The party

Pictures speak more than words, don't they? Heh. Will upload more soon! =p

love, fancy, adore

I love my new handphone.

I fancy all my xmas prezzies for my loved ones.

I adore my new hair colour.

*happy* =p

Friday, Saturday & Sunday!

Supposed to go ministry of sound on friday but something cropped up in between so didn't manage to go in the end. It's always like that. Long story. =p

Saturday: Vocal class with a nice teacher. =) Then headed down to maxwell for dinner & ktv after that with my singing mates. Quite fun & all. There are two younger girls in my class. You can never imagine how bold & daring some of the young girls are nowadays. I witnessed it. *laughs*

Yesterday went compasspoint cold storage to place order for xmas ham. Probably going to the music clinic's xmas party on friday. Hope it's fun & all though I know there will be a lot of people & many of them whom I don't know. No exact & concrete plans yet for eve & actual day of xmas.

Did one & a half hr of gym too. I swear I want to go back to my previous fitness level! Easier to be said than to be done. But I'll try. Last time I was quite a frequent gym-goer but now I only go once in a blue moon when I force myself to go.

This week I have to do some small xmas shopping, probably getting my hair done too & most likely getting my new hp as well. There is something wrong with the LCD sreen & the camera of my current phone. Can't be bothered to get it repaired. Hundred over bucks I may as well get a new phone & trade in the old phone right? Since there is xmas promotion now at M1 shop. But presumably won't trade in my phone at M1 shop. Shall check out some outside hp shops or something. They probably will give a better rate.

shopping spree

Went to the school for enrolment for next semester's modules & the whole enrolment process only took me less than 10 minutes. What a waste of my time. Could have just drove there. Sometimes I just don't understand why can't my dad fix different days for the usage of his cars. He says it's impossible. Hmmm. Having my own car isn't it better? I can drive as & when I like. I wonder when will the day come. I'm still waiting. =p

After enrolment, slacked around with friends in school for a while before heading town to meet michelle. MANGO SALES! It was so happening! Haha. Super duper crowded. The scenario was pretty scary.

So, we did some shopping at mango & zara.

After that, collected my sim management diary 2006 at heeren. The diary is so "oh-biang" can. Gotta give to my dad as his xmas prezzie. *beam*

Then it was dinner at pizza hut.



Yummylicious! You would love the pizza if you are a cheesy person like me. Drool please? =p

Then, we went xodus to check out the sales as well & hurrily moved on to travel down to bugis village. By that time, my feet were already aching terribly. All thanks to my new pumps. That's a saying: 女人爱美不要命. How true. ;)

Alright. I'm too sleepy.

To be continued..........

I need to curb my spending badly.

CLEO

I was reading the new CLEO magazine that I bought yesterday just now. I love CLEO. Love the fashion insights & the beauty advices that they give. Love how girly the magazine looks. Love the real life / true story articles. Love all the pretty clothes, shoes, bags, accessories & cosmectics that they advertise. Frankly speaking, I do wish I can be part of the CLEO team. So fun. *grin*

While I was bathing just now, I was trying to recall what had I achieved in year 2005. It's like the year is coming to an end & a new year is already approaching. What have I done so far? What have you done so far? What have we done so far?

We always set new resolutions for a new year but how often do we really do, fulfill & achieve what we want for the new year? I can say hardly. At least for myself. I'm quite disappointed with myself actually. In some ways or another. I really really can't think of any remarkable thing or event that I have achieved or done this year. *sad*

How about you? I do really hope the coming new year is a better year for me & for everyone else. I don't want to waste anymore of my time. Should start thinking & planning what I want in life. Maybe I should do a chart & tick-off every item after I do or achieve them. Heh.

Got this from CLEO: No one's hopeless. Start somewhere & keep going until you have the life you want. =)

PERHAPS LOVE anyone?

Bursting

My stomach has been feeling so unwell these few days.

Diarrhea.

Bloated.

Bursting. (very soon. anytime. grrrr.)

Went ktving & watched aeon flux on thursday.

Friday went for my make-up singing class & today went for my singing class again. Class is getting more fun now. Am already looking forwards to my class next saturday. Yeun, if you are reading this you should know what I mean. *winks* =p

My friend actually has a pair of mayday tickets & wanted me to watch with him but I didn't go. I suppose the concert should be quite happening & fun.

I'm back. =)

Hi all! I'm back! Plane touched down at singapore changi airport on sunday at 11plus in the night, crossed custom, bought liquor from duty free, collected luggages, dad drove & finally reached home past midnight.

The bangkok trip was quite fun. Shopping, thai massage, manicure & pedicure, wash & blow, food, transport & etc. Everything was quite cool. It would be a long entry if I have to spell out everything that happened. Events like people thought that I'm a japanese or we are japanese, some unwanted attention, 艳遇 & blah blah blah. Hehe. But I still love singapore! Haha. Cos the environment is so much cleaner & better! I should feel more appreciative with what I have in singapore now. *winks*

However, one regret I have for the trip is that we didn't take enough pictures! So unlike me right? Probably too busying shopping & so tired & stuffs. Haha. :p

Some of the fun we had.....























我做了一个梦。 梦里出现一个“他”。 “他”会是谁？是你吗？ 我想“他”应该就是未来人吧。 一个还在未来等待我的人。

Away

I will be away from 1st dec-4th dec.

So exicted! Hehe. *beams*

Oh no! I haven't finish packing my luggage yet.

I better go & do so now.

Lazy lazy. =p

I'll be still bringing my hp so if there is anything I can still be contactable.

Ciao!

I'll be back. =)

In the middle of the night,

I received some pictures taken at the airport the other day.

This is one of them.



Sometimes I do wonder if only things are simpler, what I come to know are wrong.

But anyway, I'm now in a good mood cos I'm going bangkok in one day time! Hehe.

Haven't really pack my stuffs yet. Shall do it tmr. Don't intend to bring too many barangs barangs too. I wanna go there & buy & fill up my luggage & shopping bag.

Oh... & I don't know what's wrong with my body these few days. I always get hungry in the night like 12++ am to 1++ am. I can even hear the rumbling sound of my stomach. Haha.

I am feeling hungry now as well as I'm typing this entry. Grrr... It's quite terrible. My weird body. =p

Okay. I think I better go & get some sleep.

Kiss all goodnight. =)

I can't wait for breakfast!

那份心情

想试着用中文来表达自己的心情。 写着写着， 突然还蛮怀念当年念书时写作文的时光。 我记得我最喜欢自由发挥的作文题目。 因为它能让我毫无约束地把自己所想的，所感受的都写出来。 真得好久没用中文来写作了。 不知道现在写的这些句子是否还可以。 等我有灵感的时候， 或许我也会试着用中文来创作。 写一些歌词，写一些想法， 写一些有的没的， 好让自己对自己的作品也有所期待。

好兴奋！原来用中文来诉说自己的心情感觉真的很不一样。 =)

Communication

Sometimes it feels better to let off your feelings rather than keeping everything to yourself. Blogging may be a good venting outlet for us to rant about our ups & downs but apparently I feel that verbal communication between human-beings is still the best remedy to the situation.

In today's world, technology is so advanced that we can actually don't need to talk to people & still send our messages across to the opposite parties. We can just simply log on to the internet, msning & emailing to communicate with people; sending numerous smses (i believe a lot of us rather sms than call. am i right? cos i'm one. =p sometimes it's easier to confirm stuffs through calls but we still prefer to use smses. why? probably when you type & send an sms across, you have no time limit. you don't have to express or think too much of your feelings as you are not going to talk to the person you are trying to communicate. you can take your time to think what message you want to send across before sending the sms. however, when you make a call, there is so called a time limit. you can't wait & think too long what you wanna say. you gonna make the decision like on the spot when the receiver picks up the call. some people may find it easier to present their messages through smses rather than through calls. something like that. i hope i'm not confusing here. haha.), etc.

So what is the use of our mouths? Just to eat & kiss or what? We should make use of our mouths more often to communicate with people. Don't you guys agree that we are communicating lesser & lesser verbally? We are relying more & more on the technology to communicate. Not saying technology advancement is not good but I feel that it kind of shadow the true feelings of human-beings. For example, writing letters as compared to emails. Writing letters may be old fashioned but it's sweeter & more sentimental than typing emails. Anyway, who writes letters now? I mean there will be people writing letters but sending emails is still the choice for majority. Fast & efficient. But probably once in a while we should try writing letters instead. The feeling is so much different when you write a letter to someone or when you receive a letter from someone. =)

I feel better now as I shared my problems & sorrows with some of my friends. Especially those that I trust. It feels good to have people lending listening ears to you. I'm not trying to bad-mouthing her by telling people stuffs about her but I do feel so much light-hearted when I let people know what's happening to me & how I feel. All I can say is that sincere friendships are really hard to have. You trusted someone so much but it ends up hurting you so much as well. Some people say if you treat others sincerely, they will treat you sincerely as well. But that's not always the case right? I believe that as long as you have a clear conscience, even if your sincerity isn't appreciated or reciprociated, it's already enough.

Four more days to bangkok. I gonna enjoy myself to the fullest. Not going to think about anything but just purely enjoying & relaxing myself with my two girls. We gonna shop & eat & shop & eat & shop & eat. Worries free! Hahaha. *grin*

Summarization

It's friday again & the weekend is drawing nearer. But well, there isn't much differentiation between weekdays & weekends for me now cos I'm neither studying or working this period of time. So, everyday just seems the unless I'm doing something in particular.

For the past few days, I did a little bit of gymming, met up with friends for dinner at swensens, stayed home to watch vcd & enjoying the cosy chilling weather, did a little shopping & basically doing nothing much productively.

I am also counting down to my bangkok trip in which I'm going in less than a week time. Yeah! =p

Being thinking quite a lot lately too. I think I really need to rearrange what I want in life & prioritize the things that I wanna do or achieve. Sometimes I feel that I'm a bit too slacky. I just live my life as it is, move on as each day goes by & I believe most people are like that. Aren't you guys?

I guess I need more vitamin L to make me feel better & live on happier. I know my family loves me but probably they can show me more often that they do. I know some of my true friends love me too but the feel is getting weaker & probably in a while time I can hardly sense it anymore. I know HE will love me but I don't know who is he & where is he now.

I don't know why am I discussing this issue again. I think I did discuss it before in the past. When I have nothing to do, my mind will start wandering off & think about stuffs. Maybe it's at the certain point of my life again. Things get rowdy & emotions just arouse.

Probably I need the comfort of a hug to make me feel better. Please give me a hug when you see me again, if you love me. Haha.

Okay. It's 12.14pm now. Lunch time! *beams*

Bye Bye! =)

I feel like a fool but it's okay now. I know I'm going to be better than you.

Confession

Singing class was quite fun. The teacher is very nice. He is young. Only 23. Heh. & he plays keyboard very well. He has a grade 8 in piano & I think he is just so musical incline. He is attractive not because he is handsome but because he is very talented. *grin* & there is this cute guy in the school too. Don't know who is he though. =p

Michelle's 21st party was cool too. Yummylicious food & managed to catch up a little with some old pals. Supposed to go to a music workshop but couldn't make it in the end due to time allowance.

A lot of people have been asking me what have happened to me. What or who have I been disappointing with. Well, that's not the most important thing. The most important thing is that I have grown to realise who are the ones who are really nice & truthful to me & I'm sure I gonna treasure these people even more in the future. Moving on is good. Widen social circle, know more people & let more people love you.

I am feeling better now. So much better. Cos I can't be bothered already.

Disappointment

It's quite an disappointment when you expect yourself to be the first person to know but end up being the last person to know. Or even worse, you are being hidden from the truth as the person just has no intention to tell you. It hurts even more when you found out the truth yourself.

Things aren't just what I think they are.

I'm so disappointed. Really. =(

My two days

Swimming (okay. maybe not really swimming. soaking & playing with water. hehe.) was quite fun yesterday. We played, took pictures & discussed about love & boyfriends issues. We were big eaters yesterday too. We had Jack's Place, Ya Kun Kaya Toast & they also bought Polar Puff before going home. After I reached home, I ate homecooked food too. I can really eat a lot if I want to. Haha. People who know me will know. *grin*

Just now met michelle at orchard to accompany her to buy her birthday's clothes. We saw felicia chin & she was damn gorgeous. Hehe. Then we had dinner at Pasta Cafe. The slipper lobster pasta, fried calamari & oreo cheesecake. Total yummylicious!

We headed to Bugis Village at 10pm or so & she managed to get herself a pretty skirt at the hour when most shops were closed/closing. The nightlife in Singapore is so boring. All shops close so early except those pubs & clubs. I really think they should extend the operating hours of those shops in town.

Then after everything it was home sweet home. =)

Be right back.

There she goes

I just came back from the airport. I still can't believe that she is really leaving. Things just happened & it's so unexpected. Can you imagine? When someone so close to you tells you that she will be leaving you, leaving Singapore, leaving all her loved ones in less than a month time. & it really happens to me now.

I hate the feeling of departure.

It feels kind of funny without her around me.

Well, I guess I need time to adapt.

Just now, someone told me that he feels that she is a very special girl. Indeed she is.

Long & tiring day

I had a loooooNg & tiring day today! The waiting part was especially torturing. But it was worth it afterall. =)

Just bathed out & gotta prepare to get changed soon. Going to the airport later to send her off. I wish I can get the car to drive there. *shrug*

Em.

Met up with em today for farewell lunch & tea break before she flies off on the 17th. We had seafood hotpot, deep fried tofu, fried gyoza, ice cream dessert & hot japanese green tea at sushi tei. Yummy yummy! =)

Then she bought her levis jean & i bought my triumph bra. Haha. But shit. I spent money again. I thought I'm suppose to be on a shopping ban until my bangkok trip. But well nvm. I need it also. Gee. =p

After all the shopping & stuffs, we went tcc for coffee. I have a fetish for coffee recently. Heh.

It was great catching up with her today. Afterall, we have been such great pals since poly days. There were/are ups & downs but come to think of it it's the infinity that creates the friendship bond between us. So we better treasure it.

Things just get emotional ya? We won't know when we would see each other again. Probably not so soon. She is going to embark on a different journey. All the best girl!

I think I gonna miss her.

Human beings are really strange creatures sometimes..........

Change

Somehow, not too sure in what way, the feel is just so different now.

Well, i guess things do change, people do change.

Or probably I'm the one who have changed & not you.

Still, I send my wishes.

Witty Taxis-Uncle

I met this really funny taxis-driver yesterday. He was preaching christianity to me throughout the whole journey. This was the first time that I met a taxis-driver who shared his reglion beliefs to his passenger. How weird.

I was actually quite bored with the conversation but I still pretend to practise my enthusiasm to the discussion by answering back with replies like "oh is it?"; "how come?"; "why?"; "i didn't know that."; that's interesting."; etc. He seemed to be quite entertained by himself throughout. Haha.

Along the way, I was trying to type a sms & he actually asked me if I could sms later & concentrate & listen to what he had to finish saying first. I was sitting at the back seat by the way. He never even turned his head back to look at me & he knew I was smsing. Ok. Probably it was the mirror? No idea. *laughs*

That was so hilarious & I actually really stopped my smsing & listened to what he had to say. That was really quite ironical. Huh? Haha. =p

When it was reaching my home, I was like thank god I'm getting down soon. But, when I paid him the taxis-fare, he asked me if I could stay on for another five to ten minutes to let him finish his words. Being a very nice me, I didn't know how to reject him. Anyway, even before I was going to say okay or not okay, he had already continued with his talking. Lol. He gave me some brochures at the end of everything. Witty uncle I had to say. =p

I had singing, dinner at suntec nydc, yami yogurt for dessert & some groceries shopping at carrefour. My poor pair of legs was so tired after the end of everything.

I tried out the new bistrio delifrance this afternoon. It wasn't that fantastic actually. I guess I would just stick to their usual sandwiches, pastries, puffs & tarts next time.

After much consideratons, I bought my full house vcd just now. With discount of course. Heh. I love the show so much & I actually missed some episodes while it was still screening on the scv until it ended a few weeks back. Hehe. So happy. *beams*

Okay, I shall go read my cleo now, then bath & full house! =)

Good luck to me, please?

Nonchalant

I didn't go for my massage yesterday. Cos I couldn't get ready on time to go out. Dilly-dally me. =p Will try to go next week probably if I have the time.

Had lunch at Wisma Atrium Food Republic yesterday. Quite a lot of food to choose from & the food is not bad. (actually i only ate the fried prawn mee. not too sure about other food though. but they sure look good. *grins*)

I feel that I should try to refrain myself from spending too much. I have been spending a lot lately! Transportation & food are fixed expenses that I will incur everytime I go out. I'm jobless too. So the final verdict is I should go out less often! Not easy though. Hmmm.....

I went to my cousin's solemnisation of marriage just now. It was held at his new house. I reached the place with my parents & youngest brother at around 7.15pm & the solemniser only arrived at around 8.30pm. Faint. I was so hungry then but we had to wait for the solemnisation & photo-taking sessions to end before we could proceed for the buffet. & there were like so many people! Relatives & friends. Many many unfamiliar faces. Got some cute guys actually. Haha. I think they are my cousin's poly friends. But these cute guys each had a girl beside them. *sigh* =p By the time I got to eat it was like already 9plus pm. Didn't eat much cos I waited for the long queue to clear first before queuing up to take the food & by the time it reached my turn, most of the food was snatched up fast by people. Some had so many rounds & those people queuing behind like me were left with all the unpopular dishes. =|

Anyway, the food was all vegetarian food cos the bride is a vegetarian & hence my cousin has to follow her. The bride was really very pretty. She looked quite plain on the photo that was attached to the wedding invitation card which was given to my family earlier on. No wonder people always say girls are the most beautiful at their own weddings. How true is this. She was really the limelight just now.

The bride & groom are only 4 years older than me. Consider pretty young right? To get married at this age now. Some people of this age haven't even finish their studies or some may don't even have a proper stable job. So it probably depends on individual. Some relatives were already telling my parents that a few more years will be my turn or probably the next wedding will be mine. Another faint. OMG! How can it be? I really can't forsee myself getting married at their age. At least for now. It seems quite impossible for me.

The blissfulness in the couple' eyes is so true. That is so real. *beams*

Was msning with a childhood friend just now & we haven't see for each other for many years. She claimed that she saw me last week & she said she was so shocked that that I have changed so much over the years. Hahaha. Did I?

Ok la. It's 1plus am now. I gotta sleep soon.

Hope tmr (saturday) is good & lucky day for me!

Night! =)

Exercise

Guess what? I went gyming just now! Like after soOoOoOo long... Haha... *bleah* Even the administrative staff, gym attendant & gym instructor said so to me when they saw me.

Anyway, the workout was quite okay. I gotta tame my laziness & start going to gym more often. Exercise is good you know? Lol. =p

After an hour of gym I went to the pool to look for lynn & yeun. They had been swimming (or should I say soaking themselves in water) for one & a half hour when I reached the pool. I wanted to change into my swimming attire & jumped into the pool too but then it started raining before I could do anything!

Then they went to bath & change & I waited for them. We were very hungry after all my gyming workout & their swimming workout & hence we decided to head to hougang mall to eat. We had mcdonalds meals & their ice-cream! Eating back all the calories that we had burnt earlier on. Muahahahaha... But who cares? I don't care! Heck la. Just eat. Hah. =D

I had a great time with them. We ate & chatted from 6plus in the evening to 9plus almost to 10 in the night. I didn't know we had sat & chatted for so long! While we were walking back to my house & to their bus stop, we stopped at the pasam malam to buy some food back for snacks & suppers. Haha... Food again... =p I love my tapioca cakes! *grins*

Probably going to my massage later. (tmr) Will update about it soon!

Dreamyland soon.....

When love says.....

I chanced upon a friend's blog that she set up to write about what happened between her & her boyfriend. (or should I say ex-boyfriend now since they have just broken up.) I know both of them & the guy was my classmate for 3 years in Ngee Ann. I can't believe this thing happened & he did that to her. They were always so lovey-dovey. In people's eyes. In my eyes.

You have to believe that some guys are really bastards. I feel sorry for her.

I'm not close at all to the girl & most probably she won't be reading my blog because she doesn't have my blog address & I don't publicise my blog to everyone. But still, I hope she will get on her feet again, walk on bravely & be strong enough to face her future.

Falling in love is too sweet to resist & falling out of love is too bitter to bear.

I hope all my beloved girlfriends will find the right guy to love.

Every worthy girl in fact.

Gossip Gang's Gathering

Met up with the gossip gang just now. It has been quite long since everyone gets together though I did still meet up with one or two of them occassionally before this gathering.

We went ktv (except lynn cos she said she has no mood to sing. heh.) & sang from mid-afternoon to like evening time. It was quite fun but the atmosphere just wasn't very high enough. I don't know why. Maybe the room is too small? Haha. & there was apparently some problems with the ktv system. Quite a few of our selected songs keep getting rejected by the system. Boooo-hoooo. =p

Initially wanted to had dinner at fish & co but we ended up having at marche. Surprisingly there was no queue. Normally weekend there is always a long queue outside the restaurant. Anyway, we ordered quite a lot of food & shared. *yummylicious* *grin* Lynn joined us at 8pm. April was telling us about the story of "flight plan" movie, funerals (pretty scary.), boyfriends, etc. I think she talked the most just now. Haha. We sat & drank & chatted till around 10pm before leaving.

Over!! Finally! =D

Hohohoho... My exams are over! Yesterday 4.30pm ended everything. How relieved I was. Hehe... Frankly, I'm quite worried about the result. Got a very bad feeling for 1 or 2 papers. Hai... Since it's over now, I shall not think about it anymore. Hopefully I'll pass everything!! =p

Had dinner at Ramen Den after school. It wasn't very nice. A bad choice for Japanese food. But since my friend had the 1 for 1 dining voucher, we decided not to waste it. Haha... Walked & shopped awhile before heading back home empty-handed. Disappointing. Ha. I still thought I can buy something for myself right after the torturing paper. But..... Nvm. *grin*

Anyway, I went for a hair cut today. Not much difference though cos it was just a trim. Heh. But today was more satisfied than yesterday because I had my dinner at Sakae Sushi (a much much much better choice for Japanese food) & I bought something for myself too. *finally* *winks* Mostly importantly, there was a great company as well. *beams*

Oh ya, that day I bought myself a massaging lymph therapy voucher for $35. (with gst $36.80) I was walking past the booth & the pretty beauty consultant sweet talked to me until I couldn't resist the offer. Ha. Oh well, I shall pamper myself then. For a pure relaxation after the exams! Hehe. I can go any time any date I want. I just have to make an appointment before going. =)

Ok. Enough for now. Good Night!

Oh No!!!

Know what? My younger brother kanna chicken poxs!!! Oh No!!! I heard it's contagious right? My youngest brother & I never had chicken poxs before yet!!! It's really freak me out. It's better don't infect me now. At such critical time period. If not I think I'll cry man.

*touchwood* *touchwood*

2 more papers to go & I'm done! Yeah! Am counting down the days already. =p





My brother!!! Hope he gets well soon!!! *cheerio*

Talent Quest 2006

http://www.tq.com.sg

Anyone? Haha... =p

G. A.

总有一天你会看到

Guardian Angel降临

那是我的心一直在守护着你

天使它一定能够 感应

I crave for..........

Love. Money. Dreams. Faith. Happiness.

Not in order by the way.

How about you?

One more week

Went to orchard yesterday. Like after sOoooOooo long. Ha. Walked around. Things are almost the same. Fashion isn't really any new. Bought a new water bottle from nike & it's pink! One of my favourite colours. Hehe. Bought some snacks too. For me to binge on when I'm studying.

Left one more week to the real exams. I can't wait to get over it soon! I shall look forwards to my life after that. I'm still trying to tune my mind to think positively. Sometimes it's really hard. My mind will just wander off.

Not much updates for the time being. My life is plain BORING now. *laughs*

Hope you & you & you & I myself will see a different me after exams. The more cheery side of me. & more. Can't wait!

Bye peeps! =p

Thinking & thinking & thinking.....

I have been thinking a lot lately. Thinking is good but thinking too much can be a negativity in which I can't control. But still thanks to people who have been offering me advices. I really hope this phase of my low time will go away soon. It has really affected me in one way or another.

Feel like giving up but I am still holding on. I am still holding on but yet I feel like giving up. Quite contraditive I know. I don't want to make a mistake & I also don't want to continue making the mistake if I am really making now.

I don't wanna regret later.

Sometimes you just need someone/someones for you to rant, hug & cry upon.

Okay...I shall continue with my revision later. Gotta try to buck up. I realise that although I was reading the notes but my mind just wasn't really concentrating.

May all the good things come along soon. =)

Mood swing

Hate myself for the evil thoughts.

But I just couldn't help it.

Monday Blues

I went for my 2nd treatment today. Everything was done & hence the dentist said I didn't have to come for the 3rd treatment. *hurray* Hehe... I'm glad I don't have to. Imagine you have to open your mouth really big for nearly an hour. It's quite ermmm..... Hah.

I don't have the mood to study today too. Monday blues. =( Indeed it is. I have no motivation to do anything. How I wish I can be very happy at every moment everyday but too bad I'm not. Not say I'm sad but I just can't find a reason to be happy about.

PMS or what. I just feel that things are just not right. I hate the feeling of waiting.

Seriously.....

Get over it.

So.....

So..... Eventually I didn't go to my friend's birthday chalet yesterday. I guess a girlfriend of mine was quite pissed with me for not going. She said the birthday boy came to my birthday party earlier on this year & it wasn't very nice if I didnt go to his. She thinks that I am just plain lazy to go down to the party. Oh well, it's quite depressing to hear these words from someone whom I had known for ages. I don't wanna explain further why I don't wanna go. It may sound like I'm finding excuses for myself.

I think my presence at the chalet isn't that important afterall because the birthday boy actually smsed me just now to thank me for coming to his party. Did he see my twin? I presume he mass-smsed everyone who was on his invitation list. I wished him anyway.

I'm going to the dentist tmr for my 2nd treatment. It's so scary. I have always hated to go to the dentist. Let's hope everything goes fine. =)

Okay. I shall go remove my mask (yes. i am doing my facial-masking now. heh. most girls are vain pots. *grin*) & continue with my revision. Life is soooooo boring now! *pout*

Where is my guardian angel? I need you to guard & guide me along.

Dilemma

Still in a dilemma if I should go to my primary school's classmate 21st birthday chalet later in the evening. Frankly, I'm getting a bit bored with all the parties & celebrations. I had been to countless 21st parties this year & things aren't that new anymore. Hmmm.....

Haven't been shopping for quite a while. I miss my retail therapy!

Can't wait for these few weeks of study breaks & critical exams periods to be over soon. *sigh*

Looking forwards to my holidays! *smile*

How fast is your pair of eyes?

I played until stage 4 & my eyes became blurry already. *lousy me* =p Will play again! Hehe...

Try it out!

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I love singing! =)

Better

Cool. I think I'm getting much better now. At least I'm not moaning in pain like the past few days. I can still feel the thing but it's like so much comfortable than before. *relieved*

I don't know is it my psycological problem or what but after the treatment yesterday I feel that there is more saliva in my mouth. How? Haha. Quite ironical.

So. My girls, you all wanna k too right? Shall we go this saturday when I suppose all of us can make it? Let's go partyworld! It's like $28+ for a 3-5 persons room plus a free drink for each. (for sat 2-6pm) It seems much cheaper than kbox. Heh. Let me know! =p

Feeling lousy

I went to the dentist just now & he suggested that I shall do a root canal treatment. It was so damn painful though he injected aspirin to my gum. & I need to go three times in all for the entire treatment. Today I did one & still left two more treatments to do. *faint* He gave me some painkillers for me to take home too. These few nights I haven't been sleeping well and I don't really have any appetite to eat. So unlike me right? Those who know me will understand. I am a food lover & I can eat a lot. I look so ugly now too. With the "not enough sleep" look. Hai...

The treatment is so bloodly hell expensive as well. Hmmm... But what to do? I don't know why it happens to me. I am feeling very lousy. Really. It's like there is always a hurdle in whatever I do lately. Things aren't in the way I want. *whine* Hope all the good things & good news shall come along soon.

Waiting.....

Pain!

My mind just keeps wandering off. Too many things to make me think. My right jaw/gum/teeth is killing me too! I can't concentrate doing anything. Gonna go to the dentist tmr or else I think I will die of pain. Grrrr. So damn saddening. I hope it will get well soon if not I can't sing this week. Yeah. Sing. I wanna go ktving. Still.

I think I need somebody.

Ouch!

My right jaw is so painful now. I wonder is it my teeth or my gum. Have a problem eating or even drinking on the right side of my mouth. It is just so painful. I think the pain is making me feeling feverish.

Restless.

Booo...

It's just not my day.

BooOOhooOO.....

Superstars' Concert

Yoyo! I just came back from the superstars' concert not too long ago. Bathed & now doing some stuffs online, gonna pack bag after that & prepare the things I need tmr & then going to my bed. I like the last doing the best. So tired but yet so many things left undone.

Anyway, the concert was really cool! I enjoyed myself very much! Heh. Yup. Shall blog more about it tmr. Going to pack my stuffs now. Wonder how's the interview like tmr. Hmmm... Ha.

Ok. Good Night!

My Japanese Name

My japanese name is 井上 Inoue (upon a well) 恵美 Emi (blessed with beauty).
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Embarrassed

Embarrassed. But it's all okay now. Phew. *beams* =)

Why?

He asks me if I'm a lesbian because I DON'T have a boyfriend now, & he thinks that it's so unbelievable for a girl like me to be unattached now! Hey! Don't have a boyfriend now doesn't mean I am a lesbian okay? I am NOT! Grrrr..... Why can't I not have a boyfriend now? I'm enjoying my singlehood now & if my mr right comes along, I'll also be happy to accept it. Don't understand these people. Don't understand guys too. Sometimes.....

Anyway, I went to a music workshop at music clinic just now conducted by fang zhong hua. Quite cool & enriching. Heh. I love singing! I wanna go ktving again! Anyone? =p

Where is my SO?

Her 21st

Yesterday was a whole load of fun at holland village's swensen with shirin, sitti, tingli, jasmine & emily. It was emily's 21st & we had a mini celebration there. I realised I was involved in all her birthday celebrations. I went to her party at partyworld last week too. Oh well, ha. =p

We played number game & I was so "lucky" that I kanna truth or dare forfeit a lot of times. I had to tell a kid to shut up when he was crying & ask the restaurant supervisor for his number! So embrassing. *blush* But we definitely had lots of fun & laughter & I had totally enjoyed myself! *grin*

We ate really a lot. Soup, main course, soft drink, ice cream dessert, birthday ice cream given free by swensen & mango ice cream cake! I was so full that I had to drag myself to my 2pm lecture, feeling so sleepy & I had a hard time concentrating during the lecture.

Went to al dente at esplanade for dinner. Had my meal at the roof top. Quite cool. =)

Alright. I think pictures speak more than words. I will upload more when I receive more pictures from the rest. Enjoy! :D


Qq's 21st last month.


Me & qq at partyworld.


The babes.


Kissing the birthday girl!


Some friends commented that this picture looks very clubbingish. Looks like we just went clubbing. Partying! Ha. =p

More pictures coming up soon!

Picture!

With courtesy of shirin..... :D



My pretty project-mates! *beams*

Oh duh... I have a 3 hours tuition later!!! *faints*

It's a rainy day.....

I just don't understand

What have the classical's & keynesian's theories, debates & arguments got to do with me? Am I going to apply the whole philosophy behind these two economical models in real life? It just doesn't make sense.

I don't understand. I just don't understand. Please tell me why. *booOoo*

Realise your dreams

My fridays' nights are like so lifeless lately. Haven't been going out for quite a while. What a boring life I have. *laughs* But I'm really tied down with school work. There are practically tests every week & & there is a project deadline to meet before I can start preparing for my exams.

Anyway, I went partyworld yesterday for a friend's 21st party. Not too bad. Catch up with some old friends & took some pictures. Shall post some pictures up when my friend sends me the pictures. I had only had a few in my camera.

After ktving, we went alleybar. I stayed a while only as I was going out the next day.

Had lunch at teahouse today. Quite nice & the restaurant is very hongkongish. Reminds me of the days in hong kong last year. We ate quite a lot & the bill came up to be quite a bomb. I think going to the hi-tea buffet from 3-5pm is more worth it but our stomachs couldn't wait till that time. Haha. =p

Shopped around & I thought I can pamper myself with some retail therapy but I didn't get anything in the end. Only saw a pair of boots from zara that I rather fancy. Quite stylish. $119. I shall save up. If it's still there after my exam period, I shall go grab it. I'm so in love with boots lately. I think it just goes with anything. Hehehe.

After that, we went for coffee at tcc at the shaw house. It's a newly open branch & I love the atmosphere. We went given a seat near the window & it just felt so nice to enjoy a nice cup of coffee while looking out the window. (though there isn't any alluring scenery but still, I adore the feeling of enjoying my cup of coffee just like that. heh.)

I had mocha villa & it tastes just so yummy! Mocha coffee with vanilla ice-cream. Nice! The menu also has a lot of tempting food & drinks to cater to the greedy customers like me. Haha. & the cafe also seems quite condusive for studying. Maybe I shall try it during my study break. =)

I was having a particular topic conversation with a friend just now. We were talking & discussing about our dreams & choices in life. Whether we like what we are doing now, what are our dreams & if time can be rewind, are we going to make the same choices again or are we going to choose a different path to walk on. It just made me think & talk a lot just now.

Frankly speaking, if I can be given a chance to start all over again, I want to lead my life in a different way. I want to choose mass communcations or films, sounds & videos for my course in poly instead of business studies. I want to learn piano & guitar. I want to learn dancing & be a good dancer. (i always had this thought when i was younger) I want to learn singing & composing. (i always love singing since young) I want to go into the modelling industry (that's my primary school's ambition & I have yet to actually fulfill it) I want to be a flight stewardess. (my dream when I was about to graduate from poly)

I realise I have so many dreams. *grins*

It seems like I want a glamourous life. Oh well, I can't deny that I like being in the limelight. Tell me, which girl doesn't like to be? Maybe this is what people call "ming xing meng" but I just don't want my life to be so dull & plain. I want to be somebody. I want to live my life colourfully since I only live once. I mean if you are given a chance to be a star, why would you want to reject?

Seriously, I can't imagine myself doing a desk-bound job in the future. I want to be moving around, meeting & interacting with people. That's me. I may not be a star ultimately but I hope I am doing something that I like in the future. I hope I am happy to talk about my life when I reflect my younger days when I grow old. I told my friend we should all pursue our dreams if we have any when we are still young. I believe no one want to regret next time. Things may not go well & smoothly for everyone but at least we fight for it before. Then we won't let down ourselves. It's more of the process & things that we learn along the way. But often a lot of people just say & say & talk & talk but just don't do anything about it. I admit I'm one of them. Opps! Hah. =p

Very often we must encounter these episodes of our life before we realise that we have regretted what we did before. It's no point looking back at what you have regretted you doing or not doing. I hope from this very moment, my friends, my loved ones & myself can start treasuring every moment of our life & go forwards for our dreams when we are still young & while we still can. There are a lot of things in which you never try you never know. The time periods of our youths are just so time-limiting.

I wish I have more courage & determination to do the things I like. Let's encourage & support one another! Hahahaha.... *winks*

Oh ya, I don't what's wrong with my camera. The screen will just auto turn black when I on the camera but the power is still on & running. I wonder if it's the problem with my battery. So irritating. =
Alright. I think I have blogged quite a lot this entry. Heh. Time to bath & study soon!

Before that,

*some pictures from my camera*





Ciao. =]

Realise your dreams.

被爱的女人

在镜子前面　我是个被爱的女人
他站在门外　这个周末我可以依赖在他的胸怀

在情人面前　我还是单身的女人
爱若缺了缘份
我想我只能用情至深但不能太认真

为什么被爱　有时却觉得悲哀
为什么我还是害怕一个人醒来
为什么相爱　日子却仍然空白
为什么你　走不到我的未来

让爱固定下来　我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来
让爱固定下来　我和你　不要不要分开
我不要爱一再一再彩排
* 我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来 *

*my song of the day. love it! -beams-*

Dumb brat

I was up at around 7.15am in the morning & was only back home like around one & a half hour ago. I am so dead-beat. It was really a long & tiring day for me. Anyway, I had dinner at billy bombers just now. The portion was sooooo big but the food was very yummylicious. I had a hard time finishing all. Thanks to my friend for the lovely treat. My tummy is protruding... *blush*

My youngest brother is so dumb! I phoned to ask him to help me to record channel 8 9pm drama. He did help me record but when I rewind my tape & wanted to watch it just now, I realised that he used the tape that we recorded the superstars grand finals & he also forgotten to tune the tape recorder to the correct channel & ended up recorded a malay channel show. So pissed with him ok. I kept nagging to him that why he was so dumb but he didn't seem to response to me. Because..... He was already fast asleep in his dreamland & he couldn't be bothered with me. Argh argh. Dumb brat! Now my superstars grand finals is like half erased away.

He is trying to make friends. He is trying to be friendly. He is trying to be nice. But... It's just too bad. =p

Big eater

Oh well, went to park mall amore on saturday. I love the environment! The studio is damn cool, very big & spacious, & the gym looks bigger than their previous location at cineleisure. Quite enjoyed the workout (it's call xblitz or cardioblitz by the way) but you really need lots of stamina to be able to finish the whole exercise session. The exercise comprises of step-workout, hi-lo & kickboxing. Yup. Not too bad. Sweat a alot. Hah. *grin*

After the workout, a spa consultant from amore spa approached us (me & my friend) & showed us around the spa studio. The spa environment & facilities look very prestigious & luxuriously relaxing. It seems like a total indulgence if I can afford to frequent there for spa & massage. How heavenly! *dreams* Heh. When I start working next year & if my salaries allow me to indulge in all these kinds of lovely treats, that will be so nice. *beams*

Then we went to eat at plaza singapura long john silver. I ate the new treasure meal & it sucked. It didn't even taste a little tiny winy bit of nice to me at all. After that, we shopped a little & we bought some stuffs. Yea. I have been spending quite a bit lately again. Bad. Hmmm.....

Sunday I went to my usual pilates then meet another friend in town for lunch & shopping. Ate at central (a newly opened restaurant at takashimaya b2) for lunch. The price of the food is rather affordable. A bowl of noodle is like 5 bucks. Yup. But the portion isn't a lot. Well, or should I say at least it isn't a lot to me. (i am a big eater. haha. =p) I didn't even feel full after a bowl of noodles & a glass of red beans with grass jelly soya bean milk.

We shopped & we felt like having tea-break & so we went to marche & eat again at 3pm. (had lunch at 12 plus) We shared rosti & ham & cheese crepes. We were so damn super full after that. Then we continued shopping again & 2 hours later we felt like buying some drinks so we went to subway & we were so tempted by the sandwiches. So, we bought a subway sandwich each & shared a big bottle of pink lemonade snapper. After that, we went home. When I reached home, after bathing, I ate some snacks again. I have been like eating a lot lately!!! Don't know is it good or bad. I think I should exercise more instead. Yes. Exercise. Ha. =p

Oh ya! I got lemmings for birkenstocks! Please orgainse sprees soon! I can't wait to get myself one. Haha.

Quick update

Decided to do a quick update for the past few days before i go out.

I went for a fringe cut on wednesday after school. At first i wanted to trim my whole head but my stylist insisted that I shall only cut my fringe as he thinks my back is still okay. Oh well, what can I do? So I listened to his advice. Ha. (nobody notices I cut my fringe until I say out myself. hmmm. =p) It isn't obvious anyway. I guess. =p

Met up with a friend on thursday. Quite fun & everything. Eat, catching up, trimming brows at hollywood secrets, shopping & stuffs. Yup yup. But my legs almost breaking from all the walking. Haha.

Went school early to do project yesterday & supposed to meet my gang for supper & night out but was still cancelled in the end.

Two friends having birthday parties today but I will not be going. *happy birthday to you! & you!* Yey yey! *beams*

Alright. I gotta run now. Going to the newly open amore at park mall for the open house & class.

Ciao.

Yeun's 21st

Went to yeun's 21st birthday party on saturday at this really cool japanese restaurant at tanglin shopping centre. We had to sit on the japanese tatami mats & every now & then we had to stretch our legs because they were getting numb for sitting down so long. Haha. But anyway, the food was really a lot but it was very yummylicious. I like the atmosphere of the restaurant which is rather nice & of course with great companies, it complemented even more. =p

We took lots of photos & some videos. The videos was damn funny. All our silly expressions & stuffs. Haha. Definitely, I had enjoyed myself. =)


Everyone is kissing the birthday girl except me. Opps. =p


Finally I kissed too. *beams*


Me & lynn trying to imitate kelly while yeun trying to act cute like kelvin. lol.


Our "okay" pose. =)


Me & april. *hugs*


I was so tired after everything. *bleah* =p

Sunday after pilates I came straight home to study for my monday's test who is today. School was fine today. Had lunch with my project mates after lecture & then after that we discussed our project. It was quite fun & funny though. Especially the gossiping part. (shirin if you are reading this you should know what i mean ya. haha. =p)

Uh-huh. Time to bath. Heh.

Byessssss. ;]

-SUPERSTAR-

Yeah! Kelvin is the final SUPERSTAR! I am so happy for him though it is quite a fact that his performance tonight wasn't that fantastic as compared to Kelly. I have to agree that Kelly really performed better tonight & she really looked like a superstar holding her own concert. She can sing & dance & her images tonight were just so superstar-ish. *thumbs up*

Kelvin's hard works really pay off. His courage & his determination to pursue his dream have definitely touched me. All the best to him! He is a miracle in our local music entertainment industry. Let's hope he will go far. =p

Derrick & Junyang were very impressive tonight too! I missed their performances! Heh.

Oh well, project superstar is over now. Finally over. *sigh* But the whole competition I can say it is really a successful project. I am quite attached to it actually. Haha. *wonderful*

I didn't any class today so I met up with my 2 best pals, evie & yeun & we went ktving at hougang kbox. From like 3pm to almost 7pm. It was really fun & enjoyable & I can always be myself whenever I am with them. That is what I like about them. As my close friends. =p

After that, we took a cab down to evie's house for dinner & to watch project superstar finals together. What could I expect? Good food, good companies & good show. ;p

& thanks to evie for the safe & smooth ride back. Hehe.

Alright. I need to go study for my test soon. Looking forwards to the weekend. Night guys!

Woo-hoo

Actually there is nothing much or interesting to blog about. Hmmm, I had 2 straight hours of exercise yesterday. Pilates & aerobics. Woo-hoo. Very tired but I enjoyed it. Hehe. It had been quite sometimes ever since I exercised so much and for so long. *smile*

Yey! I am looking forwards to thursday! I can foresee the fun that I gonna have with my girlfriends. I can't imagine that I'm actually planning to play on the eve of my test. (i have a test on friday's afternoon.) Well, sometimes we just need to give ourselves a break right? For studying so hard & stuffs. Haha. (like real. =p) Ah-hem. I hope I'll do my part & know my limits, like when to do this & when to do that. It's very important to juggle well between work & play. I understand that it's not easy but I'll try. Really. =]

Been attending lots of 21st parties this year & there are more coming up. Sometimes I just miss the time when we were just young little girls entering & going through puberty & we did lots of crazy & silly stuffs in which when we come to think of it today, we will laugh at ourselves. Haha. I believe there is still a part of me that makes me feel that I don't want to grow up so fast.

Those were the good old days.

Which is nicer?

My latest lemming from Urban Outfitters! Ok. Not necessary that I will buy it but I still need some advices here. Tell me, which is nicer? The white one or the blue one?

Made With Love

My tuition kid showed me a colourful children storybook today. Very nice front cover with a big lovely heart shape & the title, "Made With Love". There is also this very tiny subtitle below it that spells, "How Babies are made & born".

My girl flipped opened the book & bombarded me with lots of embrassing questions in which I really didn't know how to explain to her in an educative way. She asked, "Teacher, why must the boy & the girl don't wear any clothes & sleep together?", "How to read this word? (penis) & this? (vagina)", "Huh? What are these things for?, "Why the baby come out from the sshh-sshh place? Eeeee...", etc.

I asked her why did she borrow this book. She said she borrowed because the book cover appeals to her. oh well. Haha. A 7 year old girl. Is she old enough to equip her with this area of education? Seem a bit young huh? I don't know. She just looked so innocent when she asked me just now. *beams*

Oh, I love kelly's style so much! Have an urge to cut my hair to her length now. Quite bored with my long hair already. Ha. But probably not so soon. Yup. I gotta bath soon! Night! =)

Finally the weekend is coming! Lalalalala.....

DON'T

Got this from an email. I thought it is quite informative. :D

DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH
Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity.
Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed for a long time,
it might have adverse effects on your health.

DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA
Scientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more
than 12 hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer.
So go to bed without it.

DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE
Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged.
Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks,
but please put the phone as far as possible.
Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phone
and television sets emit magnetic waves when used.
These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system.
Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you,
switch it off first.

DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE UP
People who sleep with make up might have skin problems in the long run.
Sleeping with make up will cause the skin to have difficulty in
breathing and problem in perspiring.
You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep.

DON'T SLEEP WITH OTHERS' WIFE/HUSBAND
You may never wake up again.

Spotted them

My throat is beginning to hurt me. (evie, did you pass it to me through msn? lol. ;p) Anyway, I am now trying to drink more water, eat lots of fruits & I treated myself to some mini cornetto ice-cream just now but it didn't seem to help to ease the pain.

Was at holland village earlier on this afternoon for lunch. Decided to go there to eat as we were rather bored with sim & np food. Spotted kelly and kelvin there. Haha. It was quite amazing. My friend 1st spotted the mediacorp bus when it stopped right along the roadside besides us when we were crossing the road. Then I spotted kelvin in the bus & followed by kelly. The staffs seemed to be very nice & helpful to kelvin & kelvin also seemed to be in very good terms with kelly. He put his hand on kelly's shoulder as he walked & they just talked & laughed as they walked. They were just walking besides us only actually. The distance was like within talking distance. Their appearances created quite a "woo-haa". Many passersby stopped to look at them & some keep turning their heads to catch a glimpse of the 2 superstars. I guess they were on their way to shoot some mv.

Strangely but I don't know why, they are beginning to look & sense like real stars. Maybe it is because of their recent rapid exposures & publicity on tv & papers. Packaging does really matter.

I need some honey.

Enlightenment

Time to key in some updates to my blogger. Hmmm, I had sakae sushi dinner buffet at rivermall on friday. Ate until my stomach so big & bloated & it was almost on the verge of bursting. I'm not kidding okay. It was like too full until you felt like puking out everything you had just eaten. The feeling was quite terrible. But that night was an enjoyable one with lovely companionship. *smile*

I am quite stressed up actually. I have a lot of tests coming up. One is down but more are coming up. There is a project to be completed too. I feel that there are just so many things to do but yet so little time. Or is it because of my poor time management? I didn't really go out this weekend except for dinner & pilates but I still feel that I didn't study much afterall. What am I doing? I need some enlightenment. Really.

I can't stand it already. I need to go out next weekend. Partying, ktving, shopping or whatsoever. Haha.

I think I always attract the wrong guys. Grrrr. Why? *scratch my head* I need enlightenment on this area too. Lol. =p

Fun & Enjoyable

Oh ya, I forgotten that I still have something else to blog about. I met up with my two girlfriends for lunch & catching up session at tiong bahru today. It was really fun & enjoyable & somemore it was the first time that the three of us actually go out together. (not mentioning the amore session that we went together before. it doesn't count. =p) *beams* See you girls soon again!

Ok. I think I better sleep soon. Gotta reach school earlier tomorrow for project discussion. Looking forwards to my sakae sushi dinner buffet tomorrow! Yummy! Hehe. Night!