"I Love You"

I wonder why some guys can easily say "I Love You" to girls whom they haven't seen or contact for very long. My boyfriend doesn't even say that to me, yet. & I'm waiting. Haha. But seriously I feel, don't say "I Love You" like it's something that is very convenient to say out from your mouth to please somebody if you don't really mean it.

I really do.

Had coffee at starbucks with the girls just now. (yeun, you missed out! heh.) It was alright. Just that it was like still pouring & it has been like that since yesterday? I don't know. It's a nice weather to tuck yourself under your blanket & sleep la but it's like a hassle if you want to go out.

Gonna fly again on monday. Don't really feel like working, especially after not working for so many days. But I need the money la. So I just have to fly & earn my bucks. Hehe.

Saturday....No confirmed plan yet. I wish I can see him but he has other committment. Oh well, i understand. =)

I miss you & I really do., my dear. =)

=)

So... I met april & yeun yesterday at orchard for lunch & catching up session. It was great. I thought things gonna be a bit weird but it still went on well. It's a good thing ya? Hehe.

At night I went to watch fast food nation with him. Then after the movie, we went acid bar to drink. Actually, it doesn't matter where we are, what we do, I just love spending time with him. *smiley*

Today met some of my batchies for lunch & coffee & emily for dinner & ice cream.

Oh man, I wish my leave is longer.....

=)

I'm so in love.....

I'm so in love with this song..... haha... *grin*

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

How time passes!

Was browsing through the 21st's birthday photos & I saw these.

I gotta admit I do miss those days.

How time passes!

A little forgetful

I think I'm getting a little forgetful these days. I need to pause & think for awhile, recalling what I did for the past days. By the way, I met Michelle at Hougang Mall on Saturday for sushi & drink before going back home to bath & change & meet my batchies. Forget to mention it earlier on. Heh. It always feels nice to hang out with her, even though it was just for a short while. =P

Oh & I met Emily at Orchard instead. We had dinner at Crystal Jade & dessert at The Coffee Club. Then night time was spent with him. We went suppering. Wanted to go Chomp Chomp but maybe cos it was a weekday, most of the stalls were closed. So we had prata, maggie goreng & ice tek tarik at one of the prata shops at Serangoon Gardens.

Actually, I'm pretty sleepy now. Didn't sleep much. Oh & I just went Hougang Mall to buy some groceries & KFC Zinger. Been craving for the special value meal. Haha.

Alright. I think I need to take a short nap now. After which, probably continue tiding my room, then bath, follow by dinner. I wanna read up some stuffs. Hopefully I'm not too lazy tonight. I need to do some reading la. Heh.

Enjoying

I have been enjoying my leave so far, catching up with people & doing things I like. Though I didn't get out of Singapore for a short holiday, it has been great still. Probably I may plan for a trip on my next leave that is coming up in a couple of months' time. Anyway, I'm entitled to a free travel ticket, so perhaps I can start thinking where I wanna go to. ;)

Met up with some of my batchmates on 6th.









After that, I went down to Bishan then headed down to East Coast. Everything was good. Till now. *winks*

I watched Blood Diamond yesterday. It was not bad. Wanted to watch Fast Food Nation instead but it was not available. Then it was buffet dinner at this japanese restaurant at Hotel Miramar. It wasn't very fantastic I feel & there weren't much varieties either. After which, 3 cars & we headed down to Vivo for a drink at Starbucks. Everyone left at 11pm, but we didn't feel going home yet, so we drove to Yishun, hanged around awhile, had his car washed & home sweet home.

I promise I gonna tidy up my room today. It's really messy! Let's see if I have the time to go gym also. If not I shall make it tmr. Heh. Meeting Emily at SIM later. May want to go town to get some stuffs before meeting her. Hmmm. Shall see how. I'm good at dilly-dally. I scare no time. Haha. Alright. Ciao!

Begins. =D

Start of my leave

Yey! So my leave has started. Hehe. I met Evie yesterday for some hairdo at Kimage. Then I went back home, got changed, he came to pick me up & we went for late dinner together at Mr Bean Cafe at ard 9plus. Actually he already had his chicken rice earlier on in the evening, somemore he has a photoshoot this Saturday but he couldn't resist the food & just seeing me eat only, so he ate again. Haha. The food was quite nice though. His grilled sauages with mashed potatoes & ice latte, my beef lasagna & strawberry smoothie. *yum* =D

We hanged around at the cafe for awhile, then we headed down to Cineleisure, intending to catch a movie but there wasn't any suitable one. So.... We went down to AMK McDonald. Stayed there till like 3.45am I think. By the time, I reached home it was like around 4.10am & I gotta wake up by 9am cos I need to go back to training centre to meet my ward leader to review my performance.

Anyway, I did feel a sense of belonging when i went back to STC this morning. I miss the food! Haha. So I had malay food for lunch with Lydia at the canteen. I felt "senior" being back there, seeing all the newbies. Heh. Saw our beloved Mr Leong too. He seemed to have slim down quite a bit. I heard he's coming back to fly again. Hopefully I can get a chance to fly with him. Hehe.

I think....flying isn't that bad afterall. =)

I went shopping at Vivo just now too. Got myself a Clarins Eye Serum, (the salesgirl was so nice that she gave me some small samples of the eye serum & face cream so that it's easier for me to bring them along with me when i fly.) Loreal UV Perfect, Face Shop cleanser, a blue tube top from Forever21 & some stuffs from Giant. =D Oh & I had Long John! Heh. *grin*





Guess which one is mine? =P

Thought of the day

Just chatted with a batch girl of mine. She just broke up with her bf. I was like pretty shocked cos I had never expected them to end up in this manner, & somemore so fast. It really made me ponder & realise lots of things. Nothing is forever. Nothing is ever. You never know what will happen next & when the least expected thing happens, it takes lots of courage to accept it & to cope with the emotional rollercoaster that follows after which.

I'm really very scared actually. But who knows?

10 days leave

Standby called up to do Manila turn today. It was really tiring. Everyone worked like mad sial. But good thing I'm having my 10 days leave as from now. *yey* *hehe*

No particular plan yet but hopefully I can make full use of the "non-working" days. Feel like going for a short trip or just some nearby places for some getaway. Still thinking & even if I really wanna go, who's going to go with me? (even though he did suggest to go on a short tour but i'm not going to take it too seriously for now cos i don't fancy empty promises.) Okay. We shall see. =)

Trying to stay positive-inclined......*cheerios*

"We learn how to live, but we don't know how to leave."

There are seriously other guys around me & I think they seem to be more appreciative of me. I can just let go & start everything anew. Teach me how cos I really can't.

I keep telling myself, taking things easy & stay positive. Moreover, it's a New Year. Yey right. If only it's that easy.

I also don't know what's up with some friends as well.

Some things just change overnight.

Strange but it's true.

"We learn how to live, but we don't know how to leave."

I think about you & I really wonder if you do think about me.

Ups & downs

I do enjoy my off days. (like today) But I really have no idea what to do yet. No plan at the moment. Kind of bored. Been eating like alot lately. Went Hong Kong Cafe yesterday to meet a girlfriend for supper, had many slices of Japanese cheesecakes bought back from Osaka, the Jappy goodies from Osaka, ..... Oh manz...~totally sinful~ heh.

People always say there are bound to be ups & downs in life. & life isn't going to be interesting if there's only ups or there's only downs. We need to go through downs to make us learn, let us see more things, cherish & appreciate what we have.

《你要的不是我》 - 林俊杰

怎么能忘 时间多长
你快乐吗 想代替你回答
你知道吗 走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂 沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落

1st post for 2007

Yey! It's my 1st post of the year. I was back this late afternoon. The flight was pretty tiring but crew was great. So it was still okay. Heh. I left in 2006 & now I return in 2007. Oh manz! It has been a year! (seems like. *heex*)













*thank you for the perfume. totally love it cos it's from you. =P*

Before 2006 leaves & 2007 comes,

Hi hi! Before 2006 leaves & 2007 comes, let me just say something. I'm currently in Osaka now. Just had a fulfilling New Year's dinner with the crew & pilots at the hotel. It was really cold here but I kind of like it. Love the chilly wind, dressy japaneses, yummylicious food, eye-candies cosmetic, irresistable jappy food stuffs & pretty fake eyelashes. I had a good time shopping & eating here for the 2 days. Bought lots of food stuffs & girlie stuffs. Hahaha. Hopefully I'm rostered for Singapore-Narita Tokyo-Los Angeles soon cos I heard there are even more happening stuffs to see in the town of Tokyo. Can't wait! *hehehex*

Everyone is talking about New Year's resolutions everytime when a new year is approaching. Sometimes I feel that there's no need for New Year's resolutions. When you have decided on something, just do it. (just like the nike's slogan. hehe.)

In 2007,

I gonna go back to my exercise regime again. I have been slacking my body for too long.

I want to learn to love my job even more. Come to think of it, not everyone can get the chance to fly around the world when they are still young & somemore getting paid to fly. *perks of flying* =D

I want to study hard but smart.

If time permits, I hope to pick up language's classes.

Make it a point to tidy my room every week.

A new makeover for my room for a new year. *winks*

A new laptop.

A new hairstyle for a new year. (that's why i have decided to do something about hair next week. hah. )

Learn proper cooking. *lolx*

A less complicated love life. Hopefully it gets smooth-sailing in 2007 & ever. =P

A better me.

Oh well, I can't think anymore. Like what I have said earlier, whenever you have decided on something, just do it! So see how it goes & what happens next. *grin*

Happy 2007! May 2007 be a much better year for everyone! With love. *beams*

I heart Japan!

Less than 2 hours

I slept for like less than 2 hours & I'm leaving for flight soon.

To me, it seems worth it afterall. =)

See you. In Osaka! =P

Am I silly?

Yummy Buffet!

Watched Borat also. But I don't really like it. Anyway, my mind wasn't really there either. You know why.

I hate the feeling of sad.

I feel so silly, dumb, tired......

Osaka here I come tmr!

Turn again.

Morning! Just woke up. I wish I can sleep a bit long longer but I have a Bangkok turn later to do. Sian. Keep on doing turns. Turn until I siao. *sigh* Anyway, will be back tonight. Oh & tmr I'm going for the lunch buffet at Shangri-La The Line with Emily. *yey*

Oh & the internet is really giving me a problem. I have a hard time accessing my company's page. *grrr*

Alright. Tonight! =)

Post-Xmas

This year's xmas was a pretty quiet & simple one for me. Received sweet greetings, opened lovely pressies & spent quality time with people that I love & treasure.

By the way, I just did a canton turn yesterday & I only slept like 1.5hrs before the flight. After the flight, I went back home to bath & change, met the girls for dinner & updating session, then headed down to town for movie with him & gang. Caught deathnote 2. It was not bad I feel. Now then I realise actually my youngest brother has the comics. Haha. Anyway, came back home at 1am this morning & I slept at 2am till this morning 11am. I think I really need some more beauty sleep. It's really something that I have been lacking of a lot lately. Gonna call up some girlfriends to catch up later, then maybe take a small nap & probably going out alone to do some shopping. Sometimes I do love shopping alone. You have all your time to see the things you want, you are free to go anywhere, do whatever you feel like doing, & a good time for you to think about stuffs too. You know we everytime say we need to spend time with this person, that group of friends & other people, but how often do we actually spend time with our ownself?

Time really flies. 2006 will soon be a memory & 2007 will be a new beginning of our life journey. Much things happened this year for me. I had the most happening last semester in school with a group of people that I never thought I will hang out with (though we don't really keep much in touch now.), I joined the airline, started my training & began my colourful flying career, I met new people here & there, he came into my life before I even knew it, ups & downs with friends who used to be closed to my heart, much much lesser time with my family in which sometimes I was really guilty with.

I used to believe everything happened for a reason. But somethings just happened & I really couldn't understand why. Things just don't always go in our ways. Frankly, learning to accept things that happened wasn't a very easy task.

I really have no idea what does the future hold for me, for me & you, for me & him, & for me & everyone else. Somethings are just hard to let go. I believe time will tell everything.

It's time to start making new resolutions & new goals for the new year again. I will go think about it seriously. I think it's really important to know what you want rather than living each day as it is. By the way, my xmas's wish for the year, to feel happy everyday I wake up. Simple wish but I tell you, it's not easy, especially when human beings are so emotional.

Hmmm.....How long do you actually need to take to know & understand a person? I feel that I seem to have like gone through quite a bit lately. My heart seems like a rollar coaster sometimes. He claimed sometimes I think too much. Think more than I should. Maybe? Perhaps it's time to stop the ride & find solutions & ways to safe sail it.

With love.

Merry Xmas!

I love shopping in aussie & states. So this trip to melbourne was quite a fruitful one. *wide wide smile* I bought some xmas pressies for friends, 3 dresses, a pair of legging & a pair of slippers for myself. Had good food & pretty much rest. (though I still feel tired no matter how much I sleep. hehx.)

Oh...& my plane encountered like very bad turbulence. It was like the worst turbulence that I had came across ever since I started flying. It lasted for almost half an hour. With seat-belt fastened, I still could feel that I was going to be thrown up of my seat. Plastic cups being thrown on the floor from the passengers' tray-tables, children crying, people vomitted. That was how bad it was. Frankly speaking, I was telling myself, I couldn't be so "sway" right? I just prayed to whichever god above, prayed for the safety of everyone, prayed for the plane to land safely into s'pore on the xmas's eve night.

Thank god. My prayer was answered. =)

Thank-you so much for all the lovely cards & pressies. No matter how small or how big are they, I just love the thoughts from them. (crew & friends.) I think xmas is a very special season that you can spend time with your loved ones, tell them you still remember them & how much you actually love & care for them. I feel that it doesn't matter where you go, where you are, what pressies you give or receive, it's the gesture & the thought that counts everything.

Merry xmas everyone! *big big grin*

See what happens next

Had Kushinbo buffet for dinner on Wednesday. The food was okay but it was the company that matter. Hehe.

Then went Boat Quay, then it was movie at Cineleisure, The Curse of The Golden Flower. Not a super fantastic show but the making of the movie should have costed millions with the all the golds and crystals.

Hanged out awhile around at my place here. Things seem fine now. Am just looking forwards see what happens next. *beam*

Flying off to Melbourne on Friday's night. Will be back on Xmas's Eve night. I can't wait. *grin*