Back to Singapore

I was back yesterday's morning. Almost couldn't make it back to SG cos the aircraft encountered some technical problems before take off & we were delayed for almost 45 minutes. Good thing it flew back safely. Heh. =P

I joined the tour in Istanbul & it costed me US$106! Oh well. I think it was worth it. I got to see a lot of the significant buildings & places of Istanbul & had a nice turkish lunch meal. Oh & one of my crew's friend works in Istanbul & he was really nice to drove us around & he refused to let us pay for dinner & drinks. By the way, the nightlife in Istanbul was pretty happening. Hehe.

Spent the last night of my this flight pattern in Dubai & we had a really nice Dubai local food at this small restaurant. Yummy!

Will post some photos taken during my trip up soon. =)

Met up with Michelle & Yingxiu yesterday for dinner at Crystal Jade cos I was really craving for chinese food. Had my plate of fried rice with a handsome amount of chilli. *feeling real satisfied* *grin* Before going back, we each had a piece of sinfully delicious cheesecake at Coffee Bean. =D

I met up with Emily today. She is now permenantly back in Singapore. Haha. We went for lunch at Ding Tai Feng & I had pork chop fried rice. (like omg! fried rice again?! lol.) Then I went for my dental appointment, shopped around for xmas pressies & did some shopping for myself. By the way, she got me this really sweet-looking pyjamas from Victoria's Secret. Thanks babe! So far I think I have already received 2 xmas cards fr my colleagues, 1 card from a friend & a xmas pressie from her. Heh. Lastly we had dinner at Dome & it was home sweet home. It rains the whole day man. I wonder when is the rain going to stop. Looking forward to the japanese dinner buffet that I'm going to have tmr. Haha.

By the way, my new flight roster is really damn lousy. I wanna complain! Grrr. Boooo....

I CHOOSE to believe that things will work out. We will work out.

In Dubai

Hi hi! I'm in Dubai now. The place is ok. Just that the sun is a bit blazing in the daytime but it does get much cooler when the sky gets darker. The traffic isn't very pleasing to me too. I wanted to go to the Safari Desert Tour but due to time constraint, I guess I have to do it next time. Had the famous chicken briyani which was really good & did some small shopping at the City Centre Shopping Mall. Got myself a capri, christmas cards for my batchies & some drystores from the supermarket.

Gonna go back to my room soon. Am at the Business Centre now. Flying to Istanbul later. Gonna stay 2 days there before flying to Dubai again. By the way, Dubai is 4 hrs behind S'pore & Istanbul is 6 hrs behind S'pore. I heard it gonna be pretty cold at Istanbul. Oh well, let's hope it's fun there. Probably can do some sightseeing over there or something. Heh. Oh & my steward was telling me he wanna go party at the famous partying place at Dubai when we come back to Dubai from Istanbul. I may want to check it out too. Ok. We shall see. =P

Why am I always thinking about you?

All about.....

Was browsing through my recent past entries & I realised somehow or rather, I kept mentioning about you. You are my miracle right from the beginning. I don't deny that I do have my uncertainty & my doubt. & I'm really don't know what does the future hold for us. But I really hope this miracle is real, will last forever & beautifully. Now you know how much it meant to me. Hehe.

Till then.

Xmas is coming! *hohohoho*

Learning

I am going on a long flight to Dubai & Istanbul tmr's night. Will be back 7 days later, which is on the 18th early morning 7am. Bless me with good crew, happy passengers, safe & wonderful trip! *hipeee* =)

Someone was asking, how many people can actually find true friends? Friends are everywhere but you count with your fingers, who are the ones who really care & love you for who you are? I doubt I have a lot. How about you? But I wanna thanks those who are always there for me to listen to my bitching & ranting. I really appreciate it. I believe all human beings not only need care & love from their family & their significant others, but also the brotherhood & sisterhood kind of friendships from their true friends.

I don't often cook but I'm learning. All because of you.

I think it's really time for me to sort out my thoughts & my stuffs. Because sometimes I do really find it hard to breath..........

Promises.

Sometimes I do wonder what are promises for.

If you can't fulfil,

If you don't even try,

If you can't even be bothered,

If you don't care,

If you don't love,

THEN DON'T PROMISE ME.....

I am not angry at anybody or any matter. It's just a general statement of what I feel promises are.

I think I need to start finding new purposes/goals in my life.

I want to do something different

I want to achieve something in which I will never thought I will. (I'm still thinking what's that? haha.)

I want to spend more time with my family & friends. (I know I have been neglecting some of them.)

I want to learn something new.

I want to meet more nice & fun people.

I want to be a happier girl.

I want to be me.

I want to feel loved, all over again.

Just for fun.

I thought I am supposed to be sleeping by now. I have a turnaround flight to report at 8am later.

Anyway, I was tiding some of the stuffs in my room just now & I saw some prezzies (eg. necklaces) from the past & I really couldn't remember or recall who were the people who gave them to me. That's bad huh? Does it happen to you as well? Like you just couldn't relate the prezzie to the person who gave it to you.

But of cos, most of the times I do remember who give what to me, especially the special people, my special ones. Ha. *grin*

I haven been taking photos for my past few trips. Kind of miss the times when I was pretty crazy about photo-taking. Haha. =P

So...for now.....*heh*







Just for fun. Hehe.

Good Night....

Melted

I know I am weird. One moment I was like so unhappy with the things that was going on between us, another moment I just melted in your arms.

Standby called up

Came back from Perth on Monday's afternoon. Then Tuesday late night went to the chalet. Was on standby on Wednesday. I checked for the roster on Tuesday since morning but no new message was found. So I happily thought either I wouldn't be called up for flight or the flight cannot be so early one la. Who knows when I reached the chalet, I received a call from my dad that SIA called my house. So I faster called back to acknowledge the message & you know what? I was called up to report for a Bombay flight at 0525. I almost wanted to faint. I was at the chalet till 2plus almost 3 in the morning. Then he sent me back home, I faster packed my bag & got changed & to the airport. I didn't sleep a single wink till Wednesday's afternoon in my hotel room.

By the way, I was back like an hr or so ago.

Anyway, I clicked quite well with this leading steward during the flight. "fling". Lol. Alright. Tell you guys more next time. Haha. But I mean nothing. Really. My heart has been taken away. Since don't know when. But I really feel like giving up somehow. Cos I don't feel loved.

我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了.....

*sigh*

*sigh* Off days always pass so fast. Flying to Perth later & will be back on Monday's afternoon.

I wish we have more time together.....

to YOU.

At some moments I really feel like putting a stop to everything.

It's tiring.

It just hurts.

It just breaks my heart.

It just makes me cry.

But I'm still clinging on to it, with some small little hopes that things may change.

I wonder if YOU ever understand.

I wonder if YOU ever care.

I'm upset.

Because YOU just meant so much.

Jarkata again!!

Doing a Jarkata turn again later. Don't know why they keep giving me Jarkata flight. *faint*

Anyway, I'll be back home tonight & I'm looking forwards to my off day tmr & my 2 days leave on Thursday & Friday. Leaving for Perth on Saturday's night only. Hehe.

Ok. It's another boring entry. Tonight then. Ciao. =)

One night in Beijing

Beijing was much colder than I expected. Things are really cheap. Cab, japanese food, full body massage, 2 pair of jeans & room service breakfast were my indulgence in Beijing. *beams*

One sight that didn't really delight me was the beggars on the street, outside the shopping centre that I went to. There was this young boy, I think 3-4 years old kept running & following after us, just wanting some food & money. & he even refused to let us close the cab's door when we were in the cab. I was so tempted to give him some money but they advised me not. Cos if I gave him, the rest would come chasing after us for money too. So poor thing right? This kind of lifestyle shouldn't be part of this young boy's childhood memories. Look at how fortunate our kids are today in Singapore.

Be contented. Simplicity can be a blessing sometimes......

The unexpected.

Having a cold is no fun at all. especially during the rainy days. I keep sneezing non-stop. I wonder who is missing me so much. *ah-haha*

Anyway, I realise all those star-searching & superstar competitions on tv are really for show only. So what if you can sing, dance, act or have the looks? How to make a tv program entertaining or to attract more audiences to stay tuned to the program longer? To show the unexpected to create the entertainment effect. Oh manz. Faker. Now I see it, I feel it, I know.

Met up with sophy & jacq for dinner at orchard yesterday. Went around to look at the xmas deco too. Sophy claimed that the deco looks like hari raya. Haha. Then after which we went seperate ways. I went bishan to meet him then he picked me up & we drove down to the studio together. After which we went for a drink at amk mac with his 2 other good friends. Stayed there untiil 3am. He drove one of them back home, (the other one has a car himself) & then to my place. We spent sometimes together & by the time I reached home, it was like 4plus am. By the time I finished brushing up & getting ready for bed it was almost 5am. But I couldn't really sleep well. My blocked nose really irritated me.

I think I gonna see a doctor again.

After coming back from Zurich.....

Came back from Zurich yesterday's morning. I think my flu & sore throat worsen again. I was on the verge of recovering but staying in a cold country with a temperature of 2 degree or less, even with thick clothings, didn't do much justice to myself. I had a hard time sleeping last night. Blocked nose, phlegm all stucked in my throat, (yea, i know it's disgusting.), running nose & very bad sinus. Oh please, it has been weeks. I have had enough. I miss singing. I miss ktving. *pout*

Anyway, Zurich is okay. Not a very interesting country to me. Maybe cos I haven't try snowballing or skiing over there yet. The food & shopping aren't very friendly to pockets. A set of McDonald's meal is about $12 swiss franc which is about $15 sing. I can buy almost 3 sets in S'pore. But I did grab some great deals. I got a very pretty white winter jacket from Zara at $39.90 swiss franc & a vintage cap at H & M for $9.90 swiss franc. *happy* =) Bought some drystores back too. *yum yum*

Overall, it's a very peaceful, quiet & slow-paced country. But sometimes it's nice to be in a country that seems less stressful & more carefree than the countrywhere you live in. What do you think?

Flying to Beijing this coming Saturday's morning & will be back on Sunday's night. I guess it gonna be pretty cold there too. 4-6 degrees I think. *shivers* Good thing i'm not staying long. But strangely, actually I do prefer cold countries. *hah*





























Ciao for now. *beam*

"All I Want For Christmas"

"All I Want For Christmas"

Take back the holly and mistletoe
Silver bells on a string
If I wrote a letter to Santa Claus
I would ask for just one thing

I don't need sleigh rides in the snow
I don't want a Christmas that's blue
Take back the tinsel, stockings and bows
'Cuz all I want for Christmas is you

I don't need expensive things
They don't matter to me
What I want can't be found
Underneath the Christmas tree

You are the angel that tops my tree
You are my dream come true
Santa can't bring me what I need
'Cuz all I want for Christmas is you

I don't need expensive things
They don't matter to me
What I want can't be found
Underneath the Christmas tree

You are the angel that tops my tree
You are my dream come true
Santa can't bring me what I need
Cuz all I want for Christmas is you

All I want for Christmas is you
Yeah all I want for Christmas is you

It's Friday!

I don't like to nightstop in Jarkata. The hotel is kind of spooky & eerie. Good thing I only stayed for a night. Thank god. =P

By the way, it has been eons since I last ate maggie mee. & I was like damn hungry last night past midnight at around 1plusam. So I cooked myself a big bowl of yummylicious maggie mee with egg! I felt so satisfied after the maggie mee supper. Wahahaha. Like after so long. *tiheheh*

& my stupid cargo bag's lock was spoilt. I had to dragged the bag with me to take cab down to Shaw Centre just now to get it repaired. It costed me $22 okay!?!? Just to change that stupid lock. (initially it was $36. flyers get discount. but so? hmmm.) & my cab fares to & fro costed me $20 total. I spent like $42 for nothing. & while waiting for the bag to get repaired, I went to shop around & I contributed to Singapore Economy again by buying fake eyelashes & a white shirt. But they aren't very expensive. So still not so bad la. Heh. (trying to console myself. pay is coming in soon! =p)

I had like 2 new york cheesecakes within these 3 days. Not that I love new york cheesecakes so much. But they gotta be eaten if they weren't given to someone esle right? I hope the 3rd one in which I'm planning to get later won't end up in my stomach again. (sometimes you do so much things but people just don't know about them. worth or not worth, i guess it doesn't matter anymore. own accord.)

Leaving for Zurich tmr's night. Will be back on Wednesday's morning. Shall go pack my stuffs now since I'm free. Bye bye!

Listen to what your heart tells you.

When I say I need you, I mean I REALLY need YOU.

I'm still a girl afterall

I'm bored. I'm not in a very good mood. Nah. It's not PMS. Just feeling a tiny winy bit of lousy, a tiny winy bit of mixed feelings, a tiny winy bit of uncertainty & a tiny winy bit of everything.

Frankly speaking, actually I'm quite skeptical about the things that are happening & going on in my life. I'm tired of always being the one who is thinking about it. I'm tired of always being the one waiting & waiting. I'm tired of always being the one saying it doesn't matter when it actually means a lot to me.

Everyone is different. We have different priority/priorities in life. It's not easy for 2 persons to get together & live happily ever after forever. It requires a lot of understanding, trust, giving, taking & unconditonal love & care. Tough task huh?

Sometimes I feel that I'm giving more than I'm receiving. It's like I wish things will happen more than you do. Happy because of you, not happy also because of you. ArgHhhh.....

No matter how's strong I appear to be, I'm still a girl afterall.

I hope things will get settled & sorted out soon. Guess just take things one step at a time. Whatever will be, will be.

May things work out.

Cheers to my flight later.

To all that matter.

Watched "A Good Year" & had Sakae Sushi Buffet with Emily today. The movie was not too bad but there wasn't much excitement in the storyline. Maybe I have expected too much.

Doing a Jarkata Nightstop tmr. SIANness X 100. I rather it to be a turn manz. *pout*

Suddenly feel so tired of the things that is happening around me. Why am I always the one waiting?

Girls are really funny creatures huh. Sometimes I'm happy with the things that happened & sometimes I'll just brood or get sad over the same things that happened. Hmmmm.....

I wish I have an answer. To all that matter.

梁山伯与茱丽叶

I went for my flight today. I had a pretty hard time talking but I still tried my best. I contributed whatever I could to the flight. I am so proud of myself. Hahaha. *grin*

Let's hope I get better soon. I miss my sweet sweet voice. Opps. Heh. =P


Xmas's lighting. The picture does no justice to the Xmas tree. It looks really pretty in real. Hehe.

Oh & check out this new duet love song by Cao Ge & Zhuo Wen Xuan.曹格 & 卓文萱.

梁山伯与茱丽叶

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

oh...sweet sweet love. ha. good night~~~

It was so beautiful!

By the way, I went to see the decorations & lightings at Orchard yesterday. By the time I reach there it was already past midnight. It was so beautiful! *especially with you. teehehe*

I heart Xmas. =P