Beautiful Lahore with Wonderful Crew

Lahore was beautiful with a set of wonderful crew. Lots of happenings and lots of laughters. 6days just flew past like a breeze.

Some random thoughts... I think I am really affected by certain things that I learn to know about certain people. I don't know why. I don't know how should I be feeling towards certain people. I am quite skeptical about my feelings. What is true, what is real and what is not?

I just wonder when can all these mixed feelings be sorted out and when can my direction be clear ahead?

I am back!

I am back, after a few months. But I didn't stop writing all these while. I just had a change of outlet to pen down my thoughts.

http://yolenebelle.blog.friendster.com/

My past few months thoughts were all in there.

But now, I am back again. =)

I miss strawberrymelts.

Am currently in Lahore. I have been doing flights back to back. It is tiring, no doubt. And after returning to Singapore tomorrow's morning, I am off to 8days Taipei Los Angeles flight again the next day. This is how packed my schedule is.

But I am enjoying, so far.

*grin*

Love.

Went shopping just now. Bought the new light pink longchamps bag in small size & a pair of blackie diamond birkie. But I just realised I didn't check my sandals. I have both of the same side! Was packing my stuffs into my cargo & I just realised only. How silly of me right? Shall go back for an exchange when returning from new york. By the way, I'm in frankfurt now. Nice weather, nice food, nice company but I'm feeling miserable. Down with a very serious sore throat now & my voice is like too sexy to sing or talk.

Feeling miserable too. Cos of.......... You know why.

New york tmr!

Happy birthday to me.

I finally turned "6" on 29 february 2008. The much long awaited day. No elaborate celebration. Just around people whom I love. Thank you all for the warmest wishes. I have received them all. Happy birthday to me.

May I find joy & happiness in everything I do.

Love me ok. =)

vicious cycle

Was reading my past posts & I laughed. I almost forgotten I was like that "those times". Somehow, I really miss having him by my side. The way we used to be right from the start, the way we looked into each others' eyes. the way we showed & told each other how much we enjoyed the company, the way we say "i love you". Everything seems like yesterday. I think..... I have lost.

A friend told me something yesterday. "Every happiness comes with a heartbreak. Every heartbreak comes with a happiness. It's a vicious cycle."

Too much

Too much shit happened lately around me & they are like too much to handle. Human beings' feelings are so fragile & they can actually change overnight. Or maybe it's a build-up & it just exploded like that when it got triggered.

Out of all, we are like the still & only surviving pair. Haha.








I miss my friends.....

shopping & eating in osaka

Shopping & eating in osaka are really crazy. I love japanese food's lover so it's definitely a feast for me over here. Shopping is equally amazing. The pretty packaging for the cosmetic & beauty products make me go wild. Haha. I think anything in japan is nice & pretty & cute. I wish i live here. The only negative point is I don't know how to speak japanese lei. Must start learning sometimes soon. I have been saying but I never do it. Haha.

Anyway, the weather is freezing but I kind of used to it. Alright. I have to go. Flying back to singapore soon. Till I'm back ok?

=)

I'm not thinking. Not thinking too much. I'm trying....

the lost me.

sorry. i promised earlier that i gonna update more but you know i just lost that motivation. life hasn't been exactly smooth & sailing. i thought a brand new year things may get better but somehow we still have to work on it somewhere. ok. maybe we have to wait till after the lunar chinese new year. hopefully. my wishes granted & my prayers worked.

anyway, i have been spending like crazy for the past few trips. but you can't blame me. taipei, hong kong, san francisco. how to resist the temptations you tell me? & i'm heading to osaka next. japan lei! it's another spending trip. i know i gonna try curbing my spending but how hard it can be. how often you get japan flights right? haha...



how long can this happiness last?

hello!

hello! i went missing from blogger for quite awhile. but don't worry, i'm fine. i'm just taking a break from everything.

anyway, i'll update more about my life when i'm in hong kong. flying to hong kong later. so bye bye people...

love all.

belle.

I haven sleep for more than 24hours!

I haven sleep for more than 24hours. Last minute packing, last minute xmas pressies shopping, the xmas gift-exchange chalet, preparing for flight at the chalet, making way to airport, reporting for flight, fly for more than 13hours, touched down didn't sleep at all, showered & out I went. That's how crazy I was.


my new hello kitty touch-screen phone. from him.


my 3 guys.


trying hard to pose cool. lol.


the man in my life. he drives me crazy sometimes. haha...

I'm in zurich now & will only be back on xmas day morning. So see ya!

Life is never a bed of roses

Life is never a bed of roses.

By the way, I was on mc for 2 days. To better sort out my thoughts & rest. But well, I guess it's getting no where either.

Bye.

heavy heart

Do you know how it feels to carry a heavy heart with you around?

change or accept.

I'm sick of telling almost the same story about the same person over & over again.

If I can't change, I can only accept.

Anyway, shiyu's birthday dinner:

New camera

The emotional rollar-coaster has been going on & off for quite sometimes. I will be self-deceiving if I tell you I'm completely okay. I'm not. I'm not okay. Or rather I miss that feeling that we used to share. I miss that kind of love.

Or probably I should change my view & my thought about our relationship. Maybe looking at another angle, thinking otherwise, life can be more beautiful, I can be happier & I can have a different perspective about us.

Uh huh... I promise I'll try but I can't promise that it'll work. Anyway, I have a new camera! A pink camera with a pretty pinky casing. Sony Cybershot DSC-T70. From boyfriend. Ya it's weird. We argued & made up always. & now I have a new gadget.

I don't know what's going to happen next. We shall see.

heartbroken totally.

heartache.

heartbroken.

totally.

hello!

hello! i'm in london now & it's like minus one degree? *brrrrr* but i'm doing fine still. *tihehehe* supposed to watch a musical last night but either we couldn't get the best seats or the tickets were all sold out. but i did have a great time just walking down the streets of london, looking at stuffs, admiring the beautiful christmas decoration with some kakis. no musical but we bought beer & liquour & chips & we went to one person's room & we drank, ate, chatted, watched "inside man" & towards the end, I was like dozing off on his bed & I only watched like half of the movie. *hilarious laugh*

i'm going for the hotel buffet breakfast in two hours time, then it's shopping time! yipee!

by the way, "enchanted" the movie is nice! a movie which makes me believe there is a place where there is happily ever after. *wow* *grin*

“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

—-Meredith. Grey’s Anatomy

roaches and rats may turn out to be friends afterall. just avoid the red apples along the way.

=)

what's up with iphone?

I wonder what's up with the iphone. Why so many people are so into it. Maybe I shouldn't have helped him buy the iphone from new york that time. He seems to love the iphone more than he loves me. Haha. *roll eyes & giggles*

Oh well. Guys. He is not the only one. His good friend, my batchboys are all so deeply madly in love with their iphones.

Anyway, I only slept this morning at around 5plus. Went dinner & partying with the boyfriend & friends. Too many events, too many happenings last night. But it all ended well, i guess so.

Life

Haven't been blogging proper for the past weeks. I'm lazy & I have kind of lost that momentum to blog about my life.

Life has been more or less the same. I fly, meet new people, see new places, shopping at overseas always feel better & I don't know why, *hah* sightseeing, taking photos, meeting the usual people when I'm back in singapore, catching up with some friends, watched some movies, some good food & stuffs like that.

oh & LOTS of BILLS to pay & settle lately. Grrr... Hmmm...

I wish I have a stronger shoulder to lean on.

Or rather I should say, I just realise that I need one.

Sometimes

Sometimes you just wish certain people have more time for you.

frankfurt. new york.

frankfurt. new york. they are nice & beautiful places......

but.....






i seriously miss home & miss the dear ones badly! =(