afternoon with J. =)

flowers car?

THIS IS NOT MY CAR, of course. I definitely can do better than this. *giggle*
I spotted this car at the heeren's carpark just now. And I thought it's kind of hilarious. I supposed the driver must have been a flowers-lover. Lol...


＂有时候人生就好像开车一样。偶尔会在路上迷了路。兜了几个圈，转了几个弯，看看周围的路牌，凭着方向感，寻找向往的终点。也许很快就会找到，但也有可能需要很长的时间。不管时间的长短，我们始终都会停下。我们一定会回家。＝）＂

Pizza, fries, CLEO, Twilight and Bombay.

Pizza, fries, CLEO, Twilight and Bombay. And surprising they kind of went well together. =)

I am kind of looking forward to the weekend in Singapore. No particular plan but I just love the idea of being around. And then it will be SQ18 on monday! *grin X3* Though it's only nightstoping but it's okay. I haven't been to Seoul for the longest time and now Korean Won is so attractively low! Hehe...

I kind of miss my brothers now. One away in the sea, one suffering in the camp. Ha. Okay I shall shoo and off to shower, catch a short nap, before my friday begins. :p

dreams

They say dreams are thoughts that you have been thinking all days and nights long, or maybe even thoughts that you don't even know they have always been with you.

I had a dream last night. A long dream. 现在我真的讨厌做梦了。因为看到的都是同一个某人。真无聊。I rather not have any dream, not even sweet dreams.

happy birthday 老豆!

It's daddy's birthday and he always wanted to take over my old phone but I hated the idea. He didn't want to waste money to get a new phone. My messages and photos were all inside and I have this habit of keeping my old phone even though I am getting a new one. Trade-in seldom applies to me. *laugh*

Daddy's mobile is not working. I secretly bought him a new phone after class today. It's a very simple basic nokia phone with camera, fm radio and other normal functions. Good enough for daddy. I don't think his fat fingers will get used to any of the latest touch-screen phone. I reckon if I get him one of those, it will drive him crazy. Ha.

But but but....you know what? I have to lie to him that it's a free phone from ml because I am their lifelong regular customer. And he actually believed what I said. $123 lei and I have to say it's free. Lol. I didn't wanna lie but I am pretty sure he would bark at me if I spend a single cent on a new phone for him. He would probably say something like, "you have so many unused old phones at home why don't you just give me anyone of those and you don't have to waste money buy me a new phone?" And this nagging probably will go on for a few days. Haha...

Anyway, happy birthday 老豆! =)

My wine course was not too bad. We got to drink and some of them thought I am a 酒鬼 just because I finished all my different glasses of red and white, and insisted I drink some more. Evil colleagues. And I still had to drive after that. But but but....I am yolene lei. Nothing gets in my way, even the few glasses of wine. =) And I still managed to catch up with batchgirls who I bumped into at the training centre and had lunch together. =)

Then it was dinner with ling and home sweet home. I still have a bombay to do tomorrow. No off day but I am back on friday's morning and off for the weekend. I guess that can be a bonus. :)


Was preparing for work that day and vanity came in. Keke... My stupid laptop keyboard is not functioning properly (it's time for repair!) and I have to use my youngest brother's laptop. Good thing he is in camp! Ha. Time flies, people change, things change and life goes on, whether you like it or not. Anyway, it's super random here. I don't see the linkage. But nevermind. =p

love love.

when smiles are just masks

Going for some wine course tomorrow. Maybe it will be fun, drinking wine! Ha. I wonder who else is going tomorrow too. But I am sure to see many familiar faces around! =)

When smiles are just masks to hide the sad face and to hold the tears, do you say the person is strong and brave, or do you say the person is in self-denial?

可能真的是上辈子欠你的。

It's depressing...

It's depressing when it was raining cats and dogs the whole day.

It's depressing when your clothes and shoes were drenched even with an umbrella.

It's even more depressing when you found your car stained with lots of BIRD SHIT after a movie.

So horri-gible! :(

Driving and parking parallel at mustafa is a challenge. And taxi drivers are even crazier.

Just when I needed someone, where were you?
Just when I need someone, where are you?

Super tired. Good night.

back from Heathrow :)

为什么。。。会不爽？
为什么。。。还是有点小激动？
为什么。。。没能一起做完的梦最痛？
是不甘心，是一口气，还是舍不得？

星期六的傍晚时分，下雨天，吃着日本泡面，对着电脑，满脑的思绪。

伦敦，应该是你把我给累坏了。

loveLONDON

I practically walked the whole of london yesterday, with my adidas shoes (*boosting* =p). It was good though, retail therapy, time alone and coffee. :)

Something small from Chanel, a pair of earrings, can't bear the heart to buy my 2.55, yet. Lol. I saw Prada and Miu Miu which are so irresistibly pretty and classy too. Keep in view first. *cunning grin*

I heart LONDON. =)

real man

"I don't want a boyfriend. I need a real man." Me too. =)

I met quite a few people yesterday, unintentionally. Somehow, everybody just seem to know everybody, especially those in my life. Is it a good thing?

You know every now and then, every time we wish, we want, we hope, we pray, we encourage our loved ones and those people around us to be happy. And very often we say happiness can be very simple. But then again, it's easy to ask people to be happy, to be contented and all, but when it's to our each individual self, it's not always the case.

Actually I feel to be really happy as a person, to be really happy with your own life, the events, and the people that are happening to you, isn't easy at all.

因为我们有七情六欲。我们会自我陶醉在虚幻与现实之间的梦镜。其实勇敢真的很不容易。勇敢去爱，勇敢放开，勇敢面对生活给你的酸甜苦辣，勇敢挑战所有想打倒你的坏人，就连哭也是要勇敢去哭。有时候哭也是很好的发泄。也许哭过了，某人，某事，会让你看得更清楚。

虽然我不是很勇敢，但起码到今天，某人，某事，我的生活，我还是可以微笑着来面对。＝）勇气，它得来不易。勇气，它不是三天两夜。勇气你有吗？如果没有，请相信这一分这一秒，它会很想告诉你，它会等你，等你来把它带走。＝）

I am off to London tonight. =) Actually I kind of love London though I have been there like umpteen times. It's one of my favourite cities. =p

Till then, love.

你不必爱我

越来越喜欢他。。。的歌了。
方炯镔 - 你不必爱我。
听了让我有一种说不出的小伤心。
keke... =p

天啊! 下雨了!
There goes my $6 car wash last night at Shell. =(
等一下我还要出门的。。。

A batchgirl just told me over msn... "i met someone who i am crazy over...someone who is also crazy over me. my life is crazy, but i cannot be any happier. :)"

Awww... somehow, I think this is so sweet! =p

"heavenly in love"

The varieties of crepes almost drove me crazy. Ha. It tastes like....hmmm..."heavenly in love. =)"


Japanese food. *drools*


The beauty junks. :p


The food and tibits junks. *greedy grin*

Ermmm...My vanity rolls in again. :)

坏人

一位非常不错的创作新人，方炯镔。特别喜欢他新专辑里的首播主打歌，坏人。

每个人的感情世界里，好人与坏人的分别，不一定真如表象；坏人或许不过是好人的影子，而好人，也有可能做出坏人的判断。

好emo，好听！＝）



方炯镔 - 坏人

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

有些东西，错过了就不能再拥有。
有些人，你放弃了就没有机会再要回。
我们每天这样的活着，都在寻找怎样的幸福呢?
我每天都在为自己找借口转身。
真的。

晚安了，亲爱的。=)

Flew and worked with one of the top 10 today, but surprisingly, I thought he is alright. Just a little naggy but he is fine. =) Top 10 is what people proclaimed. But sometimes you gonna judge for yourself. Or maybe I am just lucky today, that he likes me! Ha!

On a random note, it has been raining almost every hour, every day for the past one week, which is just sooooo gloomy!

hair hair HAIR!

My throat has been irritating me since birthday, and now yet to recover. *pout* Anyway, I went to perm my hair again today! And I bought my RMK foundation, which is not a very necessary buy. Ha! I just shopped at the duty free at the airport yesterday, too. =p *guilty grin* I have an overwhelming range of skincare and products and cosmetics, which I think can last me forever. Hehe... I fall in love with new beauty junks easily. I am now in love with the new M.A.C. hello kitty range and I swear I gonna get them, soon. ;p And I look forward to Japan work trip. It may be a short one but it's Japan lei! My all time fav destination. =) But before that, I have to do a turn tomorrow, or rather later. Silly me, cocked up my change of flights and off days.

Off to some reading and then SLEEP!

Muacks! =)

mel =p

Work was not a bit of less tiredness. It was hardwork and patience. But there was a fair share of fun, happenings, rewards and gratitude.

Thank you to all my melbourne crew this trip, the lovely card, the birthday song, the strawberry champagne after flight, most importantly, the sweetest thoughts.

And best of all, batchgirl was on the same flight! =p

难搞

I am hard to please.
连我自己都觉得，我很难搞。
Hahaha...

Off to Melbourne later.
Itchy hand me, forsaken my standby which can be pretty safe nowadays and change for a aussie flight to do. You see... That's me. Please try to understand, ME. =)

My 6th sense seldom fails me, about things and people. But there's always this person that makes me doubt my 6th sense. And it's only this person who I don't dare to play my 6th sense with. My only 6th sense's strong opponent.

birthday

No fancy celebrations. All the random friends and people that I met these few days, thank you. =) Even for those whom I haven't met up with, but with all the phone calls and smses wishes, thank you too. =) Thank you for the surprises and presents and thoughts, to whoever. :) Zouk on friday wasn't very fantastic, with the crowds that manipulate the atmosphere. I wish I had a better one. :)

No 29 feb, so I am just 6.25 years old to be exact. Haha... But that's the leap day that makes me special. The leap day that makes me different from many many others. The leap day that makes me shine. Hehe... Thank you mummy, for her greatest plan to deliver me on this special date. (But she claimed it was unintentional and I was just too eager to see the world that I came out earlier than expected.)

Suddenly, I feel it's like going to be another chapter or story after the birthday. Probably another stage of life for me. I don't know. But I am looking forward, because it just gonna gets better. My story. =)

我爱上了

I finally caught the oscars winner, slumdog millionaire. I am praising it but someone says it was over rated. Haha.

And.....

我爱上了了这首歌. =)

the little pleasant surprise

His birthday happens to fall on 28 feb, mine on 29 feb, and my birthday doesn't even exist this year, but that's what makes me special, heehhee... A big thank you to my great bunch of colleagues, for spending the past 6 days with me, and for this little pleasant surprise! *muacks*

我把"我的亿万面包"看完了。
怎么偶像剧里的爱情都那么惊天动地啊?!
突然觉得，原来吵吵闹闹的爱情，其实也蛮浪漫的。
喜欢! =)

终于要回去了。好想念，"你们"! =)

years ago

Was browsing through my past photos and I saw these. Years ago when i was still in school. Years ago when my bum was still sexy. Lol...

这样的我，那样的他。
怎么可以在一起?

就在这一刻，一切 GAME OVER. :)

但不知怎么的，我总觉得，我会比以前快乐。=)


Took this picture after lunch today. Was taking a scroll at the backyard and I saw these lovely puppies. I couldn't resist and take a few snaps of them. 原来人生美好的事情还很多! =)

standards

Some super-helpful standards that you should have so that you will never ever forget or forsake no matter how hot you think he is:

*extracted from this really incredible book. =p*

I will not go out with a man who hasn't asked me out first.

I will not go out with a man who keeps me waiting by the phone.

I will not date a man who isn't sure he wants to date me.

I will not date a man who makes me feel sexually undesirable.

I will not date a man who drinks or does drugs to an extent that makes me uncomfortable.

I will not be with a man who's afraid to talk about our future.

I will not, under any circumstances, spend my precious time with a man who has already rejected me.

I will not date a man who is married.

I will not be with a man who is not clearly a good, kind, loving person.



Do you somehow feel, incredibly more desirable than before? Of cos you have to feel so. You are always worth more than he thinks you are. When girls meet boys or when boys meet girls? Okay, whatever. Hehe.

Love. =)

Attention

Just realised the tv programmes over here aren't that bad. There are movies, pretty updated ones, and I was watching the Live 81st Academy Awards earlier on before meeting the rest for buffet breakfast. Slumdog Millionaire is a big time winner. I am never a fan of Bollywood movie but this one seems worthy. I think I gonna catch it when I am back in town. Uh-huh...so many movies in line which are seeking for my attention! *giggles*

And oh, it's Ugly Betty on the screen now. *heh*

Love. =)

not into you, into you?

I am already 3/4 into "He's Just Not That Into You". Probably am going to finish the book before I head to bed. It's kind of relaxing and peaceful over here. I get good sleep, had cornflakes for breakfast, read newspapers, watch dvd, munch on sour plums and ferraro chocolates at intervals, gym, chatted with colleagues, shower, mask, read, cook dinner (tom yam noodles with canned food and it's tasty! =p), drink tea, read again, online, basically enjoying every single moment of being alone, here. =)

And to all girls, dump the boys who are just not that into you. Because girls derserve to be loved by boys, and there will definitely be boys out there who will be so into you, waiting for you. :)

Love.

poor man

The poor man was tying up our cargo bags on top of the mini van that sent us to the hotel. How did the bags go up? 2 men standing on the ground would carry the bags one by one together, and pass them over to the man on top. My bag weighs tons. I am serious. And I feel really bad somehow. But I do appreciate. The little efforts that the people around me always do for me.

Ample supply of drystores, cookpot, ferraro roche (my all time fav. chocolates. =p), books, (twilight and he's just not that into you.), my new dvd (love bread.), laptop, mp3 player, gym attire, I think I should be alright for the next six days. I can't imagine going to lahore again for the thirth or forth time. I was trying all means to change the flight away so that I can attend a girl-friend's wedding but tell me, who want to go to pakistan? I so gonna miss out all the fun and people who is going to attend the wedding tomorrow. =/

I guess it's a good time to catch up on my sleep for the next few days. I haven't been sleeping well lately, which is totally strange plus annoying. I so gonna pick up a new language course soon. Yes I know I have always been saying but no action taken. This time round I am really serious. Haha. Life can always be better off doing useful things, than wasting time away thinking all the unnecessary. But then again, that's what makes human beings, especially girls. Okay. I know I am contradicting. I always do. =p Good night loves. =)

Cause I Believe

Have been watching "Hot Shot" these few days and I exceptionally love this song, "Cause I Believe" by xiaozhu. I think it's called "幸福不灭" as well.

听起来，还蛮有同感的。
总觉得爱情会让人有许多说不出的无奈。
两个彼此相爱的人未必就能天长地久。
爱到死去活来的爱情也未必就会有结果。
感情淡了，唯有退后。
抱着只属于你们两个人爱情的回忆，向前走。
执迷不悟，只会让你的心，永远不会为另一个人打开。

Cause I Believe

没原因 就是喜欢你
在初次相遇 有重逢的心情
深呼吸 让心动隐形
完美的爱情 是无声的旋律

听 我听你 不确定的语气
等 我等你 放下你的犹豫
嘿 如果你 轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白 你做的决定

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因 就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋 天空般 的心情
你前进 看着你背影
就足够世界 无条件 的放晴

你 如果已 爱上他的姓名
爱 如果已 没有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永远开心
我会情愿 渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh I believe Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星 总会有发光的原因

Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

rebellious

I always THINK alot. I mean really ALOT. So people especially girls who think alot won't be very happy. Not that they aren't happy at all but they won't be extremely happy. Sometimes I do want to let go everything, every emotion that is tying me down.

我突然间不想那么勇敢了。
想笑就狂笑，想哭就大哭。
不用管别人怎么看我，怎么想我。
I don't want to be so prim and proper every time people see me. In everyone's eyes, yolene she always looks good, everything in her life seems so perfectly beautiful and organised for her. I want to be rebellious, at least for once. :)

Time to get ready for work.
Will be back tonight.

Love. :)

女人我最大

Cancelled my narita and called me for jarkata. What a deal? Anyway, will have friends and familiar faces doing the flight too, but it is just a turnaround. I shouldn't complain. =p

I bought the latest "女人我最大" magazine. Can't wait to read. Hehehe....

A: 爱到要死的爱情算什么?
B: 算笨蛋lor...
A: So 笨蛋，我们去那里吃饭啊?
B: ..... Thanks hor, sister! *roll eyes*
A: 哎呀没关系啦! 别客气!
B: *晕倒*

Food for thought. Haha. Good night! =)

Love.

别爱上我 我这种怪胎.

想念

其实还蛮想念一位朋友。
很想打通电话给他，可是我却找不到原因。
我也不知道如果电话接通了，第一句话我该怎么说。

曾经还以为我们会是无所不谈的好朋友。
不管发生什么事，我们都会一直这样。
但。。。真的很像没有一件事情会是永远的。

也许我这个人对他的人生，从以前到现在，根本一点影响力都没有。
像一位前辈曾经对我说，我会有很多欣赏我的人，可是他们都不懂得珍惜我。
可能我这个人对他来说，其实也没那么重要。
有也是这样，没有也罢。

不知怎么了。。。今天心情超差的。一点都不漂亮。
也许。。。是想念这位朋友的关系吧。
我相信他应该会过得很好。=)
不管发生什么事，如果需要我的话，我一定会在。

请天使保护他。
把他所有的不快乐都换成祝福。
=)

Look for a Star

Caught "Look for a Star" `yesterday. I believe love is still beautiful. It may not be everlasting, but at least it was once beautiful, in the eyes of the beholder. =)

Economy is really bad, even my company is suffering from the repercussion. My japan flight was cancelled and I am put on standbys. Till now, I am safe, still. And most likely, I think it's going to be the case. I was still hoping they will call me for long flight so that it can disrupt my pakistan flight that is coming up next. But fat hopes on me. =( But they owe me a flight still! Ever thought of calling them and demand for a flight. But looking at the situation now, no matter how much I yell, how I whine, they probably won't give me a damn. So better be good. Just fly, whatever flights you can do. I still have a lifestyle to support. My kind of lifestyle. Especially the car that is taking up quite a bit of my monthly allowances. So I keep my mouth shut. =)

Spot the outstanding one? I was so tempted to buy but I resisted. Instead I psycho the junior girl to buy it and she bought it on top of her new bag. Haha. But it's really pretty la. I am not evil. I just adore pretty things and I love to encourage people to join in the admiration for beautiful things. Look at the word, it is "encourage". Hehe...

And here come the real pressie.... *sheepish grin*

valentine

To all the lovers out there and to everyone who loves, Happy Valentine's Day. The occasion may seem to be too commercialised, but it's a time widely known all over the world to celebrate love. =)

情人节快乐。

你知道吗?

原来。。。我还是很想得到你的祝福。

=)

Paris is snowing! Just came back from meeting my crazy batchgirl and this french guy friend of hers who is really nice and gentleman. It was kind of fun. Storming around, taking pictures (he took for us using his professional camera), having simple breakfast in a nice cafe watching the snow falls, laughing at our conversations, witness the whole of paris from this cathedral which claims that you can see the whole of paris, eating macarons non-stop in the car, shopping for her chanel bag which is totally pretty. I was tempted but I resisted. Haha. Till then, I know I definitely going to get one. Chanel, a girl must has! Yea... kind of like an excuse. Hehe...

"yolene, you should stop being so careful. but it also doesn't mean you have to be careless. just take a bigger step forward, do what you want to do. be kinder to yourself and the love you have. please, you really don't have to be so careful. believe me. you will be happier."

- from someone whom I met for the first time.

Thank you.

Heart shape macarons and beautiful lighted-up eiffel tower make me somehow thinking of you. Thinking of what if....everything didn't change? Will we be happy now?

It's a weird thought anyway. Because the fact is.....we have all changed.

I hope I won't be too carried away by shopping later. Yesterday was manageable. Haha. I only got myself a limited edition pink coloured printed longchamp bag and the rest were items ordered by friends.

Maybe I should just get something for myself later, a present for my 6.25years old birthday. *excuse-ish smile*

And perhaps more good food to accompany the hunger of too much walking and shopping, and at least a wine and dine session by the eiffel! =p

I am even more certain now that it isn't me at all, right from the beginning. =) Talked to some colleagues earlier on and so happened to find out and realise how disgusting some people can be. I don't really like to use the word "disgusting" but I can't find a better word to describe.

The kind of people that are not even worth me mentioning and being angry with. I actually wonder if this kind of people know what is love and how to love. When you love someone, you won't hurt that someone. Never.

I pity the men.

I know god is kind. =) He will protect and make the best plan for all the well-derserved people.

One fine day, if I see you again, I hope 你是快乐的. :)

tea-time companions

A huge piece (though you can't really exactly tell the size from the picture.) of french chocolate macaron plus a cup of cafe mocha top with generous amount of whipped cream (actually I don't fancy whipped cream at all but the whipped cream from paris just taste different. slightly smoother which doesn't make you feel as yucky. lol.) from Paul's cafe definitely makes my best tea-time companions. ;p

the capture

I was bored so I took out my omnia and capture this scene at thousands of altitude high up in the sky. Isn't it beautiful? =)

lazy afternoon

On a lazy afternoon....







Off to the land of BRANDED later. *beam*

Zzzz... Good night loves. ;)

你最近还好吗?

coming home! =)

Coming home, so it just gets happier! Chronologically. :)

perfect

The perfect way to end the night. :)

Off to Dubai later.
Love ya all. =)

Bride WARS

I love Bride WARS! It's a great movie because it's to my liking. =) What happened when BEST friends are getting married at the same day, same location, falling in love with the same piece of Vera Wang's gown, having similar ideas about their own respective wedding? The movie is hilarious yet truly sincerely sweet enough to keep me entertained and totally focused on the show throughout. Yup, absolutely. =)

"Your wedding day marks the first day of the rest of your life."

原来。。。还是没有办法把他当作不是一回事。
都已经勇敢那么久了，再勇敢一点。
=)