Fruitful

Just came back from a 8days work trip. A fruitful one I would say. The crazy change of flight pattern due to the Japan's unfortunate event lately, a nice set of working colleagues though, drink, fun, eat, went to Kyoto to explore, wish I could have stayed a night over there, and the most awesome part, another chapter of memories created again with Mr Lau. He pissed me off at times, and I believe I irritated him off at times too with my questionable tantrums...(LOL...), but in the end, it just makes us stronger I guess.

:)

It definitely feels good to be home after so many days. Miss my Mummy's non stop talking and my Daddy's non stop bragging. I didn't know sometimes familiar noise can be such a bliss. Haha...

When complacency sets in, you find yourself losing temper over every small little things.

For good or for bad, I believe god will lead us the way.

Jpot-ing.

Has a fulfilling dinner at Jpot with the good friends yesterday.

Good food, good friends, boyfriend, good weather, actually happiness is that simple. An happy anecdote or equation that you comes out on your own, the happiness that belongs to you only, the happiness that screams bliss. :) You know what's best for you. :)

What else can we ask for?

Off to shower and prepare for work.
Ciao loves.!!

Was at the library. Acting studious, waiting for the old man. :p

Denpasar turn tomorrow. Some people are saying "why aren't you meeting new people and why aren't other guys asking you out?" Often speechless, maybe I am nonchalant to surrounding, to people, and people don't find you that "valuable" or "interesting" when you are taken. Lol.

Okay whatever. Haha..

fra with piggy

Frankfurt without Mr Lau... it was a little boring... No one to cam-whore and do crazy things with me... No one to keep me company through the nights... but at least Mr Piggy is with me. :p

Wasn't feeling very well at work just now. Thank god it's getting better now, no headache, no body aching but the stomach is stirring. Don't know what's up with the body these 2 days. Off to a well deserved good night sleep, then wake up to a brand new day to start everything afresh!

All of a sudden, the syndromes all come together. Whole body aching, slight fever, nauseous. After panadol, Mum's winter melon soup, Mum rubbing my back with medicated oil to make me perspire, I think for now I feel slightly better. Am perspiring and I finished the soup. It's a good sign. Heh. Off to prepare for work! Ciao!

Understanding

Feel March isn't as easy and smooth like February. But yeah, it's just the beginning. Am pretty certain, we will find our way out somehow, and leave behind good memories. Am that positive. :)

I saw a friend (a guy) wrote the following quote in his facebook's status...

If you're busy with your things, I'll understand.
If you don't have time for me, I'll understand.
If you're full with your past, I'll understand.
But one day if i stop loving you, it's your turn to understand.

Like WOW... Haha...I guess in life it's easy to say you will understand each other but maybe perhaps you don't realise being understanding require double of the efforts that you thought you need. It's easy to say than to be done. Many of the times, you thought you are already being understanding, but you whine unknowingly, behave like a kid at times to get attention, throwing tempers on your face and tone even though you still very much try to act you are okay, you are composed, you are the most understanding human being people can find in the universe, you rant to friends about how belittled you felt at times and the struggle inside yourself.

I guess everything in life, has a reason why it happened now and not then, why it happened then and not now. If everything is so smooth and sailing, you may not appreciate and treasure things and people in life as much. Challenges are thrown at us, and solutions and fate are all decided by ourselves. I am not afraid of things that are going to happen. I am not regretful of things that I have done. I am more concerned of what I could have done and have not done. However, people always say too much worries boil everything down to zero. Embracing the current challenges in life will definitely do us good in the near future.

I can definitely do better.

Am so looking forward. :)

Clothes, shoes, makeup, a new book, all packed for work. :)

P.S. People who still love me when I am not so lovable, thank you. :)

*yawns* Off to my good night sleep. Maybe I will dream of the beach, the stars, you and the Mac's breakfast. :p

Off to Frankfurt again tomorrow night, but this time without him. *sigh* It's somehow ironical how we managed to do so many flights together consecutively, spending more time overseas than back in Singapore together, strange how we thought everything was so perfect and we were both so happily in love, and then when we have to fly solo, lesser time to meet, and many other agendas that come in between us, we created tension, misunderstandings and me especially, finding myself flare up unintentionally over trivial matters. I am that silly huh.

Hope he fare well for all the upcoming tests, and hope I can do better as someone's girlfriend.

Good night loves! =)

I didn't exactly realise this photo is actually a bliss, until people start to "like" it. Hehehe...

*grin*

Life is such that sometimes we have emotions that are unexplainable or ridiculously foolish. Happy cos you get flowers. Sad cos you never get the replies you want. Pissed cos people act stupid or they under justified your intentions. Thankful cos of all the blessings and little acts that people show they care. Overjoy cos you know you are still in love.

"Think before you decide to get angry or upset." So I listen. I absorb the good intention. I shallow and hold back my emotions, put on that Audrey Hepburn's smile from Breakfast at Tiffany's. I think I am so good at it. :)

:p

Ultra love. :p

a crazy good Feb

I am so physically jaded. Thus, am super thankful for the off days in town over the weekend. I hope Christchurch is really safe now. Safe enough for our planes to fly and lay over, safe enough for the boy to fly and come back home on time.

February has been a crazily good month. So many things happened and wonderful memories created within the 28days. I believe March will be a good month too, with my Tokyo Los Angeles to look forward to, eat my favorite japanese food, drink my favorite matcha latte, disney fun and the off days thereafter. =)

Friday night with the girls should be fun. Drinking wine, potlucking and playing wii. *beam*

Have a great weekend my friends and loved ones!

p.s. I super HEART my G12. :p

Belle and her new G12... (=

Coffee-lover...

Pink roses to delight...

The crazy company that I love... :p

Surprise

Surprise always comes in when you least expected it. The pink roses were amazingly beautiful, just nice for the birthday. =) All thanks to the sweet guy beside me. Hehe... Am in Frankfurt now. Heading for yummylicious buffet breakfast in half an hour time.

There was a saying...
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep, wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her..."

Well, random thought in the morning. :p

觉得很幸福. :)

wishes

Received so many overwhelming birthday wishes from friends, but yet from the most important one. *roll eyes* *laugh* I want to thank you everyone for remembering. Life has been such a blessing. *wide grin*

Gonna pack for work tonight. Am off to Frankfurt, and back for the weekend. Have a great start of the week people. February is short, but yet it's still so beautiful, with so many lasting memories to linger about. Hehe.

Take care, and loves. =)

a tad emotional

Nothing beats seeing the loved one after work, eating supper, playing with the swings, enjoying the sea breeze and watching aeroplanes, together. :)

But I get a tad emotional lately. Getting upset over unnecessary stuffs, and getting overly excited and happy over the slightest thing. I thought I just sounded agitated and pissed off over the phone. Made me feel like a spoilt princess throwing tantrums. Why am I so uptight about stuffs? Maybe some things are too good to be true and it kind of suppress me. I could do better.

Don't know since when, and when did it all start, that I actually care so much about the new relationship in my life. I pray for guidance and enlightenment from god. I will strive to be a better person.

Thank you.

blissful

I am happy, like really happy. Good things all fall in places, best pals who are always there, and my other half. :) Not the expensive pressies, not the expensive meals, but being around with all the loved ones make me a blissful and lucky girl. Why is god always ever so kind? Thank you very much. I can't ask for more. :)

Can't help falling in love, all over again.

I just need a little more faith to believe everything is positive, and will continue to be positive. :)

Jakarta turnaround later. Jia you!

to realise...

I wanted to take a short nap (apparently) after dinner last night before heading out for supper with besties. Who knows, it was 8hours later when I woke up! Alarm didn't wake me up, 147 whatsapps messages (the group chat thing, i somehow hate it because the messages will keep coming in even if it wasn't you talking but you are still in the same group), numerous missed calls, and I still slept like a pig. I seriously want to ROAR to myself. Wasted the Friday night away. *sigh* But.... I am so looking forward to next Friday already. Hehe... :p

I had a really long and tiring day at work and it practically drained out all my energy, plus I never slept at all the night before. I am superwoman no more. Getting old and body aching all over, after a sleepless night and a hard day at work. Just hanged up a phone call with a friend, mummy is back from morning's jog, the birds on the trees start chipping, the sky is turning to blue, I am hungry actually, but I guess it's more advisable that I go back to sleep.

I was just thinking, I remember talking about the superstar and the ordinary thingy. And now I realise I was so stupid. The superstar will not shine forever, but I love how the ordinary glows in its own beauty, and how mesmerizing it is in its own shell. And then to realise actually ordinary isn't that ordinary after all. It gives me simple happiness that triggers and still lingers, but most importantly, I find myself getting greedier and keep wanting for more. No limelight, no superstar fame but yet I like it more.

I remember saying I miss being crazily in love, and someone says he doesn't know how to make it up to me for that. I guess it has came back for me now. I have fallen for the ordinary. The ordinary who isn't that ordinary. The ordinary who shines more than the superstar. The ordinary whom my life can't live without now. I only just realised it, and hoping it isn't too late.

completes me

Many people and YOU always say my entries are very ambiguous. Many of the times it seems like I am referring to a particular someone, and yet I go one big round telling story, but the someone still remains unknown. That is me Yolene Peh. You either love her or you hate her. There is no in between. Haha... =p

On a lighter note, I have met the guy who completes the current me. 3 years of friendship which went through more ups and downs than any other friends together, and only blossomed 2 months ago. You see how much time we have wasted. He was always there but I couldn't see him. He tolerated my nonsense and bad-temper. He never gave up on me even when I almost gave up on myself. He was one of my best friends, and he still is, and always will be. Just that now, love has came in, and it has brought him to a higher importance in my life. :)

And for YOU, I wasn't worried and scared about opening up our new status. I was just being skeptical about how everything is going to work. But now, I want to tell everyone that you are the man of my happy life now. =)

The overwhelming encounter.

I never fancy Auckland. The timing is totally off for me, and the work load is tiring. But this time it just somehow felt different. I thought I would never feel this way. I always thought being loved more is more fortunate, and this kind of blessing usually lasts longer. And when I begin to feel more attached and emotionally involved, I always have this negative feeling that the happiness will become short-termed. God will take the blessing away from me. It happened like a few times to me before. Every time when I really like something and fall for it, somehow some events have to happen to take it away from me. People may think all these are unnecessary thoughts and worries. But I am pessimistic. I fear the feeling of having strong feeling for something, owning it, and then losing it. So the best solution? To be less hopeful, maybe.

:)

Paris.

Paris. Basilica Sacre Coeur. Eiffel Tower. Champs Elysees. These words conjure up word images in the heads of thousands of folks who've seen the pictures in glossy magazines, watched the documentaries, and dream of one day visiting Paris.

When I visit the Sacre Coeur, my heart skips a beat when I see this glorious church on a hill atop Montmartre, with winding cobblestoned streets weaving around the hill all the way to the bottom where the textile and fabric district is.

No Chanel. No Miu Miu. No Balenciaga, No LV, but full of accomplishment that I didn't get from my previous Paris trips.

And of course the man who has been taking good care of me for the past few days.

I am quite a cynical person.

I do not know how formulas derive. I do not know how theories and answers explain. I do not know how feelings come together and form many other kinds of feelings. I have an attitude that not many people can tolerate. And yet, love still comes to me. For real or for not, I am still skeptical. Thank you all for the blessings of my current life.

=)

All good things..

Had a short work trip to Melbourne, came back yesterday morning. Minimal rest, and tons of errands to run before the whole series of night activities begin. :p

Had Korean BBQ for dinner, Caught Black Swan, the movie that was captivating, and champagne indulgence at The Lantern located at the roof of The Fullerton Bay Hotel. The view was mesmerising, and was so tempted by the pool at the roof top. And the night came with the sweetest gifts. Pink roses and homemade raspberry cream chocolate cupcakes. =)

I am counting my blessings. As much as how the yearly prediction says 2011 isn't a good year for RAT, I am embracing every little bit of happiness granted to me. Heading off to another work trip tonight. Will be back on the Saturday for dinner with the girlies. :)

Thank you YOU.

=)

February

I love February actually. It's different from the rest of the months. Or should I say it's special? It has the least numbers of days and yet it's always flustered with a lot of meaningful occasions. Like Valentine's Day, as much as I always deem that it's way super over-rated, more like a day for the florists to make money, it's a worldwide known festive made known in the celebration of love. I remember some years ago, I was in a faraway land. The boyfriend had way given me a disk with a cover that was drawn by him a few days ago before my trip, and wanted me to open the disk only when it's 14. In a GMT-8 time zone, the weather was barely bearable, the wind was strong, but I felt extremely warm in the heart. The PowerPoint slides that I kept playing through the night, and the watch that became my favorite watch then.

Love shouldn't be celebrated only on Valentine's Day. It should be always celebrated because you are in love. Not necessary in monetary terms, but priceless time, efforts and love you are giving to each other. I always have an imagination. 2 lovebirds sipping champagne, eating strawberries and chocolates, cuddling together, enjoying and appreciating the moment of each other. No expensive gifts but something called love that no one else can take away unless one party has given up.

And February is "Fantabulous". Fantastic and Fabulous. It's my birthday month! Yay! Haha... And I am always struggling to add one more year to my age every year. LOL. Oh well... I am thankful to be living till now, aging gracefully I hope (haha..), going after dreams, and being loved.

Very busy month for the next half of February. But... I am kind of looking forward... :)

back from munich!

Am back from an amazing 6days trip to Munich. It's a beautiful city. I visited BMW museum, castles that spell fairytale, overdosed with mugs and mugs of beer and laughter. Definitely am going back again to explore more. :)

Today is the 7Th day of Chinese New Year and in tradition, it's the birthday of everybody. So Happy Birthday! May life treats us well, grant us with good health, wealth and unlimited happiness. And on our part, let's treasure what god has given to us, and look forward to what's lying ahead of us. =)

Happy CNY

Happy Lunar New Year!

How was the reunion dinner people?

Mine was simple, a yearly affair with the closed ones over steamboat, and the countdown programme on TV. Then it was nails-painting for mummy, praying for a good year ahead, and late night movie. First day was celebrated with visiting from and to relatives, filled with wishes and greetings and yearly repeated questions like "eh today never fly ah? (in my head, obviously right? if not why am i here??), where is your fav destination?, where is your boyfriend? how old are you liao ah? getting married soon not, so that you can give birth and upgrade your parents' status..." And they went on and on... Haha. But it was all good, for good cause and good reason. :)

I wish I can be around over the weekend, but...it's time to go back to work. Heading off to Munich on Chu Er's night, while most of you get to enjoy the weekend, on my behalf. Lol..

Anyway, may this Rabbit Year brings good health, wealth and happiness to everyone out there. Huat Ah! =p

A feast with the good friends...

The must needed supper after a Saigon flight...

Boys at work... :p

My childhood fav. sweets...

Sinful indulgence...

Alright, another KL flight later and I am off for the reunion and the first day of Chinese New Year. In a holiday mood, totally... :p Good night, wakie up in 2hours plus time. I still need to drive to work. *yawns* Good thing it will be a short work trip. Hehe.

Love!

a long day

Had a really long day yesterday. Went for my routine waxing, manicure and pedicure, haircut, colouring and treatment for the Chinese New Year, (LOL..), dinner, ShaoLin movie by Andy Lau. sinful MacDonald's supper! I felt so totally drained out yet accomplished when I finally lied down on my bed this morning at 0530. Haha...

Had been eating quite a bit. Great company over the past 8days with batchboy, we had so much food, wine and desserts together, then plus late night fast food supper, plus the steamboat dinner later and the Korean BBQ tomorrow. I want to go jogging soon. Sometimes I love being overseas. You have all the time to yourself, and the gym is just so conveniently inside the hotel and I can drag my fat big ass and head for an at least good 30min run.

I will be around these few days (not considering those turnarounds) until 2ND day of Chinese New Year and I am off to Munich! Something to look forward to. Hehe... Alright, off to prepare to go out. Have a great weekend! :)

任性，固执，大小姐，没很多人会喜欢。Thank you to all friends who have been there, taking up my nonsenses at times, tolerating my hot-temper. Till now, 2011 has been great. Lots of fun and of course love. =) Thank you all for contributing, and god will bless us with many many more better months ahead! Finally going home soon! I have enough of the winter cold and I wanna come home to feel the atmosphere of Chinese New Year. Hehe. Till I am back!

This winter

Hi New York

I had a serious great time with Alex in New York. Breakfast at Alice's Tea Cup, SOHO and Barneys New York for shopping (though we didn't buy anything), Magnolia's cupcake and banana pudding, coffee for the warmth, Japanese dinner and skyping with each other over the net. Cold isn't fun. I kind of detest winter, cos it makes me feel weak all over. But embracing the cold with good friend was fun. No happy buys, no shopping loot, but the amount of laughter and quality time spent together was priceless, makes me ever more contented than I get my expensive pair of shoes or my branded bag. =)

I have a sweet tooth most of the time. Just finish one huge slice of strawberry cheesecake by myself while typing this entry away. Sweet food makes me happy most of the times. Sometimes I unknowingly show my "not so happy" temper through my tone of voice while talking on the phone, my "not so pleased" whatapps messages, throwing the tantrums that only belong to me, and yet trying very hard to suppress it so that I don't flare and look like a crazy woman.

I guess a lot of times it takes a lot of efforts to understand a person who is not standing at your point of view. I should learn to understand logics and rationals behind every complication, and not be an unreasonable and stubborn solo human being who insists on her values. Which is the real me? The one who always tries to accommodate so that everything gets picture perfect? Or the one who laughs as and when she wants, cries as and when she feels like it, flares up because she feels unjustified, holding on to things that she hopelessly desire, and loves because she feels like falling in love?

It's tough decision I guess. It's never easy to find that missing puzzle that completes you. Life is a challenge and I am taking on it. Good luck to me, to us and to the future. It's quite a journey ahead.

:)

Time for a short nap before waking up to prepare for work. Heading back to Frankfurt and be back to Singapore day after. Pictures will be up soon, after I QC all of them from Alex's camera. Hehe.

Love.

freezing New York

Just woke up from a well-needed sleep in the Big Apple. It's freaking minus 8 degrees here. Snow covering the ground, wind blowing your face like you can die anytime, and my flu catching up with me again. It all sounded very negative...but nonetheless, it's New York you know. Despite the extreme weather, upon arriving, we had a good bowl of piping hot ramen at Sapporo, just a few blocks away from the hotel. Then went to roam around Fifth Avenue with the favourite batchboy!

Embracing the cold was a challenge but I had so much fun with him, holding his slim but fit arms (LOL), singing along the streets, laughed out loud at the slightest thing. Haha.. This is fun. :p

It's how strange that I seem to have the "Dear Kelly" face. People( Guys) start coming to me about their personal problems, as if I could provide them some top ten solutions. And it's also how strange some people just ironically reminded you of somebody else. I remembered the secret connection we had. I remembered the feeling he first gave me. I remembered how crazy I had used to feel. But that was then. Most importantly, we are all happy now, though many of times, I seem to feel that I have lost my niche of knowing what I actually want and love. Like what the batchboy said, "you don't know what you want la...." I am still in the process of finding that connection, that urge, and secretly hoping that it will make me want to die for it again. =)

greater moments ahead.

Off days after Zurich were spent having Chong Qing steamboat, chilling out at City Space at Swiss Hotel with the girls, night talking and suppering with a friend who told me so much about his life, what life should be, and how somehow his conversation amazed me. Then I headed for a really short and tiring work trip to Sydney. With minimum rest, I caught up with friends to celebrate a belated birthday, which was simple, fun and meaningful. :) And then I am heading off to Frankfurt and New York next. This year....has begun well I guess. So much so for what have happened and are happening. =) Let's continue to be hopeful and pray for greater moments ahead!

last minute

Someone told me last night, life is about last minute, life is about impromptu. All along I thought life should be planned, so that everything will be smooth and sailing. Then again, I asked myself. I kind of like the thrills and excitement behind all the uncertainties. Maybe that is the official real me. I like to have a plan, a certain degree of formality to justify a level of certainty, and at the same time, I like risks, I enjoy the feeling of running against ideas of majority, the roller coaster thrills that captivate my heartbeat. I am such woman. HAha..

Like a fellow colleague commented the other day, "yolene i can see you aren't easily tamed. you need someone who can control, lead and tame you. you seem you can't follow the rigidity of love. you need fun, and plenty of excitement." Shucks...I think he reads people. No....He reads mind. Lol..

尽管平静也是一种幸福，我的下一站我还是要疯狂！=)

Steamboat later. Slurps. :p

Evidences

Evidences of my gym workout..! :p

Zurich is a little rainy, cold but bearable, peaceful and happy!=D

Looking forward to coming home, plenty of errands to run and people to meet. ;)

And once again, Happy Birthday to Mrs Chua! (you know who you are. hehe...)

Many good things

Off to freezing Zurich tonight.

Many good things worth happy about, happened.

SO... I think I am happy. Haha.

More to come! The uncertainty may become certainty one day. I don't know what's the best thing to do, the right decision to make, but I guess I will see the light soon, some day. =) We should all look forward to the future, embrace in whatever we do, embrace in what we believe. Right?

Have a great new week ahead! Till Zurich! :)

要买什么礼物呢？

Saturday

I thought I sleep quite a couple of hours and when I woke up, I realised my body was resting but my mind was all night awake, running stupid thoughts. This is crap! Haha...

给你说中了, 我真的是口是心非!

HA!

Okay, nevermind. Positivity and happiness are state of mind. Today is Saturday and it will be beautiful!

我要加油! Hehe..

:p

很谢谢让我感觉被在乎的朋友。＝）

也谢谢让我感觉忽冷忽热的人。

就在这一刻，真心和一切又归零。

：）

睡觉去咯！
：P

the friday thought

It was another rainy day. Miss the morning jog (I should jolly well know I am not a morning person. I snoozed the alarm till lunch hours. *kekeke*), my parents were spring cleaning the house and I was there using my laptop, eating my blueberries from London, and my dad almost screamed and said he would throw my laptop away when I am not at home. HAHA... Made a trip to town in the evening for dinner, and just when I said I want to stop spending unnecessarily, I spent more than a hundred just a night. On a pair of boots from a korean shop (giving excuse that I need it very often for overseas work trip...:p), eyelashes and eyes-shadow palette(giving excuse I need them for work. lol...)

Wanted to end the night with some alcohol but ended up I didn't. Came back home to laze on bed. Hehe..

决定不要为谁改变自己了。

反正都看不到，听不到，感觉不到。

现在的我只想为自己加油。

开心就好。＝）

晚安咯！：）

life is good

I think god has been kind to me. Life has been good so far for the new year. Many nice people, I "tried" to exercise more and snack lesser :D, take more fruits and cutting down on gassy drinks, catch up on the always much needed sleep, trying my best to cut down on my shopaholic attitude *grin*, and no matter how tough something can be, it will eventually be solved. Thank you so much. Please continue to grant me more patience in me, let me continue meeting all the good people, I don't mind hardships but please reward me with sweet fruits and happily ever after. Nothing beats happiness. Nothing beats being together with the family, the beloved one(s) and the friends. Please enthrone us with good health and sufficient assets to enjoy good life. :)

Like what I told missy ling earlier. I think I don't want the tall and handsome men anymore. Someone who loves me, has time for me, accepts my flaws, got money and want to marry me. I am simple. Haha.

I just...haven't met him, yet. :)

London's note

The delicacy in London. Almost every time I come to London, I must eat it. This time round I tried it with flat rice noodles. :)

I have a random thought running in my mind again....

Everyday we are faced with choices to make. Choices like what to eat, where to go, who to meet, what to do, etc. And even in our realistic life, who to like, who to love, who to be together, who to marry, etc. And every choice follows an after-effect which we call it the consequence. The good consequence we call it the happily ever after, whereas the negative one we call it the mistake. But life shouldn't be measured by mistakes isn't it? Even the worst consequence, we have to accept it because we make the decision, we make the choice, and we have to bear with the consequence. And I very much deem to call this "a process".

It’s not about what you do. It’s about who you are. It’s not about who you are right now. It’s about who you could be. It’s not about what could go wrong. It’s about what will go right…

Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.

What do you think?

:p

The after-flight affair.

The after-flight affair.

;p

sweet note

With batchboy Alex after Ros's ROM Party! :)

Okay, going to bed, heading off to a work trip to London. Till London then..

And by the way...

I just ended the night with a sweet note. :)

unplanned

My friend just texted, "it's weird that YOLENE PEH is home on New Year Eve. i thought she is always very happening." (hahaa..) Another friend facebooked, "what? did i see wrongly? you are not partyyyying?!?!" (lol..)

What's wrong? It always seems very wrong to let people know that I am home on a worldwide known occasion. People always see me not being home, hanging out with people. Once they know that I am not going out, everyone thinks something is wrong or something is weird.

Well, a couple of hours before the year officially ends in gmt+8. :) Did you set any resolution for the new year? I realise whenever I did, I never fulfill. Haha... So I guess, the best is to live life to the fullest, and be thankful for what have been given. My life is unplanned. Somehow, I love it. :)

Akl

I wasn't exactly working, but I had a really long day. Waking up early, trying to get my butt glue to the plane seat for 10hours, watched a couple of movies and dozed off many many times, seen the ugly sides of human beings treating the newcomers. Now lying down on the bed, manage to tap internet, so that's why I am blogging... Hehe... My room is pretty huge, with 2 queen beds and I don't know which to sleep! Lol. I chose the one not facing the mirror. It's freaking late hours in Auckland now, I am still tired and sleepy but the time difference is too off for me to go to dreamland. I am already thinking of what to buy back for makan tomorrow! Haha...*glutton me*!!

Why do you miss a person? How do you miss a person? And when do you miss a person? I seriously don't understand how some people can say they miss you a little little little, like all of the sudden?

But it doesn't matter actually, cos I know what I want now. :)
To those who took me for granted before, to those who were passer bys for a short while, to those who made my heart skipped a beat before, to those who left chapters, I think I know what I want now. :)

幸福

幸福 我要的幸福 渐渐清楚。。。

28dec10

Met a friend for dinner, then drinks, and I was surprised with pressie! :p But unwrapped. Ha. A last minute thought is still a thought. :)

Positioning without uniform to Auckland in a few hours time! Will be working back to Singapore just in time to bid farewell to the last day of 2010, and at the same time to welcome and celebrate a brand new exciting year ahead!

Hoho....*grin*

Good night!

:)

a storybook

Felt very "molested" or rather "sexually harassed" during work. But I was the kind that I played along and I did knew when to draw the line, but some people just took advantage of that, and went overboard at times. This time I really ROAR!

There comes a point in your life when you learn who is fake, who is true and who would risk it all for you. I guess I have learnt to be more careful now. Learnt about who are the ones worthy for my love, who are the ones deserving to stay in my life, and who are the ones not even worth mentioning. The future is like a storybook not meant to be read all at one go. I am reading a few pages everyday actually, adjusting to the changes, learning from mistakes, and staying hopeful. God has been kind I guess. He took away some, he gave me back plenty. =) So I know he still loves me...

:)

Melbourne

The overnight flight to Melbourne on Xmas Day was long and tiring, despite the light passengers load. Time passed slow and when we reached hotel, it was already 11 in the morning Melbourne time, considering the different GMT. Took an hour to shower and change, met 2 colleagues for lunch and supermarketing. Came back at local time 3pm and I slept for 9.5hours! In the mid way, the guys keep calling for alcohol session, but I still refused. LOL. Super lazy to get change and have an overdose and high session for such a short stay flight like this.

Just had bread, sushi roll and cheezels with ice coffee! But my throat is super dry. Keep gulping down water but it seems not of much help. It gonna be a long and full flight back to Singapore tomorrow. Let's pray for a good one! :)

It's crazy. It's madness. But it happens.

=)

Good night! I am off to bed again!

:)

Merry Christmas

It's back to work again tonight. Off to Melbourne then come back for standby. I hope they call me for something delightful, so that I don't have to do my late turnaround on eve. Hehe... The best, call me for a 3days work trip, just nice back on eve and off on New Year! :

:p

I hope your Christmas was good, cos mine was great. :)

May all the wishes be granted, and prayers be answered...

:)

Being happy doesn't mean every thing's okay...it only means I have decided to see things beyond life's imperfections...

Oh well, Merry Christmas!

:)

Xmas came early....

Xmas came early...

=p

Was wrapping up Xmas pressies, writing Xmas cards last night. It's a happy time, writing thoughts in words, and showing gratitude and appreciation through small little gifts. Hee.!

:)

I can't wait to see the expression on the faces... :p

I am so full from the lunch that Mummy bought back for me just now. *burrrpp*

Going for tea session and last minute shopping for Xmas! *jump and clap...=p*

happy back

My colleague was whining he didn't get a birthday present at all from any of his loved ones or friends this year. (his birthday was 2weeks ago). He only got a flooded Facebook page of birthday wishes. Nowadays Facebook is the convenient sake of channel we always use when we don't get to see the person, isn't it? But still, if I have a choice, I still prefer the conventional way, a phone call. Hee..! ;p

I was shopping alone in snowy Frankfurt town and I got the first birthday pressie for him. It's xmas, a time to make people around you happy! :)

I am back in Singapore by the way. Not much delay, surprisingly but I was so worn out. Bruises all over legs, chipped nails, burned blister finger and an aching body. Another colleague suggested a massage together in Singapore. I think, I seriously need that! Ha.

And I am beginning to think ALL GUYS are the same. Even the most decent guy sway to temptations. Tell me about how much you love the wife, tell me about how much you love the girlfriend, tell me about how much you like that girl. There is still a part of every guy that lures them to temptations. And more often or not, they feel, at least at the end of the day, they return to the loved ones. Some kind of theory huh?

I guess falling in love, maybe isn't as hard, as compared to staying in love. And I am slowly believing and agreeing that nothing is definite anymore. I like you today and I can hate you tomorrow. That's how human relationships work nowadays huh. The best part of life, let's stop worrying so much about the future, just enjoy the present, enjoy the moment, enjoy the love.

=)

leaving FRA

My cargo bag, my cabin bag and my mamasan bag are all filled and full to the maximum. Help! Haha.. It was snowing the whole day. I went for breakfast alone, dining at the restaurant, reading magazine, letting some thoughts running through my mind. Then took the tram and train to town for last minute shopping, then the snow got heavier, I was frozen, nose was running, and my boots all wet and slippery, jacket covered with snows and gloves that turned from soft clean pink to a dirty pink.

Was looking at the photos of the Xmas gathering of the primary school mates in FB and I am so jealous. I didn't make it cos I was still in New York! But never mind, more to come. Hehe..

Leaving Frankfurt later, hopefully we fly back to Singapore. I didn't even took a nap, I hope the flight is good later. If it's gonna be cancelled (touch wood), please send us back to hotel fast so that I can Koon. Lol...

snowy frankfurt

Bumped into an old time secondary school friend on the new york flight, it was one big surprise. And another surprise, the view outside my room now in Frankfurt is damn nice! The snow is heavy and overwhelming, and it somehow feels like one of the scenes inside one of our bedtimes fairytale. And one last surprise, the housekeeping found my hello kitty soft toy which I left behind on the way up! *yay* Hehe... Nothing fanciful but you know the thought of retrieving or getting back something that you once lost, is a total blessing. I guess it applies to our human relationships as well. =p

Just had my sinful lunch and I feel sleepy already. :p

Nice people are all around. Genuine or not? Sincere or not? I don't know. But at least you know when your bags are heavy, someone is carrying for you, when you are lazy, someone completes the task for you, and when you are emotional, someone gives you the attention. Maybe that's me huh. I am such. Always craving for attention and care that are way beyond certain people's limits. HAHAHA..

Belle...is still Belle, after all. :p