Rollercoaster

Business class training flight to shanghai went on pretty smoothly. I have very helpful crew so it does make everything easier.

Did the usual massage, dvds, food & some shopping in shanghai. Weather is like freaking hot. 35-37 degrees. Can you imagine?

Anyway, I have been like going through some emotional rollercoaster lately. It's never easy for me. One moment I can be fine but another moment I can be so upset & depress. Seriously, I still don't know how to pick myself up yet. It's really tough.

JC99, 24-27July

Happy

Managed to see him yesterday. I'm so happy even though it was just a short while. He makes everything worth doing. =)

The weekend

Did a Bangalore overnight turnaround on saturday's night till sunday's morning. What can I say? All the indian passenger plus I did galley work, who says it's not tiring? I came back home, eat, sleep, eat then sleep again.

On a lighter note, I met my friend for dinner on sunday. Then I met my batchies for late night ktv & drinking. My batchgirl's birthday. I came back in the morning at 6. My favourite batchboy is such a gentleman. He sent me back home & right to my doorstep. No wonder he is my favourite. Haha.

It was quite fun & happening la. Played games, sang songs, batch boys drunk, took photos, gossips & all. I love my batchies. Hehe. But I wasn't really very in the mood somehow or rather. I miss the dear one. Haven't seen him for days. It's kind of tough for me. But I'm trying to understand. Don't know how long all these are going to continue. He has roadshows at NTU every day this week & night time he has to go ark cafe. I'm thinking to pop by ark cafe tmr's night (tuesday), without telling him. A surprise... Don't know. I'm still thinking. If not I don't know when we gonna meet manz. How?

I went for uniform fitting just now too. Then met emily for dinner. It was a nice evening. Heh.

By the way, i kept bumping into friends these few days. Ok. I know it doesn't link but I just feel like saying. Haha.

& I'll be having business class training till friday.

Good night!






I'm missing...

My thoughts always wander off.....

Going to start work again. Overnight turnaround. Back tmr morning at 6plus. Really don't feel like going to work. But then, if I don't work, what can I do? Stay home & slack & do nothing? It's so unproductive. I haven't read up my business-class stuffs yet too. Probably tmr when I return in the morning or monday. I think I wanna take up japanese classes soon. To keep myself occuppied. Ideal?

My thoughts always wander off.....






It's just a passing period, i guess...

I'm bored.

I'm bored.

I'm still on leave.

I don't know what to do.

Boyfriend is busy.

Tell me what can I do to keep myself occuppied?

The thought of going back to work on saturday makes me feel a little sick.

It's not easy to be understanding.

But I make myself to be.

Cos it's just too much to let go.....

back from holidays!

Hello! I'm finally back from my holidays! I was away in taipei from 10-17july. The weather was so really freaking hot manz but the whole trip was totally awesome! I'm missing it already. Hehehe.... *big big smile*

back to reality now. *pout* heh.

Am @ adelaide now & it's like freaking cold cos it's winter now. I only spent on food & internet which is good cos I already spent like mad when I was in los angeles & tokyo. Bonus came in the other day & half of it has already gone. I gave my parents, a sum of money for my upcoming taiwan holidays trip, bought a guess watch for my youngest brother, pay my credit card's bill, my other bills & some personal expenses. Tell me what's left to save?

Met the girls on friday's evening & night for dinner, drinks & catching up session. Everyone is leading their own life & it's pretty much interesting to hear updates from them & understanding the kind of lifestyle they are living now, & how they are doing till now. We don't get to meet very often but the feeling remains. We just need friends like them. =)

Before meeting the girls, I met marv in the afternoon for lunch & some shopping. He's going brisbane to study. To marv, all the best okay? don't spend too much time on girls. study hard okay?! ha. =p

Challenges ahead.

Transformers are really cool.

Plus the great company. =)

But then we didn't really have much time spent together. If not for the upcoming holiday trip together, I really don't know how everything gonna turn out to be, cos I'm a girl after all & I do need attention. I mean sincere attention.

We shouldn't stop anyone from going after their dreams right? & everyone has his/her own right to dream & to fight for them. I know things gonna be different. things gonna change.

Frankly speaking, I'm really really scared.

The challenges that are ahead of us.

But like what many people have told me, enjoy what I have now first.

Yeah. I know I should. But I just couldn't help feeling pessimistic.

Pictures!

Disneyland, Los Angeles.






Tokyo






Haven't seen the boy for 10 days. The missing is really.......... arghhhh!

But I gonna see him tonight! Transformers! Yey! =p

I heart Tokyo.

Shopping is crazy & I can't even finished!

But still.....

I heart Tokyo. =)

Disneyland, where dreams come true.

Disneyland, where dreams come true.

OMG. It's really damn amazing. It just makes me feel happier. I can't even finish seeing, visiting & playing the whole of Disneyland. One of the staffs was telling me, it's impossible to cover everything in one day. She is god damn right.

I feel like a small kid once again. I gonna bring my kids here next time. Sweet childhood memories. Who doesn't want?

I'm like soOoooo tired & real sleepy now. I need my beauty sleep & mask. It's almost 2am here. Grrrr. Talk later then. Good the night. =)

@ Los Angeles

Hello! I'm now at Los Angeles & it's like 7.42am here but I can't get to sleep already. The timing difference does play a part. Anyway, so far until now (touchwood. =p), everything has been great. Crew are nice, shopping is great but sinful (*laughs) & food is yummy yummy!

I think I gonna spend more than my allowances for this Tokyo-Los Angeles flight. I don't wanna go think or calculate how much I have spent. It's scary. Ha. Ok la. I try to comfort myself to make myself feel better by thinking of july 7th. Bonus payday! Lol. I think I gonna go shopping crazy again when I fly back to Tokyo from Los Angeles on saturday. This time round we gonna stay at the town area & that's it. Haha. I can't wait. *grin*

& yey! I'm going to the Los Angeles Disneyland later & it's like so near my hotel. Haha.

You know sometimes I feel like I'm like on a holiday/vacation whenever I'm going for long flights plus the great company I have! Heh.

& I bumped into Lydia! She is doing this flight pattern too but she came one day earlier than me. She just came to my room to chat & she is going back to Tokyo tmr. So probably I gonna catch her for dinner again in Tokyo! So cool right? You meet your friends overseas for catching up, dinners, drinks & stuffs like that. How many of you get to do these often? You know I have this love-hate feeling for my job. It's contradicting. Ha.

It isn't easy.

It isn't easy for two persons, in love with each other, to get along, to get together, happily & forever.

I really treasure what I have now & I'm really working hard on it.

Tokyo, Los Angeles, here I come!







Gonna miss you lots!

I get so bored with......

I got so bored with my black hair that I went to do some highlighting to it just now. Hahaha.

Anyway, met up with the usual people lately. The loved & dear ones. Just came back from manila nightstop yesterday morning. Tomorrow doing a bangkok turnaround follows by my 8 days tokyo-los angeles on tuesday. I guess I gonna have fun, with all the shopping, food & entertainment out-stations but I know I gonna miss the loved & dear ones badly.

Nonetheless, my holidays is coming! =p

I realise a lot of things are really beyong our control. Things happen when you thought they wouldn't. I hate the feeling of heartbreaking. Nothing. It's just some random thoughts. I always think about stuffs la. Sometimes people say I have been thinking too much. I know but I can't help it la. Haha.

Maybe some things are just not meant to be.

Oh, & to the boyfriend, happy ord-ing! I know you are damn damn happy & high about it. I know you can't read this cos I'll never let you read. Haha. But still, I'm happy that you are happy. =)

blocked

I went for foot & body massage in shanghai but my back is like aching now. Think the person pressed too hard? Or maybe my back is just kind of stiff due to my job nature? Maybe.

Anyway, my flu is like getting worse. I keep sneezing & coughing & one side of my nose is like blocked. It's damn terrible especially during take-off and landing as my ears would be blocked. I hate that feeling. *pout*

pictures! =)

london 29may-01june

date with april 08june

cape town 10-14june

batch872 gathering 14june

Hello!

Hello! I was back on thursday morning. Came home, took a shower, sleep, & met my batch people for dinner & drinks & supper. It was great. We went vivo marche for dinner, dragonfly for drinks (the crowd really sucks! ha.), outside zouk say hi to another batchgirl who didn't turn up for the meeting, & last but not least we had our supper at tong shui cafe. We had lots to catch up with one another. So yeah. I'm happy! *grin*

Then on friday I met yingxiu for lunch at waraku japanese restaurant, went for my waxing & eyebrows trimming too. Did a little bit of shopping before heading home in the evening. Then showered & got changed & met bf for dinner & movie. Fantastic 4. Pretty nice! Hehe.

Yesterday wanted to go yoga but was like really plain lazy. I got up like really early in the morning cos I couldn't sleep. Watched the repeat episode of campus superstar, went out to get some stuffs, practically doing nothing productive the whole day until at night I met bf for dinner again. We went bedok 85, then giant & bark cafe near loyang & changi area.

I think my sore throat is coming back already. Damn irritating. Flying to shanghai late night later. Catch me on tuesday when I'm back in the noon! =)

Ok. Photos soon. Haha. Ciao!

I'm in cape town.

I'm in cape town now. It's 12june2007, 8.10pm. (6hours behind singapore) I have a fantastic set of crew & most of us went sightseeing including the captain. The sights were really amazingly beautiful & the seafood was really really very good. Photos gonna be up when I'm back in singapore on thursday morning. Hehehe....

Overall, it was a really nice trip. A bit like holidaying. Haha. =P

Plus the passengers load was light on the way up & it gonna be even lighter on the way back home. Wahahah. But sometimes with light load, time seems to pass slower.

& know something? My this whole set of crew to cape town are all married except me! There is this stewardess she is 24 & she is like married for like more than half a year. Everybody on this flight was like kept asking me "eh you better buck up ar... when's your turn? you see everyone here is married lei...left you only you know...." Haha. It was pretty hilarious la.

& every flight that I go, without fail, people will sure ask me, "do you have japanese or korean blood? you look like a japanese stewardess. you look like a korean stewardess." Oh well.
=)

Oh ya. Bf came to pick me up from my house & drive me to the airport on sunday. That was really sweet of him, despite the fact that I was almost late but good thing I was just in time, haha. I love the thought & I appreciate the effort. Thanks dear dear! I know he'll never get to read this but still I think he knows la. Haha.

But still, I hate it when it seems like he is leading some other desperado girls on. Maybe he doesn't notice it but I definitely don't feel good at all. & it's really really saddening cos I hate to feel this way.

I'm like snacking on my sour cream & chives flavour pretzels, haven't bath yet cos I just came back from the sightseeing tour not too long ago & I'm like sooOOoo lazy to bath. Hah. Was out the whole day since morning. It was a really adventurous tour. Encounters stuffs & all. Someone calling for help at the top of the mountain & stuffs. It was quite scary la. The road trip was filled with storeis told by the tour guide & driver & we also some sort of scared ourselves with funny stories. Haha. Pretty much enjoyed but it was really tiring though. Yesterday we took the shuttle bus to the mall but it was nothing really fantastic & things aren't cheap either. The only thing good was the ocean basket restaurant & we had really yummylicious seafood over there. I miss my seafood platter especially the squid & the fried calamari. *drools* Hehe.

Alright. I think I shall get myself to bath & maybe online for another while later & then catch my beauty sleep. Call time is like damn early tmr's morning.

But yey! I'm coming home! *grin*

*hehee*

My bf always makes me laugh. He is humerous la. Haha. Though there are times when he makes me feel so upset, I can't deny that there are also times when he makes me laugh till I almost can't take it & makes me feel like a happy girl all over again. =)

SoOooO looking forwards for our july's trip! One more month! Hah. =P

Met up with good friend today. Eh. I may consider to post the photos. Maybe one or two la. Can or not ar girl? Haha.

Anyway, I'm doing a bangkok turn tmr morning till afternoon & I'm off to cape town on sunday past midnight. Back on thurday. Hopefully I'll get to do some sightseeing over there since it's my virgin visit to the country. *hehee*