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Friday, December 30, 2011
2 more days 2:51 AM
2 more days to bid goodbye to 2011. It has been a relatively good year, bringing me most of the times joy and good news. And of cos, episodes of drama do happen at times. Thank you god, friends and loved ones for standing by me for this whole year. I pray for a good new year ahead for everyone, and may good news and good events keep coming in! :)
Positivity huh? Heh...
Falling in love with this lovely princess already. :p
Always love December. It spells holidays, festive seasons, pressies, weddings, a reason to meet and catch up with friends and loved ones. :)
Though the first day of the last month of the year did not exactly started off well for me, I am still pretty hopeful for that my first flight of December (Frankfurt New York) will be a happy and rewarding one.
Best news for the day though, my dearest boy cleared all his exams! Pop champagne pleaseeeee! :p
Hope my pathetic eye will recover soon. Leaving for Hong Kong with mummy in a few hours time. Hope to come home with lots of shopping and perhaps a new perspective about life and relationship. Some things just cannot be forced right or not? (:
Good night my friends and readers.
I guess I was a little over my emotion earlier on. I should let things and nature take place by themselves. There must be a reason why things are such.
Off to nightstopping in Shanghai tomorrow then a short trip to Hong Kong with mummy! :)
I have lived for 27 years of my life, thus far. Don't you think it's kind of pathetic when there is no one to discuss about the future together with you at this point of your life?
With a stable relationship that we are hanging on together, but I just realise there is no future to talk about a couple of hours ago. When you think I don't like kids (but I keep bringing or rather hinting about having my own children), when everyone else, peers and friends around you are moving on to a new of stage of life, but marriage isn't on your list now. And we did not have any plan about our future at all. I feel tense and a need to find out what I really want in my life.
To be with someone you really love, or have someone who is willing to have a future with you. A small humble house, with kids of my own, and the man to grow old together.
Almost 28 in a few months time. It's scary. Kind of.
I hope I will find an answer soon...
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Can't wait for Nov 5 to be over.
Give in again. I can't help it.
:D
就连不开心, 也要一个人. Swallow all the bitterness ba girl. You won't want children of the future to say you are an emo freak. Like some people claim you are. Keep to yourself & stop blogging them out.
I nod.
Smile to a good day ahead!:)
忽 然 之间 天 昏 地 暗
世 界 可 以 忽 然 什 么 都 没 有
I am disappointed, like again.
Hai...
Should I move on?
A tough decision, really.
September has been a really busy month. Doing frankfurt new york consecutively, (am currently doing the 2nd one, still a couple of days away till I reach home.) I scream tiredness, like seriously. Last trip, I met Joey in frankfurt. We had pasta, pizza, spinach and ice cream, visited museum with the boy in new york, had our favorite banana pudding, chicken over rice, lobster bisque, lobster roll, lobster ravioli, alice's tea cup for breakfast, thai food in frankfurt and a whole lot of time together, though there were moments when little squabbles and tension arise, but probably he didn't know, there was always this indescribable of joy whenever I wake up from sleep, to find him sleeping next to me.
And yet, I find us not understanding each other as time goes by. Is it the love just not enough or we are not that meant to be after all? Me, being ultra sensitive maybe is an issue. Perhaps I should not have taken everything around us so seriously after all. So what if things have change? So what if feelings have change? The journey ahead of me is still way too long to predict. Lots of challenges to cope with. And who knows one day, when I look back, I would be thankful that all these incidents happened after all, and thankful that I gave us a chance to break our friendship chain and move on into a relationship. I know I have tried.
:)
Back from Frankfurt and New York!
Will be back for more updates!
Ciao!
Why is everything revolving around the word called "wait"?
Waiting for someone proclaiming to turn into a new person.
Waiting for a future that I desire but I just have to WAIT.
I begin to wonder if this is what I want.....
Like seriously...
Life has been good. Meeting up with the girls almost every other week, work and more work, but I try to keep myself positive, by reading books, sweating out in the gym during the "i am not lazy" days, indulging in food and bubble tea. Hehe...
Am currently in Amsterdam. The weather is gloomy. Been raining yesterday and today. Had ribs yesterday and thai food today. Ribs was excellent but thai, I could get better one in SFO. Keke... Am satisfied too, cos I went gym in the morning for 1.5hours. *giggle* Didn't get any single bit thinner but yeah, good enough, that my lazy bum was off from my computer chair in the room. Hehe..
Probably going out to buy dinner in the evening, and da-bao MAC back. Haha. Am super craving for the fries. Lol.. And probably a scroll along the river and walking streets if it's not raining and not too cold.
Alright, I hope your day has been good. Can't wait to play lanterns, fly kites, drink tea and eat mooncakes on Saturday! :p
Take care all! =)
Friday night is spent watching tv with mummy, eating home-cooked food, drinking lychee champagne with daddy, and talking to brothers about random stuffs. Was just complaining openly on Facebook that it's boring to stay home and have no date on a friday night. But no doubt spending time at home with family is more joyous than I expected. :)
Craving for movie dates, dinners and beaches, and probably wines too! Polling day tomorrow. Still don't know which tan to vote. Okay, have a great weekend everyone!
May all of you be blessed with love, happiness and more happiness! =)
Athens is beautiful. And I am pretty much looking forward to explore the islands with him next year. Rather excited if you want to say so. Hehe...
Been hanging around with the same people, mostly girls. Haha... Lost the alluring energy I suppose. Maybe no new guys or existing guys are interested in knowing me better anymore. Lol. Oh well, with the occasionally whining and over whelming emotions, I am happy to be where I am now, to be with someone I deem the dearest to heart now.
I am scared too. Especially, when happiness and unhappiness all arise just become of one person. Sleepless nights when we ended the night with unhappy phone calls, cry alone in my room because the days apart grow longer and longer, (probably that sounds really silly and dumb. I am a 27 woman and yet I get so emotional when handling relationships. wake me up please...) Scared of being too needy...
Okay, please tell me I worried too much and I will continue to be bubbly and cheerful. :) Going Dubai for the next 5days. My bag is stored with a lot of food. Am ready to hibernate myself. Go to the gym, read my book (which I have been lacking for very long), and cook! =p Can't wait to come back. For the off days, election voting and the dearest one.
Life maybe isn't always a bed of roses, but I guess I have found that rose, that solely belongs to me, keeping me strong and hopeful for the future.
It's crazy, seriously.
:)
