Manchester

YEay! I just came back from Manchester this morning. It was a long flight, full passengers' load, physically-drained but all filled with happy & smiley passengers who kept on reassure us by telling us how much they enjoy the flight, the best flight they had ever had. the most wonderful team of flyers, how much they appreciate our excellent service & help to them. Somehow, it made it all worthed it afterall. =)

I definitely spent a lot of pounds with cash & card over there. Shopping was great & how I wished I could have another cargo bag for me. *guilty giggles*

Anyway, I managed to get the ticket to watch a Manchester-United vs Watford match at the Manchester-United Stadium. The stadium was really beautiful & spectacular. I love the atmosphere throughout & not I'm a really soccer's fan but I thought since I'm here, I would definitely love to take a look at the stadium & feel the stadium. I mean how many of you can get to come here right? *hehehe* Next time to Manchester, if by any chance, I would love to visit The Liverpool Stadium. Should be equally cool I guess. =P

By the way, Shiyu's gf, Alexis was doing the same flight with me. Such a coincidence right? Story.... Haha.

I feel that I have been away for very long even though it's just a few days. Maybe I just miss someone. *sweet smile*

~I need my laptop soon!!~

Manchester tmr.

Just did a Penang turn this morning. Finally tmr I'm going on a long flight. I'm paxing up to Manchester & working back to Singapore. Will be back on Saturday's early morning. I know I gonna miss those people that I heaert but I would still love to go to this new destination in which I haven't been to. Manchester-United Stadium, shopping, shopping & more shopping..... *grin* Hopefully more pretty photos taken too. *teeheehee*

Met Mf in the afternoon yesterday & then met him in the evening. We went Plaza Singapura, ViVo City, Chinatown, Punggol Park & hanged around awhile before I went up home. It was fun. We walked a lot & oh, we both wore white from top to bottom! I think it's pretty cool. Hehe.

Despite wanting that special someone to be by my side at all times, I think it's important & good for us to have our own personal spaces too. I gonna get used to the idea.

What a day.

Yesterday was like a super rush day. For me (& him as well.) I was supposed to do a Bangkok turn but due to change of aircraft, I was put on standby & was called up to do Jarkata turn instead. Anyway, it was quite dramatic in between. Long story.

He had to work, due to some reasons, he left workplace late, came home late, didn't bath & got himself changed within 10 minutes, picked me up & the car speeded like nobody's business to Marina Square. Anyway, we were very much in time. We thought we gonna be late. The whole scenario was like very rushed & all but good thing, we were there. We caught Babel with his usual brudders & gfs. It was not a too bad show but I found it a bit draggy. 2.5hours. Hohoho.

After movie, everyone went seperate way & we headed down to Geylang for "Dou Hua" & then to my place's void deck to view some videos & photos done by his friend from his laptop. Came back home at 5 this morning. Slept at 5.30am. & I'm meeting Meifang later for lunch at Compasspoint. Been like so many months since I seen her.

Tata.

On a rainy friday,

My life lately.....

My life lately.....





Alright. I think I better head for some beauty sleep. I need to wake up at 4.30am later. Doing a hongkong turn. Just did a manila turn on tuesday only. So many turns. Guess I'll be in town this whole week. Nighty~

I think I'm happy today..... =)

I think i love waxing now. It makes me feel clean & good. Hehe. I met michelle yesterday & we went for waxing, lunch & shopping. Then I came back in the evening, showered, makan, watched tv & relaxed till he returned home from work & came over to pick me up. We stayed out & I just came back an hour ago. =D

Something irrelevant, my youngest just got his driving licence today & he is probably leaving for beijing soon for some school attachment. Hah. Good for him. *winks*

Okay. I think I'm happy today..... =)

I just choose.

Hihi! I was back from London this morning at around 7am. By the time I reached home it was around 8plusam. Had some food, slacked a bit, watched some tv, bathed & out I go to meet Emily for lunch at Orchard. We had lunch at this thai restaurant at Ngee Ann City called "SaBai". The food was not too bad but it was a little pricey though.

Then we walked around for awhile & eventually we settled down at The Bakerinz at Paragon for dessert & coffee. Met him at 5pluspm. Emily joined us for awhile while waiting for her friends to come. He wanted to have some cheesecake & coffee. So we headed to Project Shop Cafe. Shortly after, her friends came & only left me & him. We hanged around & things were almost great until a phone call of his came in. A friend of his needed some help so I told him to leave. I was kind of sad & disappointed though cos I hadn't seen him for a few days when I was away. But I thought I should be understanding & all. Oh well, I just choose to believe & trust.

Paranoid

I did a jarkata turn today & am flying to london tmr. I only slept like an hour last night. Waited for him till he finished work, home & bathed, picked me up, & we had some coffee & cheesecake together at amk mac.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Sometimes I just couldn't help worrying about us. I mean it's true that I should just enjoy whatever I have now & see what happens next cos no one will know what will exactly happen in the future. But I just couldn't help it. I'm worried. I'm scared. So much so I want everything to stay beautiful & last till ever, but what if it doesn't? Ok. Probably I'm just thinking too much.

Things gonna be great, greater & greatest. I really hope.

Will be back on saturday's morning. I can't wait!

Going to fall sick again.

I think I'm going to fall sick again. I keep sneezing & my throat starts to feel irritated. I keep coughing out phlegm. Grrrr.... I hate it. *pout*

Had 2 hours of ktv yesterday's afternoon & a cup of milk tea & a big piece of french toast (i couldn't even finish them) at hongkong cafe yesterday's night. Wasn't much in the mood until supper time. Okay. It was a last minute thing. We had prata at jalan kayu. Talked about quite a lot of stuffs. How I wish time can pass slower. ;)

It has been like raining almost non-stopping for the past few days. It kills my motivation to do a lot of things. Alright. Time to get my bum out of my chair & do something productive.

"I Love You"

I wonder why some guys can easily say "I Love You" to girls whom they haven't seen or contact for very long. My boyfriend doesn't even say that to me, yet. & I'm waiting. Haha. But seriously I feel, don't say "I Love You" like it's something that is very convenient to say out from your mouth to please somebody if you don't really mean it.

I really do.

Had coffee at starbucks with the girls just now. (yeun, you missed out! heh.) It was alright. Just that it was like still pouring & it has been like that since yesterday? I don't know. It's a nice weather to tuck yourself under your blanket & sleep la but it's like a hassle if you want to go out.

Gonna fly again on monday. Don't really feel like working, especially after not working for so many days. But I need the money la. So I just have to fly & earn my bucks. Hehe.

Saturday....No confirmed plan yet. I wish I can see him but he has other committment. Oh well, i understand. =)

I miss you & I really do., my dear. =)

=)

So... I met april & yeun yesterday at orchard for lunch & catching up session. It was great. I thought things gonna be a bit weird but it still went on well. It's a good thing ya? Hehe.

At night I went to watch fast food nation with him. Then after the movie, we went acid bar to drink. Actually, it doesn't matter where we are, what we do, I just love spending time with him. *smiley*

Today met some of my batchies for lunch & coffee & emily for dinner & ice cream.

Oh man, I wish my leave is longer.....

=)

I'm so in love.....

I'm so in love with this song..... haha... *grin*

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

How time passes!

Was browsing through the 21st's birthday photos & I saw these.

I gotta admit I do miss those days.

How time passes!

A little forgetful

I think I'm getting a little forgetful these days. I need to pause & think for awhile, recalling what I did for the past days. By the way, I met Michelle at Hougang Mall on Saturday for sushi & drink before going back home to bath & change & meet my batchies. Forget to mention it earlier on. Heh. It always feels nice to hang out with her, even though it was just for a short while. =P

Oh & I met Emily at Orchard instead. We had dinner at Crystal Jade & dessert at The Coffee Club. Then night time was spent with him. We went suppering. Wanted to go Chomp Chomp but maybe cos it was a weekday, most of the stalls were closed. So we had prata, maggie goreng & ice tek tarik at one of the prata shops at Serangoon Gardens.

Actually, I'm pretty sleepy now. Didn't sleep much. Oh & I just went Hougang Mall to buy some groceries & KFC Zinger. Been craving for the special value meal. Haha.

Alright. I think I need to take a short nap now. After which, probably continue tiding my room, then bath, follow by dinner. I wanna read up some stuffs. Hopefully I'm not too lazy tonight. I need to do some reading la. Heh.

Enjoying

I have been enjoying my leave so far, catching up with people & doing things I like. Though I didn't get out of Singapore for a short holiday, it has been great still. Probably I may plan for a trip on my next leave that is coming up in a couple of months' time. Anyway, I'm entitled to a free travel ticket, so perhaps I can start thinking where I wanna go to. ;)

Met up with some of my batchmates on 6th.









After that, I went down to Bishan then headed down to East Coast. Everything was good. Till now. *winks*

I watched Blood Diamond yesterday. It was not bad. Wanted to watch Fast Food Nation instead but it was not available. Then it was buffet dinner at this japanese restaurant at Hotel Miramar. It wasn't very fantastic I feel & there weren't much varieties either. After which, 3 cars & we headed down to Vivo for a drink at Starbucks. Everyone left at 11pm, but we didn't feel going home yet, so we drove to Yishun, hanged around awhile, had his car washed & home sweet home.

I promise I gonna tidy up my room today. It's really messy! Let's see if I have the time to go gym also. If not I shall make it tmr. Heh. Meeting Emily at SIM later. May want to go town to get some stuffs before meeting her. Hmmm. Shall see how. I'm good at dilly-dally. I scare no time. Haha. Alright. Ciao!

Begins. =D

Start of my leave

Yey! So my leave has started. Hehe. I met Evie yesterday for some hairdo at Kimage. Then I went back home, got changed, he came to pick me up & we went for late dinner together at Mr Bean Cafe at ard 9plus. Actually he already had his chicken rice earlier on in the evening, somemore he has a photoshoot this Saturday but he couldn't resist the food & just seeing me eat only, so he ate again. Haha. The food was quite nice though. His grilled sauages with mashed potatoes & ice latte, my beef lasagna & strawberry smoothie. *yum* =D

We hanged around at the cafe for awhile, then we headed down to Cineleisure, intending to catch a movie but there wasn't any suitable one. So.... We went down to AMK McDonald. Stayed there till like 3.45am I think. By the time, I reached home it was like around 4.10am & I gotta wake up by 9am cos I need to go back to training centre to meet my ward leader to review my performance.

Anyway, I did feel a sense of belonging when i went back to STC this morning. I miss the food! Haha. So I had malay food for lunch with Lydia at the canteen. I felt "senior" being back there, seeing all the newbies. Heh. Saw our beloved Mr Leong too. He seemed to have slim down quite a bit. I heard he's coming back to fly again. Hopefully I can get a chance to fly with him. Hehe.

I think....flying isn't that bad afterall. =)

I went shopping at Vivo just now too. Got myself a Clarins Eye Serum, (the salesgirl was so nice that she gave me some small samples of the eye serum & face cream so that it's easier for me to bring them along with me when i fly.) Loreal UV Perfect, Face Shop cleanser, a blue tube top from Forever21 & some stuffs from Giant. =D Oh & I had Long John! Heh. *grin*





Guess which one is mine? =P

Thought of the day

Just chatted with a batch girl of mine. She just broke up with her bf. I was like pretty shocked cos I had never expected them to end up in this manner, & somemore so fast. It really made me ponder & realise lots of things. Nothing is forever. Nothing is ever. You never know what will happen next & when the least expected thing happens, it takes lots of courage to accept it & to cope with the emotional rollercoaster that follows after which.

I'm really very scared actually. But who knows?

10 days leave

Standby called up to do Manila turn today. It was really tiring. Everyone worked like mad sial. But good thing I'm having my 10 days leave as from now. *yey* *hehe*

No particular plan yet but hopefully I can make full use of the "non-working" days. Feel like going for a short trip or just some nearby places for some getaway. Still thinking & even if I really wanna go, who's going to go with me? (even though he did suggest to go on a short tour but i'm not going to take it too seriously for now cos i don't fancy empty promises.) Okay. We shall see. =)

Trying to stay positive-inclined......*cheerios*

"We learn how to live, but we don't know how to leave."

There are seriously other guys around me & I think they seem to be more appreciative of me. I can just let go & start everything anew. Teach me how cos I really can't.

I keep telling myself, taking things easy & stay positive. Moreover, it's a New Year. Yey right. If only it's that easy.

I also don't know what's up with some friends as well.

Some things just change overnight.

Strange but it's true.

"We learn how to live, but we don't know how to leave."

I think about you & I really wonder if you do think about me.

Ups & downs

I do enjoy my off days. (like today) But I really have no idea what to do yet. No plan at the moment. Kind of bored. Been eating like alot lately. Went Hong Kong Cafe yesterday to meet a girlfriend for supper, had many slices of Japanese cheesecakes bought back from Osaka, the Jappy goodies from Osaka, ..... Oh manz...~totally sinful~ heh.

People always say there are bound to be ups & downs in life. & life isn't going to be interesting if there's only ups or there's only downs. We need to go through downs to make us learn, let us see more things, cherish & appreciate what we have.

《你要的不是我》 - 林俊杰

怎么能忘 时间多长
你快乐吗 想代替你回答
你知道吗 走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂 沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落

1st post for 2007

Yey! It's my 1st post of the year. I was back this late afternoon. The flight was pretty tiring but crew was great. So it was still okay. Heh. I left in 2006 & now I return in 2007. Oh manz! It has been a year! (seems like. *heex*)













*thank you for the perfume. totally love it cos it's from you. =P*

Before 2006 leaves & 2007 comes,

Hi hi! Before 2006 leaves & 2007 comes, let me just say something. I'm currently in Osaka now. Just had a fulfilling New Year's dinner with the crew & pilots at the hotel. It was really cold here but I kind of like it. Love the chilly wind, dressy japaneses, yummylicious food, eye-candies cosmetic, irresistable jappy food stuffs & pretty fake eyelashes. I had a good time shopping & eating here for the 2 days. Bought lots of food stuffs & girlie stuffs. Hahaha. Hopefully I'm rostered for Singapore-Narita Tokyo-Los Angeles soon cos I heard there are even more happening stuffs to see in the town of Tokyo. Can't wait! *hehehex*

Everyone is talking about New Year's resolutions everytime when a new year is approaching. Sometimes I feel that there's no need for New Year's resolutions. When you have decided on something, just do it. (just like the nike's slogan. hehe.)

In 2007,

I gonna go back to my exercise regime again. I have been slacking my body for too long.

I want to learn to love my job even more. Come to think of it, not everyone can get the chance to fly around the world when they are still young & somemore getting paid to fly. *perks of flying* =D

I want to study hard but smart.

If time permits, I hope to pick up language's classes.

Make it a point to tidy my room every week.

A new makeover for my room for a new year. *winks*

A new laptop.

A new hairstyle for a new year. (that's why i have decided to do something about hair next week. hah. )

Learn proper cooking. *lolx*

A less complicated love life. Hopefully it gets smooth-sailing in 2007 & ever. =P

A better me.

Oh well, I can't think anymore. Like what I have said earlier, whenever you have decided on something, just do it! So see how it goes & what happens next. *grin*

Happy 2007! May 2007 be a much better year for everyone! With love. *beams*

I heart Japan!

Less than 2 hours

I slept for like less than 2 hours & I'm leaving for flight soon.

To me, it seems worth it afterall. =)

See you. In Osaka! =P

Am I silly?

Yummy Buffet!

Watched Borat also. But I don't really like it. Anyway, my mind wasn't really there either. You know why.

I hate the feeling of sad.

I feel so silly, dumb, tired......

Osaka here I come tmr!

Turn again.

Morning! Just woke up. I wish I can sleep a bit long longer but I have a Bangkok turn later to do. Sian. Keep on doing turns. Turn until I siao. *sigh* Anyway, will be back tonight. Oh & tmr I'm going for the lunch buffet at Shangri-La The Line with Emily. *yey*

Oh & the internet is really giving me a problem. I have a hard time accessing my company's page. *grrr*

Alright. Tonight! =)

Post-Xmas

This year's xmas was a pretty quiet & simple one for me. Received sweet greetings, opened lovely pressies & spent quality time with people that I love & treasure.

By the way, I just did a canton turn yesterday & I only slept like 1.5hrs before the flight. After the flight, I went back home to bath & change, met the girls for dinner & updating session, then headed down to town for movie with him & gang. Caught deathnote 2. It was not bad I feel. Now then I realise actually my youngest brother has the comics. Haha. Anyway, came back home at 1am this morning & I slept at 2am till this morning 11am. I think I really need some more beauty sleep. It's really something that I have been lacking of a lot lately. Gonna call up some girlfriends to catch up later, then maybe take a small nap & probably going out alone to do some shopping. Sometimes I do love shopping alone. You have all your time to see the things you want, you are free to go anywhere, do whatever you feel like doing, & a good time for you to think about stuffs too. You know we everytime say we need to spend time with this person, that group of friends & other people, but how often do we actually spend time with our ownself?

Time really flies. 2006 will soon be a memory & 2007 will be a new beginning of our life journey. Much things happened this year for me. I had the most happening last semester in school with a group of people that I never thought I will hang out with (though we don't really keep much in touch now.), I joined the airline, started my training & began my colourful flying career, I met new people here & there, he came into my life before I even knew it, ups & downs with friends who used to be closed to my heart, much much lesser time with my family in which sometimes I was really guilty with.

I used to believe everything happened for a reason. But somethings just happened & I really couldn't understand why. Things just don't always go in our ways. Frankly, learning to accept things that happened wasn't a very easy task.

I really have no idea what does the future hold for me, for me & you, for me & him, & for me & everyone else. Somethings are just hard to let go. I believe time will tell everything.

It's time to start making new resolutions & new goals for the new year again. I will go think about it seriously. I think it's really important to know what you want rather than living each day as it is. By the way, my xmas's wish for the year, to feel happy everyday I wake up. Simple wish but I tell you, it's not easy, especially when human beings are so emotional.

Hmmm.....How long do you actually need to take to know & understand a person? I feel that I seem to have like gone through quite a bit lately. My heart seems like a rollar coaster sometimes. He claimed sometimes I think too much. Think more than I should. Maybe? Perhaps it's time to stop the ride & find solutions & ways to safe sail it.

With love.

Merry Xmas!

I love shopping in aussie & states. So this trip to melbourne was quite a fruitful one. *wide wide smile* I bought some xmas pressies for friends, 3 dresses, a pair of legging & a pair of slippers for myself. Had good food & pretty much rest. (though I still feel tired no matter how much I sleep. hehx.)

Oh...& my plane encountered like very bad turbulence. It was like the worst turbulence that I had came across ever since I started flying. It lasted for almost half an hour. With seat-belt fastened, I still could feel that I was going to be thrown up of my seat. Plastic cups being thrown on the floor from the passengers' tray-tables, children crying, people vomitted. That was how bad it was. Frankly speaking, I was telling myself, I couldn't be so "sway" right? I just prayed to whichever god above, prayed for the safety of everyone, prayed for the plane to land safely into s'pore on the xmas's eve night.

Thank god. My prayer was answered. =)

Thank-you so much for all the lovely cards & pressies. No matter how small or how big are they, I just love the thoughts from them. (crew & friends.) I think xmas is a very special season that you can spend time with your loved ones, tell them you still remember them & how much you actually love & care for them. I feel that it doesn't matter where you go, where you are, what pressies you give or receive, it's the gesture & the thought that counts everything.

Merry xmas everyone! *big big grin*

See what happens next

Had Kushinbo buffet for dinner on Wednesday. The food was okay but it was the company that matter. Hehe.

Then went Boat Quay, then it was movie at Cineleisure, The Curse of The Golden Flower. Not a super fantastic show but the making of the movie should have costed millions with the all the golds and crystals.

Hanged out awhile around at my place here. Things seem fine now. Am just looking forwards see what happens next. *beam*

Flying off to Melbourne on Friday's night. Will be back on Xmas's Eve night. I can't wait. *grin*

Back to Singapore

I was back yesterday's morning. Almost couldn't make it back to SG cos the aircraft encountered some technical problems before take off & we were delayed for almost 45 minutes. Good thing it flew back safely. Heh. =P

I joined the tour in Istanbul & it costed me US$106! Oh well. I think it was worth it. I got to see a lot of the significant buildings & places of Istanbul & had a nice turkish lunch meal. Oh & one of my crew's friend works in Istanbul & he was really nice to drove us around & he refused to let us pay for dinner & drinks. By the way, the nightlife in Istanbul was pretty happening. Hehe.

Spent the last night of my this flight pattern in Dubai & we had a really nice Dubai local food at this small restaurant. Yummy!

Will post some photos taken during my trip up soon. =)

Met up with Michelle & Yingxiu yesterday for dinner at Crystal Jade cos I was really craving for chinese food. Had my plate of fried rice with a handsome amount of chilli. *feeling real satisfied* *grin* Before going back, we each had a piece of sinfully delicious cheesecake at Coffee Bean. =D

I met up with Emily today. She is now permenantly back in Singapore. Haha. We went for lunch at Ding Tai Feng & I had pork chop fried rice. (like omg! fried rice again?! lol.) Then I went for my dental appointment, shopped around for xmas pressies & did some shopping for myself. By the way, she got me this really sweet-looking pyjamas from Victoria's Secret. Thanks babe! So far I think I have already received 2 xmas cards fr my colleagues, 1 card from a friend & a xmas pressie from her. Heh. Lastly we had dinner at Dome & it was home sweet home. It rains the whole day man. I wonder when is the rain going to stop. Looking forward to the japanese dinner buffet that I'm going to have tmr. Haha.

By the way, my new flight roster is really damn lousy. I wanna complain! Grrr. Boooo....

I CHOOSE to believe that things will work out. We will work out.

In Dubai

Hi hi! I'm in Dubai now. The place is ok. Just that the sun is a bit blazing in the daytime but it does get much cooler when the sky gets darker. The traffic isn't very pleasing to me too. I wanted to go to the Safari Desert Tour but due to time constraint, I guess I have to do it next time. Had the famous chicken briyani which was really good & did some small shopping at the City Centre Shopping Mall. Got myself a capri, christmas cards for my batchies & some drystores from the supermarket.

Gonna go back to my room soon. Am at the Business Centre now. Flying to Istanbul later. Gonna stay 2 days there before flying to Dubai again. By the way, Dubai is 4 hrs behind S'pore & Istanbul is 6 hrs behind S'pore. I heard it gonna be pretty cold at Istanbul. Oh well, let's hope it's fun there. Probably can do some sightseeing over there or something. Heh. Oh & my steward was telling me he wanna go party at the famous partying place at Dubai when we come back to Dubai from Istanbul. I may want to check it out too. Ok. We shall see. =P

Why am I always thinking about you?

All about.....

Was browsing through my recent past entries & I realised somehow or rather, I kept mentioning about you. You are my miracle right from the beginning. I don't deny that I do have my uncertainty & my doubt. & I'm really don't know what does the future hold for us. But I really hope this miracle is real, will last forever & beautifully. Now you know how much it meant to me. Hehe.

Till then.

Xmas is coming! *hohohoho*

Learning

I am going on a long flight to Dubai & Istanbul tmr's night. Will be back 7 days later, which is on the 18th early morning 7am. Bless me with good crew, happy passengers, safe & wonderful trip! *hipeee* =)

Someone was asking, how many people can actually find true friends? Friends are everywhere but you count with your fingers, who are the ones who really care & love you for who you are? I doubt I have a lot. How about you? But I wanna thanks those who are always there for me to listen to my bitching & ranting. I really appreciate it. I believe all human beings not only need care & love from their family & their significant others, but also the brotherhood & sisterhood kind of friendships from their true friends.

I don't often cook but I'm learning. All because of you.

I think it's really time for me to sort out my thoughts & my stuffs. Because sometimes I do really find it hard to breath..........

Promises.

Sometimes I do wonder what are promises for.

If you can't fulfil,

If you don't even try,

If you can't even be bothered,

If you don't care,

If you don't love,

THEN DON'T PROMISE ME.....

I am not angry at anybody or any matter. It's just a general statement of what I feel promises are.

I think I need to start finding new purposes/goals in my life.

I want to do something different

I want to achieve something in which I will never thought I will. (I'm still thinking what's that? haha.)

I want to spend more time with my family & friends. (I know I have been neglecting some of them.)

I want to learn something new.

I want to meet more nice & fun people.

I want to be a happier girl.

I want to be me.

I want to feel loved, all over again.

Just for fun.

I thought I am supposed to be sleeping by now. I have a turnaround flight to report at 8am later.

Anyway, I was tiding some of the stuffs in my room just now & I saw some prezzies (eg. necklaces) from the past & I really couldn't remember or recall who were the people who gave them to me. That's bad huh? Does it happen to you as well? Like you just couldn't relate the prezzie to the person who gave it to you.

But of cos, most of the times I do remember who give what to me, especially the special people, my special ones. Ha. *grin*

I haven been taking photos for my past few trips. Kind of miss the times when I was pretty crazy about photo-taking. Haha. =P

So...for now.....*heh*







Just for fun. Hehe.

Good Night....

Melted

I know I am weird. One moment I was like so unhappy with the things that was going on between us, another moment I just melted in your arms.

Standby called up

Came back from Perth on Monday's afternoon. Then Tuesday late night went to the chalet. Was on standby on Wednesday. I checked for the roster on Tuesday since morning but no new message was found. So I happily thought either I wouldn't be called up for flight or the flight cannot be so early one la. Who knows when I reached the chalet, I received a call from my dad that SIA called my house. So I faster called back to acknowledge the message & you know what? I was called up to report for a Bombay flight at 0525. I almost wanted to faint. I was at the chalet till 2plus almost 3 in the morning. Then he sent me back home, I faster packed my bag & got changed & to the airport. I didn't sleep a single wink till Wednesday's afternoon in my hotel room.

By the way, I was back like an hr or so ago.

Anyway, I clicked quite well with this leading steward during the flight. "fling". Lol. Alright. Tell you guys more next time. Haha. But I mean nothing. Really. My heart has been taken away. Since don't know when. But I really feel like giving up somehow. Cos I don't feel loved.

我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了.....

*sigh*

*sigh* Off days always pass so fast. Flying to Perth later & will be back on Monday's afternoon.

I wish we have more time together.....

to YOU.

At some moments I really feel like putting a stop to everything.

It's tiring.

It just hurts.

It just breaks my heart.

It just makes me cry.

But I'm still clinging on to it, with some small little hopes that things may change.

I wonder if YOU ever understand.

I wonder if YOU ever care.

I'm upset.

Because YOU just meant so much.