Monday, November 29, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Met my colleagues for dinner at Ocean Basket on the first evening. Had seafood platter and wine. And I was so happy....cos I saw Xmas tree. Hehe... =p
Friday, November 26, 2010
And... It's time for my 小伤口 to completely heal. Knowing the day will come, I should have known better. :)
It doesn't matter anymore. 没关系了.
I WANT MY ROOM!
Thursday, November 25, 2010
I saw the Xmas light up along Orchard Road these few days, which reminded me of Xmas shopping and gathering with the close ones, it also highlighted that the year is coming to an end. Like what people always say, time flies. Things happened, people came in and out of your life, decisions and choice made, happy occasions, as well as the times when the whole world seem to die on you. 365 days we move along in a year, we can experience a great affair of events, and setting resolutions for a new year always take place when a new year is arriving, and then to realise at the end of the year, what have we accomplished? Did I meet my own expectations? Did my wishes come true? Did my dreams become reality?
So far, it has been a good whole fair share of ups and downs. Knowing I can do better, but somehow at times I just lack the courage and passion to try harder. LOL. And seeing everyone else around me moving to the next phase of life, Marriage, it does set a certain amount of anxiety in me. Haha. But then again, if you can find that someone worth spending the rest of your life with, I rather stay out of that league. And there is this contradicting part, your life is only complete when you have your own house and own family. Old saying la. Haha. Was just talking to a good friend the other day, I told her, I want a dragon baby. So please marry me off before dragon year ends. So I have 2 years. LOL. Guess it's not about the time together, setting a timeline to meet that someone to marry you. I guess it's more about meeting the one who are willing to love and take care of you, hoping you are the first one he see every morning he wakes up, doesn't judge you, and still think you are the prettiest even if you grow fat, old, ugly, wrinkles face and teeth drop out. Haha. It can be quite a fairytale dream. But I believe it DOES HAPPEN. :)
It's like so ironical. How I use to hope I get married by 25 and when it didn't happen, I laughed it off and say okay before 30 is good. Maybe it was good, it didn't happen earlier. Cos for sure I know things are not going to work out. Even how aggressive and how much efforts and love I had put in, I sense, happiness is tough. But well, I have moved on, long while ago.
One day, when I have found that happiness, I will be gladly to share with everyone. My happiness is simple. The kind of love like when I am old and fragile, and can't bend down to paint my own toe nails, he will put on his thick grandfather specs and paint for me. Isn't this happiness simple? Haha. Even when everyone else always says there is no certainty in everything in life, which is true, you may wake up today to realise your loved one or a good friend has passed on, and there is nothing you can do to make the situation better. But at least, to me, I feel certainty is putting faith, trust and efforts to make things work, even if in the end they don't, you know there was certainty once, that you really want to path the future together.
I should nap. Got to work later. Take care all! =)
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
I went KTV today to burst my lungs out. LOL. Relieved the stress, the tension, and the negativities. It really worked. It actually felt quite terrible to fall out with your loved ones over issues that could somehow be solved eventually. Like I always believe, never talk when you are angry, and never make promises when you are happy.
Angry words hurt the most and you can't take them back. Happy promises seem too good to be true and when the happiness is over, you forget all about them.
On a random note....
People like you and hate you at the same time. And you start questioning so do you like me more or do you hate me more? Haha. If you seriously like a person, aren't you suppose to like the person weaknesses and flaws as well? Sorry I am just that cynical. I watched too much fairy tales, read too many happily ever after books, I always believe one has to love you not because of how close you are to perfection, but love you for your imperfections.
Madly, deeply, truly in love, I been there done that. But it still didn't bring me to my destination. Is love supposed to be that madly deeply truly? Or is it okay to be plain and boring? Sometimes I think I am mad. I don't like people to be too nice to me and when people start losing attention on me, I COMPLAIN! HA.
I am that hard to please, that I can't even handle myself, at times. *laugh*
Going back to work soon. It's about time. Enough of lazing, sleeping and doing nothing. Though I love it. =p I guess I have been on energy saver mode for a while, it's time to regenerate, and get some cash flowing in. *grin*
Good night loves. :)
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I thought the day was bad enough to start off with a not so pleasant conversation with a friend, and then now it has to add on with the BUANGness. Like I expected it will be, the night ending off with a silent note. Just as I expected.
As much as I already lay the cards on the table, people still take you as a laughing stock. Blame on my naive thoughts. I should be smarter than that right?
I am beginning to detest whatsapp and msn at times. People always rely on that to convey messages, rather being able to talk about it. I am that guilty, at times too. When will all these stop?
I seriously need to get back to work, to stop myself from all these nonsensical thoughts.
Please pray for my xiaobai, please?
Monday, November 15, 2010
cos u earn alot
cos u are pretty
cos u are kind hearted
cos we have know eacch other for more than a decade
most importantly, i got a good memory
somemore say will treat me "back"
wah wah wah
The excuses to ask a girl out. LOL.
I can't even remember that I earn a lot, and I am not pretty and neither am I kind hearted.
Tell me about it, can you?*laugh*
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Had a really long day. But it was fun and all worth it. Wedding is a happy occasion, and marriage is a lifetime present that symbolizes ever-lasting love. Maybe not everyone think as such, but I truly adore the holy truth that everyone can find someone to complete them. :) Be good, be bad, be the sweet nothings, be the squabbles, there has to be someone out there to compliment you, to complete you.
Do you believe? :)
Saturday, November 13, 2010
The ice cream uncle selling my favourite ata seed ice cream along orchard road, just right outside Takashimaya.
And me, indulging in the delight. :p
Been busy running errands today. And I have to wake up in 1.5hour time. I gonna be so zombie. Nonetheless, it gonna be a great great day. Wedding is a happy occasion what.... Heh...
I better power nap. Long long day ahead. *grin*
I am beginning to believe....that's it. Karma not? Vicious cycles not? Or just complete north and south poles?
Shit, my mind isn't functioning already. I still want to believe god is kind to me. So he makes certain things happen, makes certain things not to happen, makes certain people come into my life, and kicks some people out of my league. Thank you. :)
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Alright, belle here needs to have a good shower and sleep. Bye! ;)
Sunday, November 07, 2010
Going to the state that declares love and romance. I am not sure if I will shop (*cheeky grin*), but I am missing the coffee and macaroons, sipping champagne and white wine by the cafe, people watching.... I hope the weather is bearable though. :p
Thursday, November 04, 2010
Enjoy the long weekend people!
Get drunk, get high, laugh, scream love to all those who deserved, but remember be safe. :)
Love ya all.
I am sure all of us are, or rather MOST of us are.
Are you addicted to facebook?
The first you do when you log on to the internet is it to login to facebook, update your latest status, check out your friends' latest profiles and photos, view who and who latest relationship status?
Are you stalking your exes?
Browsing who are the latest people in their lives, and then to say to ownself,"oh holly shit, he/she has turned so fat and ugly after breaking up with me. thank god i am not with him/her now." Haha...
Just caught "The Social Network" with Don. He came to pick me in his gracious spider. The night wasn't windy, it was freaking hot and humid, but it just felt so freaking stylo without a sun roof over you, with only tiny little stars shining right above you. :)
The movie is all about the founder of facebook, the lawsuit he got involved during the setup of the business, the friendship and love that were jeopardised. Something different. You have to pay attention throughout the movies, cos the scenes move very fast, and the guy who acted as Mark Zuckerberg speaks really really fast. You can be a fucking young billionaire. You can be a fucking jerk. But at the end of the day, you jolly well know, money can't buy you love and friendship.
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
And I decided to old girl act cute again. Snipped my long fringe away, snipped my long tresses to slightly below shoulders. Snapping a shot from top down, please tell me my face looks sharper, and my eyes look bigger. LOL.
Okay, it sucks quite big time. Hehe... Did a few turns, changed a few flights, having some off days around, before I am off again for work. Sometimes when you are that determine to get certain off day on certain date, you search high and low on the COF board, message couple of colleagues, getting rejected over and over again, and then you know what? I dozed off on the sofa in front of my lappy just now, and then to dream of someone giving me off day without asking me for any monetary benefit. It was so unbelievable and I woke up to check my phone, having doubts if it was just a dream or it turned reality. Ha. That silly.