Monday, June 18, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Hello!
Then on friday I met yingxiu for lunch at waraku japanese restaurant, went for my waxing & eyebrows trimming too. Did a little bit of shopping before heading home in the evening. Then showered & got changed & met bf for dinner & movie. Fantastic 4. Pretty nice! Hehe.
Yesterday wanted to go yoga but was like really plain lazy. I got up like really early in the morning cos I couldn't sleep. Watched the repeat episode of campus superstar, went out to get some stuffs, practically doing nothing productive the whole day until at night I met bf for dinner again. We went bedok 85, then giant & bark cafe near loyang & changi area.
I think my sore throat is coming back already. Damn irritating. Flying to shanghai late night later. Catch me on tuesday when I'm back in the noon! =)
Ok. Photos soon. Haha. Ciao!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I'm in cape town.
Overall, it was a really nice trip. A bit like holidaying. Haha. =P
Plus the passengers load was light on the way up & it gonna be even lighter on the way back home. Wahahah. But sometimes with light load, time seems to pass slower.
& know something? My this whole set of crew to cape town are all married except me! There is this stewardess she is 24 & she is like married for like more than half a year. Everybody on this flight was like kept asking me "eh you better buck up ar... when's your turn? you see everyone here is married lei...left you only you know...." Haha. It was pretty hilarious la.
& every flight that I go, without fail, people will sure ask me, "do you have japanese or korean blood? you look like a japanese stewardess. you look like a korean stewardess." Oh well.
=)
Oh ya. Bf came to pick me up from my house & drive me to the airport on sunday. That was really sweet of him, despite the fact that I was almost late but good thing I was just in time, haha. I love the thought & I appreciate the effort. Thanks dear dear! I know he'll never get to read this but still I think he knows la. Haha.
But still, I hate it when it seems like he is leading some other desperado girls on. Maybe he doesn't notice it but I definitely don't feel good at all. & it's really really saddening cos I hate to feel this way.
I'm like snacking on my sour cream & chives flavour pretzels, haven't bath yet cos I just came back from the sightseeing tour not too long ago & I'm like sooOOoo lazy to bath. Hah. Was out the whole day since morning. It was a really adventurous tour. Encounters stuffs & all. Someone calling for help at the top of the mountain & stuffs. It was quite scary la. The road trip was filled with storeis told by the tour guide & driver & we also some sort of scared ourselves with funny stories. Haha. Pretty much enjoyed but it was really tiring though. Yesterday we took the shuttle bus to the mall but it was nothing really fantastic & things aren't cheap either. The only thing good was the ocean basket restaurant & we had really yummylicious seafood over there. I miss my seafood platter especially the squid & the fried calamari. *drools* Hehe.
Alright. I think I shall get myself to bath & maybe online for another while later & then catch my beauty sleep. Call time is like damn early tmr's morning.
But yey! I'm coming home! *grin*
Friday, June 08, 2007
*hehee*
SoOooO looking forwards for our july's trip! One more month! Hah. =P
Met up with good friend today. Eh. I may consider to post the photos. Maybe one or two la. Can or not ar girl? Haha.
Anyway, I'm doing a bangkok turn tmr morning till afternoon & I'm off to cape town on sunday past midnight. Back on thurday. Hopefully I'll get to do some sightseeing over there since it's my virgin visit to the country. *hehee*
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
hey me.
like...
i always think too much.
& sometimes it makes me cry to sleep.
but...
hey me. get a of hold of yourself.
i tell myself.
*pout*
Monday, June 04, 2007
melbourne
For the past 2 off days, I met up with friends & boyfriend. Did nothing much but just catching up with one another. Wanted to go yoga this morning but it was raining. *shrug*
Gonna bring my lappy with me. Cos I heard it's free internet in the hotel room. Hahaha. But actually sometimes I don't mind paying for the internet too. I feel more connected to home. Can't live without it & my hp especially. I'm so reliant to technology. =p
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Would you be there?
And whisper in my ears that's okay.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
If I'm away, would you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now
Would you die for me, would you run with me
All the way..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away..
Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away..
Would you be there..
For me.. [By Redwan Ali]
Friday, June 01, 2007
Coke is addictive.
I must have one at least everyday now. It's exceptionally soothing to my throat. Haha.
Coke is addictive. =P
& I just received my uob lady's card. yey! I have been waiting. Lalalalala....
Anyway, I was freaking tired on flight just now. Glad that it's over. Phew. Love off days. =)
Thursday, May 31, 2007
belle in london
love london
Actually...... I feel quite proud of myself. I'm able to go around london, taking & changing the tube (tube=mrt, it's called tube in london) to various places, all by myself. Been here a few times though staying at a few different hotels depends on the flight pattern that I did, I'm pretty much quite familiar of where to go & head to. Hehehe....
Anyway, met up with evie on monday & we went for a haircut together & had some catching up session. It's really nice to see your good friend again after sometimes cos all of us have been so busy with our own stuffs.
Oh..... & I think an adult should behave like an adult. =P
It's gmt+1 here in london. I wanna go get changed soon & head out to buy some last minute stuffs & food. Anyway, i just had yogurt with crunchy sultana granola & big & fat juicy strawberries for breakfast. Haha. I gonna fly later. So I gonna be back tmr's evening at 6. Cya!
Monday, May 28, 2007
bad sore throat
Human beings are really complex species. I read somewhere from a book, it goes something like, "we don't have to understand everything. cos we'll never understand everything." Indeed. Some of the things you can't just look at the surface & deem everything as you perceive.
In life, many things aren't really the way we exactly want. But if we can't change it, we gonna learn to accept it.
We always want the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend, the perfect group of best friends, the perfect job & the perfect lifestyle so as to make up our desired perfect life. I also hope my boyfriend is like this, my best friends are like that but I come to realise it's impossible. Cos no one is perfect & I'm not perfect either. I know..... I'm not the perfect girlfriend. I'm not the perfect friend, I'm not the perfect daughter. I'm not the perfect sister.
I love these people & so I accept the ways they are.
Some people think I'm like this. Some people think I'm like that. How am I going to explain myself? If you really think that is what I'm, so be it. If it really makes you happier, so be it.
Aiya. Actually I also don't know what I'm trying to say. Haha. Thoughts just flow through. Wait till I can organise my thoughts better. Heh. Okay. I think I wanna go have my breakfast & maybe go see a company doctor if I'm still not feeling very well.
Ciao.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Back from denpasar
Going out for my dinner & pirate's movie soon. I can't wait! Hehee...
Tonight!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
brother, roster, holidays!
Met him yesterday after picking my brother up from the airport with my parents. We went to tour agencies, had dinner, joined the late night shopping which was like so boring cos only a few shops were opened, went mustafa & home sweet home. There was like this small little tension going on between us yesterday. It kind of affected me but I guess it's alright now. As long as he is happy, anything is fine with me. This is how he meant to me.
You know ever since I become a flyer, I have seen & heard so much stories. Somehow I find it really hard to trust people now, sometimes even the close ones. Hmmm....
Doing a denpasar nightstop later. Gonna be back tmr morning at ard 11plus. Cya.
I wanna watch my movie!
Friday, May 25, 2007
Guys are dumb or what?
I think they are.
*roar*
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Mars vs Venus
Went back for training & exams today. What a day manz. But well, I have made it through. Tmr is yet another day. Gotta do first aid & stuffs. Anyway, my youngest brother is flying back to us tmr. Hehe. Probably will go to the airport to pick him up together with my family after my training. You see, time really passes. I thought he just go over not too long ago & now he is back. My parents are the happiest. =)
Went for dinner after training with my good friend. Lots to catch up & update each other. Found out so much things about her. Men can be really evil sometimes. They only know how to make women upset & cry.
Shall read up my first aid training manual & practise the quizes online now. Bye! With love. =)
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
What so special about you?
I didn't go yoga, cos I overslept. Haha. But actually I haven't been sleeping well for the past few nights. Keep having dreams & it seems like my mind isn't really resting.
Maybe I can only sleep well with him besides me. Hehee.
I'll try to be as understanding as I can & I think I'm doing it pretty well. I don't whine or cling though I do wish I can do it at times. You know girls la. They like to be pampered. They enjoy the attention from their bfs. I'm no different from them. I'm also a girl lei. But...... I keep telling & reminding myself, put myself in his shoes & I think I always do. Sometimes I do wonder if he does put himself in my shoes?
Don't worry. I'm very fine. We are very fine. Just get emotional with thoughts & feelings at times. Maybe that's the personality for a pisces?
Just hope he understands one day.
I never felt or did so much for a guy before. Not even my past.
What so special about you?
Maybe cos it's just you. =)
I wanna watch "Pirates of the Caribbean 3"!!!
STC tmr & friday
Need to dig out my polo tees, pants & shoes again. Actually feel like getting new ones. Excuses to shop. Heh. Shall see.
Maybe going for yoga class later. Don't wanna waste my package for nothing. Heh.
Though the weather doesn't look too good. *bleah*
Feel like getting a new phone. Maybe wait till my bonus. Can't wait! =P
I think my blog is getting boring. But anyway, not many people reading also. Only some loved & closed ones. So it doesn't really matter. I just need a place to write. Maybe I should start carrying a diary around in my bag. Pen down thoughts wherever I go, whenever I feel like it. Nobody reads it except me. Haha. You know things & thoughts just come to your mind like that no matter where you are.
Alright. I'm feeling kind of sleepy now. Maybe it's the "after brunch effects". Probably go take a short nap now, read my notes & follow by the rest of the stuffs. Yay! Should be like that. I want to keep myself occupied. =)
Missing my boy already. *pout*
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
wonderful people, sucky flight
So afterall, it's not as sucky as it seems to be. =)
Monday, May 21, 2007
The shrek couple. =)




The shrek couple. =)
You know there are times when you wish time will pass faster & there are also times when you wish time will pass slower.
Whenever I'm with him, I always wish time stops or at least goes a little slower than usual.
I really don't know what has love got me into.
Must be him. Hehee.
But I never forget the thing that everyone needs his/her own personal space & breathing space, which is like very important.
By the way, I'm doing a manila turnaround tmr & I just checked my crew list. I'm flying with silver, the ex-project superstar contestant. But anyway, it doesn't matter. =p
幸福原来真的不容易。。。。
Saturday, May 19, 2007
food indulgence in taipei
I hurt my chin during a pretty bad turbulence on flight this morning. Thank god it wasn't very serious & most importantly I'm not disfigured! Still pretty la! Hah. =p
Friday, May 18, 2007
Is it just me or what?
Is it just me or what?
Looking forward for the weekend shopping in taipei but at the same time, I'm looking forward to coming back on sunday too.
Cos I'll get to see him & spend time together.
=)
Am i very silly? Haha.
I gotta wake up at 4plus morning later. Gosh. I better try & sleep now.
Good night....
It's not that I'm not understanding, I just don't understand.
Fancy blogging at such early hour, Ha.
I just need a place to rant & I don't know who to tell either.
I woke up from my sleep, jumped up from my bed out of no where, very quickly checked my hp & it was such a plain disappointment.
Really. It's not I'm not understanding. I tried my best to understand everything that's going on & everything about you. Seriously, sometimes I just really don't understand. Don't tell me you don't even have a minute to spare for me for the whole day/night? A minute only 60seconds lei. I'm not greedy right? Check out what some other girls do. I'm not comparing cos I know everyone is different. But hello? I'm also a girl lei. You know what a girl wants?
Aiya, I just can't undertand!
Shall go back to sleep a little while more before heading out for yoga & errands. Hope all these take my mind off everything awhile.
It's just getting into me. I don't like myself to be like that either.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
We'll get thru.
I know he can't be reading this cos he doesn't even know this exists. But whatever it's, I just hope we'll make it till the end. =)
I'm going taipei this coming saturday again. Means more shopping & food. Haha. I so love much. Heh.
I'm getting $200!
Anyway, bumped into Jeremy's at the control centre just now. He looks pretty good in uniform. Haha. & I bumped into this crew whom I flew with before & she was flying with him for the 2nd time. Such a small world huh. Heh.
I didn't know I'm so vulnerable to tears.
Haha.
Anyway, I really need my beauty sleep now. Feel that I'm getting uglier. Boohoo.
Nighty!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Actually..............
I kind of love red nails. Ha.
Doing a jarkata nightstop later.
Can't wait for paydays.
Can't wait for bonus.
Can't wait for holidays trip in july!
By the way, I have already signed up for yoga classes! Probably I'll start going for classes on friday. Yey!
I love this: "It's only when you're happy alone that you can be truly happy with another person."
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
the dear one
My emotions still triggered.
I don't like to know things that I don't wanna know & I don't like to hear things that I don't wanna hear.
I think the dear one sometimes really doesn't understand.
Alright. I gotta go read my new issue of cleo & head to bed. Meeting emily tmr (later) for lunch.
Good the night! =)
Sunday, May 13, 2007
home sweet home
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Looking forward
happy buys
I haven't go to the gym yet. But I think I'll go la. Need to burn the calories that I took in at the buffet just now. So terrible right? My body is not like before. So better exercise. Hehe.
Meeting them for dinner later. We should be having korean food. Yummy! Hehe.
Friday, May 11, 2007
gmt+12
By the way, it's gmt+12 here. Heh.
This flight the crew are okay la but not very fantastic either. I flew with much much much nicer crew before.
My team ifs just emailed us & told us a goody goody new. Our july bonus is 6.07months! *yey* Hopefully it's not just rumour & the many more months the merrier. *double yey* *beam* More bonus means more money for me to spend for my July's holidays trip. Hehe.
Mother's Day this Sunday. Shall I get mummy something? I'll be back on Sunday's night. Yeh. I think I probably gonna get her something. See, I'm such a good girl. Heh.
Haven't seen him for days. The last time we met was on Monday. Long enough? Yup. I think it's. I miss my boy.
Haven't sign up my yoga classes yet. I think I gonna do it soon. I'm going for buffet breakfast tmr with some of my crew. & I'm going to the gym at the hotel after that to burn some fats. Can't wait. *grin*
We had Thai food for dinner just now & I so love the green curry. Hehe.
& I finish my Corner with Love dvd already. I like. Heh.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
KL
Know what? I'm rostered for KL 4 sectors later! I mean on the 8th. I complained to people but of no use. Company doesn't care. Hah.
Went Tampines Ikea & Giant just now. We had swedish meatballs, almond cake & soft drinks at the cafe & we bought a lot of junk food & drinks from Giant. It was such a fruitful night!
Sunday, May 06, 2007
hooked, addictive, misses.
I think I'm going to sign up yoga classes very soon, probably with Pure Yoga. Then I will have all my reasons to buy pretty yoga attires! *yay!* *hehehx*
& I think I really miss you......... I mean my brother. He told me he bought me pressies from Beijing. Isn't he sweet? =P
Friday, May 04, 2007
dvds
I'll be working in business class tmr on the way back to singapore! I'm not trained yet but they want me to learn. The chief looks zappy. Grrrr. Good luck to me!
7th is coming. it's another month, again. =)
Thursday, May 03, 2007
I need a new hobby.
I need a new pastime.
At least I have something to keep me occupied.
Especially whenever I'm back in Singapore.
Any suggestion?
Taking up language classes?
Yoga classes?
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
forever
He is going through a phase of change in his career path. So much so that I wish & pray for his success, I know somehow or rather it gonna affects me as well with the change.
But it's okay I guess? I will be strong.
Please let me be.
If I can be granted with a wish, can I buy forever, with you?
Monday, April 30, 2007
It feels so good to be back home.
Sunday we went to the mall to shop. (Shopping you know? *bEAM*) Yey! Bought krispy kreme donuts, 2 tops, & a CK brief. & we all pax back to Singapore. Hehe.
By the way Dubai is like freaking hot. 38-41 degrees. *mELTz*
Yey! I love to be back! =P
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Who's acting cute? =P


@ Villa Bali
My face looked red, but I only had a glass of Singapore Sling.
Conclusion: I get red easily. (with any contact with liquour or alcohol.) *heh*
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
I didn't go missing....
I worked C2 on the way up to Narita. 1st time working C2 sial. Phew, the special meals weren't many & I still managed to survive with the help of my nice complex leader.
*grin*
I said earlier I wanna post some photos up. But the photos are all in my computer & I seldom use my computer now cos I have my own laptop now & my laptop doesn't have the programs cos I didn't install them to it. Haha.
By the way, I'm so in love with fake eyelashes now! *bEAM*
Friday, April 20, 2007
belle's thought...
Just did a Taipei flight the other day & a HongKong turnaround today. Work has been pretty fine so far. My onboard check has been pretty alright. I should say good. Haha. Met some nice people & I realise some guys can be really sweet & nice. (oh, & why not my boy? lol.)
Did a little shopping in Taipei, not much. Anyway, will be flying over there again very soon, so it doesn't really matter. Hehee...
你好像忘了爱我。。。。。
Monday, April 16, 2007
Same yet not the same?
Went to watch "Wild Hogs" on Saturday's night with him & our friends. It was a funny movie that didn't make you think much which I feel was good cos I didn't really feel like using my brain after a long flight.
We had some private time together last night till then. Everything seems okay, everything seems the same but somehow or rather I feel it isn't really the same. Alright, maybe I'm just too sensitive. I really don't know. Let's see how things go.
I believe good things gonna fall upon me. Right?
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Before I fly,
Friday, April 13, 2007
Friendster Horoscope for April 13, 2007
Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
The Bottom Line
Do you put the desires of others above your own? It's time to ask for what you need.
In Detail
Are you putting the desires of others above your own desires right now? Be very careful not to be too selfless for too long -- you have needs, too, and they have to be met. If you think that you're creating harmony between yourself and your friends by giving in to all of their whims, you're wrong. The universe knows that you deserve a relationship based on mutual respect and cooperation -- and you know it, too. It's time to demand what you need.
*woah*
London Tour
I think I spend most of my money for this trip on sightseeing but it was fun. Just did a little bit of shopping & I didn't buy much cos I spent quite a bit on shopping when I was here 2 weeks ago. Oh, & the 4 of us just spent like S$160 together for dinner just now. Imagine it's S$40 per person for dinner. But hey, everything is in pounds ok & it's like everything is X3. *kekeke*
Shall post some beautiful photos up soon. See ya back home!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Miss me ok?
Went Ark Cafe to see him sing. He is good. Not that I'm praising my bf but I think he is really good. Waited for him then went Mac to have something & we took a train then a cab home. His car is still in the workshop. There's some problem with the spraying so he sent it to the workshop today again. It's our first time taking a public transport together. So, it seems a little different. *grin*
I'll be back on Saturday 6pm. Till then. Miss me ok? =p
Monday, April 09, 2007
*yey* to jolin's concert
didn't go anywhere yesterday. i slept quite a bit. was so lazy to move around. then i just did a penang turnaround this morning. short flights & were home sweet home by lunch time.
will post some photos up soon. i'm bored. *bleah* i'm still waiting for him to come home from work. bye!
feel like doing something to my hair. maybe can just go cut my fringe or something. ok. i think i'm really bored. =p really bye!
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Chin@!
Food is damn cheap too. We had this more than 10 courses lunch & one person only paid slightly less than S$10. I think in Singapore you gotta pay MANY MANY times more.
& i flew with my secondary schoolmate too. Haha. So yup. Everything was good, just that I didn't really have much rest.
Jolin's concert later! *BEAM*
I don't think I'm important to you at all.
不是我想把你宠坏
实在是你利害
让我舍不得离开
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Hmmmm.....
Sunday, April 01, 2007
I gonna miss....
Thursday, March 29, 2007
*BIG BIG GRIN*
Off to london tonight. Will be back on monday's 2pm. & jolin's concert is next saturday! *YEY*
thinking of you...always...=)
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i really work hard
Oh ya. & there was this pretty cute passenger who wanna make friend with me during the flight back to singapore. Haha. =P
Some random photos..... =)
Sunday, March 25, 2007
I think I never.......
I think I never like someone so much before.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
TMNT
Then met Emily awhile to pass her notes & to have dinner together. After that we went Famous Amos together, bought some cookies for Bf & headed down to suntec to meet Bf. Bumped into friends along the way.
I'm going Sydney tmr's night. There goes my one week of leave. Time to get back to work & earn myself some money. *GRIN*
Oh ya, we had a small gathering at one of my batchgirl's place on Thursday. It's pretty fun! Heh.
Going NATAS later! *YEY*
Thursday, March 22, 2007
So......
you are like my dream come true but am i your dream?
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
The Bottom Line
Not all illusions are false -- sometimes they're a sneak preview of what's to come!
In Detail
Not all illusions are false -- sometimes they are just sneak previews of what is to come! It's time to see the glass of water as half full, and make the choice to hope for the best. The conclusion of what is coming to pass over the next few days is still unknown, so why not choose to believe that everything will work out just fine? Visualize the best-case scenario. You won't be fooling yourself -- you'll just be setting the stage for a very happy ending.
I wish I can.
*pout*
I wish I can prove this statement wrong.
Seriously. I wish I can.
Monday, March 19, 2007
Music & Lyrics

Sunday, March 18, 2007
Accomplished
never compare because everyone is different.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
I swear.....
Caught 300. It was rather good. Love the animation & most importantly, i love the one watching with me. Heh.
Haven been taking much photos overseas for the past few trips. Haven really go sightseeing & stuffs & haven really go to new places.
I met up with emily yesterday & we had whole lots of fun. Eat. Shop. Take photos. Eat again. Drink. Chatting non-stop. *BEAM*
Then met him again after meeting emily. Took the VIP invite from him, then had supper & we went loyang. Then it was home sweet home. I wanna spend more time with him when I'm on leave. By the way, I will be on leave from 17-24mar. Date me out ok? I'm flying off to perth tonight. Will be back on friday 1plus noon. I can't wait to come back! Yey! =P
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Sweet
I think I'm sucha sweet gf. Not trying to boast but you know.... it's true. *lol*
Oh yes. I am sweet. & you better be sweeter. =P
Yey! Paxing back tonight. Don't need to work. Can sleep & watch movies onboard! Yeyyey! =D
Will be back on monday's early morning. Bye bye!
Love,
belle
Friday, March 09, 2007
It's never easy
What keeps 2 persons together? I think is love. Or at least it's love in the first place.
To fall in love & stay in love, forever, is the hardest.
It's never easy to be an understanding gf. When bf has no time to spend with gf, gf has to be understanding & all, understands that bf has to work & all & other committments. But what about the gf? Gf needs an understanding bf too but bf never thinks as much.
It's never easy to be a gf who trusts her bf completely. Why? Cos gf loves bf. Gf is afraid of losing the bf. Especially when we are in a world of temptations.
It's never easy to be a gf who always places bf as her 1st priority. Bf doesn't do that. Bf has much more committments, dreams & goals to reach. Bf feels he has better things to do. Bf still loves gf but gf is never his 1st priority.
It's never easy to be a gf who is always giving & thinking of ways to make bf happy. Gf needs receiving too. Gf loves to be pampered. Gf loves to be constantly reminded by bf that he loves her, he cares for her, he misses her & he needs her.
It's never easy to be the gf of my bf. But what to do? I have chosen to love this man..
Everyone has different expections for a relationship. I think I'm someone who needs more attention. I'm already playing my part, at my very best. I guess I'm greedy. I just need those extras.
Just some random thoughts.
Think I'm falling sick soon. Blocked nose, slight flu & headache. It's kind of irritating. Grrrr.....
Auckland tmr........
By the way, I have cleared my flying probation today! Congrats to all 872 batchies!
Thursday, March 08, 2007
"It's not always rainbows & butterflies."
Sidetrack a little. Something not related. Frankly, I don't really care or bother if anyone does read my blog. I'm so used to registering my happenings, thoughts & feelings online & a blog is actually just an outlet for me to rave & rant. I blog for the sake of blogging because I need to. Don't know. It has became kind of a habit to me.
Nothing major happens. It's just random thought that sudden pop out fr my mind so I thought I need to write it down somewhere. Hehe.
I miss my retail therapy. Haven been shopping much ever since I came back from states. (though i just bought a zara dress last week as my bday's pressie for myself. I need to pamper myself too right? *winks*
Something meaningful. I saw this tag from a friend's msn. "It's not always rainbows & butterflies." Love it. Heh.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Shanghai
Just check my new roster. Not that fantastic. As usual. Really wonder what's up with the planning department. *sigh* But good thing I'm coming back from Beijing on 7Apr 6plus morning. Earlier on was trying very hard to apply leave on that day but they didn't approve. Good thing come back morning & the following day I'm off too! Hehe. I'm watching Jolin's concert on 7Apr! Yey! Ok la. Not that I'm a fan of her. But you know, I go because he is going. =)
Yay yay! Will be back tmr's early morning. Shall go take a short nap now. Gonna fly later! Cya!
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Tuesday, tuesday.....
So monday was my off day. I slept, eat, packed my stuffs, watched tv, painted my nails, read my books & magazines & met him. We realised sometimes we really don't know where to go & you know how small singapore is. Been here, been there, done that & stuffs. So we decided maybe we should just go each other's place. Save money & it's a whole lot comfy. =)
Flying to shanghai later in the afternoon. Will be back by thursday's early morning.
Till then. Muacks! =)
*at the end of the day, i still come back to you. awww.*
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Thanks
I have been eating japanese food for the past one week or more. I admit I do love japanese food but is it a little too much? & I'm eating again tonight. Alright. Japanese food is nice. Haha.
KL 4-sectors yesterday was tiring & draggy. Met this funny steward onboard & we clicked pretty well. You know it feels good to work with people whom you can get along.
Caught "Pursuit of Happiness" last night with him, his 2 good friends & their gfs. Was soOooo sleepy & tired after the movie. Reached home at 3plus. Washed my face & brushed my teeth & fell asleep straight away.
I love you girls. Thanks evie for the handmade poster! *grin*
Thursday, March 01, 2007
I'm a happy girl. =)
I remember.....
I slept a lot on monday but it was never enough. *grin*
I accidentally spilled water on my laptop & there it went. It's not functioning very well now. How clumpsy can I be. *roar*
Then on monday's late night met him & we went amk mac to slack.
On tuesday, I did a hkg turnaround. It was pretty tiring. After work at 10plus at night, dad came to pick me up. On my fone & saw bf's smses. He asked me to faster go back home to change cos we were going out. It was really rushed by I still managed to get ready by 12. Wait for him to come pick me up, then we headed to hg's blk401 for supper, went 7-11 to buy some stuffs & he brought me to this nice place near clark quay.
It was a really lovely surprise. I love the place. I love the cakes. I love the watch. I love the thought. Most importantly, I love him. =)
I'm pretty much okay now. I know I'm weird. But you know which girl doesn't behave like that once in awhile?
Yesterday we went to a lot of places too. Brought him to this nice japanese restaurant at vivo to have nice jappy food. Caught dreamgirls. Walked around. Had some funny incidents along the way. *laughs* Had ramen for dinner & home sweet home. Was like out with him for almost 24hours.
I'm a happy girl. =)

Monday, February 26, 2007
Cos I care
ArgHHHH!!!! I really feel like crying. I don't know how to describe. It's a sucky & yucky feeling. Booooooo!!!
Better day & mood tmr please???!!!
Me: Why am I always so affected?
Good Friend: Cos you care.
Hmmmm......
Yes.
Cos I care.
Like very much.
Like really a lot.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Love a little lesser, care a little lesser, need a little lesser.
2 friends coming my place later. Yey! Hehe. Probably gonna have some lunch & tibits together & I guess we gonna play cards! Yup yup. It should be fun. Hehe.
Life should be an all-rounder ya. You have family who dote on you, special someone who you love & love you for who you are, different categories of friends at different stages of your life, personal time & space, your goals & dreams. I don't know what I have been missing out all these while, but now I'm trying to change my perceptions of things in my life. Love a little lesser, care a little lesser, need a little lesser. Though these are not my style of doing, perhaps I'll feel better? I don't know myself either. Relax & enjoy & show a little "I don't care" attitude may do things good? That's what my friends tell me. I wish I can. I really do. I want to make myself happy & the people who love me & I love happy.
If things are meant to change, they will. I realise people & things don't need a reason to change & it can just happen overnight. I know it's scary but that's nature of life. Letting go is always the hardest thing to do but when you are able to do it, you gonna feel so much better. I'm a stubborn person. I talk reasons to people, I comfort people, I give advices to people. But when it comes to myself, I think I'm totally lost.
I think I'm really quite prone to mood-swing. One moment I can be very happy, the next moment I may think of negative or unhappy thoughts & I would start to brood over them. I guess I just need more reassurance. I often feel the lack of sercurity. I want to feel loved & pampered more. I need your assurance. I need you to tell me that you love me. I need you to tell me that you care. I need you to tell me that you need me. Are you going to give me those all?
Lalalalala. Just some random thoughts. I'm alright. It's just the sudden rush of thoughts that came to my mind & I really wanna write them down somewhere.
Happy Sunday! =)
Saturday, February 24, 2007
In love with you
Just a gentle whisper, told me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there
I'll be there waiting you
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
Now we're here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I will always be there
I give my all to you
Living life without you is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever
I'll be there....
I'll be there for you
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found a way
I'm in love (I so in love)
I'm in love Yes (I'm in love)
I so in love with you
but, you need 2 hands to clap right?
i guess i just need more reassurance.
Brissy
The weather in Brissy is really hot, much comparable to Sg. I restricted myself to spend overly too much this trip. I bought my stockings, colgate, moisturising cream, tim-tam, starburst, eclipse mints & vive lemon & almond shortbread. Had oriental food, mac & japanese food. Yes. I eat a lot. But I didn't really finish all. Just nibble a bit here & there & I'll feel really bloated & full.
Haven been exercising for very long. Gonna push myself harder. Wish me luck. Heh.
Flying back to Sg tonight. Will be back by 5.30am Sun. *winks*
love,
yolene
Friday, February 23, 2007
Benefit of a doubt
To make myself feel better. (Maybe girls really think too much sometimes?.)
Anyway, we caught "Just Follow Law" last night. Had Cafe Cartel for dinner. Went Bedok 85 after the movie intending to have the "Bar Chor Mee" for supper but both stalls were closed. Kind of a wasted trip. But he managed to get his favourite drink from the 7-11 nearby & he got me this really lovely "Little Twin Stars" mints.
Am going to get ready to go airport later. Going Brisbane.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
CNY
CNY Day 3 - Watched Protege with Yeun. It was good. Love the handsome hunky Daniel Wu. *grin* Then we had Thai Express for dinner. Bumped into her friends & we all decided to have dinner together. At night, met him after his work, stayed out, spent time together, woke up at 12pm the next day, went AMK Hub for a walk, then went to his place to visit his parents. His mum cooked lunch for us. Stayed for like 2hrs plus, then he came over to my place. Only my mum was at home, my youngest brother came back awhile & went out again. He stayed for like an hr plus or so, then he left to meet his army brothers at Bugis for CNY reunion dinner.
So far, everything has been good for us. But I just came across something in which I feel a bit uncomfortable. I think he doesn't know. Maybe I'm just thinking too much?
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Happy Piggy Year!
Yey! I'm finally coming home tmr. It really seems so long to me. Can't wait to see my family, boyfriend & friends. (ok. i know you people are saying i'm getting mushy. but it's an expression of how i feel, an expression of love. right? haha. =p)
See ya back in SG! Happy Piggy Year!
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Shopping was good!
Chatted, seen & heard my boy through's the webcam on MSN earlier on just now. I'm happy! Hehe.
Flying back to HKG later. Gonna reach there on the EVE. Probably having some steamboat reunion with my crew. This is the 1st CNY that I didn't spend in SIN. Oh well, but I'll be back on CHU ER's morning & 3 days off after that. So maybe it's not so bad either? =P
Think I'll go slack around a bit, surf some webs, chat with some people, laze ard, get changed & down for buffet breakfast at the hotel's restaurant. Heh. Oh manz, yet to repaint my nails. Alright. Later. Hehe.
Ciao.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Valentines' Day
He is just so sweet.
I love the sweet surprise.
I love everything about him.
I love my boyfriend. *wide grin*
Saturday, February 10, 2007
So...
Melbourne was not too bad. I broke my promise. I shopped & bought stuffs. *guilty grin* But they were really iresistable cos they were on sales. Haha. Alright. Excuses. *blah* =P
After I came back, spent sometimes with him, did a Manila turn today, tmr off & Monday going for a 8-days flight. HKG-SFO. Gonna be back on 2nd day of CNY, morning. I gonna miss Valentine's, miss CNY's eve, CNY's 1st day. *hiaks*
Just now Dad came to pick me up from flight, then went home to change & go for dinner & get some CNY's goodies with my parents & youngest brother. Been long since I really spent sometimes with them. So it was a good thing. Hehe.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Lalalalala......
Now I really understand. When that someone you love is unhappy or sad, it really affects you as well. It hurts & somehow to a point that can make you cry. Don't worry. I'm okay now. It just comes to my mind. Heh.
Oh & I have been spending a lot lately. My bank balance is really bursting. Too many committments & stuffs. I think I really need to be more careful with money. It can't go on like this. Booo.....
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Manchester
I definitely spent a lot of pounds with cash & card over there. Shopping was great & how I wished I could have another cargo bag for me. *guilty giggles*
Anyway, I managed to get the ticket to watch a Manchester-United vs Watford match at the Manchester-United Stadium. The stadium was really beautiful & spectacular. I love the atmosphere throughout & not I'm a really soccer's fan but I thought since I'm here, I would definitely love to take a look at the stadium & feel the stadium. I mean how many of you can get to come here right? *hehehe* Next time to Manchester, if by any chance, I would love to visit The Liverpool Stadium. Should be equally cool I guess. =P
By the way, Shiyu's gf, Alexis was doing the same flight with me. Such a coincidence right? Story.... Haha.
I feel that I have been away for very long even though it's just a few days. Maybe I just miss someone. *sweet smile*
~I need my laptop soon!!~












