dinner & chilling out at BREKO

We sang fast songs & duet yesterday. It was so much more fun & lively. The feel & groove can be such a turn on that it makes you feel higher & it simply makes you wanna move & dance along as you sing. Okay. I tell myself I'm going to sing more fast songs next time. =p

Went holland village breko for dinner with the babes after vocal class.

Just some random pictures.


Our yummylicious dinner. We were really hungry manz. (we ordered drinks but didn't take pictures of them though. heh.)


Oreo cheesecake with ice cream. Sinfully delicious.


Marlyn & I.


I am a poser.


So does she. =)


That's how a new happily-in-love girl will look like. *winkz*


The three of us.


One more take.


We looked happy in this picture.


Blur can be a beauty sometimes.


Lynn & Marlyn.


They say one, two & five.


What was so funny, April?


What an expression they had. Haha.


The four of us. If only Evie was here too. =p (i deleted away the bottom part cos it wasn't very glam. ha.)


Lovely chocolates from Lynn. Thank-you!

We had very girly-talks throughout the night & it did make me think about stuffs too. Sometimes we just need some opinions & suggestions from friends because they are out of the pictures or scenarios that you are in & they can give you better ideas of what to do. We don't get to meet up very often as everyone of us has our own life to lead & live on. But it just feels really nice to be able to catch up with one another once in a while. Cheers to our sisterly-friendship!

Life is beautiful only.....

when you are my life.

What a heartwarming phrase. I just pick it up from some website a moment ago & I thought it would be really nice to share. Haha.

Booooo................

There are so many upcoming tests, assignments & projects committments for me to fulfill. *grumble* But I have no mood to do them at all. I hate that feeling. *arghhh*

I tell myself everything is going to be okay, everything is going to be alright. But it is always easier to be said than to be done. I am still trying to convince myself to believe that.

I just can't seem to get myself away from it yet.

Sleep is one of the best ways to run away from reality & I am going to do so now.

May tomorrow be a better day. (long day in school though. bored!!!)

Nighty! =)

*sigh*

I didn't know I can be so into it.

&

I didn't know I can be so affected by it.

*sigh*

Teach me how?

I can't believe I'm turning 22 soon!

When I was 19,



When I was 20,



When I was (still am. *wink*) 21, I made a wish.



Then I blow & hoped that my fairy godmother will make my wish come true.



I smiled.



And now I am filled with 21 years of memories.

I can't believe that I am turning 22 in a few days time! (though there isn't 29th this month) I thought I just celebrated my 21st & went to tons of other friends' 21st parties.

Nevertheless, I know time will not rewind to the past anymore.

So.....

May my birthday this year marks the beginning of a beautiful life for me! =)

对不起我爱你

Was browsing through my music files in my computer & I found this song. Been quite sometimes since I last listened to it. This is quite a few years back ago of song. But I think it is very nice. One of my favourite songs. Look at the meaningful lyrics. =p

没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

Does this song spell out any thought or memories of you guys?

It kind of..... Hee.

Night. =)

Describe Me!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=princess+belle

Thank-you! =)

Fallen

Singing lesson wasn't very fun today I feel. Don't really like the song that was chosen for us to sing & the lesson also wasn't conducted by my preferred teacher.

Other than that, everything was okay. Frankly speaking, I was looking forward to coming school today not because of the singing lesson that I was going to have. There was this something else. Heh.

But still, I know things aren't going to be easy. So probably I'll just let it be & let the future decides.

I have fallen & I can't get up anymore.

My stomach is not feeling very well now. I think I shall just go & sleep.

Good Night!

Tomorrow is just another day. *Oh boring* Ciao. =p

First, Finally

At first,
I was filled with hopes.

Then,
I felt like a dumb ass.

And then,
It was unhappiness & disappointment.

I admit I was pissed at some people for some reasons.

Next,
My smile was back again. =)

Finally,
I don't feel that unhappy anymore.

The motive behind may be just as simple as what it seems to be & no other hidden message but it's more than enough already. I'm contented. For now. =p

Mixed Feelings

Having some complicated & mixed feelings over a few stuffs.

I think.....I may have lost.

Ok. Or maybe not yet.

I really don't know.

Don't wanna think but can't help it sometimes.

Then.....

A pack of lies is what I have again & again after a few years of close friendship.

It makes me realised even deeper that things are always changing & nothing is guaranteed to be forever & we can't always take things for granted. I may have a few close & good friends now but who knows maybe 5 or 10 years down the road we won't even bother about one another.

We never know what will be happening every tomorrow or what every tomorrow will become into. I am trying to live everyday like a new beginning, treasuring the people & things around me. Frankly, it's definitely easier to be said than to be done because we are all human-beings. Sometimes we only regret or learn our lessons after things happened.

Anyway, I think we shall all try. Treat everyday as a new lease of life, grab good opportunities that come along & fight for our own happiness. Like what some others have said: " Happiness is a choice." So the choice is ours.

Good night!

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day!
May those attached stay as lovey dovey together!
May those singles find their soulmates soon!

Updates for 10/02/06

I came back last night or rather this morning at 2.30am. Showered & slept at 3am. Had lecture in the morning till 1pm then I went lunch & headed home after that. Then met my primary school friends for dinner & ktv at cuppage partyworld. After singing we went swensens for supper. Imagine everyone eating ice-cream at this hour of the night.

This round of gathering only 9 of us went. Hopefully next time more can join. =p

It was a rather good day. We had quite a bit of fun together. But towards the end I wasn't very happy about someone. She is always very blunted at her words & she never thinks before she talks. Always thinking she is good at everything, right at everything. I think there is really something about her attitudes sometimes. Where are her basic manners? *slap*

Some people also very 故意. (ok la. i also not sure 故意 or not.) They know you fancy something but yet they want to do things that don't make you feel good.

Some pictures from yesterday.


Qunjie & I.


This fellow can sing really well man. Everyone is recommending him to join project superstars 2006. Lol.




In the blessings of 2 pretty girls. There is no reason why he shouldn't be happy. Haha.



We didn't get a chance to take a group photo because before we could do that my camera's battery went flat. I think there is like something wrong with the battery. I charged it fully before bringing it out & it could actually run low within an hour. Probably I should get a new battery. Or probably even better, a new camera. Heh.

Oh. I caught the below mtv at the ktv yesterday. My god. How to take my eyes off him? He is so damn handsome manz! I am falling for him! Haha. *beams*

By the way, do remember to click "pause" & let the video loads completely first before clicking "play" to watch it. Enjoy! :)



Yea! I am going music clinic later! Heh.

Ciao.

感触

我怎么了？ 三更半夜不睡觉， 还在这里干嘛呀？ 不知道。 只是突然有些心情， 有些感触， 很想把它写下来。

有时候事情想太多了会让人觉得很累， 可是却偏偏还是要想。 很奇怪不是吗？

我不是个勇敢的人。 或许我还不是， 又或许以后也不会是。 我想在对的时候， 我就会试着放手。

我到底在说些什么啊？ 有时候我自己也不知道。

我要睡了。 梦有时真的会比较美。

晚安。=)

Craving solved.

Have been craving for oysters mee sua & xxl crispy chicken since yesterday. I finally had them for lunch just now & I finished all by myself! Hee. *satisfied*

Bought the food from taiwan shilin street snacks. Actually there's a similar store at plaza singapura basement two selling these kind of taiwan localities as well. Tried the xxl crispy chicken from there before. It tastes sweeter though but it's really not bad too.

I still can't solve my template's problem. Grrrr. Maybe I shall wait till I change a new skin again. *roll eyes*

No school & work today. But projects & tests are really piling up & I really don't know where to start from.

Am on some medication. Making me feeling more sleepy & all. Hope I can finish the medicine soon. Six more days to go manz. Counting down. Heh. =p

Maybe going singing with my primary school people tmr. Finally saturday is approaching! *grin*

I feel like shopping now lei. My shopping urge is back again. ;p

What's wrong?

Don't know what's wrong with the tags & codings of my new template. When it's being viewed in mozilla, it's okay. But when it's being viewed in internet explorer, the paragrahing of the entries are all gone. Weird manz. Without paragraphs, each entry is like a whole chuck of words. Probably it's the setting or something i guess. Was trying to solve the problem but now I think I give up already.

Got a box of nice but sinful chocolates from a friend yesterday. Then another someone asked if I already have a date on valentine's day, if not he would like to date me. Lol. Some guys are really funny manz, I feel. So long never contact already & they suddenly contact you & try to be very nice & friendly to you. Desperate for girlfriends? Likely. I don't know. Can't be bothered too. =p

Haiyo, always the wrong person. ;p

Why blog?

Sometimes I do wonder if people still read my blog. Do my bloggers friends ever ponder for theirs too?

Blog is like a personal online diary for us to rave & rant about our life & happenings but yet we want to share & let others to read it. Imagine if you have a real hand-written diary book, will you still let others to read it? I doubt I will. It's kind of contradicting, isn't it? Hmmm.

Sometimes I also do wonder why do I bother to blog that often when my life is not as happening as xiaxue & dawn yeo. They have so many different interesting stories to tell & share whereas mine are mostly plain & dull.

Raining cats & dogs now, such a nice weather to tuck myself in my cosy bed & I really don't feel like going to school tmr. I really hope I can clear all the modules by the end of this semester & then I'll be able to wave goodbye to the school forever. Gee.

Daddy getting a new car. Not for me but for himself. I doubt he will ever buy me one. He always asks me to work & buy it myself next time. Ahhh..... Okay la. If I get a good-paying job.

I can't believe that I'm turning 22 soon. I thought I just threw my 21st party only. Time really flies man. But I'm going to tell people that I'm 18 every year! Hahaha. Okay la. Maybe to be more realistic, 21 every year! Hehehe. Anyway, my birthday only comes once every 4 years so I have a reason to say I'm only 1 year older every 4 years. =p

you are my benchmark. =p

Gone....soon.

My long cny's holidays is going be gone soon. This coming monday I have to go back school for lessons as usual. *pout*

My cny was errr......normal.....nothing special. It's like almost the same every year. *blah* Just that it was getting a little more stressed. Most of my cousins around my age range came in pairs this year. Like all of a sudden everyone has a partner. Actually everyone presumed I have one but just that I never bring him along. Then some "once a year see one time" relatives asked me not to make my dad lose face next year's cny. What the ****? Sometimes I just can't stand this kind of relatives. My brother should has brought his along. Maybe I should bring one next year who can make them go "woah.....impressive! thumbs up!". Hahahaha. Shall see. =p

Went ktv on "chu wu" but I didn't sing till my fill yet. So I really can't wait to go ktv again & go back to music clinic next saturday. My passion for singing seems stronger & stronger. So even when I know the school fees for attending vocal classes are not cheap, I still can't bring myself to give up. I feel kind of attached to music clinic already & I already feel so sian that these 2 saturdays there were no classes. (yeun & ivan, it's not just me right?)

I finally watched "i not stupid too" yesterday. Personally I find it very nice & touching. It made me laugh & cry a lot. & it did make me reflect my thoughts too. Probably will buy the vcd when it releases. Hehe.



I think this picture looks really comical. What a pose. *giggle*


Shall end my entry here with my silly picture. I know I look very silly. =p

But who cares? Lol.

Good Night!

等你爱我

《等你爱我》 by R&B

你看着我 问我有没有 把你当作 最好的朋友
我点点头 却不知如何开口 说我并不只想 做你的朋友
等你爱我 心变得好温柔 每个眼神 都像把我给看透
等你爱我 不再怕寂寞 只要想起你曾经拥抱我 就有莫名的快乐

有一些话 不用再多说 想你应该 都能够感受
握你的手 像握住整个宇宙 只要你给我的 永远不嫌多
等你爱我 心变得好温柔 每个眼神 都像把我给看透
等你爱我 不再怕寂寞 只要想起你曾经拥抱我 就有莫名的快乐

不经意的拿起你的衣服 时间它会走
替你口上纽扣 像美丽的传说
只是短短一个幸福味道 停留在胸口
谁都不能够从我手中偷走

等你爱我 不管还要多久 只要你开口 我都愿为你守候
等你爱我 是一种享受 只要看见你眼睛里有我 我就觉得很快乐

CNY gathering

Yesterday april, her bf & yeun came my house. They didn't stay long cos I got to go out shortly after they arrived at my place. Nevertheless, the short session was still quite fun. Munching on cny's goodies, catching up with one another & taking some pictures together.

After that, april's bf drove me to my friend's house. Actually it was my primary school classmates cny's gathering at qunjie's place. Quite a lot of people went. We stayed at his house for awhile, played cards, ate sushi made by his mum & then we headed to a nearby coffee shop for dinner at 9pm. Actually we intended to "lao yu sheng" after dinner but we were too full to eat anymore so in the end we gave up the idea. =p

Then we proceeded to qunjie's house void-deck to talk. He went up to his house to bring drinks down & we just hanged around to talk. I think we stayed till 1plus am before we all left for home. There were so much things to talk & catch up with. My primary school's class there were really a lot more guys than girls & yesterday our common topic still revolved around boy-girl relationship. I feel that when opposite sex discuss about this kind of topic, you will tend to understand more about how opposite sex really think & you get different answers & opinions from them. It's kind of different as compared when you discuss the same topic with the same sex people.

Anyway, it's really a wonderful feeling to be still in touch with so many primary school pals & I hope it'll still continue. =)

& I went to work today & I couldn't stop yawning my way through my work. Almost dozed off man. Haha.

Itinerary for tmr probably will be gym in the morning (hopefully), lunch at home, ktv & dinner with friends. I miss singing so much! I can't wait to go back to vocal class next week!!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Just came back from my auntie's place. Hee. Anyway, I have yet to wish everyone, so I have decided to do it now. *beams* SHOUT: Happy Chinese New Year to all!!! Good Luck to all of you in everything!!! May the dog year be a so much better year for all!!!

If I can only have one wish for new year, that will be : What I want, I will get. Just a wish but the wish makes me sounds like a greedy person. Haha. Yea. But that's my wish for the dog year. I wish things go well for me & let this year be a real GREAT & WONDERFUL year for me!

Cheerios! Happy eating, drinking, gambling, playing & whatsoever! It's not a very good time to be on diet so just heck lar! Enjoy! =)

I gotta run now. Going my grandma's place for dinner. Bye! ;)

Wait

Went for my medical checkup just now & I waited for almost 4 hours before it was my turn. That was a freaking long wait. Luckily I had my book with me to keep me occupied, though I did doze off a few times. I was feeling real sleepy then. Hee.

I was so blur. I forgot to charge my handphone before I went out & the battery just died flat after I made a few smses. So I stayed "handphoneless" for a few hours. Headed to compasspoint after checkup to help dad to buy mei zhen xiang's bar kua & did some small shopping for myself. *smile* After that, I had to meet dad at hougang mall to get some stuffs together so I had to use public-phone to contact him. I think the very last time that I used a public-phone was during my secondary school days. I realise I feel quite helpless without my handphone. I think a lot of people will feel the same as me la. Haha. =p

Going town later to do some last minute shopping & probably going to take my mp3 player from lynn in the evening or night. Hehe. So happy. I'm a mp3 player owner now too. ;)

Still got some spring cleaning & tiding not done yet for my room. So gotta try to finish them by eve of cny's eve. Heh.

Though I no longer feel the excitement for cny like I used to feel when I was still a young girl, I feel kind of happy when I saw people shopping for cny's stuffs. Haha. I was at the ntuc with dad just now & it was really packed with lots of people buying cny's goodies & groceries. I mean it seems so interesting that a festival can bring people doing same things together. It looks so fun. Everybody was just busily buying things to prepare for cny. I kind of like this atmosphere. =D

& I gotta sort out my mood & prepare for some serious studying after cny. I have been lazing & bumming around too much. I need some motivation to keep me going.

I want to watch movies, go ktv & maybe to some nice places to chill out. I am free for dates. Haha.

Alright. Tata. =)

Good things are worth waiting.
Maybe you are one of them.
Or maybe you aren't.
I don't know.
I will just live & move on.
I know I have to wake up from my dreams eventually.

"Lucky" day

I am so "lucky" today. When I got off the bus at heeren, some bird shitted & the shit fell & dropped on my hair & my left arm! Eeeeyer! Damn gross lor! You see? How "lucky" can I be? There were so many people walking around & the stupid bird actually aimed so accurately on me! My friend helped me to wipe off the shitty stuffs on my hair & then I went toilet to wash up a little as well. Had lunch & headed off to work. Oh ya. & I bought 4D with my friends. I want to see if I am really that "lucky". Haha.

Quite a bit of stuffs to do at work today. Alot of stocks came so had to do stock-take. Don't know why the stocks keep coming in when we never really sell that much. Overloaded.

Saw a pair of gay couple just now, hugging at the traffic light junction while waiting for the man to turn green. Been seeing quite a lot of same sex couples on the streets lately. Especially gays. What has/have happened? Aren't there no more SINGLE GIRLS around? Look at me! Look at my SINGLE, PRETTY & ELIGIBLE girl-friends! What are the guys thinking nowadays? I am not trying to say that I am very good or my girl-friends are very good lar but I think we sort of belong to the better ones category. Lol. In terms of everything lar. Seriously, we aren't that bad right? I am not that bad right? Haha. Ok lar, actually the message I am trying to convey here is I have so many nice girl-friends waiting for good guys to pick them up & I think guys shouldn't be attracted to guys ya? Let's be normal & think straight. I feel........... Boy & girl still make a perfect pair. ;]











Not full attendance so hope the next take will be! =)

I am living in my fantasy & I don't wanna wake up. But I know one day I have to.

Sleeping in the bus or train

Have you ever fallen asleep in the bus or train, irregardless whether it's an intentional act or an unintentional act? I admit I do but it's definitely unintentional.

I was on the train back from work earlier on just now & was standing right in front of this man who was seated down. I swear he must have fallen into a deep sleep! His shopping bags were laying on the floor, he was snoring very loudly with his mouth wide open & the worst thing was his saliva was dripping all over his shirt! Yucks! Can you imagine? It was so damn gross & disgusting! Eeeeee......!!!!! It was such a turn off! Thinking of it now really makes me feel like puking! *shrugs*

Seriously, it's certainly very unglamorous to sleep in the bus or train.

Refrain yourself from doing that. Unless you really can't help it.

-21012006-

Vocal theory lesson was not easy but it was definitely enriching. My class suddenly comes so many new students now & it does make the process of learning & the chance of singing a little slower & fewer. Hmmm...

A very small incident happened after class just now. I was so dumb. Grrr. Had the stupidest reaction that I could ever have. What's wrong with me? Come to think of it now, I feel so silly. *knock my head*

Then met april, evie & yeun for dinner, shopping & neoprints-taking. It was really fun, especially the neoprints-taking session! I felt like a young teenage girl again. I remembered I always love taking neoprints & lovegettys during secondary school days. I miss it! =p

Maybe will post the neoprints up when evie sent us the scanned copies.

A nice song by 陈嘉唯 . Actually I don't know who is she also. Haha. But this song by her is really nice!

我等的人会是谁

我的故事也许比较特别走过的路也许比较迂回
黑暗之中全凭着直觉 keep my faith watch my steps 一步步靠直觉
也许有天生命中会出现那一个谁走进我的心里面
他不必是个mr. perfect 只要他善良体贴 be my friend and my soul mate
我等的人会是谁何时才出现 make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁不急在眼前 i can wait i will pray
也许有天生命中会出现那一个谁走进我的心里面
他不必是个mr. perfect 只要他善良体贴 be my friend and my soul mate
我等的人会是谁何时才出现 make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁希望他了解不管迷惘或坚决都是我的某一面
我并不追求完美只要能用心体会每一天都是better day
我等的人会是谁何时才出现 make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁何时才出现陪着我一天一点让生命能变得更美

This song describes my current feeling. Haha. I shall dedicate it to all my girls except april. Lol. =p

Yawns. I need my sleep now. Good night!

Random Thoughts

Some random thoughts before I sleep:

My hair is like growing so fast. I just cut it 2 weeks ago only lor. *shrug*

I hate myself for blowing my top at my dad over a small incident just now. I feel so bad now. I'm such a bad daughter. =(

I heard some news that GAP and Banana Republic will be coming to SG soon. Hohohoho..... Another reason for me to shop again. =p

My room is so messy now & I don't know how & where to start my spring cleaning for it. Feeling lazy but still have to do it.

I want to renew my package with Amore again but I already have a few money committments.

I want to go ktving.

I miss being a shopaholic. I need my shopping badly. ;p

More nightlife?

I have to study hard. But why no action yet? *slap myself*

I tell myself I have to be a happier person & not to be too bothered by what others have to say or comment about me. Especially at times when things aren't true.

I wish that things that I hope they will come true, they will really come true. Soon. *winks*

Going for a medical checkup on the 26th. Hope that I'm fine. =]

&..... Hmmm..... I shall go sleep now.

Everyday is a better day.

再一次拥有 - - - 休闲的一天.

Sometimes it's nice to be staying at home for one whole day, basically doing nothing productive & just resting around & doing some tiny bits of stuffs like onlining, watching tv, reading newspapers, magazines or some books, snacking away the chips & chocolates from the fridge & napping on your comfy bed. I'm doing that today & right at the moment now! Haha. You know when you have to keep going out everyday for school, work or some other stuffs & committments, it can be really taxing & tiring. So most probably you will appreciate the day(s) when you don't have to do anything or think for anything but just lazing around, only doing stuffs that come to your mind & things that you feel that you have the mood doing when you are slacking away. =p

If I'm not lazy later, I may go for a jog. Haha. See how's my mood later. *bleah*

Somehow I dread gng to school tmr. I don't know why. Grrrr..... Boring. I hope this mindset of mine won't last long.

I can't wait for the the long Chinese New Year's break when I don't have to go school for one whole week. *claps*

Actually I can't wait to go ktv with that somebody too. Hopefully it's before CNY. Haha. But like as if it will really happen. Don't know la. See how things go. Things are just moving too slow & plus I'm not a very acting person. I think I'm more of the reacting type of person. What am I talking about? Aiya, I also don't know myself. Whatever. ;p

我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔
紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容
只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

Tell me how to sing this song with feel & picture. I thought I already have lots of feel but people just thought that it wasn't enough. Arghhh..... It's so tough. I need to discover the real element of this entire theory of feel & picture thingy. I hope I can do it. Heh.

1, 2, 3.

A guy friend told me something just now. He said from a guy's perspective, the first impression that I normally give to guys is that (rank in order) : 1) I am attached. 2) I have tons of suitors. 3) I have someone in mind already. *laugh*

I didn't know I always give people this kind of impression. Lol. I wish I am no. 1 with the right person. I don't mind having no. 2 too because it's always nice to have many people liking you. It's also good to have no. 3 because that someone can be one of my motivation in life.

I'm greedy because I want all three! Haha. =p

It has been raining non-stop for the past few days & the weather is so freaking cold. I was driving & it just poured super heavily. I couldn't even see the road in front of me. It was so damn scary. I just hate driving in the rain.

I don't need a friendship like yours.

On a rainy day, blogging in the shop. =D

Went to watch narnia with lynn on thursday. Two thumbs up! Like what many had said. Hehe. Plucked my brows too. Friday went kimage for a haircut. Before that, I dropped by centrepoint to look for yingxiu for lunch. Had the wanton mee at heeren level 5. Cheap & yummy! *wink*

MOS & KTV were supposed to be on my list but didnt go to any in the end. Too tired after the whole week of studying & working. Not saying that they are tough but just that I always have a habit of sleeping late. So now though the school term has started, I still can't get used to sleeping early. I have been sleeping like 2am & waking up at 7.30am. Quite unbearable.

For school, a lot of self-studies have to be done in which I am still trying to force myself to do now. It gonna be a busy semester. I forsee. Hmmm.

Saturday had vocal training as usual. I sang till quite terribly I feel. A lot of rooms for improvement still. Lol. =p After class, we used one of the empty rooms to practise our singing. We sang till 6 & then we took a cab down to orchard for dinner. So we had dinner at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao. It's only like less than 10 bucks per person after gst & service charges & everything. So quite okay. Been spending a lot. Don't know on what also. Outflows > Inflows. That's very bad. Haha. I'm trying to curb my spending now. Still a long wait to my pay.

What a weather these few days. Raining non-stop. Anyway, I'm at work now. Working on a sunday doesn't seem very appealing. Ha. Typing this entry using the company's laptop. The supervisor went for a haircut & so he handed me the laptop for me to use while tending the shop. Not much customers also. So I have quite a bit of time to myself now. ;p

Don't know what's wrong with my left eye too. It's a little sore & pain. Awww. Hope it gets better later.

再靠近一点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只作朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我

Was humping this song just now. The lyrics seem simple but yet so true. I think it applies to many people. Haha. Alright. That's all. Bye! With love. =)

;p

School was okay, just that the lecture was boring, the lecture notes were boring & the lecturer was also equally boring. *laugh*

Work was okay too, just that sales were bad, i was quite slacked, not much stuffs to do & the air-conditioning was damn bloody cold. *smirk*

Anyway, I came to know more stuffs about that person again. Unintentionally. But it's no longer about disappointment anymore because I don't carry any good feeling towards that person anymore. Frankly, I hate to feel that towards that person but things just have to turn out this way. No more turning back already because that person has slowly gone in my memories.

Lastly, I hope things work out well for me & my girls. You girls know what I mean. Hehe. I need to sleep. Sweet dreams!

you are my reason to smile. =)

Good beginning

Work was fine. Quite slack. Read my own magazine, read some wine books, smsing, used his laptop to online (he asked me to do so cos he saw that I was bored. =p). I don't really serve all customers who come in too. He taught me to see who are the potential buyers & who are the ones who are only there to browse & touch but won't buy. So sometimes I will just sit at my counter, continue to read my books or do my stuffs until the customer approaches me. Haha. What customer service attitude is that right? Ok la. I do serve. Really. *grin*

Going back to my lecture again in a few hours time. Enough of rest & it's time to get back to books & study. Sigh. =( Hopefully, I'll make it for my last semester & that's it. I wanna wave goodbye to SIM. Can't wait. Heh. =p In a few months time. Yey! Hopefully hopefully. Hee.

Oh ya. I purposely woke up early in the morning just now just to go to the gym, then came home to change & head to work. I had to drag myself to wake up & go exercise. Frankly, I'm quite an "exercise" person. The lack of exercising for too long will make me feel lethargic.

Working again after class later. 6 hours of work. So still quite okay. These few days of the new 2006 have been quite good. Hope everyday gets better & all the nice things will happen to me! *winks* =D

Work on a new year day.

First day of work on a new year day. Everything was fine. My supervisor was quite nice & friendly. He opened a bottle of white wine (he used his staff discount to pay for it) & we shared. I drank quite a bit. ;p My head was already feeling quite heavy when I got home. Took a nap immediately after dinner & then I was back to normal again after an hour of nap. =D

http://www.pontiwinecellars.com.sg/

Check this website out. This is the place where I'll be part-timing with for the time-being. Most customers who patronise are more to the high-end class of people. Will be rotating the days of working with Yingxiu. So it's like when she works, I don't have to work. When I work, she doesn't have to work. So probably, I'll be like working like 3 to 4 days in a week, depending on my schedule & school timetable.

Hopefully, I'll learn to appreciate wine more after the end of everything. Maybe. =)

Bye-Bye 2005! Welcome 2006! =)

Today is the last day of year 2005 & tomorrow will be a brand new start for year 2006. I am looking forwards to it because a new year to me is like a new beginning. Whatever things that I had done wrong, whatever stuffs that I had regrets with, whatever unfulfilled tasks & wishes that I had in the previous year, I can just throw them aside & start my life all over again. =p

I can say 2005 is not a bad year for me but neither it is a good year for me too. There were happy & wonderful moments that I would want to keep them in my heart for as long as I can. There were also crestfallen moments that I would want to forget & erase from my memories too.

I hope 2006 is a so much better year for you & I. I hope I can achieve something in all aspects of my life. Be it love, friends, family, studies, career, passion, well-being, etc.

日子每天都要过。最重要就是要过得充实， 过得开心。有时候我也觉得自己太在乎别人怎么想了。But again, it's my life! 我应该为自己而活而不是为别人而活。人生是短暂的。年轻也只那么一次。

新的一年, 我想我会试着更相信自己，更放胆得去做自己想要做的事情。勇敢一点。想做就去做，想爱就去爱。虽然不是每一件事都一定会有结果， 但起码我也成经努力过。

人生就是要这样嘛。千万不要又带着遗憾又过一年。 Best wishes everyone! 祝大家幸福！=)

Boxing Day

More photos!

I'm bored so I have decided to post more pictures up. Hah. =p



























Sophia has the best of the both world! All the pictures look so nice! I feel like using photoshop to edit the last picture. Damn it. Lol. Opps. Haha. *kiddingly smile*



Me looking so unglam & tired after everything.

=D

Merry Xmas! =)

Merry Xmas to all! May this season fills you guys with lots of joy & love! For those who haven't found the right one, don't give up! Make a wish & I believe next year will be a better & more beautiful year for everyone of us.

I have made mine. =p

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end." - Got this from an email. I think this is quite true. =)