Yay!

Been taking quite a few pictures together with mf lately. *grin* She came my house last week to return me my scanner & we had lots of fun with her camera! ;p We had nothing to do & we were like snapping away! Lalalala..... ^^


I love the blurriness of the picture.


& I love how act cute I am! Yay! Hahaha.....=p

I miss taking pictures with my other loved ones as well! Let's do it soon ya? *hehx*

I really need to get my ass of my PC now. Lots of reading to do for tmr's paper. *faint* Good luck to me!

Cheers! ;)

Big wu-ha

The carparks & roads around my house were congested for the last three hours. I heard cars' horning, saw drivers getting down of their vehicles to check out what's happening in front & people like me peeping out of the kitchen's windows to see what's the big wu-ha about.

So what actually happened? Who came? Superstars? If not why were there so many people rushing to reach the same destination despite seeing the heavy traffic? It was the WORKERS' PARTY! They were here to give a rally speech. & know what? My dad went. Lol. & he said it's shiok to hear the opposition speaking out what's on his & many other singaporeans' minds. Haha. He came back home with the workers' party flag still. Haha. I asked him who is he going to vote. He said this kind of thing is confidential. Oh well..... You never know. =p

I broke the promise

I promised to spend only after the exams but.......... I broke the promise. *guilty grin*

My MNG white shade...

My mini cardigans...

My tubes...

My new birkies are on the way too...

Retail therapy never fails to make me feel better. =p

I need it badly to perk me up during this period. I seriously have no more mood to study after the previous two papers. *arghhhhHhhH*

Enough of saying. Shall go shower & back to my notes!

Boring..........!!!!!!!!!! ;p

why do i always have ulcers? ouch......!!!!!

My reason to spend

Yey! The progress money is here! Earlier than expected. Gonna spend a bit of it after exams to pamper myself. My reason to spend. Hehe.

Seriously, I'm already having holidays mood now & my exams aren't finished yet! *slap* Just a week or more & I'm done. So much looking forward to the activities & things that I'm going to do after the exams. Retail therapy, manicure & pedicure, haircut, partying, meeting up friends, movies, exercise & lose weight, makeovers (personal or friends), singing, learn keyboard, ................... Hahaha. I want to go on a holiday trip too. But looking into my schedule now it seems not very possible. Maybe a short nearby trip is still possible. Hah. Don't know. Shall see how things go. =p

Okay. I'm going to the gym now. Need to shed some fats la. Haha.

Cya!

Self-obsession

I am lazy for words. But I still want to keep my blog kicking & alive. Pictures are more interesting isn't it? =p

I love BIG & OVERSIZE shades! They are my best friends on days when I'm lazy to put on make-up or when I feel ugly.







Self-obsession gets on me nowadays. Haha. But who doesn't? If you don't love yourself, how do others love you & how do you love people right?

Alright. Will be back soon. Mugging time! *pout*

Bye! =)

Photos of the day

Dance

Peter made us sing & dance during class yesterday. He also demostrated A LOT (i mean really A LOT! hah.) of dances to us and it was rather impressive. Dancing is fun and I think it's also a very good exercise to keep trim. Heh. Like what he had said, when you are really enjoying the music and engrossing yourself into the music, you will move your body and bum in the way that you think you would have never dance like that. Haha.

My mugging isn't very productive. I'm seriously getting a little worried. Hope everything goes well and all.

Have you ever dream of people whom you think you would never dream of? I had a weird dream last night. Dream of people whom I have not been thinking. I thought I'm supposed to dream of people who are always on my mind. Very weird. Haha. Nevermind.

I went jogging the other day & I saw a young man who is handicapped (he is very short. just like a kid. & he has a super serious hunch-back, with the hunch protuding out from his back very obviously.) jogging as well. He was jogging very slowly & I could see he was trying very hard to finish every round & he looked determined. Seeing this sight kind of making me feel depressed. He is like so poor thing. Young & somemore his look is quite okay but too bad god has made him a handicap. It's kind of saddening to see people like this but at the same time, it also makes me feel that I am a lucky one.

I'm recalling & I realise I almost lose at least one good friend at every stage of my life. It's rather disappointing & I didn't want them to happen. But not that I can control or stop them from happening. Haha. Oh well, as you go through more things in life, you will come to realise that those people that you know when you were younger were the dearest people you haven known.

Any remedy for eye-bags? Let me know too! =)

Mistake

Damn it. I think I have made a mistake. I just went to check out my driving licence. I passed my driving on 11th APRIL 2003 & not 14th APRIL 2003! OPPSS...... Why did I always think it's 14th lei? Haha. Silly me. Paiseh. =p But anyway, it's still not too late yet. Just a few days of difference. Thus, it's supposed to be happy 3rd year & 3 days anniversary! Hahahaha..... =p

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary!

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary!

To me & my..........

DRIVING LICENCE!

Shalalalalalala..... :P

A KIA PICANTO in red would be very nice and good enough. (maybe for the time being) Haha. =p







It's small but it's cute & chic!

Anyone? ;p

Last day of school

Yesterday was like the official last day of school. This semester the time passes damn fast manz. I thought I just start the semester only and now it is already ending. But actually almost every semester I also think the time passes very fast. Is it just me or what? Haha. =p

I thought I won't miss school at all but now I think back, I think probably I will. Maybe a little. Heh.

I make friends and lose friends along the way. I gain and I lose. But that's life. Isn't it?

Less than two weeks to exams. ArgggHHH! Wish me lots of luck! ;p

Back to books. ZzzZzzzzzzZZzzZZ.......

Show me some respects

I hate it when people take my things without asking, especially when it involves money issue.

Not that I want to kick a big fuss out of it. So what if you are higher up in the hierarchy ladder. I believe you should still know what is the meaning of showing respect to the others.

Show me some respects & I will show you mine.

I know you will never read this but I don't care. I just want to blog about it.

I really don't like the feeling of being angry & pissed off with you.

Soon, we will all cool down. I hope.

*pout*

I don't like mood swing. It just makes me feel lousy. *pout*

Still not in a very good mood but I'm getting better. ;)

Know what? I was browsing through my past photos & I seriously think that I have grown a bit fatter. My eating habits are almost the same like before but I have to admit I exercise so much lesser now. I remember there was at one point of time during my poly days when I was really super slim. (I exercised really quite a lot that time.) Though many people commented that I was too skinny, that was one of the very few times when I really felt light & slim. No offence to the bigger size people & friends, but I feel that even if you are really too thin, you will still tend to look good in most of the clothes & you don't really have to bother about how others think of your figure. Look at Stefanie Sun. I rather be too skinny in bikini than to be too fleshy in bikini. I'm not trying to say being super slim will make you nice & pretty. There are also people who are a bit more on the heavier side who are still very pretty as well. Just that the above are my points of view. =)

I'm feeling very flabby now. Metabolism rate seems to get slower & slower. It's so depressing manz. =( I know it's time to work out an exercise plan & work hard on it. Any good keeping fit & slim tips please share ya? :p

It's also time to start preparing for my exams. I only have like slightly more than 2 weeks for me to study everything. But there's just no motivation to study but I promise I'll try. I hope I'll be able to make it.

& Daddy's new car is finally here. Very stylo & cool & I just can't wait to drive it. *teeheehee*

Too tired to do my stuffs already. I will start afresh on a new day. (I always say that. haha.) Good Night.

OMG!

One more project, one more test & one final round of examination. All these events are going to happen VERY SOON & they are also going to be done & finished in just one month. OMG! Didn't I just start this semester only & now it's going to end soon??!!

Endure & persevere, I tell myself. Just one month more & that's it. I'm so looking forward to the post-exams' activities. Though I don't even know what are the exact activities that I'm going to have after exams. Haha. But it's still nice to know that I'm going to finish everything in a month time! Yeah! *big grin*

I do hope I have enough time for myself to enjoy & relax before embarking on something new. =p

Money really does & makes wonders. If I have the money now, I won't be still hesitating to proceed on with the thing that I wanna do. Hmmm.....

I want to earn lots & lots & lots of money! & I can't wait to do that! Wahahaha. ;p

Alright. I think I better go & do a bit of reading for my upcoming test. Been lazing around too long & too much. Lol.

Tata. *smile*

Korean Dramas

They are ADDICTIVE. *i mean seriously ADDICTIVE!*

They have super DRAGGY storylines but people just LOVE watching. *non-stop*

There are bound to be a lot of CRYING scenes EVERY EPISODE!

Sometimes the GUYS CRY MORE than the girls & their tears can just flow out non-stop like nobody's business! *you know something like running tap-water?! haha.*

The guy & the girl always have to go through a lot before they can really get together & even if they really get together, one party has to contract some incurable illnesses & DIED eventually.

They have a lot of touching & FAIRYTALE sentences in which you can't find them in local dramas.

I always wish if only I am the girl. *haha.*

Some of the love stories are too FAIRYTALE to be true. *but it's really nice to be able to fantasize once in a while when you are watching this kind of dramas. hehe.*

Lastly, Korean Dramas never failed to make me TEARED.

I felt.....

It was a lousy day. To me at least. I felt so disappointed with myself. Don't ask me why. I just do.

I think I should really put in more efforts & hardworks in the things I do. If not why should I even bother doing right?

I bother because I love. I bother because I care. I shall keep reminding myself.

On a lighter note, I had a mini retail therapy session just now to loosen up my mood a little. I got to agree retail therapy does help. Heh.

I bought dresses. The prices are really affordable & they look really pretty! (to me lar. =P) Sometimes I prefer wearing dresses cos I don't have to think of what to wear for the top & bottom. ^^

Follow your heart. - A friend keeps telling me this lately. Haha. Good Night.

童话里都是骗人的.

In the end.....

In the end..... I still went to the airport. The atmosphere was ultra awkward just like what I had expected. I think everyone was just being pretentious. Oh well.....

After that, me & my 2 poly friends took a sky train to terminal 2. We settled down at Burger King to drink & talk. Had a really nice time catching up with them! I think I was the one who did the most talking just now. Haha. Just had so much things to share with them & I'm really glad that they were there to listen. =)

Anyway, I just received a very sweet lingerie set with polka dots prints. Hehe. Whatever it is, I still thank-you for your thought.

Hmmm.....I think most people know that I have a job offer already. I didn't mean to keep quiet about it but it's just that I don't want to say things out when they aren't confirmed yet. I still haven't sign any contract so I'm still not bonded to anything yet. Hope you people understand. =p

Though this is something that I always want, I don't deny that I still have my doubts too, especially after witnessing all the changes in my friends who are in this line as well & hearing stories about this industry. But at the same time, I also feel that I shouldn't give up like that cos it's something that not anyone who wants it gets it.

Actually all along I have an answer in my heart already. I just need some reaffirming from people. Haha. I hope my decision will be a right one. ;)

I will forgive & forget. But when a trust is lost, it's lost forever. Things can never go back to the same like the past anymore. I don't blame. Cos I know people & things are always changing. There's no right or wrong. That's part of growing up. That's life.

Remember.....Never make your loved ones lose trust in you. It hurts them & ultimately it hurts you.

Test wasn't as cool.

Test wasn't as cool as I thought. Vocal lesson was good with an eye-candy teacher. *giggle* He was there too. He only came like 15 minutes before my class ended. He is still as charming & captivating as ever! Hehe. We only managed to exchange a "hi" but that was good enough. =p Then it was dinner & shopping. I'm glad I didn't buy anything. I'm trying to curb my spending (in which i know it's pretty hard) & I already saw some lovely things that I really want to have them! Haha. One common factor that I like about them is that..........They all have polka dots prints! *beams* I love polka dots & I think they are really chic & retroly-pretty! ;p

Alright. I want to go & watch my tv soon. Star idol repeat. I don't really follow this idol series but one of my favourite mediacorp male artistes, li nanxing would be appearing. So I wanna watch. Haha. He is still as charming as ever even though he is probably old enough to be my daddy. =p

Fine

Just got a sms from the friend & the friend said something crops up at home & can't meet me later. Will meet me next time. Oh well, don't think I have anymore time for the friend also. I don't know. Next week there will be a project deadline & a test going on. See how things go.

Fine. Maybe I can go for my shopping later. =]

B.O.R.E.D

I'm so bored! Going school later for a test (i hope i pass. =p), then going down to MC for my vocal makeup class & after that probably meeting a friend who has just came back from overseas for dinner & catching up session in town.

Received some belated prezzies lately & they are really lovely! Thank-you! ;)

Met up with 2 of my good friends in school yesterday for dinner. (actually only 1 person ate a actual proper meal. the other 2 of us we ate fruits. ha. i was going home dinner. ;p) Everyone is very busy with own projects, assignments, tests & boyfriends. Lol. Glad that they are still hanging on & doing well. Heh.

Alright. I think I better go read up my notes again. Nervous!

I'll be back for updates tonight. Hopefully I'm not lazy to blog. Hee.

CiAo! =)

The Husband Store

A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE!

There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch . . .. you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store, trying to find a husband

On the first floor the sign on the door reads:
Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.

The second floor sign reads:
Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.

The third floor sign reads:
Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.

She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads:
Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop-dead good looking and help with the housework. "Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can hardly stand it!"

Still, she goes to the fifth floor and sign reads:
Floor 5 - These men?have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop-dead gorgeous, help with the housework, and have a strong romantic streak.

She is so tempted to stay, but she goes to the sixth floor and the sign reads:
Floor 6 - You are visitor 5,763,012 to this floor. There are no men on
this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please. Thank you for shopping at the Husband Store. Watch your step as you exit the building, and have a nice day!

oh well, girls.....=p

shouldn't guys be more gracious? boooooo..... you know who you are.

i'm such a dental regular. went to the dentist yesterday (again? the last time i went was in nov/dec 05. it's a place that i always dread going.) cos my filling came off. you see.....i have been visiting dentist wong pretty much often till he also remembers me lor. he asked me what's wrong with my teeth again this time when i visited him on monday. haha.

my dearest youngest brother is turning 18 today! (23rd march) being such a (uh-hem) NICE sister, I'm going to get him some yummylicious cake later when i wake up. hah. ;)

Night peeps. =)

Random Thoughts

When a dream finally comes true, you realise that you are actually aren't as excited as what you thought you will initially.

Things just happen when you least expect them. =)

Exams are like in a month time. It's so scary. Frankly speaking, I feel so lost this semester. I don't even know what's going on manz. *booooohooooo*

Just let me pass all the papers & get me out of the school. ;p

We used to be so closed but now the thought of meeting up again put me into thinking. What if the atmosphere is awakard? What if there is like nothing to talk about? I need to adapt to your change & you need to adapt to mine.

Let's hope it works out. Somehow.

Cos I don't wanna lose anyone.

It's just a matter of time & I'm already getting over it.

Time will heal everything. :]

Too many random thoughts & I really don't know how to blog all of them down. All these shall be it. Maybe some of them don't make much sense but whatever la. Haha. I know what they mean myself. Heh.

Good night! =)

Just a little bit more & a step closer, I think I'll be mesmerised. =>

About me

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Yolene Peh
Birthday:	29th February 1984 (I know I'm special. =p)
Birthplace:	Singapore ( KK Women's & Children's Hospital)
Current Location:	Singapore (North-East side of the beautiful island)
Eye Color:	Super dark brown
Hair Color:	Hmmm...For now I think it's copper brown? I dye my hair & the colour always changes. ;)
Height:	1.67m - 1.68m (It fluctuates.)
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Chinese. But some people think I'm a japanese. *beam*
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Havaianas Sandals. (It's just so comfortable.)
Your Weakness:	Fickle-minded?
Your Fears:	Fear that I'll grow fat, grow ugly, grow old, no money, no glamourous life, no happiness. Hahahaha...
Your Perfect Pizza:	Hawaiian Pizza with lots & lots of cheese! (I'm a cheese-lover. :p)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Get my "dream" job.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	Haha? Icic? Oh? Ok? Heh? Lol? (Too many overused phrases. Haha.)
Thoughts First Waking Up:	I don't know. Nothing? I just want to laze in my bed for extra 5 more minutes! Hehe.
Your Best Physical Feature:	My tall, straight & sharp nose. =]
Your Bedtime:	1am - 3am. (I'm a night owl you know.*wink*)
Your Most Missed Memory:	Quite a few lei. I miss those memories shared with HIM, HER, YOU, THEM, US.....
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke Light with Lemon
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds. I love the fries. Hehe.
Single or Group Dates:	Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Ermmm...Lipton Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate. But I love Vanilla too! ;p
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Can I take both? I love Starbucks coffee! *claps*
Do you Smoke:	Nah. Don't like the smell of it.
Do you Swear:	Sometimes... Lol...
Do you Sing:	Of course! It's my passion. Heh.
Do you Shower Daily:	Definitely. I can't go to bed without showering.
Have you Been in Love:	In & out. Sometimes it's sweet & sometimes it hurts.
Do you want to go to College:	I'm already in the university now.
Do you want to get Married:	Yes. With my prince charming. *beam*
Do you belive in yourself:	Hmmm...I guess I do. Though sometimes there are doubts too.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Eh...I don't think so.
Do you think you are Attractive:	I think I am. Haha. Well, Everyone is attractive in his/her own way.
Are you a Health Freak:	Sometimes.
Do you get along with your Parents:	Yes. I'm glad I do. =)
Do you like Thunderstorms:	No. Especially when there's no one with me & I'm all alone.
Do you play an Instrument:	I played flute during secondary school's days. I wanna pick up pop keyboard soon.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Is red/white wine considered as alcohol? Think so?
In the past month have you Smoked:	No. I don't smoke remember?
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No. I'm a good girl. =p
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	I did! I love sushi & all sorts of japanese food! *smile*
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Eh...No.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Dumped by who? Hah.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Even if I have the figure, I also won't dare to do that.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Huh? Why do I need to steal?
Ever been Drunk:	Once or twice but not those super duper drunkie. I don't always drink a lot.
Ever been called a Tease:	What do you think?
Ever been Beaten up:	I'm so nice. Who bears to beat me up? Lolx.
Ever Shoplifted:	Hey hello, I don't steal.
How do you want to Die:	Peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	I have already grown up. Ha. I want to be someone successful & glamourous.
What country would you most like to Visit:	Europe - Paris
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Dark brown or Brownish black
Favourite Hair Color:	Copper Ash, Copper red, Ash blond
Short or Long Hair:	You are asking me or asking my preference for my boy? I like myself to have long hair & my boy to have short hair. Short hair guys look neater & more boyish. Hehe.
Height:	I am not short so he definitely has to be taller than me.
Weight:	I am in the acceptable weight range. His size has to look compatible with me.
Best Clothing Style:	I have my own style. So I look cool & good with my dressings most of the times. Wahahaha. *bleah*
Number of Drugs I have taken:	I never even touch them.
Number of CDs I own:	I'm not very sure but I know I don't have many.
Number of Piercings:	Used to have 8 but now left 7.
Number of Tattoos:	Nil. I don't mind a pretty tattoo though. *gee*
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	I can't remember but what's over is over. I'll move on & I know much more better things will come my way. :)
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My "Sent" messages

Can someone tell me how many "Sent" messages we can store in our hp under the "Sent" box? Or is there some expiry date to the "Sent" messages that we stored?

I kept some specific smses that I sent out & I just realised a moment ago that these few smses that I intended to keep for long were all gone. Did I accidentally delete them away? Or was it because I didn't clear some of the other smses in my "Sent" box & as a result the number of smses that were stored keep increasing until it was full & it just had to clear away some of the smses that were sent out in the earlier dates?

ArrGGhh.....

I want them back. But how? It's not easy to start all over again.

Probably it's a sign to let go completely. In which it maybe a good thing?

I wish.

Dinner gathering

Had a dinner gathering with my primary school's friends yesterday & it so happened that it was seng giap's 22nd birthday too so it was also kind of like a simple celebration for him. =) 13 of us turned up & we really had lots of fun together. We had our dinner at the glass house's fish & co (seafood platter for 2 is really yummylicious! *drools* heh.) & after that we settled outside of cafe cartel & had really nice cheesecakes. We just couldn't resist cos all the cakes are going at 50% discount after 9pm so we simply had to have them despite the sinfulness of indulging the sweet bites at such late hour. Lalalala. =p

We played number-guessing game & the one who got the number correct have to do forfeit. (truth or dare.) I think I was really lucky manz. Lol. If not I would have to answer all the funny & super personal questions that they asked or I would have to like do all the crazy "dares" that they proposed. Oh phew. Haha.



Benjamin was made to kiss Nicholas for his forfeit. Poor Nicholas. Ha.










My lovely prezzie. Thank-you! That was so sweet! =)

If you care, you can read. =)

I went shopping with my classmates yesterday after lecture. (shopping AGAIN?? *slap myself*) By the time I reached home I was really exhausted & hungry. I don't know why I get so tired easily nowadays which I think it's a pretty bad sign. I keep yawning & wanting to doze off in class. Been waking up damn early these few days for projects & some other personal stuffs. Dark circles are showing already lor. I need my beauty sleep badly. =(

Seriously... I feel that I need a diet. (i know some of my girlfriends are going to kill me for saying that. ha. =p) But diet doesn't mean eating very little or being stick-thin. I just feel that there is a need to get my body into a better shape & feel better about myself. I USED to be very hardworking in working towards this common goal shared among many girls. (look at the word
"USED". haha.)

Oh ya. Forgot to blog about something last week. I drove out last friday's night with evie & while u-turning to her house, I accidentally hit the curb! Didn't tell my dad about it & also luckily he didnt smell anything wrong with his car. SssHhh. Hehe. Now even my youngest brother is studying for his basic driving theory. Soon there will have 1 more person in the family fighting for the usage of the car(s). I can't wait for the day that I can be an officially proud car owner too. *beams*

By the way, I only worked 3 hrs! So dumb right? He said he had a dinner date & he needed me to help him to tend the shop. Grrrr. Slap him then he knows. But being the ever so nice me *grin*, I had no choice but to agree to go & help. Can't stand him sometimes. Always checking out pretty girls (his definition of pretty girls not mine) through friendster, msning & friendstering with new girls during work-time, thinks he is very handsome & talks until like he is a big player in the love field, etc. Aiyoh! So idiotic lor! But I have to admit that he is still quite nice to me at times. It's just me who keeps finding faults in him. Haha. But I know yingxiu shares the same sentiment with me. Heh.

I come to realise that there are other people who read my blog too besides the ones whom I know they read. I know YOU read my blog. Haha. Blog isn't really a privacy place afterall. Sometimes we just have to be very cautious about what we write cos we won't know who are the ones reading them. Nevertheless, I'm okay with people reading my blog as long as there is no flaming. My blog is just a place for me to share my daily happenings in life with my friends & those who wanna know more about me, & it also serves as an outlet for me to rave & rant. So, if you care, you can read. =)

Interesting Personality Test.....

Get to know yourself better

About me. =)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Lazy Sunday

Do I have a very common face or something? These few days people have been messaging me saying they saw someone who looks like me & asked if it was really me. Hmmm, oh well, maybe I do have a long-lost sister. I don't know. Will check it out with my mum soon. Lol. Haha.

I finally had my retail therapy yesterday! Pretty shiok & satisfied but retail therapy can never be enough for me. *grin* So you see my pocket has a super duper big hole now. Hopefully I can graduate in time which is two months away & start earning decent amount of salary to support my expenses. Actually hooking a rich boyfriend would be a pretty great idea too. Hahahaha.

So sian at work. I don't care. I'm going to work half-day. I want to go home & do my project, study a bit, go for an evening jog,(i need it badly. only inputs & no outputs are really bad. age is catching up. metabolism rate is decreasing. lol.) & practise my singing. =p

For the next few weeks probably there willbe a lot of days that I won't be able to go for work already. Lots of projects' meetings & stuffs going on. No work means no money. =

I realise I'm taking things easier now. I don't want to dwell or ponder too much on things especially on those that will never happen or on those that will disappoint or upset me. Life still goes on. My dear friends, think like me too. ;)

I feel like watching this korean movie, "My Girl & I". Anyone? Hehe. I'm still waiting for people to date me to go & watch only. Haha.

Okay. Ciao!

Retail therapy please?

I have many clothes but I always feel that I have nothing to wear. *sigh* Oh well, girls.....

I think..........

I just need my retail therapy badly.

I want my shopping. =p

Thank-you!

I really L-O-V-E this belated present & card from you! I truly appreciate your thought & I'm really very touched & happy! Thank-you! You know who you are. =)







Best friends till the end. ;)

Project day

Had a pretty long day. Reached school in the morning to discuss project with 10 people. Lunch at the school canteen. After that we decided to head down to town to sing. One of the girls drove so all the girls got to sit her car but none of the guys drove today so they had to share a cab down to orchard to meet us.

I realise when you go ktving with different groups of people you will tend to sing different songs & you will also tend to hear different songs too. Then you will discover there are these other nice songs & especially if you like them, next time when you go ktv again you may select these songs to sing. My uni-mates love oldies. Haha. & I think going ktv with guys sometimes can be more fun too. Cos we can do duets together & the duets definitely sound nicer if a girl sings with a guy.

We sang from 2 plus to 7 plus in the evening. Then it was dinner at marche. Ate & chatted till almost 9 plus almost 10 before leaving. By that time I was already super tired & lazy. So shared a cab with a friend to come back home.

I have been taking cabs quite often recently & I have been sleeping really very little for the past few days too. Damn terrible. I better get what I want if not.....aiyo.....I also don't know la. Heh.

Tmr gonna be a long day in school manz. I always say I can't wait to finish my studies as soon as possible but sometimes when the day draws nearer & nearer, I will start to get a little anxious & worried & will start to get myself thinking what will my next step going to be once I graduate. You know that kind of feeling? Time flies.

Alright. That's all for the night. Ciao.

Missing you.....

Happy Birthday to myself!

Happy Birthday to myself! Yey! *cheerio*

Though my birth-date doesn't even exist this year. (that's what makes me so special from the rest. haha. *wink*) But well, I'm still considered one year older already. *sigh*

Flashing back my memories & it just keeps me thinking about things that I had been through for the past 21 or 22 years. There were ups & downs, happiness & unhappiness. But one thing for sure, I have never really regretted owning these reminiscences. Although not every piece of memory that I have is really fantastic or wonderful, they have indeed helped me to learn about my life in one way or another & I believe a year older means a year wiser! =p

Thank-you for all the warming birthday wishes. I know life is going to be much more beautiful for me & I will definitely be a happy girl. (i want to think positively. hehe.)

Wish me lucks.

Hugs & kisses. To all. From me. =)

dinner & chilling out at BREKO

We sang fast songs & duet yesterday. It was so much more fun & lively. The feel & groove can be such a turn on that it makes you feel higher & it simply makes you wanna move & dance along as you sing. Okay. I tell myself I'm going to sing more fast songs next time. =p

Went holland village breko for dinner with the babes after vocal class.

Just some random pictures.


Our yummylicious dinner. We were really hungry manz. (we ordered drinks but didn't take pictures of them though. heh.)


Oreo cheesecake with ice cream. Sinfully delicious.


Marlyn & I.


I am a poser.


So does she. =)


That's how a new happily-in-love girl will look like. *winkz*


The three of us.


One more take.


We looked happy in this picture.


Blur can be a beauty sometimes.


Lynn & Marlyn.


They say one, two & five.


What was so funny, April?


What an expression they had. Haha.


The four of us. If only Evie was here too. =p (i deleted away the bottom part cos it wasn't very glam. ha.)


Lovely chocolates from Lynn. Thank-you!

We had very girly-talks throughout the night & it did make me think about stuffs too. Sometimes we just need some opinions & suggestions from friends because they are out of the pictures or scenarios that you are in & they can give you better ideas of what to do. We don't get to meet up very often as everyone of us has our own life to lead & live on. But it just feels really nice to be able to catch up with one another once in a while. Cheers to our sisterly-friendship!

Life is beautiful only.....

when you are my life.

What a heartwarming phrase. I just pick it up from some website a moment ago & I thought it would be really nice to share. Haha.

Booooo................

There are so many upcoming tests, assignments & projects committments for me to fulfill. *grumble* But I have no mood to do them at all. I hate that feeling. *arghhh*

I tell myself everything is going to be okay, everything is going to be alright. But it is always easier to be said than to be done. I am still trying to convince myself to believe that.

I just can't seem to get myself away from it yet.

Sleep is one of the best ways to run away from reality & I am going to do so now.

May tomorrow be a better day. (long day in school though. bored!!!)

Nighty! =)

*sigh*

I didn't know I can be so into it.

&

I didn't know I can be so affected by it.

*sigh*

Teach me how?

I can't believe I'm turning 22 soon!

When I was 19,



When I was 20,



When I was (still am. *wink*) 21, I made a wish.



Then I blow & hoped that my fairy godmother will make my wish come true.



I smiled.



And now I am filled with 21 years of memories.

I can't believe that I am turning 22 in a few days time! (though there isn't 29th this month) I thought I just celebrated my 21st & went to tons of other friends' 21st parties.

Nevertheless, I know time will not rewind to the past anymore.

So.....

May my birthday this year marks the beginning of a beautiful life for me! =)

对不起我爱你

Was browsing through my music files in my computer & I found this song. Been quite sometimes since I last listened to it. This is quite a few years back ago of song. But I think it is very nice. One of my favourite songs. Look at the meaningful lyrics. =p

没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

Does this song spell out any thought or memories of you guys?

It kind of..... Hee.

Night. =)

Describe Me!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=princess+belle

Thank-you! =)

Fallen

Singing lesson wasn't very fun today I feel. Don't really like the song that was chosen for us to sing & the lesson also wasn't conducted by my preferred teacher.

Other than that, everything was okay. Frankly speaking, I was looking forward to coming school today not because of the singing lesson that I was going to have. There was this something else. Heh.

But still, I know things aren't going to be easy. So probably I'll just let it be & let the future decides.

I have fallen & I can't get up anymore.

My stomach is not feeling very well now. I think I shall just go & sleep.

Good Night!

Tomorrow is just another day. *Oh boring* Ciao. =p

First, Finally

At first,
I was filled with hopes.

Then,
I felt like a dumb ass.

And then,
It was unhappiness & disappointment.

I admit I was pissed at some people for some reasons.

Next,
My smile was back again. =)

Finally,
I don't feel that unhappy anymore.

The motive behind may be just as simple as what it seems to be & no other hidden message but it's more than enough already. I'm contented. For now. =p

Mixed Feelings

Having some complicated & mixed feelings over a few stuffs.

I think.....I may have lost.

Ok. Or maybe not yet.

I really don't know.

Don't wanna think but can't help it sometimes.

Then.....

A pack of lies is what I have again & again after a few years of close friendship.

It makes me realised even deeper that things are always changing & nothing is guaranteed to be forever & we can't always take things for granted. I may have a few close & good friends now but who knows maybe 5 or 10 years down the road we won't even bother about one another.

We never know what will be happening every tomorrow or what every tomorrow will become into. I am trying to live everyday like a new beginning, treasuring the people & things around me. Frankly, it's definitely easier to be said than to be done because we are all human-beings. Sometimes we only regret or learn our lessons after things happened.

Anyway, I think we shall all try. Treat everyday as a new lease of life, grab good opportunities that come along & fight for our own happiness. Like what some others have said: " Happiness is a choice." So the choice is ours.

Good night!

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day!
May those attached stay as lovey dovey together!
May those singles find their soulmates soon!

Updates for 10/02/06

I came back last night or rather this morning at 2.30am. Showered & slept at 3am. Had lecture in the morning till 1pm then I went lunch & headed home after that. Then met my primary school friends for dinner & ktv at cuppage partyworld. After singing we went swensens for supper. Imagine everyone eating ice-cream at this hour of the night.

This round of gathering only 9 of us went. Hopefully next time more can join. =p

It was a rather good day. We had quite a bit of fun together. But towards the end I wasn't very happy about someone. She is always very blunted at her words & she never thinks before she talks. Always thinking she is good at everything, right at everything. I think there is really something about her attitudes sometimes. Where are her basic manners? *slap*

Some people also very 故意. (ok la. i also not sure 故意 or not.) They know you fancy something but yet they want to do things that don't make you feel good.

Some pictures from yesterday.


Qunjie & I.


This fellow can sing really well man. Everyone is recommending him to join project superstars 2006. Lol.




In the blessings of 2 pretty girls. There is no reason why he shouldn't be happy. Haha.



We didn't get a chance to take a group photo because before we could do that my camera's battery went flat. I think there is like something wrong with the battery. I charged it fully before bringing it out & it could actually run low within an hour. Probably I should get a new battery. Or probably even better, a new camera. Heh.

Oh. I caught the below mtv at the ktv yesterday. My god. How to take my eyes off him? He is so damn handsome manz! I am falling for him! Haha. *beams*

By the way, do remember to click "pause" & let the video loads completely first before clicking "play" to watch it. Enjoy! :)



Yea! I am going music clinic later! Heh.

Ciao.

感触

我怎么了？ 三更半夜不睡觉， 还在这里干嘛呀？ 不知道。 只是突然有些心情， 有些感触， 很想把它写下来。

有时候事情想太多了会让人觉得很累， 可是却偏偏还是要想。 很奇怪不是吗？

我不是个勇敢的人。 或许我还不是， 又或许以后也不会是。 我想在对的时候， 我就会试着放手。

我到底在说些什么啊？ 有时候我自己也不知道。

我要睡了。 梦有时真的会比较美。

晚安。=)

Craving solved.

Have been craving for oysters mee sua & xxl crispy chicken since yesterday. I finally had them for lunch just now & I finished all by myself! Hee. *satisfied*

Bought the food from taiwan shilin street snacks. Actually there's a similar store at plaza singapura basement two selling these kind of taiwan localities as well. Tried the xxl crispy chicken from there before. It tastes sweeter though but it's really not bad too.

I still can't solve my template's problem. Grrrr. Maybe I shall wait till I change a new skin again. *roll eyes*

No school & work today. But projects & tests are really piling up & I really don't know where to start from.

Am on some medication. Making me feeling more sleepy & all. Hope I can finish the medicine soon. Six more days to go manz. Counting down. Heh. =p

Maybe going singing with my primary school people tmr. Finally saturday is approaching! *grin*

I feel like shopping now lei. My shopping urge is back again. ;p

What's wrong?

Don't know what's wrong with the tags & codings of my new template. When it's being viewed in mozilla, it's okay. But when it's being viewed in internet explorer, the paragrahing of the entries are all gone. Weird manz. Without paragraphs, each entry is like a whole chuck of words. Probably it's the setting or something i guess. Was trying to solve the problem but now I think I give up already.

Got a box of nice but sinful chocolates from a friend yesterday. Then another someone asked if I already have a date on valentine's day, if not he would like to date me. Lol. Some guys are really funny manz, I feel. So long never contact already & they suddenly contact you & try to be very nice & friendly to you. Desperate for girlfriends? Likely. I don't know. Can't be bothered too. =p

Haiyo, always the wrong person. ;p

Why blog?

Sometimes I do wonder if people still read my blog. Do my bloggers friends ever ponder for theirs too?

Blog is like a personal online diary for us to rave & rant about our life & happenings but yet we want to share & let others to read it. Imagine if you have a real hand-written diary book, will you still let others to read it? I doubt I will. It's kind of contradicting, isn't it? Hmmm.

Sometimes I also do wonder why do I bother to blog that often when my life is not as happening as xiaxue & dawn yeo. They have so many different interesting stories to tell & share whereas mine are mostly plain & dull.

Raining cats & dogs now, such a nice weather to tuck myself in my cosy bed & I really don't feel like going to school tmr. I really hope I can clear all the modules by the end of this semester & then I'll be able to wave goodbye to the school forever. Gee.

Daddy getting a new car. Not for me but for himself. I doubt he will ever buy me one. He always asks me to work & buy it myself next time. Ahhh..... Okay la. If I get a good-paying job.

I can't believe that I'm turning 22 soon. I thought I just threw my 21st party only. Time really flies man. But I'm going to tell people that I'm 18 every year! Hahaha. Okay la. Maybe to be more realistic, 21 every year! Hehehe. Anyway, my birthday only comes once every 4 years so I have a reason to say I'm only 1 year older every 4 years. =p

you are my benchmark. =p

Gone....soon.

My long cny's holidays is going be gone soon. This coming monday I have to go back school for lessons as usual. *pout*

My cny was errr......normal.....nothing special. It's like almost the same every year. *blah* Just that it was getting a little more stressed. Most of my cousins around my age range came in pairs this year. Like all of a sudden everyone has a partner. Actually everyone presumed I have one but just that I never bring him along. Then some "once a year see one time" relatives asked me not to make my dad lose face next year's cny. What the ****? Sometimes I just can't stand this kind of relatives. My brother should has brought his along. Maybe I should bring one next year who can make them go "woah.....impressive! thumbs up!". Hahahaha. Shall see. =p

Went ktv on "chu wu" but I didn't sing till my fill yet. So I really can't wait to go ktv again & go back to music clinic next saturday. My passion for singing seems stronger & stronger. So even when I know the school fees for attending vocal classes are not cheap, I still can't bring myself to give up. I feel kind of attached to music clinic already & I already feel so sian that these 2 saturdays there were no classes. (yeun & ivan, it's not just me right?)

I finally watched "i not stupid too" yesterday. Personally I find it very nice & touching. It made me laugh & cry a lot. & it did make me reflect my thoughts too. Probably will buy the vcd when it releases. Hehe.



I think this picture looks really comical. What a pose. *giggle*


Shall end my entry here with my silly picture. I know I look very silly. =p

But who cares? Lol.

Good Night!

等你爱我

《等你爱我》 by R&B

你看着我 问我有没有 把你当作 最好的朋友
我点点头 却不知如何开口 说我并不只想 做你的朋友
等你爱我 心变得好温柔 每个眼神 都像把我给看透
等你爱我 不再怕寂寞 只要想起你曾经拥抱我 就有莫名的快乐

有一些话 不用再多说 想你应该 都能够感受
握你的手 像握住整个宇宙 只要你给我的 永远不嫌多
等你爱我 心变得好温柔 每个眼神 都像把我给看透
等你爱我 不再怕寂寞 只要想起你曾经拥抱我 就有莫名的快乐

不经意的拿起你的衣服 时间它会走
替你口上纽扣 像美丽的传说
只是短短一个幸福味道 停留在胸口
谁都不能够从我手中偷走

等你爱我 不管还要多久 只要你开口 我都愿为你守候
等你爱我 是一种享受 只要看见你眼睛里有我 我就觉得很快乐

CNY gathering

Yesterday april, her bf & yeun came my house. They didn't stay long cos I got to go out shortly after they arrived at my place. Nevertheless, the short session was still quite fun. Munching on cny's goodies, catching up with one another & taking some pictures together.

After that, april's bf drove me to my friend's house. Actually it was my primary school classmates cny's gathering at qunjie's place. Quite a lot of people went. We stayed at his house for awhile, played cards, ate sushi made by his mum & then we headed to a nearby coffee shop for dinner at 9pm. Actually we intended to "lao yu sheng" after dinner but we were too full to eat anymore so in the end we gave up the idea. =p

Then we proceeded to qunjie's house void-deck to talk. He went up to his house to bring drinks down & we just hanged around to talk. I think we stayed till 1plus am before we all left for home. There were so much things to talk & catch up with. My primary school's class there were really a lot more guys than girls & yesterday our common topic still revolved around boy-girl relationship. I feel that when opposite sex discuss about this kind of topic, you will tend to understand more about how opposite sex really think & you get different answers & opinions from them. It's kind of different as compared when you discuss the same topic with the same sex people.

Anyway, it's really a wonderful feeling to be still in touch with so many primary school pals & I hope it'll still continue. =)

& I went to work today & I couldn't stop yawning my way through my work. Almost dozed off man. Haha.

Itinerary for tmr probably will be gym in the morning (hopefully), lunch at home, ktv & dinner with friends. I miss singing so much! I can't wait to go back to vocal class next week!!