#benyolenewedding

Three and a half month more to go. The "not done yet" list goes down the list....guest list, casual photoshoot, prewedding video, diy candy buffet, angbao boxes, guestbook, reception deco, cheongsam for the mums, pants and shirts for the dads, gowns selection, wedding shoes, program of the day, car rental, friends to help, and what else? Excited that it's happening, stressed that there are so much to be done. Haven't even start shedding some flabby fats away. Good luck to us, seriously. :) #benyolenewedding

I still miss you 宝贝. Everyone in the family misses you so much. You must have become an angel. Somehow I feel you are still around.... 

Hope to find back the passion,  the eagerness and the loving attitude, just like when we first fell in love with each other. Is it true people get complacent, things get stagnant after you are together for a longer time?

Need some "our" time and sparkles to brighten and enhance the relationship..... hmm...

Jojo I miss you so much! The time spent with you is really too short. Please come back to me, in some way or another. I want you back. 

It's already February and I feel there are still many things not done.  Am I overly kan chiong?  Anxiety sets in. I am so panicked actually.  The day that I have dreamt of, I really hope it's near to perfection (getting to the exact dot of perfection is tough... haha) and I want it to be something that when I recall in the future,  I will smile so happily that cos it happens.

Wish me good luck in the next 5 months of preparations. Dear friends and loved ones,  I may really need your help,  to help make it a successful one! =)

Jojo

Jojo please get well soon okay? I didn't know I will actually like you. I was never a pet lover but you change my life. You are such a sweet and bubbly puppy. Thank you for brightening up the atmosphere in my family.  You are also part of the family so please be safe and healthy okay? We can't wait for you to be home!

For Jojo =) With love everywhere!

Almost 2 weeks into 2014. I won't say things are not smooth.  Just that there were hiccups here and there. Me slipping on the toilet floor, injuring my butt and tailbone (ha!), endless quarrels and unhappiness with the htb.  It has got to be with my temper? But things just get more sour when his temper is just as strong. 

Please give me strength to pull through all these. I am still hopeful that the new year will be good!

Happy 2014! =)

Lots of things on my mind. Like seriously! 

It's the festive week. Hope all our spirits are high. Spread your love for this joyous season!

Dear YOU

Dear YOU,

It's less than 7months away to our big day. I am full of anxiety and excitement! So many things to be done and somehow or rather, it just gets a little frustrating along the way. I want THAT DAY to be the most memorable day in our life. I really hope you are the best decision in my life. Loving me for who I am, be there for me when I need you. You are kind, sweet and thoughtful. Thank you for everything thus far, and sorry that I am not perfect for you in many ways. I can't promise there won't be anymore quarrels or bickers. But I shall promise to love you for who you are, be your pillar of strength, be that woman behind you.

I can't wait to start the new life journey with you!

Love you always,
Belle

小女人

A senior colleague shared something with me during work. He said people never change and we should not try to change them either.  For we should love them, accept them for who they are. 女人不要太强。要懂得怎么做他的小女人。Is it true? I am still learning how to be a better person, trying hard not to judge people for what I perceive they are.

Anyway...happy to be back! Happy to be Home! =)

 婚姻会是爱情的坟墓吗 ？In search for that passion... That triggers love to take place... 

Happy Sunday! :) And Hello November! :)

希望我们会永远相亲相爱. No matter what happens. Like the promise, we promised. 

As the big "3" day draws nearer, I become really anxious about what's going to happen next. At the crossroad, to leave or to stay, to move on or to stay in the comfort zone. 

And 9 more months to the big day. I hope it's really all worth it. For love is easy but to sustain it for the rest of your life, it's really quite a challenge. 

Wish me good luck. For what's next. :)

It's still beautiful. (=

It's okay. It's still beautiful ahead. This trip suddenly felt so draggy. I miss having my loved ones around me. I miss having everything positive. But I know somehow things will just get better. (Feeling kind of hopeful. Haha!)

Happy Thursday! I am looking forward to coming home! :)

Save the date! ;)

Some things (esp wishes) are better to be placed in the heart. Oh well, Happy Sunday! Have a great day before the new week starts tomorrow! :) 

Best wishes. :)

We deem everything happens for a reason. And I really hope it's for a good cause. 

I hope my brother will find his desire job soon, be a happy young man. And my another brother to be a good father soon in the near future. And my dad to be nicer to mum and family. 

Angels, please guide us along. We will overcome anything, as long as we unite and stay together as a family.

Thank you. 

Don't let those evil thoughts ruin what you have right now. Treasure. :)

A real perk me up.

It's feel happy to hear good news, something to keep us moving on. :) For what may come next, please be good. 

I need a real perk me up, to keep me motivated. Lol. I am motivated, but not exactly enough. Haha. I feel the lazy bones in me.   

Flying off to Zurich tonight. Can't wait to rejuvenate and breathe some Swiss air. Lol! And then back to Singapore with a whole new perspective. Hehe.