Happy mode

Oh yea. Did I mention that I watched The Omen on monday? Anyway, it wasn't as nice what I thought. Only some scary parts that made people scream. Still watchable though. *grin*

At the steamboat last friday.....





With Greg.....







Happy family.....





*happy mode*

Wine & Liquor Lesson

We had wine & liquor lesson today & it was really fun! We mixed cocktails, prepared alcoholic beverages & we had happy hours! Luckily none of us got drunk. Haha. A much interesting day. =)

I have so many pictures that I wanted to share but I was told to be discreet about the pictures that I'm posting online. SO.... Selective la huh? ;p



More pictures soon! =p

Going to cut my fringe soon. I can't stand it man. So UGLY!!! *pout*

Meet up soon girls, boys & everyone! :)

I miss the old me.

Suddenly.....

I miss the old me.....

& I really do.

I am what I am

I am so glad that I have a 9.5 hours of sleep from 3am this morning till 12.30pm this noon. It sort of curbed my deprivation of sleep over the week a little though I still crave for more. Heh.

Had a steamboat yesterday at "Xian De Lai" steamboat restaurant with my batchmates & my trainer. Then after that some of us went to this small ktv at Chinatown to k. It's very cheap. It's only $10-$12 per per person & there's a free-flow of drinks. So yea. Not too bad still. Heh.

Shall upload some nicey pictures when I got them. =)

Oh... & we had this small psychological test during training yesterday in which I find it's very true. Even some of the friends see this side of me. This is what we called the "blind spots" whereby others can see about you but you yourself can't see it for yourself.

You know it feels quite exposed when people actually see through you & you just have nothing to hide anymore. I am not as open-up as what I appear to be. I tend to keep things to myself unless I feel there's really a need to say. I am often a listener but I seldom share my things with people & sometimes even my good friends. I am not as wild as what I appear to be. I am independent, I can do things on myself & I can say my thinking is mature enough. Probably I think I really need to learn to free up myself more. Enjoy my youth, be more fun-loving & have fun while I still can & still afford to have.

Maybe in some ways I have to learn to change & slowly adapt but I feel that there are some ways too that I want to keep them the way as they are. If not, that's so isn't me.

Thank god that there is something called the "blog" on the world wide web whereby I can rant & rave about my feelings & thoughts whenever I feel it hard to put into verbal words across to people.

I love what I am doing now though I am not sure if I am going to continue to love it when the actual thing starts. I hope I will. This is a job that I always need to wear different masks to blend & adapt to the environment when dealing with different colleagues & passengers.

I am what I am.

Going for vocal soon. Will be back tonight. ;)

Clarify

I thought I ought to clarify something. The disappointment that I was referring to in my previous entry wasn't about getting attached or not thingy. Though there are people who want to date me now. Wahahaha. I am just sOooOoo disappointed with my exam's result & myself. *big big sigh*

My batchies! =p











4 hours of sleep. ZzzzZzzz. Good Night~

it's such a disappointment.

I'm so disappointed with my performance. I really wonder what went wrong. Maybe I didn't work hard enough. *sigh* No more sweet dreams tonight. *pout*

I realise almost 90% of my batchmates are attached. Goodness. Even the nicest gentleman is taken too. I think I better work harder. *laugh*

it's such a disappointment.

sad.

PC show

I went to the PC show yesterday. The crowd was really overwhelming. I could hardly even make space for myself & walk comfortably. Anyway, I did see nice cameras & I also happened to bump into a friend who was working at the SONY's booth & he was really helpful to help me to get good deals. But I just bought a 3rd party battery for my old CANON camera at the show for $24.90. SO in the end, I didn't get the camera. But I think I'll still get it soon or some other days, before I start flying. I realise the new battery doesn't seem to work on my camera. Damn it. Probably going back to the main outlet to ask for refund or exchange or something. They better do something to refund or exchange me. Felt so cheated suddenly. The staffs also weren't very friendly afterall. Booooo.... Troublesome manz. =
I realised a lot of my friends went double o during the weekend. I missed out the fun. Haha.

Alright. I think I better get myself started. So much to study. Grrrr....

Meanwhile, I need some tv.. Heh. Cya!

So far, .....

Friday's training was pretty interesting. In the morning, we attended a graduation ceremony of batch 862 & I spotted my poly friend in that batch. Haha. She was looking real good manz & surprisingly her class has got many guys & most of them are considered not bad looking. =p

The performance was good but hopefully my batch can do even better when it's our turn. Haha.

We had evaluation & skincare grooming in the afternoon. We had so much fun in the grooming's room. While the grooming's trainer was doing a one to one evaluation for everyone, the girls actually dolled up the guys with makeup & the guys were really very spontaneous enough to let us girls to play with their faces. Haha. The scene was quite chaotic but yet hilarious. *laughs*

Then I went town with a few of the girls for dinner & shopping after the class. It's great singapore sales & I thought I really need to get myself something. Hah. I bought a nice black & white stripes top. (this kind of print is pretty much in fashion now i guess.) Hopefully it doesn't make me look fat even though it's horizontal-stripes-printed. ;p

Wearing heels to shopping is no kidding matter. I think my legs almost broke on friday. Lol. Gotta get myself some good foot scrub to pamper my feet. Birkies are my best friends during the weekend now. I'll try to avoid heels as it's the only time that I can allow my feet to rest. ;)

Check out the photos. =]


New artistes from my music school. Familiar faces? *beams*

The Music Clinic Proudly Present:

Glitz, Glamour & Popcorn!

We will be celebrating our 3rd Birthday with a BANG! There will be singing and dance performance by our students and instructors, the "An Adaptation: In Our Own Words" Competition, showing our students' creativity and talents, SPECIAL GUESTS performing for us (hush hush..), as well as the launch of a NEW CD SINGLE: Our Sky, sung by 6 artistes from The Music Clinic.

Everybody will walk away with the CD Single: Our Sky for FREEEEEE!!! There will also be a tea reception that everyone can enjoy!

Date: 18 June 2006 (Sunday)
Time: 3pm - 6pm
Venue: DBS Auditorium (opp Singapore Conference Hall)
Ticket price: $15 (inclusive of tea buffet reception)

Get your tickets at:
* The Music Clinic @ 76 Neil Road
* Call us @ 6325 0338
* Email to enquiries@themusicclinic.com.sg



Photos can be deceiving but I love how this photo makes me look slimmer. Wahahaha. *vainity*










We wrote encouraging words on the board to cheer up our nicest trainer. He has been through a lot of downs lately. See how caring we are. Haha. *bleah*

Routine

Life has been quite routine. Training & home, & training & home. I simply have no energy to go elsewhere after class. I have just spent a big bomb on cosmetics & hair styling products though the crew's discount given is fairly attractive. Probably going to order triumph garments through my company as well. The discount is rather good too. Sigh. I can't wait for my payday manz. =
Been sleeping less than 5 hours these few days. Thanks to my makeup & my hairdo. But thank god I have a wonderful father. He will drive me to & fro training centre whenever he can make it. Hehe.

Frankly speaking, I'm really depriving of my beauty sleep. Lots of things to learn, to do, & lots of notes to read & study. Exam is in a month's time & there are so much readings to do.

Very tired. Really. *pout* But so far, I'm enjoying what I'm doing now. =)

Batch 872

Batch 872

Today is the last day that the girls do not have to wear full make up and "bun" hair to training. After this coming monday's grooming class, I think all the girls, including me sure look like some opera singers or wayangs. =\ I envy the lucky guys. *bleah*

T.I.R.E.D

I'm like so T.I.R.E.D everyday ever since I started my training. It's not physical draining yet but it's really mentally draining. Lots of things to learn & know, conduct & rules & regulations to follow, & blah blah blah.

Shall not go into too much details. From now on, I think I need to be quite discreet when blogging about my training or my company. We are told not to blog anything about the company.

That's about it. Heh.

I can't wait for the weekend so that I can wear my birkies out. Wearing high heels everyday really kills. =p

Great Singapore Sales starts tmr! Wahahahaha...

http://www.greatsingaporesale.com.sg

It's really time to find someone. Stress! Lol.

Beginning...

Yes. I'm beginning to understand why some people say the job is not as simple as what some of us think. You really need to learn to adapt to the culture in there if not I really don't know how you are going to survive for the next 2 years or even more.

Good luck to me. =)

Love the new Cathay Cineplex

I finally caught "The Da Vinci Code" today. Hmmm, it wasn't as detailed & as nice as what I had thought initially. But very well, it's still watchable though I feel that the book is much nicer.

Anyway, I simply LOVE the cinemas at the new Cathay Cineplex. The cineplex is big, spacious, pretty & clean. After patronising there, you won't feel like visiting other cinemas already. Haha. Own preferences though. =p It gonna be my 1st choice from now on if I want to catch a movie. Hehe. =)

Have got four things to do before I sleep tonight. Shower, iron my clothes, pack my bag & get all my stuffs ready for tmr. Training starts tmr. Hope it goes well & all. Heh. ;)

Alright. I think I better go now. Nighty!

good & low price neoprints machine

I have found a good & low price neoprints machine!!! It's only 3 bucks & the effect is really nice! Yay! Haha. It's inside a shop called Timezone, located at basement 1 of Compasspoint. It's pretty cool! Check it out manz! Hehe. =p

Neoprints-taking can be really fun sometimes! Ha. *beam*

Poseidon

I watched Poseidon the other day & it was really nice. The Da Vinci Code would be my next movie. Heh. Read the book one or two years back & the story was really captivating.

My brother watched it today & he told me something happened in the cinema during the movie. There was this group of people sitting behind my brother (presumably they are christians) & they were shouting loudly "bullshit, rubbish, what kind of movie is that?" Then there was this another group of people sitting at another side of the cinema & they got really pissed off by the disturbance & they shouted back "it's only for entertainment lor. why takes it so seriously? if you don't like you can don't watch la!" The arguement got louder, the cinema manager eventually had to come in to ask them to stop & the movie had to be paused halfway.

Oh well, I feel this is only a fictional story. Why do some people have to take it so seriously? Hello? We are living in the 21st century, shouldn't we be more open-minded? Maybe I'm a non-christian & probably I wouldn't understand how a christian feels about the movie but anyway, it's up to individuals. To accept or not to accept. ;p

Went to tailor my uniforms just now & after that I met michelle for Isetan private sales. Only members are allowed to go in & they are allowed to bring not more than three friends I think to the private sales. So I managed to follow her in. Haha. The crowds were really overwhelming & some of the deals were pretty good. We didn't buy a lot but we did managed to get some nice deals. Hehe. =p

My craze for ktv is back. I wish I have the time & kakis to go with me this weekend. Shall see. *grin*

做一个挥著翅膀的女孩

I signed my 2 years away today.

Hope it gonna be a good start. =)

我将会做一个挥著翅膀的女孩，

飞到世界各地的天空。

真希望每次都能看到彩虹。

我要的就是那种精彩。=p

With the girls

Met up with my girls just now except yeun. Poor girl. She is sick. It has been really long since the five of us get together. I thought today would be full attendance. But too bad. =p Don't know when can we really do that manz. Nevertheless, it was still a happy day. :)

Basically we just did all the girlie stuffs together just now. Nothing special or exceptionally interesting. I think next time we should try out something new like doing sports together? Haha. We can save $$, they are healthy & fun, & they help to keep us trim & in shape too. Haha. One stone kills so many birds. Lol.















Tired. Definitely not my photos' day.

Shall look forward to our next meeting which is don't know when. Hah. Everyone is so busy with her own stuffs & life. But that's what it means by absence makes the heart fonder. ;p

Tata.

9 more days..........

Black but not Black

I coloured my hair today & it looks black but it's not black. Can still see traces of brown here and there but overall it looks really BLACK. Haha. Oh well. I think it looks quite okay la. Not bad. I quite like it. Heh. Black is nice afterall right? =p

I trimmed & did treatment too. But like not much difference though. Heh.

I am like so clumsy these days. Always bump, kick & knock on to tables, chairs, beds, doors and basically anything. My poor legs end up with all the bruises & blue-blacks. *pout*

Yay! Meeting my good friends on saturday. Wonder where & what are we going to do sia. Haha. Alright. I can't stand it anymore. I need to bath again. The weather is killing me. I'm perspiring like nobody's business now! Lol.

Ciao! =)

09052006 - hot + humid

Received a few horny prank calls yesterday from this "don't know who is he" guy & he actually knows my name! Not only he called my hp, he even called my house once! F**K! He has my house no.! Maybe he is someone that I know? But I don't remember knowing such a gross & disgusting person. Boooooooo you!

Yay! Exams are over! Finally! *big smile* I don't wanna think about the result. Hope the good comes along. =)

Don't feel like using my brain for the time-being. It has been overloaded with equations, theories & formulaes for the past few weeks. It needs a break. Haha. So don't ask me to do anything that involves brain-storming now. Lol.

I met yingxiu for lunch today. Lended her my heels, chatted, shopped & trimmed my brows. Hehe.

Heard that my birkies are here too! *dance* *haha*

I love pictures I told you? Pictures time again! I love showing pictures. ;p


He is sOooOOo cute & charming! Love him! :p


Erwin. Someone idolises him (not me) & posts his picture in the forum! Haha. Mich, neh, your favourite hair stylist! *grin*


Pretty girls. =p


My classmate. :)


The background looks familiar right? ;p

Okay. Bye peeps!

Smell like PARIS HILTON

I'm going to smell like PARIS HILTON!!! Wahahaha... I just bought a bottle of PARIS HILTON Eau de Parfume & it smells really nice! What's more? It's cheap & really worth it! I bought it from Lucky Plaza & the perfumes there were really soOoOoOoO much cheaper! I paid only $39 for a 100ml bottle. *beam* They don't only carry perfumes, they also carry those branded counter brands of skincare & cosmetic products at much lower prices too! Hehe. Shall go there more often for my perfumes! Yay! I'm a happy girl! =p

I wanna cut & colour my hair too! Should I? I find the colour looks so yucky now! EeeWww... Haha. I don't know. Plus I need to get some nice formal wears for work too. $$$$$!!!! If only there is a progress package every month...... Haha. *fat hopes*

PAP won most of the seats. Oh well, but from the numbers of votes & the percentage of winning, the opposition seems to be stronger, as compared to the previous election. Yea. I shouldn't comment more than that already. This is very political. Heh.



Looks like the earlier picture that I had posted but somehow it's still a bit different la. Observe. Ha. Some people still missing though. =p



A friend says this picture is nice cos it shows my foreheard. Where got nice? Looks like siao char bo. My hair so messy somemore. Haha. *bleah*

I love pictures. *gee*

Un-nice

I think I look exceptionally tired, ugly, fat, bad hair & so un-nice today. Everything just doesn't seem & look right. *roll eyes* Maybe it's all the studying, late nights & early mornings. *sob*

Oh well, know something? I need to get myself to look in my bestest & topest form in two weeks time. Tell me how to shape & tone up my body in such a short time? Exercises & healthy diets help? Possible in such a short time frame? I know it gonna be real tough but I would really try my best. *heex* =p

It's voting day! Who should I vote huh? I really don't know lei. PAP or Workers' Party. Hmmm. Maybe I should toss a coin & decide. Haha. No la. I feel this kind of thing has to think one okay. Every single vote makes a difference. Lol. Shall see who gets it ultimately. ^^



More pictures to come soon..........

*why do i recently always see or bump into you?* -i rather it's him & not you! wahahaha..... *evil smile*

Yay!

Been taking quite a few pictures together with mf lately. *grin* She came my house last week to return me my scanner & we had lots of fun with her camera! ;p We had nothing to do & we were like snapping away! Lalalala..... ^^


I love the blurriness of the picture.


& I love how act cute I am! Yay! Hahaha.....=p

I miss taking pictures with my other loved ones as well! Let's do it soon ya? *hehx*

I really need to get my ass of my PC now. Lots of reading to do for tmr's paper. *faint* Good luck to me!

Cheers! ;)

Big wu-ha

The carparks & roads around my house were congested for the last three hours. I heard cars' horning, saw drivers getting down of their vehicles to check out what's happening in front & people like me peeping out of the kitchen's windows to see what's the big wu-ha about.

So what actually happened? Who came? Superstars? If not why were there so many people rushing to reach the same destination despite seeing the heavy traffic? It was the WORKERS' PARTY! They were here to give a rally speech. & know what? My dad went. Lol. & he said it's shiok to hear the opposition speaking out what's on his & many other singaporeans' minds. Haha. He came back home with the workers' party flag still. Haha. I asked him who is he going to vote. He said this kind of thing is confidential. Oh well..... You never know. =p

I broke the promise

I promised to spend only after the exams but.......... I broke the promise. *guilty grin*

My MNG white shade...

My mini cardigans...

My tubes...

My new birkies are on the way too...

Retail therapy never fails to make me feel better. =p

I need it badly to perk me up during this period. I seriously have no more mood to study after the previous two papers. *arghhhhHhhH*

Enough of saying. Shall go shower & back to my notes!

Boring..........!!!!!!!!!! ;p

why do i always have ulcers? ouch......!!!!!

My reason to spend

Yey! The progress money is here! Earlier than expected. Gonna spend a bit of it after exams to pamper myself. My reason to spend. Hehe.

Seriously, I'm already having holidays mood now & my exams aren't finished yet! *slap* Just a week or more & I'm done. So much looking forward to the activities & things that I'm going to do after the exams. Retail therapy, manicure & pedicure, haircut, partying, meeting up friends, movies, exercise & lose weight, makeovers (personal or friends), singing, learn keyboard, ................... Hahaha. I want to go on a holiday trip too. But looking into my schedule now it seems not very possible. Maybe a short nearby trip is still possible. Hah. Don't know. Shall see how things go. =p

Okay. I'm going to the gym now. Need to shed some fats la. Haha.

Cya!

Self-obsession

I am lazy for words. But I still want to keep my blog kicking & alive. Pictures are more interesting isn't it? =p

I love BIG & OVERSIZE shades! They are my best friends on days when I'm lazy to put on make-up or when I feel ugly.







Self-obsession gets on me nowadays. Haha. But who doesn't? If you don't love yourself, how do others love you & how do you love people right?

Alright. Will be back soon. Mugging time! *pout*

Bye! =)

Photos of the day

Dance

Peter made us sing & dance during class yesterday. He also demostrated A LOT (i mean really A LOT! hah.) of dances to us and it was rather impressive. Dancing is fun and I think it's also a very good exercise to keep trim. Heh. Like what he had said, when you are really enjoying the music and engrossing yourself into the music, you will move your body and bum in the way that you think you would have never dance like that. Haha.

My mugging isn't very productive. I'm seriously getting a little worried. Hope everything goes well and all.

Have you ever dream of people whom you think you would never dream of? I had a weird dream last night. Dream of people whom I have not been thinking. I thought I'm supposed to dream of people who are always on my mind. Very weird. Haha. Nevermind.

I went jogging the other day & I saw a young man who is handicapped (he is very short. just like a kid. & he has a super serious hunch-back, with the hunch protuding out from his back very obviously.) jogging as well. He was jogging very slowly & I could see he was trying very hard to finish every round & he looked determined. Seeing this sight kind of making me feel depressed. He is like so poor thing. Young & somemore his look is quite okay but too bad god has made him a handicap. It's kind of saddening to see people like this but at the same time, it also makes me feel that I am a lucky one.

I'm recalling & I realise I almost lose at least one good friend at every stage of my life. It's rather disappointing & I didn't want them to happen. But not that I can control or stop them from happening. Haha. Oh well, as you go through more things in life, you will come to realise that those people that you know when you were younger were the dearest people you haven known.

Any remedy for eye-bags? Let me know too! =)

Mistake

Damn it. I think I have made a mistake. I just went to check out my driving licence. I passed my driving on 11th APRIL 2003 & not 14th APRIL 2003! OPPSS...... Why did I always think it's 14th lei? Haha. Silly me. Paiseh. =p But anyway, it's still not too late yet. Just a few days of difference. Thus, it's supposed to be happy 3rd year & 3 days anniversary! Hahahaha..... =p

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary!

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary!

To me & my..........

DRIVING LICENCE!

Shalalalalalala..... :P

A KIA PICANTO in red would be very nice and good enough. (maybe for the time being) Haha. =p







It's small but it's cute & chic!

Anyone? ;p

Last day of school

Yesterday was like the official last day of school. This semester the time passes damn fast manz. I thought I just start the semester only and now it is already ending. But actually almost every semester I also think the time passes very fast. Is it just me or what? Haha. =p

I thought I won't miss school at all but now I think back, I think probably I will. Maybe a little. Heh.

I make friends and lose friends along the way. I gain and I lose. But that's life. Isn't it?

Less than two weeks to exams. ArgggHHH! Wish me lots of luck! ;p

Back to books. ZzzZzzzzzzZZzzZZ.......

Show me some respects

I hate it when people take my things without asking, especially when it involves money issue.

Not that I want to kick a big fuss out of it. So what if you are higher up in the hierarchy ladder. I believe you should still know what is the meaning of showing respect to the others.

Show me some respects & I will show you mine.

I know you will never read this but I don't care. I just want to blog about it.

I really don't like the feeling of being angry & pissed off with you.

Soon, we will all cool down. I hope.

*pout*

I don't like mood swing. It just makes me feel lousy. *pout*

Still not in a very good mood but I'm getting better. ;)

Know what? I was browsing through my past photos & I seriously think that I have grown a bit fatter. My eating habits are almost the same like before but I have to admit I exercise so much lesser now. I remember there was at one point of time during my poly days when I was really super slim. (I exercised really quite a lot that time.) Though many people commented that I was too skinny, that was one of the very few times when I really felt light & slim. No offence to the bigger size people & friends, but I feel that even if you are really too thin, you will still tend to look good in most of the clothes & you don't really have to bother about how others think of your figure. Look at Stefanie Sun. I rather be too skinny in bikini than to be too fleshy in bikini. I'm not trying to say being super slim will make you nice & pretty. There are also people who are a bit more on the heavier side who are still very pretty as well. Just that the above are my points of view. =)

I'm feeling very flabby now. Metabolism rate seems to get slower & slower. It's so depressing manz. =( I know it's time to work out an exercise plan & work hard on it. Any good keeping fit & slim tips please share ya? :p

It's also time to start preparing for my exams. I only have like slightly more than 2 weeks for me to study everything. But there's just no motivation to study but I promise I'll try. I hope I'll be able to make it.

& Daddy's new car is finally here. Very stylo & cool & I just can't wait to drive it. *teeheehee*

Too tired to do my stuffs already. I will start afresh on a new day. (I always say that. haha.) Good Night.

OMG!

One more project, one more test & one final round of examination. All these events are going to happen VERY SOON & they are also going to be done & finished in just one month. OMG! Didn't I just start this semester only & now it's going to end soon??!!

Endure & persevere, I tell myself. Just one month more & that's it. I'm so looking forward to the post-exams' activities. Though I don't even know what are the exact activities that I'm going to have after exams. Haha. But it's still nice to know that I'm going to finish everything in a month time! Yeah! *big grin*

I do hope I have enough time for myself to enjoy & relax before embarking on something new. =p

Money really does & makes wonders. If I have the money now, I won't be still hesitating to proceed on with the thing that I wanna do. Hmmm.....

I want to earn lots & lots & lots of money! & I can't wait to do that! Wahahaha. ;p

Alright. I think I better go & do a bit of reading for my upcoming test. Been lazing around too long & too much. Lol.

Tata. *smile*

Korean Dramas

They are ADDICTIVE. *i mean seriously ADDICTIVE!*

They have super DRAGGY storylines but people just LOVE watching. *non-stop*

There are bound to be a lot of CRYING scenes EVERY EPISODE!

Sometimes the GUYS CRY MORE than the girls & their tears can just flow out non-stop like nobody's business! *you know something like running tap-water?! haha.*

The guy & the girl always have to go through a lot before they can really get together & even if they really get together, one party has to contract some incurable illnesses & DIED eventually.

They have a lot of touching & FAIRYTALE sentences in which you can't find them in local dramas.

I always wish if only I am the girl. *haha.*

Some of the love stories are too FAIRYTALE to be true. *but it's really nice to be able to fantasize once in a while when you are watching this kind of dramas. hehe.*

Lastly, Korean Dramas never failed to make me TEARED.

I felt.....

It was a lousy day. To me at least. I felt so disappointed with myself. Don't ask me why. I just do.

I think I should really put in more efforts & hardworks in the things I do. If not why should I even bother doing right?

I bother because I love. I bother because I care. I shall keep reminding myself.

On a lighter note, I had a mini retail therapy session just now to loosen up my mood a little. I got to agree retail therapy does help. Heh.

I bought dresses. The prices are really affordable & they look really pretty! (to me lar. =P) Sometimes I prefer wearing dresses cos I don't have to think of what to wear for the top & bottom. ^^

Follow your heart. - A friend keeps telling me this lately. Haha. Good Night.

童话里都是骗人的.