noodle is like 5 bucks. Yup. But the portion isn't a lot. Well, or should I say at least it isn't a lot to me. (i am a big eater. haha. =p) I didn't even feel full after a bowl of noodles & a glass of red beans with grass jelly soya bean milk.

We shopped & we felt like having tea-break & so we went to marche & eat again at 3pm. (had lunch at 12 plus) We shared rosti & ham & cheese crepes. We were so damn super full after that. Then we continued shopping again & 2 hours later we felt like buying some drinks so we went to subway & we were so tempted by the sandwiches. So, we bought a subway sandwich each & shared a big bottle of pink lemonade snapper. After that, we went home. When I reached home, after bathing, I ate some snacks again. I have been like eating a lot lately!!! Don't know is it good or bad. I think I should exercise more instead. Yes. Exercise. Ha. =p

Oh ya! I got lemmings for birkenstocks! Please orgainse sprees soon! I can't wait to get myself one. Haha.

Quick update

Decided to do a quick update for the past few days before i go out.

I went for a fringe cut on wednesday after school. At first i wanted to trim my whole head but my stylist insisted that I shall only cut my fringe as he thinks my back is still okay. Oh well, what can I do? So I listened to his advice. Ha. (nobody notices I cut my fringe until I say out myself. hmmm. =p) It isn't obvious anyway. I guess. =p

Met up with a friend on thursday. Quite fun & everything. Eat, catching up, trimming brows at hollywood secrets, shopping & stuffs. Yup yup. But my legs almost breaking from all the walking. Haha.

Went school early to do project yesterday & supposed to meet my gang for supper & night out but was still cancelled in the end.

Two friends having birthday parties today but I will not be going. *happy birthday to you! & you!* Yey yey! *beams*

Alright. I gotta run now. Going to the newly open amore at park mall for the open house & class.

Ciao.

Yeun's 21st

Went to yeun's 21st birthday party on saturday at this really cool japanese restaurant at tanglin shopping centre. We had to sit on the japanese tatami mats & every now & then we had to stretch our legs because they were getting numb for sitting down so long. Haha. But anyway, the food was really a lot but it was very yummylicious. I like the atmosphere of the restaurant which is rather nice & of course with great companies, it complemented even more. =p

We took lots of photos & some videos. The videos was damn funny. All our silly expressions & stuffs. Haha. Definitely, I had enjoyed myself. =)


Everyone is kissing the birthday girl except me. Opps. =p


Finally I kissed too. *beams*


Me & lynn trying to imitate kelly while yeun trying to act cute like kelvin. lol.


Our "okay" pose. =)


Me & april. *hugs*


I was so tired after everything. *bleah* =p

Sunday after pilates I came straight home to study for my monday's test who is today. School was fine today. Had lunch with my project mates after lecture & then after that we discussed our project. It was quite fun & funny though. Especially the gossiping part. (shirin if you are reading this you should know what i mean ya. haha. =p)

Uh-huh. Time to bath. Heh.

Byessssss. ;]

-SUPERSTAR-

Yeah! Kelvin is the final SUPERSTAR! I am so happy for him though it is quite a fact that his performance tonight wasn't that fantastic as compared to Kelly. I have to agree that Kelly really performed better tonight & she really looked like a superstar holding her own concert. She can sing & dance & her images tonight were just so superstar-ish. *thumbs up*

Kelvin's hard works really pay off. His courage & his determination to pursue his dream have definitely touched me. All the best to him! He is a miracle in our local music entertainment industry. Let's hope he will go far. =p

Derrick & Junyang were very impressive tonight too! I missed their performances! Heh.

Oh well, project superstar is over now. Finally over. *sigh* But the whole competition I can say it is really a successful project. I am quite attached to it actually. Haha. *wonderful*

I didn't any class today so I met up with my 2 best pals, evie & yeun & we went ktving at hougang kbox. From like 3pm to almost 7pm. It was really fun & enjoyable & I can always be myself whenever I am with them. That is what I like about them. As my close friends. =p

After that, we took a cab down to evie's house for dinner & to watch project superstar finals together. What could I expect? Good food, good companies & good show. ;p

& thanks to evie for the safe & smooth ride back. Hehe.

Alright. I need to go study for my test soon. Looking forwards to the weekend. Night guys!

Woo-hoo

Actually there is nothing much or interesting to blog about. Hmmm, I had 2 straight hours of exercise yesterday. Pilates & aerobics. Woo-hoo. Very tired but I enjoyed it. Hehe. It had been quite sometimes ever since I exercised so much and for so long. *smile*

Yey! I am looking forwards to thursday! I can foresee the fun that I gonna have with my girlfriends. I can't imagine that I'm actually planning to play on the eve of my test. (i have a test on friday's afternoon.) Well, sometimes we just need to give ourselves a break right? For studying so hard & stuffs. Haha. (like real. =p) Ah-hem. I hope I'll do my part & know my limits, like when to do this & when to do that. It's very important to juggle well between work & play. I understand that it's not easy but I'll try. Really. =]

Been attending lots of 21st parties this year & there are more coming up. Sometimes I just miss the time when we were just young little girls entering & going through puberty & we did lots of crazy & silly stuffs in which when we come to think of it today, we will laugh at ourselves. Haha. I believe there is still a part of me that makes me feel that I don't want to grow up so fast.

Those were the good old days.

Which is nicer?

My latest lemming from Urban Outfitters! Ok. Not necessary that I will buy it but I still need some advices here. Tell me, which is nicer? The white one or the blue one?

Made With Love

My tuition kid showed me a colourful children storybook today. Very nice front cover with a big lovely heart shape & the title, "Made With Love". There is also this very tiny subtitle below it that spells, "How Babies are made & born".

My girl flipped opened the book & bombarded me with lots of embrassing questions in which I really didn't know how to explain to her in an educative way. She asked, "Teacher, why must the boy & the girl don't wear any clothes & sleep together?", "How to read this word? (penis) & this? (vagina)", "Huh? What are these things for?, "Why the baby come out from the sshh-sshh place? Eeeee...", etc.

I asked her why did she borrow this book. She said she borrowed because the book cover appeals to her. oh well. Haha. A 7 year old girl. Is she old enough to equip her with this area of education? Seem a bit young huh? I don't know. She just looked so innocent when she asked me just now. *beams*

Oh, I love kelly's style so much! Have an urge to cut my hair to her length now. Quite bored with my long hair already. Ha. But probably not so soon. Yup. I gotta bath soon! Night! =)

Finally the weekend is coming! Lalalalala.....

DON'T

Got this from an email. I thought it is quite informative. :D

DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH
Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity.
Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed for a long time,
it might have adverse effects on your health.

DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA
Scientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more
than 12 hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer.
So go to bed without it.

DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE
Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged.
Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks,
but please put the phone as far as possible.
Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phone
and television sets emit magnetic waves when used.
These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system.
Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you,
switch it off first.

DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE UP
People who sleep with make up might have skin problems in the long run.
Sleeping with make up will cause the skin to have difficulty in
breathing and problem in perspiring.
You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep.

DON'T SLEEP WITH OTHERS' WIFE/HUSBAND
You may never wake up again.

Spotted them

My throat is beginning to hurt me. (evie, did you pass it to me through msn? lol. ;p) Anyway, I am now trying to drink more water, eat lots of fruits & I treated myself to some mini cornetto ice-cream just now but it didn't seem to help to ease the pain.

Was at holland village earlier on this afternoon for lunch. Decided to go there to eat as we were rather bored with sim & np food. Spotted kelly and kelvin there. Haha. It was quite amazing. My friend 1st spotted the mediacorp bus when it stopped right along the roadside besides us when we were crossing the road. Then I spotted kelvin in the bus & followed by kelly. The staffs seemed to be very nice & helpful to kelvin & kelvin also seemed to be in very good terms with kelly. He put his hand on kelly's shoulder as he walked & they just talked & laughed as they walked. They were just walking besides us only actually. The distance was like within talking distance. Their appearances created quite a "woo-haa". Many passersby stopped to look at them & some keep turning their heads to catch a glimpse of the 2 superstars. I guess they were on their way to shoot some mv.

Strangely but I don't know why, they are beginning to look & sense like real stars. Maybe it is because of their recent rapid exposures & publicity on tv & papers. Packaging does really matter.

I need some honey.

Enlightenment

Time to key in some updates to my blogger. Hmmm, I had sakae sushi dinner buffet at rivermall on friday. Ate until my stomach so big & bloated & it was almost on the verge of bursting. I'm not kidding okay. It was like too full until you felt like puking out everything you had just eaten. The feeling was quite terrible. But that night was an enjoyable one with lovely companionship. *smile*

I am quite stressed up actually. I have a lot of tests coming up. One is down but more are coming up. There is a project to be completed too. I feel that there are just so many things to do but yet so little time. Or is it because of my poor time management? I didn't really go out this weekend except for dinner & pilates but I still feel that I didn't study much afterall. What am I doing? I need some enlightenment. Really.

I can't stand it already. I need to go out next weekend. Partying, ktving, shopping or whatsoever. Haha.

I think I always attract the wrong guys. Grrrr. Why? *scratch my head* I need enlightenment on this area too. Lol. =p

Fun & Enjoyable

Oh ya, I forgotten that I still have something else to blog about. I met up with my two girlfriends for lunch & catching up session at tiong bahru today. It was really fun & enjoyable & somemore it was the first time that the three of us actually go out together. (not mentioning the amore session that we went together before. it doesn't count. =p) *beams* See you girls soon again!

Ok. I think I better sleep soon. Gotta reach school earlier tomorrow for project discussion. Looking forwards to my sakae sushi dinner buffet tomorrow! Yummy! Hehe. Night!

Mixed Feeling

Finally. Finally the champions for the male & female superstars have evolved. Happy for kelly, sad for xinhui, happy for kelvin & sad for junyang. Especially junyang. My prince charming. Haha. But I think he likes candyce a lot. Hmmm. Heh.

Anyway, this is what we called a competition. There are winners & losers. But I feel that the most important things are that you have learnt something out of the entire competition & also the worthy friendships or even relationships that you have carved during the competition journey. Oh well, mixed feeling. *roll eyes*

Very soon superstar will be over. Then I will be soon damn bored. I will have nothing to look forwards to on wednesdays & thurday nights. Mixed feeling again. :]

My stardom

I wonder if joining tv contests or competitions will make one look better. They have all the beauty consultants & stylists to help them. Even plain jane can turn into a beautiful swam. How true. I was watching the project superstar just now & I can say that the current contestants & the past eliminated contestants have grown so much better-looking & well-groomed as the competition goes by. Maybe I should join the upcoming star idol. The stepping stone to my stardom. Haha. =p

Oh, know what? I walked from sengkang/compassvale to hougang my house today! I am so proud of myself. Haha. The bus took so long to come so I thought I may as well walk. It was even faster. A good form of exercise too. I was sweating quite a bit. Somemore, it was evening time. Nice weather to walk. Yup. Shall do that more often next time. Save bus fare & I get to exercise at the same time. Heh.

I have got a big test next week! Business finance. So many calculations & so many things to remember. Head becoming big now. Hopefully I can cope well. =)

Before I go off, catch this:

http://www.mediacorptv.com/videos/superstar/junyang/jy01.asx

This is not shown on tv by the way. Heh.

Goodddy nighhht!

My inner thought

Ok. Let me say something about the test today. It is damn difficult can. Not that I didn't study but the questions are very tricky especially the mcq questions, the diagram drawing & calculation parts are also twisted in a way that it is quite different from what we had done during the lectures & the tutorials. I thought I am the only one who feel that but NO. Everyone feels that. *pout*

Frankly speaking, I can't wait for my graduation next year april/may. It's not that I dislike studying or I hate my course now but I am truly looking forwards to my next phase in life. Working in a job that I enjoy, no more slacking (i admit i do still slack a lot nowadays), enjoy good independent financial status, pursue whatever dreams I have while I am still young & blah blah blah. I just can't wait to get out of my present circle fast. Let's hope & pray that everything goes smoothly for me. =p

Many people don't believe or can't understand why am I not attached until now. Actually I don't believe myself too. Haha. A lot of people have been asking me the same question lately & sometimes I just don't even know how to answer. I think most of the potential guys thought that I am attached & so they withdraw. Or maybe I am quite an attitude person. Lol. Well, I just let nature takes its course. I still meet people now, there are guys in my life & so let's just see how things go. I am not in a hurry. :D

Tmr's morning lecture is cancelled but afternoon lecture is still on. Don't feel like going though but I have to. *sigh*

Yup. Got stuffs to do now. bye-bye! ^_^

At this moment

Sometimes there are just too many stuffs to blog about & I really don't know where should I start from & where should I end at. Anyway, in short, my life is good now. Good as in everything is rather peaceful. No huge happening, my family & friends love me as usual(yea, i presume. *grin*), school is fine, no new guys to flirt around (*laughs*) & my life still goes on as per normal. =)

Friday supposed to meet my classy gossipy club people but was cancelled in the end. Nevertheless, I still met up with two of them for dinner, ice-cream pie & nice lovely girls' talk.

Been playing some games during my pilates class these two weeks. Fun! Wish I can go more often. Heh.

I have a test tmr. Not very well-prepared yet I must admit. I have got lots of distractions at home. Tv, internet & my phone. Hmmm. Well, wish me luck man. This semester is really tough. I always feel like dozing off when I am studying. Hah. That is not very nice ya? Haha. =p

Yup. Shall end here. Better go study. Not much time left. Miss you guys! Bye!

Derrick

Derrick is out! =( Damn sad can. *sob*

I gonna miss him & his performance.

For your information, check this webby out. It's nice. =)

http://www.hohweijian.info/

Just a little update

Hello! I just finished my dinner, watching tv now & decided to blog during the commercial break. Haha.

My National Day was a boring one. I did nothing much productive except the time when I did a bit of my tutorial & studied a little for my upcoming test this coming Monday. Other than that, I have been lazing around, watching tv, surfing the net, eat (a lot!!!) & sleep. Actually planned to go out on the eve & the actual day of the national celebration but in the end everything was cancelled. Not really in the mood too.

I went Marina Square on Monday after school for lunch. The place is much more happening than before with really many eateries around. I went to this Thai restaurant called Lerk Thai (www.lerkthai.com.sg), the service was good, food was nice, portion was generous & the price was economical. Me & my friend each of us ordered our own set of meal & each set comprised of three dishes & a big plate of rice. I had green curry chicken, tom yam soup, kailan & a big plate of white rice & they only costed me $7.30. After that, we shared a bowl of red ruby, just in time to give us a cooling feeling after our feast on our spicy lunch. :D

There were rumours yesterday that there was 40% disocunt for petrol because of the National Day. So happily I drove out my car intending to fill up the petrol tank, but when I reached SPC, the queue was damn long & so I gave up, drove to Mobil, there was a queue too but at least not that bad. Who knew when I paid for the petrol, the discount wasn't that much. Grrr. Ok. Nevermind. Feel a bit dumb though.

Suppose to go clubbing with my lecture mates tonight but seriously I'm not in the clubbing mood today. Yup. Recently just not really in the right mood to do anything. Shall talk more about it next time. Long story & stuffs. Heh.

I gonna have a long weekend again. Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday! Hohohoho. *grin* But I really have to get myself to study. 5 tests, 1 project & lots & lots of tutorials assignments. *faint*

Oh yeah! Superstar is starting soon! Gotta watch. Ciao. =)

How many apples did you save?

Try this:

http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g2/applegame.htm

I think I am damn lousy. I only got 63! Don't care. Gonna try till I got 100! Lalalala...... =p

Two birthday parties

Yesterday was a tiring day. Went to a chalet & a pub for two birthday parties. Buying prezzies, rushing to the two parties, came across a blur taxi driver who is not familiar with the routes in Singapore, had a hard time reaching the pub & blah blah blah. I was quite mentally, emotionally & physically drained. Ha. =p

So perhaps to some people I wasn't the cheery me yesterday. Pardon me if I had shown some attitudes. Haha. Ok. Maybe not attitudes. Don't know what to say. Mood swings maybe. Haha. If you people get me. Heh.

Oh yea, saw the Superstar, Wei Choong at the chalet. Tall, slim, stands out from the rest & he smokes. *roll my eyes* Don't worry. No prejudice against the fact that he smokes. It's his personal life anyway. *laughs*

Surprisingly, Pilates wasn't that many people today & there will be a new Amore outlet opening on the 15th August at Park Mall. Will go there soon. Heh.

Will also upload some nice photos soon. If I have.

I wanna go do some readings now. Yup yup. *beams* Ciao. =)

Just too bored

Was watching the Superstars repeat telecast for the guys just now. Can't help it but I feel like saying it again, Derrick & Junyang are good! *2 thumbs up* Especially Junyang. His charm & talents are really mesmerizing!

Right. Guess I am just too bored. Heh. Will be going to some birthday parties later. I always seem to have parties to attend every week recently. It is good to catch up with friends at the parties but it also means that with more parties coming up, my pocket-hole will be getting bigger & bigger too. Haha. Oh well. Never mind. =p Alright. Will update more tonight.

I have so many tests & project this semester. Maybe I should just go & read up a bit now. Damn stress. =(

bYeee-bYeee!!

I need some retail therapy to relieve stress! Anyone? *smile*

My thoughts

The superstars' result was quite an emotional one last night Though I don't really like Jason, but when they flashed his farewell video & he admitted that he is the oldest contestant and missed going for his dreams because he was too concentrated in studying, that part was quite touching.

Then when the jackpot screen kept flashing the photos of him and Kelvin, he kept pointing his fingers at Kelvin, indicating that he should be the one to be in & I could see that Kelvin was very sad & he really cried his heart out when Jason was announced out. It seems like their bond is very strong & close. Hmmm.

The "ah ma" thingy that Jason said was also kind of touching. Maybe he wasn't as bad & nasty as what people had said. Hah. I don't know. =p

Perhaps everytime when they announce the results, Jason is always the last two left & the one besides him will always be the person who is out. Maybe that is why so many people hate & dislike him & seriously he always gives the shocking face-expression after he heard the results. It can be quite irritating and fake. Lol. But I feel that last night he had left a better impression for me. He remained calm after the result. Anyway, it's over. Happy for Junyang, Derrick & Kelvin! *applause*

Quite sad that Candyce is out. Her bf is so sweet to her. Hope they patch things back soon. Heh. Sliver seemed to me that she was quite outcasted by the rest because when Candyce was announced out, all the three girls hugged together except for her standing outside of their hugging circle, looked so being left out. Anyway, she looks like a flirt to me after reading some of her news. Don't really like her. I think only the guys like her. *giggle*

Okay, I am having afternoon class today. Probably going out after that or something. I don't know. See how things go. Heh. Ciao. =)

Friends

Friends play an important role in our lives. Especially good friends, we love them & we also trust their advices & opinions on issues. They may be right & we may be wrong or vice versa but the most important thing in a friendship is that good friends should support one another. For instance, friends may have different views on certain concerns which may arise in some disagreements or differ in thinkings among themselves. But you know when you have decided to do something or to make a decision, you will really hope that your good friends are there to say that they support you regardless of what decisions you plan to make. (even thought they may not like your ideas or decisions but at least they make the effort to comfort you or something. you get me?)

Not all friends can go through ups & downs, thick & thin with you. Sometimes I feel that when you are too closed with someone, you will tend to see more flaws in that person than your others not so closed friends. It can be quite scary because you don't want to see that I believe. Perhaps, we should just keep a safety distance in order to protect ourselves. This safety distance may still preserve the perfect impressions of your friends in your eyes.

I am not having any hard feeling on any friend now. This thought just came to my mind & somehow I think this is rather true. Just my two cents worth. =p

But... don't worry, I still love you all my friends! *beams*

p/s: JY, you have "dian" me! *blushing* *smitten*

Latest update

Latest update! (hope I have gotten the right info!)

Derrick-36.5
Jason-30
Kelvin-28.5
Junyang-41.5

Xinhui-38.5
Candyce-33
Kelly-39.5
Silver-29

Cranky lecturers

My local lecturers are cranky. They crack lame & stupid jokes. They also like to boost about their capabilities & professionals. Oh well, but still, their lessons are definitely more entertaining than my RMIT lecturers'. I always laugh at their lameness. *roll my eyes* *grin*

Are human-beings kind at nature?

Do you believe that human-beings are kind at nature? I was discussing this topic with a friend just now & my view is that I feel that every human-being is kind at nature when he is born, & it's the environment, the education & the people around him that carve the kind of character that he will grow up to be.

But my friend insisted that I am wrong. She said that not every human-being are kind at nature even at the time when he is born. Some people are just born evil. She gave me examples like murderers, do I think they are kind? Of course I know that the murderers are cruel & terrible in their doings but we can't say that they are not even kind before right?

I feel that there is always a reason behind everything (except love. haha.) & of course I do know that there are good & bad people that exist but the whole thing behind the message that I'm trying to portray is that human-beings are kind at nature. Hah. Ok. Perhaps at least at the very time when they were born.

What do you think?

Tiring day

Yesterday was a damn tiring day for me. Woke up, had brunch, got changed, headed down to orchard to meet my friend for little shopping for ourselves, & a prezzie for the birthday girl before going to the birthday party at night.

Town was very crowded, partly because of the NDP preview, many people were wearing the red Singapore t-shirts, & although Great Singapore Sales was over, the shopping crowd didn't lessen & some shops were still participating in even more alluring sales.

We couldn't resist ice-cream temptation & so we had a nice ice-cream pampering from Haagendazs, toffee creme. Ice-cream always makes me happy. *beams* After that, we had japanese food at Takashimaya basement. *ah-haa. we are foodies! =p* The food was really cheap & nice. I can't really remember the name of the restaurant. I think it's called "Udon-something". Not too sure. But it's quite significantly located. Very near to Ajisen. I had katsu curry rice & my friend had katsu rice with egg. Then we shared a plate of fried vegetables side dish. The rice is like $4.50-$5.00 per bowl & it's very filling. The plate of side dish is like only $1.00. *feeling satisfied*

Reached the birthday girl's place at 7 plus. I had another round of food again. Scoped myself to the buffet food, then followed by a bowl of dessert (stomach was bursting already but yet I still wanted to eat. haha.), & later on a slice of birthday cake. At least I went Pilates just now. Still not so bad. Heh.

Catched up with friends at the party, we were like all discussing one another's lives now. It seemed to me that everybody is doing very well now except me. Haha. Studying doesn't has much life either. Lol. Friends went holidaying, spending over $2k plus per person, enjoying life & stuffs. *envy* I also want to go on a holiday! *lemmings* If only my pockets allow me to do so now. I wish. :p

I also came to realise that a lot people whom I know are miss high-flyers or miss high-flyers to be. I was quite surprised that some friends told me that they went to apply for the positions. Some of them I would never thought that they would apply but they did, & they are now already moving very much closer to this frequent roamer's life. Somehow, I wish I could finish my studies fast, score beautiful results & land myself with a good job that I like & enjoy. Oh well, in less than a year time, I'm going to graduate. Hopefully I will graduate in time & start earning my big bucks right after that. My dream. *grin*

After the party, I went Club Momo. It was too happening. Sometimes you are staying at home on a friday or saturday night, everything is very peaceful & stuffs. You watch tv, surf the net & fall asleep to your dreamland soon after that. At this very moment, there are many many young people like us than we can think of, having fun outside, fully utilising their youths, leading a kind of life called the nightlife. For me I think once in a while, it's pretty much ok. Too much of it, makes it doesn't seem that appealing anymore.

Next saturday I have 2 parties to go to. Initially only wanted to go to April's party only but yesterday from what I knew, it seemed like most people are going to my another friend's party. Probably I would go la. If he can sponser me cab fare to go to his chalet. Haha. Ok. Shall see what arrangements I can make then.

Right. I shall go & have my lunch now & take a nap after that. I think I had only like less than 5 hours of sleep last night.

Bye!

At the bus-stop

Wanted to blog about this funny incident on thursday but I kept on forgetting. Now I remember. Heh. Actually, it's just a small matter but I find it quite hilarious when I come to think of it. *grin*

I was at the school's bus-stop with a friend waiting for buses. Then there was this guy who was from our lecture came walking down the stairs to the bus-stop as well together with some of his friends who were also from our lecture. Then he kept waving goodbye towards our directions but I never waved back because I didn't really know him that well & I didn't think he was waving to us. My friend saw him waving so enthusiastically at our directions so she presumed that he was waving to us & she also happily waved back to him. Then when I turned towards my back, I saw that there were these two girls who were also from my lecture kept waving to that guy. Then I came to realise that the guy was actually waving to these two girls & not us. I couldn't help laughing when I saw the actual scenario. My friend she was damn paiseh after that. Haha. *smirk*

By the way, there was these group of rather cute japanese guys at the bus-stop at the same time. At 1st I thought why these group of guys look & dress like japaneses & I thought they were only acting to be like one. Then they opened their mouths & started speaking fluent japanese to one another. Then there was this group of girls who walked past & I assumed that they were their lecture mates as I heard the guys speaking english to them & when the girls boarded the bus they told them "see you tmr". Their english was rather good too. Too bad, they were not from my course. Oh well... :p

Oh I happened to browse through Channel U webby just now & then I realised that there can only be one Superstar ultimately after the competition. Only one guy & one girl will go to the finals to compete with each other. I always thought that there will be like one male Superstar & one female Superstar. Yup. I think the final result is rather obvious now. =p

Going town later to get prezzie for my friend before heading down to her party at night. But it seems like it's going to rain soon. Lovely weather to laze in bed. *beams*

Why the carebear?

Oh no! The carebear is in again! Rumours that he has many rich gay friends to vote for him. Who knows he might just kelong all the way to the finals?! Even if he does & so "heng-sway" that he wins the Superstar's title, I think nobody will buy his albums. People will say he is kelong & I will laugh my way out. Hahaha. *feeling evilish* =p

I hope he will be like Jerry from the Singapore Idols. Out eventually! Ha.

My bed is calling me! Heh. Good night!

After watching feeling

Alright. Just finished watching the Superstars semi-final for the girls. Basically I think most of the contestants can't really dance & sing well at the same time. Ok. Maybe for girls, I feel that Kelly had performed the best. She could still dance & sing rather impressively despite of her sore throat. The rest of the girls' performances I find them rather disappointing. For the guys, I was flabbergasted by Junyang & Derrick's performances. Kelvin's singing was touching too. For Jason, he can just forget it lar. Don't know why, he looks like a carebear to me. Lol. Silver looks like a mickey mouse to me too. Haha. Opps. =p

Actually singing & dancing at the same time I know they are not easy at all. Sometimes when I was watching their performances, discussing how good or bad they had sung or danced with my family or friends, come to think of it, their efforts should be appreciated as they have gone through so many rounds & all the trainings & stuffs everyday, it is really very tiring & not easy tasks. If I am to join, I think I will be eliminated during the 1st round. My voice can only make it to the ktv. *Laughs*

Oh, I am quite pissed with my tuition kids. They put me aeroplanes for 2 consecutive days. Don't know what happen. Grrrr. I mean if you can't make it at least give me a call or something right? Hmmm...

I feel like giving up.....

Muscle ache

I have been eating quite a lot lately especially sinful food like ice-cream, cheese pie & cakes. So I decided to go for LO (low impact aerobics) class with Michelle in the evening just now to shed some fats & burn some calories. *laughs*

Anyway, the workout was pretty tired but rather fun. However, some of the moves & steps I still need more practice to get myself more familiar with them. I think I am suffering slight muscle ache from the exercise just now. =(

By the way, the Superstars 1st semi-final round results for the guys & girls are out. I got to know about it from some forum. Let me be a spoiler for this time. =p

Junyang - 39
Derrick - 38
Kelvin - 36.5
Weichoong - 35.5
Jason - 31

Silver - 31
Xinhui - 33.5
Ruth - 28.5
Candyce - 30
Kelly - 39.5

Oh yea, Happy Birthday Evie! I think I have wished you many times! But still, hehehe... =)

*beams* Good Night!

Balenciaga Bags

In love with these Balenciaga Bags. I think they are quite into the fashion now. I want to get my hands on one. *grin*

Parties, parties & more parties!

I have like 3 more 21st parties to attend these coming 2 weeks. This coming saturday my poly girlfriend is celebrating her 21st. I will be going, quite good friends with her during poly days & it is also a good opportunity to catch up with the other poly friends who are also going. It had been quite a while since we all last met. Somemore her party is at Hougang, no reason for me not to go, it is so convenient. Heh.

Next saturday is April's party & my poly guy friend smsed me just now saying that he is also celebrating his 21st next saturday at Aloha Changi. 1 is at Marina Bay, 1 is at Aloha Changi, it is like very far & it seems to be pretty rush for me if I am to go to both parties. April's party I definitely will go, my guy friend's party I shall see how things go. April, please feel honoured. =D

Oh, by the way, I am currently reading Roald Dahl "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory". It is quite interesting. *thumbs up* I can't wait for the movie to start. =p

Finally

Yey! My PC is up & running again! So happy. Hehe. Gotta be more careful of my capacity usage & the websites that I go to in future. Heh.

Went for Pilates just now & I forgot to bring my wallet! Thank god everything went fine after all. Michelle lent me coins for taking buses & Adeline, the sweet sales consultant of Amore, helped me to mark my attendence even though I didn't bring my membership card. Heh. It feels good to have nice people like them around. *smile*

My favourite Pilates instructor is back after 2 weeks. Finally. Miss her classes! She is like so much better that the attitude problem replacement instructor that I went to last week. =p

*dances*

PC's servicing + Evie's party!

Oh, I eventually sent my PC for servicing this afternoon. Thanks to my mummy who helped me to carry the CPU all the way to the shop. *muacks* I had no strength to carry the whole thing myself & my idiotic brother just refused to help me.

Hmmm. But well, the person told me it's the display card which is spoilt & I gotta change it. My PC is also bombarded with lots of virus. It seems quite serious. So I'm suppose to get a new display card & he will also help me to do virus scanning & clearing plus an installation of an anti-virus software in my PC.

Total charge is $135 after discount! Only need to pay upon collection of the CPU. I asked quite a few friends & they all told me that the price is quite reasonable. But still, heartpain. Heartpain for my mummy or daddy either one who is going to pay for the charges.

The person said he would call me if my CPU is ready for collection, probably 5 hours later. (as in 5 hours later of the time that I brought my CPU there) Ok. But I didn't receive any call from him just now. Hopefully by tmr it will be done. I miss using my PC! *rants*

By the way, the PC shop's guys (technicians) look like nice people. Very friendly & they are like around my age. Hehehe. =p

Went to Evie's birthday party just now. Picked April & Lynn up & met Yeun at the carpark before going up her place. I think I'm getting more comfortable with auto car now. Heh. The party was quite cool with all the home-cooked dishes (thumbs up!!) & friends whom we didn't see or contact for sometimes. Though some of us may not have talked much just now. =p

I really can't remember how many 21st parties I have went to this year. 21st is like a big thing to almost everyone & everybody is like celebrating its arrival. I guess it's a new beginning of life because we are entering adulthood & we are solely responsible for our ourselves. We shall treasure the youth that we have now. So next time when we grow old, we have something nice & memorable for us to recall. =D

Right. Will update soon. With pictures maybe. I think my blog is getting too boring & wordy with all the words. Haha. Ciao. *wave*

"breaking up" virus

Hooray! Derrick & Kelly are back into the competition again! Well, it's kind of expected actually. Without them, I think I wouldn't look forwards to the superstar competition anymore. =p

The tv was flashing some past competition scenes & I feel that the contestants have really grown to become better-looking from the very beginning until now . Maybe it's grooming that was given. For instance, Hagan doesn't look that irritating to me this time. More manly so to speak. Remind me of F4 Jerry Yan. Lol. But I abit can't stand him when he said if there is any advertisement can ask him to endorse. *roll eyes*

Kelly is not the super duper pretty type but I find that there is this special attractiveness in her. I like her face & her powerful voice. =D Chanel looks quite pretty tonight too. Her rapping is rather impressive.

Actually Leon is good too. If only that Jason can be pulled out from the competition, then Leon shall take over his place. Haha. I believe Leon can definitely sing better than the stupid Jason.

Ok. Enough of superstar. *beams*

I went to a friend's house after school just now. Had lunch at her place, helped her to see if she looks nice in her gown that she's going to wear for a D & D & chatted all the way. After that, I went supermarket to buy some ingredients for sandwiches making tmr morning. (July's fridays I have no class. =p) I'm going to make "Avocado, Bacon and Egg sandwich". Yipee! *winks* (If you guys watched Jacelyn Tay's new beauty tv show, you will know what am I talking about.) I have made an appointment for eyebrows-trimming tmr afternoon too. Can't wait to go. My brows are so messy now.

I need good time management now. I need to get myself to settle down to study & not waiting till exams periods then I rush through everything. I want to read more books too. Been watching too much tv lately & I think this is not a very good thing. Ha. =p

2 of my friends have just broken up with their boyfriends & some of their other friends have also just broken up with their boyfriends too. 1 of my single friend feels that maybe there is this "breaking up" virus passing around which is definitely not very good for couples but beneficial for singles because she said that there will probably be more single guys available now. *laugh out loud* She & her logic. How true? I don't know. No comment. Heh.

I miss my bed. ^_^ Good night!

Muacks...

Dreams

I have been having similar dreams for 2 consecutive nights. Dreams about flying. *laughs*

1st night, I dreamt that I went for Silkair interview & I got selected. Then I was hestitating to accept the offer or not because Silkair only does regional flights. Before I could dream further, I woke up. Lolx.

2nd night, I dreamt that my aunty got selected by Japan Airlines & she would be quitting her teaching job to start her flying career. She even told me that she was scared that people would make nasty comments about her because she is already a 40+ aunty. I was like oh my! You are a 40+ aunty & you wanna be a flight attendant? I mean if you had started flying since young until now when you are 40+, it is still okay lar but if you only joined when you are 40+, isn't it a bit super too late? Okay. I think this is a rather stupid dream. Haha. I can't help giggling when I'm typing this entry too. =p

Maybe I think too much. Too much about flying. Hah. But I think I didn't. :p

Oh, Derrick was cute tonight! Love his image & voice. *blush* Leon sang quite well too. Actually Sebastian wasn't that bad lar. He was also quite cute for a 18 year old boy but too young for my taste & preference. Heh. If I am a secondary school girl, I may like him. =p Actually, I quite pity him too. He got such low marks & dunno why he sang quite badly just now. Hagen didn't really perform well too. Frankly, I think it is really abit unfair also because Derrick & Leon would have more time to practise their singings rather than Sebastian & Hagen who only got to know that they need to sing in the revival round last week. Oh well. Hmmm. Can't stand Dawn Yip again. Copycat. BooOooHooOoo... *heex*

Oh ya, I went town after class just now. Had lunch at Pepper Lunch. It is a new restaurant. Not bad. Heh. Bought some stuffs too. SsShHh... *grin*

I wanna bath.

Bye peeps!

Love, & lots of love... =D

Rainy Monday

Today is a rainy day. (ok. the rain seems to be stopping. =p)

Life has been quite monotonous lately. It all resolves around school & stuffs. I went to pilates last Friday & it was a total disatrous. My favourite instructor was absent & there was this relief instructor to replace her class. She has utterly attitude problem & the entire workout was not effective at all. I felt that I had wasted one lesson. If I had knew it was a different instructor, I wouldn't have go. *sulk*

Went gym on friday's night too. Been quite awhile since I last went. Saw some familiar faces. Will try to go amore & gym more often if not I'll feel quite flabby-licious. =p

Tried my brother's driving during the weekend. Ok la. Still not too bad. Guys tend to speed you know. Heh.

Everyone around me is like falling sick. There are at least five people from what I know have fallen ill. Most of them have similar symptoms. Cough. A doctor had told one of my friends that there is some kind of virus passing around. My pals, please take good care of yourselves. We need to build up our immune systems. :D

I am hungry again! I had a plate of "cai fan", a slice of watermelon & three pieces of jackfruits for lunch just now but now I feel like eating again. Hehe. Alright. I shall go grab some snacks to munch while waiting for my mum to prepare dinner. Byeee!

Expected

Heehee... I'm quite satisfied with this week's superstar result. Hagen, Sebastian, Chanel & Macy are eliminated. At first I thought the result would be shocking again but in fact the contestants who were out were so called the expected people in my mind that I hope they will be out. =D But I think the girls' peformances are kind of lousy this week.

Oh ya, I missed out something in my previous entry. I have 2 BIG ulcers in my mouth. I mean they are really BIG okay. =(

Met Annie for lunch, retail therapy & some catching up session after my class. Happy to see her again. *smiles*

Last thing, I want to rant again that my PC is still sick! Don't know lar. I'm just so sad that it's not working now. Hope I can get everything settle by this weekend. *hopeful*

Okay. I want to be a good girl now. I want to go & read my lectures notes. Haha. Hey! I'm talking serious okay. *laughs* By the way, people have been telling me that club momo is a new & nice place to chill out with friends. Feel like going there somedays. Anyone going or interested can tell me & we can go together. Haha. Been quite a while since I really chill out at such places.

Sweet dreams =]

Drained

I haven't got a good PC technician to service my PC yet. Called up Acer & they told me consultation fee is $80, transport fee is $30(unless I travel down to their office then I can have the transport fee waived) & there will be additonal charges if they need to repair or change anything for my PC. I was like "woah!" You sure you need $30 to get to my place? Shall check out for better deals before I decide for one. Meanwhile, peeps, keep me posted if you guys know any good lobang. =D

I'm quite stressed up lately. This semester's modules are all very tough & you really can't leave all to the last minute to study because you wouldn't be able to understand at all. Yup. Was having a slight headache during the last hour of the lecture just now. The aussie lecturer speaks very fast & we really have no time to put down our pens. Totally brain-drained after that.

My brother passed his driving yesterday & he hao lian that he wants to drive me home from school. I told him ok, I'll sit besides him & in case something happens, I can step on the brake on time. Don't really feel safe sitting his car yet. Haha. =p

Superstar updates again! Lol. I feel that Sebestian & Kelvin duet is better than Hagen & Wei Choong duet. Hagen & Wei Choong duet a bit cannot make it lar & I don't know why Wei Choong gets the highest marks today. I don't find his singing special. His marks are even higher than Junyang from last week. I think Junyang is much better than him lor & I also feel that Kelvin can sing better than Wei Choong today. Maybe it's discrimination. You never know right. How can a superstar be visually-handicapped right? This is a shallow world. How true. I don't like Dawn Yip. I find her quite irritating actually. Her comments make no sense & she will tend to copy what the 1st two judges say. Sometimes I do wonder if she knows music. *bleah*

Time to bath. Will blog again. Bye! ^_^

I don't need you.

Annoyed

My PC is down! GrRrRr... So annoyed by it. All my stuffs are inside especially my precious photos. If I have to reformat it, everything will be gone cos I didn't do any backup & I think I'll cry man! My friend assures me that my hard-disk will be safe. I hope so. Ok. I think I'll trust him. =p

I didn't have pilates class today cos the instructor wasn't free. So basically I'm lazing around at home the whole day. (ignoring the time that I went nearby to buy food) Hah.

Oh ya. I realise by teaching someone else makes you understand your work better. My friend was asking me about some school work just now & when I tried to solve the problem & explain the answers to her, I realise I can absorb the knowledge faster. Haha. I am gng to do that more often. It does helps. Heh.

I did an express manicure & pedicure yesterday at Good Earth Nail Spa. They are pretty good & the environment is rather relaxing too. I had the pictures of my nails uploaded in my PC but I can't access to them now. If not, I can show off my nails here. Haha. By the way, I'm using my brother's lappy now. Yup. Heh. Had dinner at Bugis Junction Crystal Jade Macau Cafe Restaurant. The food wasn't very fantastic & the service was neither impressive. Anyway, a big thanks to Yeun's sister who gave us the dinner treat & drove us safely back home after that. =) For more details, you guys can read Evie's blog cos I was with her yesterday. Lol.

That's about all. No mood to blog more. NiteZzz!

Superstar's discussion forum?

Not sure since when has my blog became a Superstar's discussion forum. Haha.

I really can't believe Derrick & Kelly are out & that stupid sissy Jason who can't sing for nuts is in! I think even Leon is much better than him. This proves how shallow the competition is. As long as you have lots of $$, you can easily bribe people to vote for you. Sometimes I do wonder what are the judges there for since their grading only make up to 30% of the final results & ultimately the final results still have to depend on the sms-votings.

Junyang is in. At least there is some justice done. *relieved* Haha. So happy that Lijun got booted out. Lalalala... I can see that she is very bu shuang. I hope she wouldn't make it during the make a comeback competition (wildcard round). I hope Derrick & Kelly will be back! =p

Maybe the result is a wake up call to all the supporters. Want to make people to vote. But frankly, I don't vote. I only watch. Lol. *beams*

Share your views!

Photo

Just to share. My new fringe cut!



At the salon. =p

Good night!

What a night.

I am not super crazy over the Superstar thingy but I have been following the show ever since its 1st episode so I would tend to want to comment something on it whenever I feel like it. Haha. =p

I want to say I like M1-Junyang & M3-Derrick today. They are good. I hope they wouldn't be eliminated when the result is out tmr. The sms-voting part can be quite cruel to the final results of the contestants.

Tell you peeps something. I was playing with my youngest brother just now & I fell down from his bed when he tickled me! I hurt my head, back & left arm. Damn pain can. =\ I can forsee more bruises slowly developing again. *whining*

Sometimes I really buay ta han my tuition kids. Keep changing dates & timings with me. I really feel like giving up sometimes. Any good part-time lobangs you peeps can share with me. I maybe interested provided that it fits into my schedule. =)

Alright. Nothing much to update too. My life is boring now. Everything just revolve around school & then back home. I have too much shopping during the holidays so I have forbidden myself from retail therapy at the moment. Hah. =p Maybe I should pick up some skill or activity to enrich myself, or maybe I can be a volunteer to help the needy, or maybe I can even get myself involved in a relationship to spice up my single life a little. Lol.

Craps. Yawn... Time to zZzZz... I need to wake up early for class!! Sweet dreams peeps!

Fringe cut

Yey! I had a new fringe cut today. Only $4.20 after discount. Good. Haha. I quite like it actually. =p

Oh ya, recently I am like so prone to bruises. Keep getting bruises on my legs & my back. My brother said I must be very clumsy, keep banging onto things but the thing is i don't remember knocking into anything significantly. Hmmm, I hope they are not symptoms of any illness. *thinking positively*

Poor boys

I was watching this NKF Cancer Foundation charity show just now & I was really very sad when I saw these 2 young boys who were suffering from leukaemia & bone cancer. The one who had bone cancer even had to have one of his legs amputated & he is only 7 years old. Really feel very sad & sorry for them. Poor boys. Couldn't stop myself from tearing when the tv flashes the interviews with them. =
May god bless them.

Soya bean ice-cream

I tried Mr Bean new soya bean ice-cream just now. It's a new product & it's nice! =p I have always been wanting to try that ever since I saw the advertising banner in front of the store & today I finally did! Lalalalala... So happy. Hehe. It claims to have reduced sugar, reduced fat & contained calcium & dietary fibre. Haha. *thumbs up*

FIRST

Yay! I finally drove an auto car today. For the FIRST time. Haha. No big deal actually right? Heh. But you know I have gotten my driving licence for 2 years, 2 months & 21 days & this is the FIRST time I actually drove an auto car. I must have been deemed as a sua ku as compared to many of the other drivers of my batch. =p

Anyway, it's good to drive an auto car because your engine will never die on you, you don't really need to have superb driving skills & the journey will always be so smooth & flow & steady. *smiles* But it's definitely not shiok to drive an auto car cos it's like the car is controlling you rather than you are the one controlling the car. I love driving manual cars cos I can control the cars. =) Yup. Pros & cons for both types. Heh.

Waiting to have my own car & it just seems so looooong to me. *

Oh well.....

This is good. =)

Today was a food day too.

Breakfast was a glass of soya bean milk & a packet of fried thick bee-hoon.

Had lunch at Phin's Steakhouse. I didn't eat steak. I had fish & chips instead. Don't laugh. Go steakhouse don't eat steak. Haha. =p

Then I had my Haagendazs ice-cream! Hohoho. Yummy! I love ice-cream! *beams*

Dinner was Subway & McDonald's nuggets. Reached home & had a bowl of nice cooling dessert prepared by my mum. *winks*

I love food. *big smile*

I want more ice-cream.