为了我

Everytime when I want to fall in love again, there bounds to have something that stops me and makes me think that it's all just illusion.

Maybe...I think too highly of myself, at times...
以为全世界只为了我旋转.

Happy:)

Called up for Fukuoka... Happy:)

I don't need stars anymore.

I told myself I want to finish my book by tonight, but I got lure by temptation to watch online drama. Hehe..

I am watching 爱就宅一起. Yet another typical taiwanese love drama. But I find myself getting hooked each time even though I think some of the stories are too fairytale to be true, or maybe they just never happened to me before. Ha.

Realise many of times, liking or loving someone, knowingly or unknowingly, isn't exactly enough for 2 persons to be together. 爱不一定会在一起. Some people are just like stars. You know stars will never fall to the earth but yet you believe one day, perhaps, maybe, they may.

明明知道星星永远摘不到，却老是好想把自己当作月亮。
因为。。。月亮是和星星最靠近的距离。
天亮了，才发现其实一直在身边的人才是最珍贵。=)

I have been seeking for perfection, without realising imperfection is actually a form of perfection. Chim-logy right? Haha...

I think I don't need stars anymore. :) They are good for occassionally admiration. I rather want my daily dose of sunshine to start everyday.
:)

*yawn*

Good night loves.

=)

=)

Pick the day

Just came home. showered and ready for bed. Mummy was already awake when I got home. She was going for her daily morning jog. She said she thought I was still living in gmt-7. *cheeky grin*

The day with bestie was great. We shopped for shoes at pazzion, one of my favorite shoes shop in town, hehe, lunch at sun with moon, food always tastes better when shared=), my fringe cut, pedicure at far east, plus lots of laughter and topics on boys, work and friends. Could have met up with batchboy after that, but the timing just wasn't that accomodating.

Then it was an inpromptu meet up at the wee hours with someone who has everything in his agenda to bicker with me, almost everytime. *roll eyes* Ha. Perhaps that's a form of communication between us. Ha. I think. :)

Suddenly, I crave for macdonald brekkie! But I don't think I can wake up in time for that.

Pick the day. Enjoy it - to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come... The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don't want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future. - Audrey Hepburn

great day ahead=)

Excited about lunch and lazy sunday afternoon with bestie. Lots of updates to hear and talk about later.
Haha.. =p

Finally balloted my leave, but I may change the dates anytime before the deadline. It's pretty hard deciding which dates to ballot, considering I am not studying, I don't have much plans about the future, holidays and stuffs. Let's see how things go.
=)

How can someone be intimidated to like another someone? Just a random thought. Oh well... Ha.

Anyway, it gonna be a great day ahead!

Loves.

I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person. - audrey hepburn.

这就是爱吗

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有
你总学不会放手
我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麽



你确定这就是爱吗?

Nice song. Love it=)

掏空

一觉起来，有一种害怕失去我以为我不在乎的东西。
整个心像似被掏空的感觉。


我应该是做梦了。

0415

It's 0415 in tokyo. They just left my room. And I am still super awake now. But I really need to force myself to bed. I wanna go out to get my green tea latte from starbucks later. Green tea latte from japan just tastes different. =)

Maybe some last minute shopping at the drugstore store nearby. =p

cream puff

Chilled cream puff before I hit the sack. Sinful. But I don't care.

Ha. Night again.

=)

great time

The girls were having a great time in my room. Playing pranks on people, and gossiping about the possibles and impossibles. Shopping, sashimi, wine, beer and a whole lots of fun later. So I better sleep. =p

Good night loves.

stories

Suddenly there are like many stories. My flight itself already is. Scandalous and happening. Lol. That's why when people say better don't eat crew meal, it spells it all. But... I myself am one, and I am guilty of mind, soul and feeling straying at times. Especially when there are always temptations.

Coco before Chanel

Caught CoCo before Chanel the day before I left for sq12. It's a french movie. Quite different from past movies I had watched. Not too bad. But my eyes were closing for a few seconds during the movie. I was simply too tired. I don't know why. Ha. Okay...I know I am super random here. Heh...just wanna blog about watching this movie. One of my favorite brands. =p

Going to get ready to set off back to tokyo!
Bye, love.
=)

fortune cookie

My fortune cookie says...

"A pleasant surprise is in store for you."

Looking forward to whatever it is, for that so called pleasant surprise. =)

caught on camera

Guess who?
Squirrel caught on camera!:)
It was brunch at Denny's, shopping at South Bay Galleria, Del Amo and Albertson, dark chocolate drink from Godiva for sinful indulgence, dinner at Seafood Port, Cheetos snacks in own room while reading a book.

Contented. Heee...

Love, LAX.
Love, LAX.

in the middle of the night of gmt-7....

Woke up in the middle of the night of gmt-7, feeling hungry, craving for mushroom swiss. *grin*
:p

And I just dreamt of you, us, those nights, and when even though for all I know those scenes are once upon a time. I must be insane. Hahaa...
Nah...it's okay. It's just a dream. I ain't missing anything about you anymore.
Probably....I just miss being and staying close to someone, physically and emotionally. It's like a kind of protection. Heh.

Ah...I have japanese crackers in the fridge, make do with them and get back to sleep!
=)

belle

Sq12 later. *whistle*

=)

Good night loves.

Sometimes love just ain't enough

Sometimes love just ain't enough.

That's why there are many things you won't do, there are many things you can't really be bothered, there are many things you can actually do without.

Anyway...anyway...anyway...

Ahhhh.... I am going out. Lazy to make up. Cap and shades should do the trick. I gonna get a black or red frame spec later. Though I have perfect eyesight, I think stylo oldies frame do wonder to a plain no make up face. Haha...

=p

melbby

Back from melbourne. Cold, windy, had delicious egg chiffon rice with colleagues, tiramisu to pass time, barang barang like cheese, biscuits, sweets from woolworths, soft aussie nougats from melbby airport, nice working colleagues.

:)

I have today and tomorrow to run my errands and meet people, before I am away for another 8days. No complaint cos I am smelling Japan, again. Hehe...

The matter of heart is a strange thing isn't it? And it just gets more strange and strange.... I witness people around me having the strange symptoms.

morning melbourne

Called up for morning melbourne. I am like a workaholic. Nah... probably change of flight queen. Ha. But it disrupted my 380 hongkong turn. Woohoo...perfect. =)

The leave dates are a headache.

Anyway...
Till melbourne. I think I wanna bring my lappy.

More to come....
:)

Love.

The paris story

The paris story. =)
But before the elaboration, I guess I need a power nap and a good meal to perk me up. To begin with, I need to sleep first!
Haha..

Love.

overdose

Temptation overdose in paris.

;)

错觉

我想这一开始就是我的错觉。
应该是这样。
呵呵呵呵。。。
累了却不想睡觉。
我是怎样?

=p

coming to you

I am coming to you, again. :)

如果爱变成了难题

如果爱变成了难题，这种爱会幸福吗?
我没事。
只是夜深人静，有一丝的伤感。
想念过去，对现在是个问号，未来更看不清楚。
不想了。
晚安。=)

vege vs steak

A bowl of vegetables with someone you love is better than steak with someone you hate.

kind of strange

Been meeting up with wonderful people, realising how much their importance is in my life. Had a fresh set of classic french soft gels manicure, *grin*, and I am kind of headache now what dates to bid for the leave. Holidays, special occasions, and people that matters, all count.
*hur hur* =)

It's kind of strange how you actually feel for certain people. But somehow you are still aren't exactly sure if that's what you want. Maybe it's just a phase. Haha... Oh well, guess what? It's Paris again, next, after 2 weeks. =p

why

The occasional ponder....why didn't you make it to my future?

It's a tough question. Ha.

Good night loves.

不說出的溫柔

Saw mr alvin boon posted this on his facebook. Quite an emotional song and I kind of like it. I am an emo person. Haha...

The mini drama before home.

The mini bus broke down half way along the road, the boys helped with the cabin and cargo bags to squeeze in the bus with us, cos the carrier at the back that was connected to the mini bus got detected and the tyre got punctured, a little tiny winy late for flight, my j4 reported sick cos she sprained her back, long and draggy overnight flight back to gmt+8. And I was so blur to left my Japan VOS hairspray on board, only realising it after I left the plane. *whine* It was freaking tired anyway. The last few sectors of work were horrendous enough to eat up my brain and energy juices. Haha...

Oh whatever.!

Love.

Episode writing

Some people, some incidents may put you into deep thoughts. You start speculating and wondering if these are what you want and if these people do actually matter in your life. The occasionally misses, the once in awhile doubting of your inner own true feelings, the side tracking to people whom may bring you greater happiness than those whom you truly love, the temptations that lure you to change your mind.

Chapter closed. Episode writing. Chapter closed. Espisode writing again. And it just goes on... till a point of time when you thought you have had the perfect story of your life. I am still writing.
=)

vampires

The vampires on tv caught my attention. But it seems like a better idea to hit the sack.

Good Night, love.

+4

My little bundle of joy. :)

Gmt+4.
Good night sweethearts.

Leaving for the 45degree city for the next 5days. Perhaps it's a good time to detox, catch up on sleep and be all happy, all over again. Haha...

XOXO.

I'm yours...

Wonder Girls - Nobody

I so love their dance!
It's love.
=)

therapying

有些时候不是不喜欢，只是不敢承认。
对吧?
偶尔也会想起，还真是有点奇怪。

Haha... Feel like retail therapying.
Yey!

I miss NYC

My batchgirl just told me she was called up for tokyo los angeles last week, came back with 3 off days, standby again and called up for frankfurt new york tomorrow! What kind of rostering or planning system is that? I don't even get such deals.

Tell me about new york city. I miss new york.

closest thing to magic

I read somewhere. It says Love is the closest thing to magic.
真的hor?
Haha. I am bored.
Bedtime stories! :)
Good night!

情人

S.H.E version of Beyond's 情人. And I thought it was good!
好听好听. =)

I especially like the part when they sang "你与我之间有谁 是缘是情是童真还是意外". Lalala..Heh.

Was reading up my japanese notes and it just got a little bland and boring. And hence I decided to hook on the web to wala wala a bit before I head to bed for the night.
Haha. =p

Am blogs and facebook hopping, talking to friends, surfing some online fashion beauty forums, and eating cheese and crackers! Tell me about shedding some kilos off my body. Ha.

Bills are pilling. I don't know why. Suddenly the car feels like a burden. Hiak hiak, though I really love him. Oh well oh well, it's all about finance management isn't it? I gotta agree I am really bad at it.

fairytale

Korean dramas always make me have unrealistic dreams about love.
But isn't love suppose to be fairytale?

I always love fairytale, despite its unrealistic idealism at times. Fair enough, because it's always happy ending. :)

Happy birthday

Happy birthday to SINGAPORE!
With lots, lots and lots of love from PARIS. =)
Since it's your birthday and everyone is celebrating for you, could you please grant me wishes?
Please make me MUCH MUCH MUCH slimmer, prettier, richer, happier, and bless me with a cute, handsome and rich boyfriend.
Muahahaha...
I am greedy but I know you love me!=p

Voice calling, stop daydreaming!
Ha.

Love.
Bye.

wallpaper

终于把laptop's wallpaper给换了。
是有点舍不得啦。
好不容易狠下心来。
我会习惯的。
:)

heart paris

Chanel, great company, get intoxicated. How not to heart paris?

=)

a little comfort later?

I left my camera at home! *roar* I actually had the intention to capture the colours of summer in paris. It's such a big big sigh. On a lighter note, I am coming back two weeks later. Maybe summer would wait for me. :)
Hehe...

Maybe I would scroll down the streets of Champs-Elysees later after late lunch, have an ice cream, and perhaps something from chanel, miu miu, prada or lv to comfort myself. Haha. Yolene Peh didn't you just wanted to save $$?

Tell me about it...=p

Off to paris

Off to paris!
yey! bye. =p

纪念品

像疯掉似的过去，才会有今天的平静。
祝福对方，也算是对自己的一种原谅。
虽然爱收不回来，但已轻轻放下。
两年的爱，已经是最好的纪念品。

$ing Dollar

Caught the $ing Dollar musical at Esplanade Theatre. It was awesome but I heard last time the Dim Sum Dollies was even better. Too bad I missed it. Am looking forward to the next production. =)

Just something for a friend. I hope she is coping well, with everything that is going on now in her life. I know it's hard on her. God and friends and loved ones will take care of you.
:)

It's back to work again, after a few days of slacking, bumping around, hanging out and all the miscelleaous. Luck hasn't been really good lately. With all the recent happenings, especially with people. Oh well, what to do right? Maybe it's just me.

Oh oh oh... I smell paris! =p

不爽

我搞不懂我在不爽什么。
算了。



不过讲真的。。。。
我怎么会那么不爽?！

糟糕。

难伺候的公主。

太多的是是非非让我非常厌烦。
不想解释了。

我的任性。
我的傲慢。
我的坏脾气。
我这个难伺候的公主。

谢谢那些还爱我的人。
=)

black and white

Almond cream and black sesame cream. Just a little of the black, can turn the entire white completely black. However, it isn't vice versa. I am referring to life, human issues and relationships.

Arrr... I think I am mad.

明白

小气鬼

Friday was an entire night of party maddness. Dancing and drinking all night long, uh huh, fun!

"I believe everything has an evil side. And although we may eventually do what's right, there is always that split second when we think about going over to the dark side."

I nod head and agree.

Something super random, I think most guys are very petty. Or is it just those guys whom I know?

小气鬼。。。你们都是。
我是女生。你要我怎么说?

wishful

Income tax, road tax, car insurance, all the miscellaneous bills, suddenly all come together. I am pulling my hair now. *roar*

Maybe....it was just my wishful thinking right from the beginning, assuming certain "people" felt certain way towards certain "people". Apparently it wasn't. If not, I won't be left alone, guessing and pondering.
Okay, what am I talking about? Nah...

Good day everyone...:)

on a random Thursday...

Yesterday was japanese class, coffee with batchmates, dinner with audrey, drinks with random crew whom all seem to interlink with one another ( all of the sudden, the bar felt like a control centre to me. lol...), supper at macdonalds and mustafa for the last stop. By the time I reached home it was already 430am this morning. I almost died. Really. I tell you....Haha. Freaking tired.

Thank you friends and colleagues whom helped me buy stuffs from all over the world. Repayment time soon. Hehe...

No time to head down to the temple. Suddenly I feel there are so much things I wanna tell to the Guan Yin Ma. Hahaa... Tomorrow seem like a perfect day to go down for a prayer. Maybe I will just bring mummy along and bring her for a nice lunch. Been months since I brought her out.

Only things happened, then you realise how much certain people actually meant to you and their importance in your life. I feel the impact gradually, somehow.

Whatever it is, TGIF tomorrow! :)

Let's dance!

Just finished my Japanese homework. I am going for class later. I love how this school manages to organise classes to fix my irregular schedule. *medetashi* :p

2 days of sydney was enough to kill but fellow colleagues were fantastic. Like you know you curse and swear about the tiredness and the work load coming along your way, but people back you up and make your day. =) And tomorrow called up to do jarkata in the evening, that's good enough. And there "she goes" (I go). Haha. My one week break away from work.

Let's dance! *winkz*

fat

I don't know where to start. Work has been smooth, human relationships aren't too bad either. But I am just getting fatter. *loud laughter* I love to eat and am lazy to exercise at times (okay most of the times...ha.), what else can I do?

Okay okay, god is fair isn't he? :)

the constant hunger

I keep feeling hungry. The constant hunger at any hour. And my mouth just can't stop. This is bad, especially when I have a weakness for carbohydrates and desserts. :p God, please bless me with a high metabolism rate. I think I seriously need that now. Ha.

Bring me to a feast and I will love you to bits. :)

asos

check out
www.asos.com

the dresses are so "Oh My God!"
this is love. :)

online shopping...yay! ah-duh...=p

bad dream

I just had a bad dream. I dreamt that everyone is going against me. Nobody believes and stands on my side. I felt so lonely. The dream is horrible enough to start my day.

I watched Russell Peters on youtube, had a random laugh, the lunch that mummy bought was just so not tasty. Called up for denpasar turn tomorrow. I was still hoping they would call me for some medium haul flight to disrupt my sydney. Ok...whatever.

Zurich was cool, with great company, but own self with complicated random thoughts. As usual.

Jap class later.

Nonsensical people really irritate.

不小心

不小心，回头看了一眼，偷偷望了一下。
也就这样不小心又小EMO了一次。
我啊!。。。
不小心，忘了勇敢。
下回要小心一点。。。
别忘了曾经那么心痛到疯掉的感觉。
如果再一次，我会死掉。
所以。。。
小心。=)

Love from Zurich

Meeting some colleagues at the gym in half an hour time. I so don't want to exercise but BUT but I think I really have to force myself to. Haha.
It seems like it's going to be a perfect day ahead!

Love from Zurich.
:)

time is love.

Not a very recent song but I just realise how captivating the song can be. Oh. Love. My friend says it sounds like a song for the ex-boyfriend. But I feel it sounds more for like possible two persons who just never get together, and who knows what? Anyway, time is really essence. Time is love. Once you miss it, that's it.

Take a lifetime to find LOVE? Or seize a moment for PASSION?
Which one would you choose?



总是和你擦肩而过 回头看着你走
我说服自己你从来都不属於我
也在心里偷偷想过 拥有你陪伴的生活
对我会是多麽奢侈的梦
你完美得太过火
有太多的选择
我还能付出什麽
除了爱你我一无所有
爱来的刚刚好慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷带
我从孤单里逃跑
因为爱

日复一日重复着错过的游戏
猜测在你的心中是否真有我
不想一分一秒在犹豫之间蹉跎
我在等你说你也爱我
你是我存在的理由
爱来的刚刚好慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑
爱来的刚刚好慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑
因为我爱你

无意

Back...
From Beijing.
:)
It was sumptuous dinner with beer and boys over flowers korean drama in the room.
Batchboy knocked at the wrong room when he checked in the night. My crew almost freaked out when she saw a man keep knocking at her door at 12am midnight. Ha. *roll eyes...* That's why we are batchmates... Haha...
:p

Very tired. Of work, of people around me, of things around, of everything. If time can go back( I know it will never happen though), will I still be who I am today? Will the chapters of my life story deviate?

刚才无意间听到这首歌。。。

~我决定插手你的人生
当你的时尚顾问别说你不能

让我们乘着阳光
海上冲浪吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛
流一点汗你成了型男
让我们乘着阳光
看着远方别当路人甲
让美女缺氧
靠在你肩膀
我微笑在你旁边撑伞~


好熟悉的声音啊!
A voice which I thought I don't miss anymore....

Ever felt...

Ever felt that no one in this world can be trusted except your ownself?
Suddenly, it seems like everything is happening all together at one time.
Sometimes I feel frustrated, I feel irritated, I feel depressed, I feel upset, I feel lonely, I feel angry, at no one but myself.
And there is no shoulders to lean on, shoulders which I can feel safe without feeling weary.

Maybe I am a more careful person. I don't dare to let down my guard to anyone even if that person could be safe enough to make me feel protected. It isn't any easy. Perhaps it's just me. The problem is with me.

善变

It was nails treat and catching up session with shervil and joey today. :)

但是心情不是那么的好。
明明以为已经很清楚自己要的是什么。。。
却又有一点想后悔的感觉。
女人啊。。。真是善变。
我承认。。。我是善变。
哈哈哈。。。

harajuku!

Home! ;p

Been away for good whole eight days. Scalded my hand with coffee during work, bruised my arms and legs, took the most horrendous rides in los angeles, mesmerizing by the shopping and food in tokyo, and the rediscovery of my own inner feelings. Somehow, I think I know what I want now or ultimately. :)

magic

First states trip that I never shopped. That is a very surprising thing for me. Ha. We went to Six Flags Magic Mountain. We had the most amazing rides ever. And I am like the only one screaming and cursing and calling for help in the mid-air always. The rest seems like super heroes and heroins. And I wonder why people wanna pay money to scare themselves and freak their minds and hearts out. I have a weak heart and I tell you, I almost died. Lol... Really. :p

I am one shade darker now. *hiaks hiaks* Can't wait to be back to tokyo for shopping and eating!

belle in lax!

Am in Los Angeles. Work was tiring, as usual. Hah... After shower earlier on, I dozed off on my lappy and everyone was already waiting for me downstairs for dinner. *hiaks* I freaked out when the phone rang, and I jumped out of my bed, all ready in less than 5 minutes to the lobby. I am sorry guys! =p

We have already rented a car for next day. I am so looking forward. :p I told Mark I want to test drive the car tomorrow, as I never tried left-hand drive car before. Mark said, "ok lor, i let you drive one round in the carpark before i take over and drive out to the main road. you drive one meh? you doesn't look like you can drive. hahaa..." ............. He was punched a hundred time by me, almost. Lol..

Love, probably with new photos soon. =)

There are many thoughts running in my mind. Whenever I am driving, walking, or alone, they run even faster! I wish I can pen or write them down somewhere, but they are too jumbled up and maybe some don't even make sense.

Been very tired out from work, with minimal rest. Off to tokyo in a few hours time. My bags are 1/2 packed, my nails just painted and some other loose strings yet to tie up.

But....something to YEY! about.... BONUS IS COMING IN!

*belle's winkz*

:p

忘

忘了人，却没办法忘了灵魂。
这算忘记吗?

chee-na

Finished the 2nd day of PMTR today. Met new friends, old friends, batchmates in between. :p Lunch, little catching up, those little fun in class. Then it was dinner session with the poly mates. Some fatter, prettier, slimmer, the same old usual jokes and laughters never change. Mr Louis commented, "Yolene you hardly spoke Mandarin to me during poly days. English English English! Why are you so chee-na now? I am so not used to it lor." Ahh...Mr Louis, I do speak Mandarin besides English okay. *boxed!=p* I miss you, I miss the good old days and I miss the rest too.

Then it was supper with batchmates. 4 persons, 4 cars. Stopping our cars one side at the open air carpark, discussing about cars. Trying to act pro about cars and mechanics. Lol...

Called up for Sydney again! The company is mad!
@#%^&*()@#$^^^%#$#!!!~

Whatever.

无所谓

Attended first day of PMTR today. Some promote tourism course organised by company at Singapore Shopping Centre. It was pretty interesting though. I kind of like the trainer. She is very knowledge, and only today then I realised I am that ignorant about my own country. :p

Been feeling quite emo these few days. Many times I am full of laughters but behind that smile, I feel very much lonely. On the phone, in person, in japanese class, during work, overseas, with people. I am just being quite cynical. Was listening to 曹格's new song "寂寞先生". 还觉得蛮有感觉的.
真的.

我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰
无论有虚伪
无论多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给 就像个傀儡

Read these somewhere....

~Sometimes I am able to reflect upon the past and smile.
Sometimes I am too afraid to look back at the memories that haunt.
Sometimes I feel brave enough to take on the world on my own.
Sometimes I feel inconfident of facing reality.
Sometimes I feel blessed and contented with my current life.
Sometimes I become greedy and lament about minor issues.
Sometimes I think I am ready for my future.
Sometimes I doubt myself and the choices I made.
Sometimes I am proud of myself.
Sometimes I find myself useless. ~
No matter good or bad, these times made me strong and made me who I am today.

I think the writer is typing my story. Haha...

GoodNighty loves. :)

My car, the driver's seat door has a dent now. It's tiny but I can see it. Super heart pain can. Whoever opens his/her car's door and bangs to my car, you have just dampened my mood and I kind of hate you now. Daddy promises to send it to workshop for me when he is FREE. *whine!*

No.5

Some errands on hand had been settled. To the temple, the deedpoll. Then it was beer, chicken wings and pizza at No.5 Emerald Hill. Bak ku teh at haverlock road and random roaming around. I thought I couldn't make it home but the entertaining phonecall that came in lighten the whole spirit again. I managed to drive home safely, eventually. *cheeky wink* =p

Heard so much rumours and things about certain people. It can be disturbing, at times. You know, it like some people, some images, you know they gonna haunt you forever. Even if that is so, I somehow sense the good things are coming my way! =)

Called up for Sydney tonight. Till then! Love.

kind of pop is dead

Michael Jackson, 'King of Pop,' dead at 50. This is shocking. What will be the next shocking news tomorrow?

~~Before you JUDGE me, try hard to LOVE me. Look within your heart, then ask: " Have you seen my childhood ? " -- MJ --

sNeeze

The nails treat was good and I super love them now. Clean, neat, demure and pretty! Haha... Then it was Japanese class, this time round with Cecillia. Lesson was fun, as usual and I can't wait for the next class. :) One thing I like about the school is I am able to go for makeup class whenever I can't make it for the lesson. The flexibilty totally suits my job nature. This is love. Ha. :p

Then it was dinner and ktv with friends, colleagues and some random crew whom I didn't know. The best part was this was the first time I went to ktv and I never sang, My throat kind of gave way and my nose kept running.

I keep sneezing, did you just miss me? :p

oopsJ

Check out...

http://www.oopsjdiary.blogspot.com/

The nails colours are making me going gaga....making me smile like a little girl. *hehe*

Despite breathing through one side of my nose, and utterly painful throat, I have decided to head down to Iputa Nails to give my nails a good retreat.

Life is love. :)

I am having blocked nose and feverish body now. Maybe I am just too tired. Don't even dare to see a doctor. I scare he will quarantine me! Lol...

Almost lost in sleep.

Asshole

Some guys are plain assholes. Jerks to the maximum.

这样的男人。。。爱不得。。
还好那时候没陷下去。
现在也一样。
不会有开始。
哈哈哈。

the hairdo.

Do you know what is the thing I dreaded the most when I am preparing for work? The hairdo. Makeup is never a problem to me. It's like a natural instinct to me. But the hair, can be my utmost enemy. I was struggling for an hour with the hair just a minute ago. When the bun couldn't go up, I tried the twist. When the twist just couldn't look perfect, I would try the bun again, And when both just couldn't work, I wish I have short hair. And the cycle just went on and on.

And oh the phone just rang. I am almost there. Phew.

The twist is the winner today.

:)

Running nose and phlegmish throat in a country with temperature of 40-odd degrees doesn't sound very right.

Arr..chu..

belle in abu dhabi

The attention from passengers and fellow crews, is more than overwhelming. I am flattered, indeed. =) The makan, the drinking session, the shopping.

Mr Ang just commented something about me over msn earlier on. "yolene, i think you like to lead guys on. really. i treat you as a friend then i tell you. you always give wrong signals to guys and once they get interested, you just go missing,"

I didn't know I give people such impression, when I am just trying to be friendly and nice to all my friends. Oh well...something to think about...good night LOVES. :)

刘力扬 - 寂寞光年

Great song! :)

刘力扬 - 寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

the MRT day...

Dragged myself out of the bed at 7 in the morning, trying to keep my eyes open while brushing my teeth, put on a random dress, with minimal makeup, I left the house and headed towards the MRT station. It wasn't motivating at all, the thought of walking all the way to the station, digging out my ez-link card that was stowed in some desserted place in my room, and squeezing myself with the crowd in the train just added a big sigh to my morning. If not only for the expensive carpark fees and erp, I would have drove. More than happy to drive.

Anyway, I was at Peninsular Plaza today for some Korean self-directed courase. It was useful but I think at the end of the day, I still suck at it. Haha...

Haven't been feeling exactly very well. I thought I was feeling feverish. This word can be very sensitive now, especially with the up and rising H1N1 cases. I hope I will be strong. Heading to Abu Dhabi tomorrow, with batchgirl. Let's just pray the weather doesn't kill me.... =p

Love.

那个时候的温柔

Off to Sydney later. The usual destination I have to go. *keke*
Anyway, I was packing some of my stuffs just now, then an envelope dropped onto the floor from one of the shelves. and one quarter of the content spilled out of the envelope.
A photograph printout taken from the Taipei 101 tower.
I almost forgotten that it even exists. Haha...
Suddenly, I remember 那个时候的温柔.
总觉得最浪漫的事，就是可以和喜欢的人一起慢慢变老。
Haha...

I put the envelope away, in one neat corner of the shelves, and still all ready to smile, right ahead of me. =)

durians!

I open my fridge and it stinks! The smell of durians floods the entire fridge. Not that I don't eat durians. Not that I hate them. I am just not a fan of durians. And the smell of them gonna stay for the next few days even after they are being finished up. Thank you "Uncle Peh". =p

Oyasuminasai.

:)

Lucky

It's a small scale wedding event. But it was lovely. Very beautiful. :)

Hera was pretty and slim, (every bride seems to lose weight before the wedding..haha..), Patrick is jovial and lively, (he was the one who entertained the crowds of families, friends and colleagues...)

Bumped into many friends and colleagues here and there at the wedding. And I dream the day I am walking down the aisle....*laugh*

He said...."I'm lucky. I'm in love with my best friend."

Sweet.

Lucky.

the wedded bliss

Going to missy hera's wedding later. Crown Plaza Hotel at Terminal 3. *roll eyes* Ha. I heard the ballroom is nice though. =p Bound to see many crew and familiar faces there. Moreover, her other half is also a crew.

Sometimes I feel my bedroom is more like a hotel to me. 3/4 of the time I am always away. Okay.. I am just being random here, while removing my red nails. Hehe... Freaking thinking of what to wear later. Maybe I will head down to the salon for a good hair fix.

Kind of looking forward to Monday which is tomorrow. No special occasion. Just have some errands to run, beauty to be fixed, needs and wants to be bought. Haha...

Love.

so dead

I am so dead now. It was champagne and wine session in one of the girls' room.

Till breakfast later.

Love.

the yellow happiness

I am definitely not a Coca-Cola collector. But I saw this yellow bottle yesterday at London Selfridges and I think yellow is chic. Limited edition bottle from Coca-Cola. Check out the wordings behind the bottle. "open happiness".

I love it. :)

Cmon lift me up (its a brand new day)

Open up a lil happiness today

So I can be someone new

=)

Out for some decent shopping. Hehe...

xoxo.

beer and fish & chips

The beer and fish & chips are being overly stuffed in my stomach. And here am I, back in my room, eating my chocolate dessert from M&S, in search for comfort food before I sleep.

Ultra full, ultra tired.

DND mode...nighty sweethearts. :)

beautiful London

I think... London is beautiful, :), despite the umpteen times I have came here.

Out for lunch and enjoying the rest of the day.

And just a penny of thought, until today, then I truly realise, many things don't wait for you. Peope too. They don't wait for you. When you think you have all the time in the world to make a person or an opportunity to wait for you, you are so wrong. Very often we think very highly of ourselves, and we miss out so many things in life.

Suddenly I feel a little scared.A little scared that I may lose things or people which or whom I thought I will have them one day.

Oh well...love everyone, still. =)

superwoman

Just came back from Teochew Porridge supper with Alexis. Had a great time recalling some eventful flights, sharing about our lives lately. It's kind of amazing how the ex-girlfriends still stay in touch when the ex-boyfriends are already history in both of our lives.

And I just came back to Singapore a few hours ago from Auckland. It was mind exhausting and physically tiring. Especially when there are only one GS and he can't work JCL, and I was the J2 on a 300ER plane on the way up to Auckland though I wasn't the most senior. But, we all had our fair share of work la huh? It always feels nevertheless good to be back, home. :)

I am off to London again tomorrow's night. Everybody says I am superwoman. Haha... Oh well... I hope London is doing good now. Batchgirl just smsed me said she got isolated in London because she showed signs of H1N1. Let's hope she will be okay and all of us will be okay.

突然有一种感想。
赢了不一定是最快乐的。
最快乐的应该是看到幸福的起源。
知道输了，才会更期待明天的以后。=)
Love.
:)

off to AKL

Off to Auckland later. Haven't been there for almost 2 years. It's time to re-visit the island again. =)

Did the air smell fresher today? Haha...

Love peeps.
:)

傻瓜

Beer and buddies. That's what I needed for the night.
败给了时间，输给了永远。
我早就该回到了原点。

Wayne just said..."yolene ar...you have already wasted one year...how much more time you wanna waste?"

Did I?
不再做傻瓜。

:)

一个人的安静。

Sometimes, I really want to be alone.

But there are also times when I am really scared to be alone.

Evie shared with me last night. She said alone and loneliness are different. There are times when we want to be alone, all by ourselves, to think, to do things and not being disturbed. But loneliness is scary, VERY scary.

I share the same sentiment with her.

You can be surrounded by friends and loved ones, but you still feel very alone.

This kind of emptiness just takes me away.

现在的我，不喜欢一个人的安静。

melbby

Back from Melbby. Met up with a friend for lunch and coffee and groceries shopping. Tummy lied flat on bed, legs kicking behind me, sinfully indulging in krispy cremes while reading my book in the comfort of my hotel room.

Met the new ward leader on flight. It was quite a sight. She wanted me to stand out, and stop being so comfortable blending in the crowd, if I ever want to get a promotion. In my mind, I was like...huh? Promotion. 3yrs plus with the company and I think it's still a long way to go. Toward the end, she added, "if you are good, you can actually get promoted within 4yrs plus of flying you know? so do something. be different. make yourself significant. "

I am like "hahahaha X 100."

Green isnt' that appealing to me, yet.
:)

dinner, drinks, beers, party, ktvING, ice cream, bangkok.
and i am off to melbourne later!
love :)

仿佛早已面目全非，我却还是那么舍不得。