Saturday, December 22, 2007

I haven sleep for more than 24hours!

I haven sleep for more than 24hours. Last minute packing, last minute xmas pressies shopping, the xmas gift-exchange chalet, preparing for flight at the chalet, making way to airport, reporting for flight, fly for more than 13hours, touched down didn't sleep at all, showered & out I went. That's how crazy I was.

my new hello kitty touch-screen phone. from him.

my 3 guys.

trying hard to pose cool. lol.

the man in my life. he drives me crazy sometimes. haha...

I'm in zurich now & will only be back on xmas day morning. So see ya!

Friday, December 14, 2007

Life is never a bed of roses

Life is never a bed of roses.

By the way, I was on mc for 2 days. To better sort out my thoughts & rest. But well, I guess it's getting no where either.


Saturday, December 08, 2007

heavy heart

Do you know how it feels to carry a heavy heart with you around?

Thursday, December 06, 2007

change or accept.

I'm sick of telling almost the same story about the same person over & over again.

If I can't change, I can only accept.

Anyway, shiyu's birthday dinner:

Sunday, December 02, 2007

New camera

The emotional rollar-coaster has been going on & off for quite sometimes. I will be self-deceiving if I tell you I'm completely okay. I'm not. I'm not okay. Or rather I miss that feeling that we used to share. I miss that kind of love.

Or probably I should change my view & my thought about our relationship. Maybe looking at another angle, thinking otherwise, life can be more beautiful, I can be happier & I can have a different perspective about us.

Uh huh... I promise I'll try but I can't promise that it'll work. Anyway, I have a new camera! A pink camera with a pretty pinky casing. Sony Cybershot DSC-T70. From boyfriend. Ya it's weird. We argued & made up always. & now I have a new gadget.

I don't know what's going to happen next. We shall see.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Sunday, November 25, 2007


hello! i'm in london now & it's like minus one degree? *brrrrr* but i'm doing fine still. *tihehehe* supposed to watch a musical last night but either we couldn't get the best seats or the tickets were all sold out. but i did have a great time just walking down the streets of london, looking at stuffs, admiring the beautiful christmas decoration with some kakis. no musical but we bought beer & liquour & chips & we went to one person's room & we drank, ate, chatted, watched "inside man" & towards the end, I was like dozing off on his bed & I only watched like half of the movie. *hilarious laugh*

i'm going for the hotel buffet breakfast in two hours time, then it's shopping time! yipee!

by the way, "enchanted" the movie is nice! a movie which makes me believe there is a place where there is happily ever after. *wow* *grin*

“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

—-Meredith. Grey’s Anatomy

roaches and rats may turn out to be friends afterall. just avoid the red apples along the way.


Sunday, November 18, 2007

what's up with iphone?

I wonder what's up with the iphone. Why so many people are so into it. Maybe I shouldn't have helped him buy the iphone from new york that time. He seems to love the iphone more than he loves me. Haha. *roll eyes & giggles*

Oh well. Guys. He is not the only one. His good friend, my batchboys are all so deeply madly in love with their iphones.

Anyway, I only slept this morning at around 5plus. Went dinner & partying with the boyfriend & friends. Too many events, too many happenings last night. But it all ended well, i guess so.

Saturday, November 17, 2007


Haven't been blogging proper for the past weeks. I'm lazy & I have kind of lost that momentum to blog about my life.

Life has been more or less the same. I fly, meet new people, see new places, shopping at overseas always feel better & I don't know why, *hah* sightseeing, taking photos, meeting the usual people when I'm back in singapore, catching up with some friends, watched some movies, some good food & stuffs like that.

oh & LOTS of BILLS to pay & settle lately. Grrr... Hmmm...

I wish I have a stronger shoulder to lean on.
Or rather I should say, I just realise that I need one.

Saturday, November 10, 2007


Sometimes you just wish certain people have more time for you.

Monday, November 05, 2007

frankfurt. new york.

frankfurt. new york. they are nice & beautiful places......


i seriously miss home & miss the dear ones badly! =(

Wednesday, October 31, 2007


maybe i'm stupid.

maybe i'm silly.

maybe i'm trying too hard.

maybe i'm nothing.

Sunday, October 28, 2007


i fell sick in osaka & till now. can you imagine you still have to work damn hard, look smiley onboard even though you are feeling super sickly? flying to korea tonight. i'm hesitating if i should take mc. i think i will just go la. korea is like super cold now. probably just gonna bring thicker jacket, my laptop & dvd (in case i'm not going out), my panadols, my water & those barang barang medication oil & tiger balm. ok. i know i sound like an aunty. but who cares. mother knows the best you see. so being like her once in a long while isn't really that bad. =p

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

weird me.

expectations lead to disappointment.

sometimes i think i don't even understand myself either.

i'm weird la.

Monday, October 22, 2007

i suppose

ok. i know i suppose to be sleeping by now cos i needa wakie in a few hours time to fly back to sg. too much thoughts have been running through my mind. the same kind of emotions, the same kind of thoughts came back to me again.


Saturday, October 20, 2007

2 years time

Why do off days pass so fast? Reporting for beijing flight tonight.

I don't wanna fly...

Just some random thoughts.

What do you see youself in 2 years time?

What do I see myself in 2 years time?

I don't know.

Maybe a new me, with a new job, a new status, .....

Something good pleaseeeeeee! =p

Thursday, October 18, 2007


if it's not stupid, it isn't love anymore.

i always thought my way of loving someone is definitely right, i'm wrong.

sooooooooOoooOoo wrong.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

belle in paris

The world is big but actually it's aren't that big afterall. I mean ok. Maybe we narrow it down to only my job industry. There are so many of us but you actually meet "those". I mean people that you talk about, people who know about you or your loved ones or in any other ways that connect you or your life.

I am doing my paris flight with my boyfriend's friend's girlfriend. Actually the guy is my boyfriend's ex campmate. I didn't know about it until yesterday when a group of us (girls) went shopping crazy along the busy walking streets of paris. My boyfriend was just asking me the other day if I know this girl or happen to fly with her before. I still told him off that "cummon, so many people, how I know her & I never flew with her before la."

Can you believe we scream along the streets of paris when we discovered? Ok. I know it's sound a little silly but you know, that kind of amazement? *gee*

Yey! I'm going to the eiffel tower later. No more shopping today. Enough of bad damages yesterday. *guilty grin* So today's I'm just going to take lotsa nice pretty photos at the tower, sit around, drink a cup of hottie & relax at a cosy cafe, have a nice dinner to end the day.

Oh. Cool. Life is sweet isn't it?

Friday, October 12, 2007

Resident Evil

Resident Evil is exciting. Half of the time I got scared by the unexpected scenes. I'm not the only one. Heh.

Gonna start flying to paris tonight. Will reach there tmr sg time noon I guess. Back on tuesday 7am.

Hello paris! =)


Thursday, October 11, 2007

it's getting better...

Met up with colleagues/friends for dinner/supper these 2 nights. The met-up sessions were nice. Life isn't just about one person, one thing.

It's getting better... *yey*

& who say coffee & tea can help to keep us awake? I still fall into deep beauty sleep after drinking the caffeine. =p

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Ponder. Ponder....

Off days have been spent lazing around, watching dvds, catching up with beauty sleep, munching on favourite food & drinks, supper & stay over.

Life is good but with not much excitement. I miss catching up with my friends. I haven seen some of them for like ages.

Ponder. Ponder....

Saigon turnaround tmr... SIAN!

Friday, October 05, 2007


perth later!

i wanna go harbour town perth tmr! hopefully it isn't too far away from my hotel.

& i badly need to get new books. shall head down to borders on sunday when i'm back!

"Life seems more beautiful when you think otherwise. =)"


Thursday, October 04, 2007




Wednesday, October 03, 2007

move on

Thinking too much does us no good.


But caring any lesser & pretending like nothing happenned aren't any better.

To myself: Get your own life & move on.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

8/10 3/10

"I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry" is hilarious. I give it an 8/10. "The Dead Girl" is like....draggy, boring, so not entertaining.... 3/10.

& the crowds & music at phuture & zouk are getting worse.

Shanghai tmr. *yey*

I want to go for my massage. =p

Alright. Time for some reading. Newspapers, books & magazines. *claps*


Sunday, September 23, 2007

the birthday

I did a very tiring manila turnaround on wednesday. Colleagues were generally nice but only some passengers who were trying to make things difficult for us. But heck la. The flight was over. Then after flight, came home to bath & all, went supper with a friend, next day went town to run errands & stuffs. Kind of tiring though. Friday went back STC for training & it was like real boringgggg....

I came home after training, showered, dressed & packed my stuffs, & left home to get ready for boyfriend's birthday. Friday was his birthday's eve. *grin*

Anyway, in short I think my acting is kinda good. The surprises from the very beginning till the end were like really surprises for him. Haha.

But.... I know he is happy & I'm happy too! =)

The next morning which is saturday's morning, we got up at 9.30am to brush up & dress, headed down to the cafe at the lobby for buffet breakfast, came back to the room to get our stuffs & check out, & then drove to his studio together. Then it was like a whole day affair at his studio. Cos it was the official opening of his studio. People came & left, came & left. Lots of entertaining & all. Anyway, the catering of food for the studio was from his dad's company. So saw the dad too. He came to deliver the food. Heh.

At night we went ps cafe at dempsey hill for dinner with friends. The waiting was like super long despite my reservation a week ago. But anyway in short, we had fun la. After dinner we went alley bar for drinks. So this weekend was rather busy with all the events & celebration & all.

I'm flying to zurich later. Be back on thursday's morning 7am. Bye bye!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Can't wait.... =)

Collected my new uniforms just now but I left them in boyfriend's car. I think they look prettier than my old ones. (which is like obviously cos they are new.) Colour is more vibrant, lower neck-line (sexier. *hah*) & define my figure. *grin*

Anyway, today I went to a lot of places, answered many phone-calls from different people, ran some errands, watched a movie that I watched before & there are still some errands undone & I have to do them all on thursday. I have a manila turnaround tmr or rather later. Whole day affair again.

Can't wait for friday.... =)

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

something new

What happened if you find that it's getting harder to communicate with your loved ones? Small little things arise to unhappy feelings & tension. Maybe it's a sign. You have to start thinking what to do.

Maybe......something new is good.

Saturday, September 15, 2007


Caught the movie, "Me....Myself...." yesterday. It's a thai movie. I think it's not bad. It's something different cos it gives me a different kind of touching feel for a romance movie.

Flying to melbourne later. (as in saturday's night) Need to stock up on my stockings. Another reason to shop. =P

Been quite sometimes since I self-protrait-ed. Lol.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Maybe I'm just being paranoid.

Off to New Dehli later & back on Thursday 7am.


Monday, September 10, 2007

i miss us.

ok la. words said out in a fit of anger or unhappy mood don't sound nice.


i miss us.


People change. So do I. Don't expect me to be the girl when you first knew me.

By the way, "you" here is referring to everyone who knows me.

Was browsing through some of my past posts & I realised they are all not happy posts.


Maybe it wasn't a good start in the first place. *roll eyes & pout*


Been meeting people ever since I came back to Singapore on Friday morning. Encounters & happenings. & shit does happen at times.

I must be really down on my luck these 2 months.Things are always going against me.

I must be out of my mind.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

If A Man Wants You

If A Man Wants You

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant tobe. Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his . Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you . If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are .

Never borrow someone else's man . Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. (Nana's note: At least dogs are loyal.)

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you are always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

what's wrong with us?

it happens again, even when i'm overseas.

& you make it seems like it's my fault & i'm so totally not understanding & unreasonable.

maybe i'm wrong but you arent very right either.

you don't like the way i phase my words, neither do i like the way you phase yours too.

probably there's no right or wrong, it's all about giving & taking.

but i think i already have my fair share of giving.

perhaps it's time to re-think what i want, what you want, what we want.

what's wrong with us?

i never feel so upset before.

Saturday, September 01, 2007


Hong kong is definitely a shopping & eating heaven. Had yummylicious macau food for supper last night after touched down, dim sum & mango dessert for lunch just now, helping friends back in sg to buy stuffs & some own litte shopping along the way.

Quite a nice set of crew to work with, so far. Still have 3 more sectors to go. Hopefully they are all good. Looking forward to meet my friend in sfo, shopping at abercrombie & hollister, & my favouirte cheesecake factory! Yey! =p

Hope things get better...

Friday, August 31, 2007

Flying to hong kong

Flying to hong kong later then san francisco tmr. It's another 8 days affair. Will be back next friday morning.

Anyway, everything is okay, again.

The magic of love. Hmmm....

Thursday, August 30, 2007


Why do all these craps happen again & again? Isn't everything suppose to be sweet & beautiful?

You definitely make me feel like crap.


I have enough.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Dinner & night...

Dinner & the night spent with boyfriend yesterday was great, despite doing nothing particular or spectacular. Went to his studio too, met his partners & they are two funny chaps. I can't stop laughing. But they better don't take advantage of him. Like make him do things or whatsoever. I mean don't bully him la. Cos he is like everything also okay. I scared people will bully him la. Hahaaa... *bleah*

Have got to attend a "React Workshop" tmr at training centre. I don't know what's that also. All I know is I have to be there by 0845 which means I have to wake up early. Hmph...

Life gets so busy that sometimes we tend to unintentionally forget those that we care & we don't even find the magic time to meet up with them. Somehow, I miss those days. My younger days. I miss everyone in my life.

Monday, August 27, 2007


Phew! I just came back from manila nightstop. I came back from bombay on saturday late evening then straight away the next day I do the manila flight. Cos, being the ever so nice me, *winks*, I changed flight with my batchgirl cos she needed the off day so I gave her mine. Haha. *great me, bleah* =p

Anyway, I'm so freaking exhausted. I only slept like 2 hours last night. But I met some new friends on flight. I love flying with crew whom you can click with.

~the world is really so small. everybody seems to know everybody. what goes around comes around. & my reaction was like "what?"~

Saturday, August 25, 2007


@ bombay & missing the dearest ones......

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Teach me.

I keep waking up from my sleep because you keep running through my mind.

Teach me how to sleep soundly without keep thinking of you?

What have you done to me? Is it a curse or something? Why can't I stop thinking & worrying for you? I try not to think so much about you but sub-consciously I know I'm pretending.


Tuesday, August 21, 2007

thoughts from sydney

@ sydney. weather is good. 15 degrees. chilly cold but it's still bearable with a nice cosy sweater. (= i'm feeling bored. i have been pondering what should i do if i wanna leave my current high flying career. somehow the job now is making me feeling dumb. i don't really use my brain & there's no sense of satisfaction. my bond is ending soon. should i leave or stay till my 5 years contract is up & take my gratuity before i leave?

i should start planning & start living. for myself.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Retail therapy always makes me happy

I did shopping today & I really spent quite a bit. *guilty grin*

But retail therapy always makes me happy. So it doesn't really matter anyway as long as I'm happy & when I'm happy I feel good. =P

Oh... & I bought this book called "Why Men Marry Bitches" from Borders. I think it gonna be really interesting. I shall indulge in it tmr.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

For the night.

I just got home. Met my batchgirls at a cafe beside jelita cold storage. (near holland road) The taxi uncle actually dropped me off at holland village cold storage. So I had to take a bus (5 min journey) to the correct place. It was quite drama but yeah I got there in the end. Haha.

Supposed to meet the girls for coffee but was cancelled last minute. He called & asked if I wanna meet him for awhile after his concert rehearsal. I said okay. Then shortly jeremy called & asked if I wanna join him & shiyu at wala wala. So jeremy & shiyu came to pick me up, we headed down to wala wala, ordered drinks, listened to the band & talked. He joined us awhile later then all of us went for supper together.

Yup basically that's all for the night. Didn't get to run my errands just now. So probably tmr. Heh. Good night.

Friday, August 17, 2007

I'm a strong girl.

I have been feeling really lazy since I woke up this morning. Besides getting up for brunch, my butt is like glued to my sofa, watching Heroes. (it's really addictive)

But now I'm going to get my butt moving. I'm going to have a nice shower, head down to town to run some errands & meet my batchgirls for dinner & then maybe coffee tonight with the usual.

Sound good? =)

I'm kind of used to it already & I think it's getting better. Taking things easy, not be too bothered by them & of course, loosen my grip a little of what I have always been holding on tight seems a good idea. I feel happier. If things aren't meant to be, no matter how hard I try, you try, we try, they aren't going to be in the future.

So I think I sort of getting the idea already. I'm a strong girl, remember? =)

Thursday, August 16, 2007

thank god it's over.

Finally home, after so many days. I had a really hard time at work just now. It wasn't encouraging at all but thank god it's over.

Just woke up from nap but I'm still feeling verrrrrry tired & my throat is killing me!

i want a shoulder to lean on...

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

life is too short to keep worrying....

Just heard news from friends that my poly lecturer, mr kenneth tham just passed away yesterday. It was rumoured that it was sudden heart attack in school. How unpredictable life can be. A friend told me before, life is too short to keep worrying, so just enjoy & don't think so much.


i wanna go home!

~falling sick~ =\


I was chatting with naylui earlier on. He is such a dear friend. I feel so much better after talking to him. I gonna see him in 3 weeks time when I fly to san francisco! *yey*

maybe I'm just bored...

I wanna go home! The stay here (abu dhabi) is really too long. Everyday i feel like I'm like wasting my time away. Everyday hibernating, sleep, eat, slack, relax, very comfortably, but I'm seriously bored.

& I think I can fall sick anytime now. My throat is like so dry now no matter how much water I drink. Must be the food & the damn weather.

The saddest thing is when you are overseas, long stay, bored, lonely, falling sick & no one (especially the loved ones) bothers to check on you & you always have to be the one checking on them first.

Ok la, maybe I'm just bored & my thoughts wander.

People always say think happy thoughts, think positive thoughts. But I always think negatively. I try to be positive at times but it still goes back to the same in the end. Where can I find that sense of security that I always have been missing?

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Jay Chou. The Secret.

By the way, I watched Jay Chou's movie, The Secret the night before I left for my flight. (sorry evie, i watched it.) I think it's nice. It's kind of touching to me though. I think it's a must watch. Haha.

Love is so magical.

@ Abu Dhabi

Abu Dhabi is damn freaking hot. 40 degree? I suppose. It's kind of boring here plus the unfriendly weather, & I still have a few more days to stay. Boooo....

But anyway, I did the desert safari tour on friday. It was pretty interesting. We had sand-duning (i almost puked in the end but it was fun with the unexpected turns & slopes.), camel-riding, belly dancing performance, dinner in the desert & we tried shisha too (it's something like smoking.)

Gotta do a shuttle flight to Jeddah on sunday. It's like a turnaround flight then we will return to Abu Dhabi again. I will only be back on the 16th 12noon.

But actually it's pretty relaxing here. Everyday I just sleep, eat, gym sometimes, watch dvd, read books & stuffs like that. It's really nothing much to do here. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss my boy.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Dumb me right?

I went to watch a midnight movie last night & then I only realised I had actually watched that movie before when it started. I watched it onboard the sq plane when I flew to taipei for holidays a few weeks ago. Dumb me right? But movie tickets had been paid so I still watched it, again. It was a good movie afterall. "Disturbia".

Sunday, August 05, 2007

I miss Me.

A friend said that I have changed. I used to be so confident of myself. Where has that charisma gone to?

I don't know since when, I also feel that I have changed, somehow or rather.

I miss ME.

London has a very nice & sunny weather now.

I always love london. =)

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Weekend in london

Off to london tmr. I gonna spend my weekend shopping along the streets of london & drinking my cup of hot chocolate or hot latte. Sound perfect isn't it? Sometimes it's good to get away from where you are. Maybe you will get to think better, isn't it?

Tuesday, July 31, 2007


Business class training flight to shanghai went on pretty smoothly. I have very helpful crew so it does make everything easier.

Did the usual massage, dvds, food & some shopping in shanghai. Weather is like freaking hot. 35-37 degrees. Can you imagine?

Anyway, I have been like going through some emotional rollercoaster lately. It's never easy for me. One moment I can be fine but another moment I can be so upset & depress. Seriously, I still don't know how to pick myself up yet. It's really tough.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007


Managed to see him yesterday. I'm so happy even though it was just a short while. He makes everything worth doing. =)

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

The weekend

Did a Bangalore overnight turnaround on saturday's night till sunday's morning. What can I say? All the indian passenger plus I did galley work, who says it's not tiring? I came back home, eat, sleep, eat then sleep again.

On a lighter note, I met my friend for dinner on sunday. Then I met my batchies for late night ktv & drinking. My batchgirl's birthday. I came back in the morning at 6. My favourite batchboy is such a gentleman. He sent me back home & right to my doorstep. No wonder he is my favourite. Haha.

It was quite fun & happening la. Played games, sang songs, batch boys drunk, took photos, gossips & all. I love my batchies. Hehe. But I wasn't really very in the mood somehow or rather. I miss the dear one. Haven't seen him for days. It's kind of tough for me. But I'm trying to understand. Don't know how long all these are going to continue. He has roadshows at NTU every day this week & night time he has to go ark cafe. I'm thinking to pop by ark cafe tmr's night (tuesday), without telling him. A surprise... Don't know. I'm still thinking. If not I don't know when we gonna meet manz. How?

I went for uniform fitting just now too. Then met emily for dinner. It was a nice evening. Heh.

By the way, i kept bumping into friends these few days. Ok. I know it doesn't link but I just feel like saying. Haha.

& I'll be having business class training till friday.

Good night!

I'm missing...

Saturday, July 21, 2007

My thoughts always wander off.....

Going to start work again. Overnight turnaround. Back tmr morning at 6plus. Really don't feel like going to work. But then, if I don't work, what can I do? Stay home & slack & do nothing? It's so unproductive. I haven't read up my business-class stuffs yet too. Probably tmr when I return in the morning or monday. I think I wanna take up japanese classes soon. To keep myself occuppied. Ideal?

My thoughts always wander off.....

It's just a passing period, i guess...

Friday, July 20, 2007

I'm bored.

I'm bored.

I'm still on leave.

I don't know what to do.

Boyfriend is busy.

Tell me what can I do to keep myself occuppied?

The thought of going back to work on saturday makes me feel a little sick.

It's not easy to be understanding.

But I make myself to be.

Cos it's just too much to let go.....

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

back from holidays!

Hello! I'm finally back from my holidays! I was away in taipei from 10-17july. The weather was so really freaking hot manz but the whole trip was totally awesome! I'm missing it already. Hehehe.... *big big smile*
back to reality now. *pout* heh.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Am @ adelaide now & it's like freaking cold cos it's winter now. I only spent on food & internet which is good cos I already spent like mad when I was in los angeles & tokyo. Bonus came in the other day & half of it has already gone. I gave my parents, a sum of money for my upcoming taiwan holidays trip, bought a guess watch for my youngest brother, pay my credit card's bill, my other bills & some personal expenses. Tell me what's left to save?

Met the girls on friday's evening & night for dinner, drinks & catching up session. Everyone is leading their own life & it's pretty much interesting to hear updates from them & understanding the kind of lifestyle they are living now, & how they are doing till now. We don't get to meet very often but the feeling remains. We just need friends like them. =)

Before meeting the girls, I met marv in the afternoon for lunch & some shopping. He's going brisbane to study. To marv, all the best okay? don't spend too much time on girls. study hard okay?! ha. =p

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Challenges ahead.

Transformers are really cool.

Plus the great company. =)

But then we didn't really have much time spent together. If not for the upcoming holiday trip together, I really don't know how everything gonna turn out to be, cos I'm a girl after all & I do need attention. I mean sincere attention.

We shouldn't stop anyone from going after their dreams right? & everyone has his/her own right to dream & to fight for them. I know things gonna be different. things gonna change.

Frankly speaking, I'm really really scared.

The challenges that are ahead of us.

But like what many people have told me, enjoy what I have now first.

Yeah. I know I should. But I just couldn't help feeling pessimistic.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007


Disneyland, Los Angeles.


Haven't seen the boy for 10 days. The missing is really.......... arghhhh!

But I gonna see him tonight! Transformers! Yey! =p

Sunday, July 01, 2007

I heart Tokyo.

Shopping is crazy & I can't even finished!

But still.....

I heart Tokyo. =)

Friday, June 29, 2007

Disneyland, where dreams come true.

Disneyland, where dreams come true.

OMG. It's really damn amazing. It just makes me feel happier. I can't even finish seeing, visiting & playing the whole of Disneyland. One of the staffs was telling me, it's impossible to cover everything in one day. She is god damn right.

I feel like a small kid once again. I gonna bring my kids here next time. Sweet childhood memories. Who doesn't want?

I'm like soOoooo tired & real sleepy now. I need my beauty sleep & mask. It's almost 2am here. Grrrr. Talk later then. Good the night. =)

Thursday, June 28, 2007

@ Los Angeles

Hello! I'm now at Los Angeles & it's like 7.42am here but I can't get to sleep already. The timing difference does play a part. Anyway, so far until now (touchwood. =p), everything has been great. Crew are nice, shopping is great but sinful (*laughs) & food is yummy yummy!

I think I gonna spend more than my allowances for this Tokyo-Los Angeles flight. I don't wanna go think or calculate how much I have spent. It's scary. Ha. Ok la. I try to comfort myself to make myself feel better by thinking of july 7th. Bonus payday! Lol. I think I gonna go shopping crazy again when I fly back to Tokyo from Los Angeles on saturday. This time round we gonna stay at the town area & that's it. Haha. I can't wait. *grin*

& yey! I'm going to the Los Angeles Disneyland later & it's like so near my hotel. Haha.

You know sometimes I feel like I'm like on a holiday/vacation whenever I'm going for long flights plus the great company I have! Heh.

& I bumped into Lydia! She is doing this flight pattern too but she came one day earlier than me. She just came to my room to chat & she is going back to Tokyo tmr. So probably I gonna catch her for dinner again in Tokyo! So cool right? You meet your friends overseas for catching up, dinners, drinks & stuffs like that. How many of you get to do these often? You know I have this love-hate feeling for my job. It's contradicting. Ha.

Monday, June 25, 2007

It isn't easy.

It isn't easy for two persons, in love with each other, to get along, to get together, happily & forever.

I really treasure what I have now & I'm really working hard on it.

Tokyo, Los Angeles, here I come!

Gonna miss you lots!

Saturday, June 23, 2007

I get so bored with......

I got so bored with my black hair that I went to do some highlighting to it just now. Hahaha.

Anyway, met up with the usual people lately. The loved & dear ones. Just came back from manila nightstop yesterday morning. Tomorrow doing a bangkok turnaround follows by my 8 days tokyo-los angeles on tuesday. I guess I gonna have fun, with all the shopping, food & entertainment out-stations but I know I gonna miss the loved & dear ones badly.

Nonetheless, my holidays is coming! =p

I realise a lot of things are really beyong our control. Things happen when you thought they wouldn't. I hate the feeling of heartbreaking. Nothing. It's just some random thoughts. I always think about stuffs la. Sometimes people say I have been thinking too much. I know but I can't help it la. Haha.

Maybe some things are just not meant to be.

Oh, & to the boyfriend, happy ord-ing! I know you are damn damn happy & high about it. I know you can't read this cos I'll never let you read. Haha. But still, I'm happy that you are happy. =)

Tuesday, June 19, 2007


I went for foot & body massage in shanghai but my back is like aching now. Think the person pressed too hard? Or maybe my back is just kind of stiff due to my job nature? Maybe.

Anyway, my flu is like getting worse. I keep sneezing & coughing & one side of my nose is like blocked. It's damn terrible especially during take-off and landing as my ears would be blocked. I hate that feeling. *pout*

Monday, June 18, 2007

pictures! =)

london 29may-01june

date with april 08june

cape town 10-14june

batch872 gathering 14june

Sunday, June 17, 2007


Hello! I was back on thursday morning. Came home, took a shower, sleep, & met my batch people for dinner & drinks & supper. It was great. We went vivo marche for dinner, dragonfly for drinks (the crowd really sucks! ha.), outside zouk say hi to another batchgirl who didn't turn up for the meeting, & last but not least we had our supper at tong shui cafe. We had lots to catch up with one another. So yeah. I'm happy! *grin*

Then on friday I met yingxiu for lunch at waraku japanese restaurant, went for my waxing & eyebrows trimming too. Did a little bit of shopping before heading home in the evening. Then showered & got changed & met bf for dinner & movie. Fantastic 4. Pretty nice! Hehe.

Yesterday wanted to go yoga but was like really plain lazy. I got up like really early in the morning cos I couldn't sleep. Watched the repeat episode of campus superstar, went out to get some stuffs, practically doing nothing productive the whole day until at night I met bf for dinner again. We went bedok 85, then giant & bark cafe near loyang & changi area.

I think my sore throat is coming back already. Damn irritating. Flying to shanghai late night later. Catch me on tuesday when I'm back in the noon! =)

Ok. Photos soon. Haha. Ciao!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

I'm in cape town.

I'm in cape town now. It's 12june2007, 8.10pm. (6hours behind singapore) I have a fantastic set of crew & most of us went sightseeing including the captain. The sights were really amazingly beautiful & the seafood was really really very good. Photos gonna be up when I'm back in singapore on thursday morning. Hehehe....

Overall, it was a really nice trip. A bit like holidaying. Haha. =P

Plus the passengers load was light on the way up & it gonna be even lighter on the way back home. Wahahah. But sometimes with light load, time seems to pass slower.

& know something? My this whole set of crew to cape town are all married except me! There is this stewardess she is 24 & she is like married for like more than half a year. Everybody on this flight was like kept asking me "eh you better buck up ar... when's your turn? you see everyone here is married lei...left you only you know...." Haha. It was pretty hilarious la.

& every flight that I go, without fail, people will sure ask me, "do you have japanese or korean blood? you look like a japanese stewardess. you look like a korean stewardess." Oh well.

Oh ya. Bf came to pick me up from my house & drive me to the airport on sunday. That was really sweet of him, despite the fact that I was almost late but good thing I was just in time, haha. I love the thought & I appreciate the effort. Thanks dear dear! I know he'll never get to read this but still I think he knows la. Haha.

But still, I hate it when it seems like he is leading some other desperado girls on. Maybe he doesn't notice it but I definitely don't feel good at all. & it's really really saddening cos I hate to feel this way.

I'm like snacking on my sour cream & chives flavour pretzels, haven't bath yet cos I just came back from the sightseeing tour not too long ago & I'm like sooOOoo lazy to bath. Hah. Was out the whole day since morning. It was a really adventurous tour. Encounters stuffs & all. Someone calling for help at the top of the mountain & stuffs. It was quite scary la. The road trip was filled with storeis told by the tour guide & driver & we also some sort of scared ourselves with funny stories. Haha. Pretty much enjoyed but it was really tiring though. Yesterday we took the shuttle bus to the mall but it was nothing really fantastic & things aren't cheap either. The only thing good was the ocean basket restaurant & we had really yummylicious seafood over there. I miss my seafood platter especially the squid & the fried calamari. *drools* Hehe.

Alright. I think I shall get myself to bath & maybe online for another while later & then catch my beauty sleep. Call time is like damn early tmr's morning.

But yey! I'm coming home! *grin*

Friday, June 08, 2007


My bf always makes me laugh. He is humerous la. Haha. Though there are times when he makes me feel so upset, I can't deny that there are also times when he makes me laugh till I almost can't take it & makes me feel like a happy girl all over again. =)

SoOooO looking forwards for our july's trip! One more month! Hah. =P

Met up with good friend today. Eh. I may consider to post the photos. Maybe one or two la. Can or not ar girl? Haha.

Anyway, I'm doing a bangkok turn tmr morning till afternoon & I'm off to cape town on sunday past midnight. Back on thurday. Hopefully I'll get to do some sightseeing over there since it's my virgin visit to the country. *hehee*

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

hey me.

i like to make myself miserable at times.


i always think too much.

& sometimes it makes me cry to sleep.


hey me. get a of hold of yourself.

i tell myself.


Monday, June 04, 2007


I'm flying off again tonight. To melbourne. Haven't done any aussie flight lately. I guess I gonna see many kids & singaporeans. School holidays ma. They better behave. Haha.

For the past 2 off days, I met up with friends & boyfriend. Did nothing much but just catching up with one another. Wanted to go yoga this morning but it was raining. *shrug*

Gonna bring my lappy with me. Cos I heard it's free internet in the hotel room. Hahaha. But actually sometimes I don't mind paying for the internet too. I feel more connected to home. Can't live without it & my hp especially. I'm so reliant to technology. =p

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I'm away, would you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now
Would you die for me, would you run with me
All the way..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away..

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away..

Would you be there..
For me.. [By Redwan Ali]

Friday, June 01, 2007

Coke is addictive.

I'm like so addicted to coke now, diet coke/coke light especially, icy cold with ice. *melts* Heheee....

I must have one at least everyday now. It's exceptionally soothing to my throat. Haha.

Coke is addictive. =P

& I just received my uob lady's card. yey! I have been waiting. Lalalalala....

Anyway, I was freaking tired on flight just now. Glad that it's over. Phew. Love off days. =)

Thursday, May 31, 2007

belle in london

belle in london. looking tired & all after a day of sightseeing, camera-whoring & shopping. but still, she can't wait to fly back. =p

love london

I love london but I hate falling sick out-station. My cough & sore throat are pretty terrible, even until now. I couldn't really sleep well cos my throat was really disturbing. The weather wasn't really good. One moment it was raining, another moment it was hot & sunny. Nonetheless, I had yummylicious food, beautiful sightseeing, camera-whoring, indulgence shopping & great company these few days. It feels so good to meet up with my batchgirl, lydia & roam around london together. =)

Actually...... I feel quite proud of myself. I'm able to go around london, taking & changing the tube (tube=mrt, it's called tube in london) to various places, all by myself. Been here a few times though staying at a few different hotels depends on the flight pattern that I did, I'm pretty much quite familiar of where to go & head to. Hehehe....

Anyway, met up with evie on monday & we went for a haircut together & had some catching up session. It's really nice to see your good friend again after sometimes cos all of us have been so busy with our own stuffs.

Oh..... & I think an adult should behave like an adult. =P

It's gmt+1 here in london. I wanna go get changed soon & head out to buy some last minute stuffs & food. Anyway, i just had yogurt with crunchy sultana granola & big & fat juicy strawberries for breakfast. Haha. I gonna fly later. So I gonna be back tmr's evening at 6. Cya!

Monday, May 28, 2007

bad sore throat

Having a very bad sore throat now. & it's kind of terrible cos I couldn't really sleep last night as I was like coughing & coughing. Hopefully I'll get better soon. I still want to go for my london flight. *rant*

Human beings are really complex species. I read somewhere from a book, it goes something like, "we don't have to understand everything. cos we'll never understand everything." Indeed. Some of the things you can't just look at the surface & deem everything as you perceive.

In life, many things aren't really the way we exactly want. But if we can't change it, we gonna learn to accept it.

We always want the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend, the perfect group of best friends, the perfect job & the perfect lifestyle so as to make up our desired perfect life. I also hope my boyfriend is like this, my best friends are like that but I come to realise it's impossible. Cos no one is perfect & I'm not perfect either. I know..... I'm not the perfect girlfriend. I'm not the perfect friend, I'm not the perfect daughter. I'm not the perfect sister.

I love these people & so I accept the ways they are.

Some people think I'm like this. Some people think I'm like that. How am I going to explain myself? If you really think that is what I'm, so be it. If it really makes you happier, so be it.

Aiya. Actually I also don't know what I'm trying to say. Haha. Thoughts just flow through. Wait till I can organise my thoughts better. Heh. Okay. I think I wanna go have my breakfast & maybe go see a company doctor if I'm still not feeling very well.


Sunday, May 27, 2007

Back from denpasar

Back from denpasar this late morning. Both sectors were alright. Crew were pretty nice. Rest was rather minimal. Check in at night & we gotta check out like very early the next morning. So I showered, watched tv, read my book & tried to get myself to sleep. Didn't really sleep very well. I kept on sleep & wake up, sleep & wake up. Nonetheless, bali seems like a really beautiful & nice place for vacation. =P

Going out for my dinner & pirate's movie soon. I can't wait! Hehee...


Saturday, May 26, 2007

brother, roster, holidays!

Brother came back yesterday. So glad that he's back. After training & test yesterday, I stayed back at training centre awhile to talk to my batchgirl. I'm meeting her in london next week & we have lots of plans & things to do together. I can't wait! *yay* =) Then we went airport together, went to control centre, checked our individual mailbox & roster. My new roster wasn't too bad. I'm going tokyo-los angeles! We are going to stay in the city of tokyo which means lots of shopping & shopping! Hehe. & I haven't been to los angeles. So i guess it should be nice too. So looking forward, though I gonna be away for like 8days. & I gonna have like 11days annual leave in july & I'm going holidays! I so looking forward too, especially when I'm going with him. *beam*

Met him yesterday after picking my brother up from the airport with my parents. We went to tour agencies, had dinner, joined the late night shopping which was like so boring cos only a few shops were opened, went mustafa & home sweet home. There was like this small little tension going on between us yesterday. It kind of affected me but I guess it's alright now. As long as he is happy, anything is fine with me. This is how he meant to me.

You know ever since I become a flyer, I have seen & heard so much stories. Somehow I find it really hard to trust people now, sometimes even the close ones. Hmmm....

Doing a denpasar nightstop later. Gonna be back tmr morning at ard 11plus. Cya.

I wanna watch my movie!

Friday, May 25, 2007

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Mars vs Venus

23rd May 2006. The very 1st day that I dedicated myself to S**. Yesterday was 23rd May 2007. So happy anniversary to batch 872! Time really flies in a blink of an eye. It has been a year & I believe most of us are still going strong. *hehee..*

Went back for training & exams today. What a day manz. But well, I have made it through. Tmr is yet another day. Gotta do first aid & stuffs. Anyway, my youngest brother is flying back to us tmr. Hehe. Probably will go to the airport to pick him up together with my family after my training. You see, time really passes. I thought he just go over not too long ago & now he is back. My parents are the happiest. =)

Went for dinner after training with my good friend. Lots to catch up & update each other. Found out so much things about her. Men can be really evil sometimes. They only know how to make women upset & cry.

Shall read up my first aid training manual & practise the quizes online now. Bye! With love. =)

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

What so special about you?

2nd post in a day.

I didn't go yoga, cos I overslept. Haha. But actually I haven't been sleeping well for the past few nights. Keep having dreams & it seems like my mind isn't really resting.

Maybe I can only sleep well with him besides me. Hehee.

I'll try to be as understanding as I can & I think I'm doing it pretty well. I don't whine or cling though I do wish I can do it at times. You know girls la. They like to be pampered. They enjoy the attention from their bfs. I'm no different from them. I'm also a girl lei. But...... I keep telling & reminding myself, put myself in his shoes & I think I always do. Sometimes I do wonder if he does put himself in my shoes?

Don't worry. I'm very fine. We are very fine. Just get emotional with thoughts & feelings at times. Maybe that's the personality for a pisces?

Just hope he understands one day.

I never felt or did so much for a guy before. Not even my past.

What so special about you?

Maybe cos it's just you. =)

I wanna watch "Pirates of the Caribbean 3"!!!

STC tmr & friday

Going back to STC tmr & friday for recurrent training & test. I guess I need to do some reading & practise the online quizes badly. Don't really quite remember a lot of stuffs. Ha. *grin*

Need to dig out my polo tees, pants & shoes again. Actually feel like getting new ones. Excuses to shop. Heh. Shall see.

Maybe going for yoga class later. Don't wanna waste my package for nothing. Heh.

Though the weather doesn't look too good. *bleah*

Feel like getting a new phone. Maybe wait till my bonus. Can't wait! =P

I think my blog is getting boring. But anyway, not many people reading also. Only some loved & closed ones. So it doesn't really matter. I just need a place to write. Maybe I should start carrying a diary around in my bag. Pen down thoughts wherever I go, whenever I feel like it. Nobody reads it except me. Haha. You know things & thoughts just come to your mind like that no matter where you are.

Alright. I'm feeling kind of sleepy now. Maybe it's the "after brunch effects". Probably go take a short nap now, read my notes & follow by the rest of the stuffs. Yay! Should be like that. I want to keep myself occupied. =)

Missing my boy already. *pout*

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

wonderful people, sucky flight

Wonderful people make a sucky flight enjoyable.

So afterall, it's not as sucky as it seems to be. =)

Monday, May 21, 2007

The shrek couple. =)

The shrek couple. =)

You know there are times when you wish time will pass faster & there are also times when you wish time will pass slower.

Whenever I'm with him, I always wish time stops or at least goes a little slower than usual.

I really don't know what has love got me into.

Must be him. Hehee.

But I never forget the thing that everyone needs his/her own personal space & breathing space, which is like very important.

By the way, I'm doing a manila turnaround tmr & I just checked my crew list. I'm flying with silver, the ex-project superstar contestant. But anyway, it doesn't matter. =p


Saturday, May 19, 2007

food indulgence in taipei

I love the food indulgence in taipei. You'll be amazed by all the food stalls at shilin market. Guess what? I'm drinking my milk tea with pearls now while typing this post. Hehe.

I hurt my chin during a pretty bad turbulence on flight this morning. Thank god it wasn't very serious & most importantly I'm not disfigured! Still pretty la! Hah. =p

Friday, May 18, 2007

Is it just me or what?

Things seem to be fine now. To him, nothing seems to be wrong anyway.

Is it just me or what?

Looking forward for the weekend shopping in taipei but at the same time, I'm looking forward to coming back on sunday too.

Cos I'll get to see him & spend time together.


Am i very silly? Haha.

I gotta wake up at 4plus morning later. Gosh. I better try & sleep now.

Good night....

It's not that I'm not understanding, I just don't understand.

It's not that I'm not understanding, I just don't understand.

Fancy blogging at such early hour, Ha.

I just need a place to rant & I don't know who to tell either.

I woke up from my sleep, jumped up from my bed out of no where, very quickly checked my hp & it was such a plain disappointment.

Really. It's not I'm not understanding. I tried my best to understand everything that's going on & everything about you. Seriously, sometimes I just really don't understand. Don't tell me you don't even have a minute to spare for me for the whole day/night? A minute only 60seconds lei. I'm not greedy right? Check out what some other girls do. I'm not comparing cos I know everyone is different. But hello? I'm also a girl lei. You know what a girl wants?

Aiya, I just can't undertand!

Shall go back to sleep a little while more before heading out for yoga & errands. Hope all these take my mind off everything awhile.

It's just getting into me. I don't like myself to be like that either.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

We'll get thru.

Though we can't see each other that often now, I believe we'll get thru right?

I know he can't be reading this cos he doesn't even know this exists. But whatever it's, I just hope we'll make it till the end. =)

I'm going taipei this coming saturday again. Means more shopping & food. Haha. I so love much. Heh.

I'm getting $200!

Singapore's Government is giving out money again & I'm getting $200! Yay! =p

Anyway, bumped into Jeremy's at the control centre just now. He looks pretty good in uniform. Haha. & I bumped into this crew whom I flew with before & she was flying with him for the 2nd time. Such a small world huh. Heh.

I didn't know I'm so vulnerable to tears.


Anyway, I really need my beauty sleep now. Feel that I'm getting uglier. Boohoo.


Wednesday, May 16, 2007



I kind of love red nails. Ha.

Doing a jarkata nightstop later.

Can't wait for paydays.

Can't wait for bonus.

Can't wait for holidays trip in july!

By the way, I have already signed up for yoga classes! Probably I'll start going for classes on friday. Yey!

I love this: "It's only when you're happy alone that you can be truly happy with another person."

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

the dear one

Just came back home from meeting the dear one.

My emotions still triggered.

I don't like to know things that I don't wanna know & I don't like to hear things that I don't wanna hear.

I think the dear one sometimes really doesn't understand.

Alright. I gotta go read my new issue of cleo & head to bed. Meeting emily tmr (later) for lunch.

Good the night! =)

Sunday, May 13, 2007

home sweet home

Home sweet home! & happy mummy's day to mummy. I will buy her belated pressie. Too tired to buy anything from the airport just now except my beer. Hehe.

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Looking forward

We didn't have korean food in the end. We were quite plain lazy to eat out. So we did a quick takeaway of subway & I bought my hot chocolate too. Eating & drinking in the comfort of my own room, surfing the net then watching "Because I Said So" dvd. I just had a nice shower & I think I'm supposed to sleep soon. But the tv seems to have some nice movies playing on & I kind of don't feel like sleeping though I'm a little sleepy. Yeah. I'm contradicting. I'm ficker-minded. That's me. Haha. Will reach sg tmr's night at ard 8plus. I'm looking forward to that! =)

happy buys

We didn't make it for buffet breakfast today. I knew it. Hehe. So we slept abit more & we met for buffet lunch instead. After lunch, one of the crew's friend who is studying in Auckland came to meet us. It was so nice of her to drive us to the new market area for shopping. Needless to say, yes, I spent again. I bought a dress, a pair of short, 2 tank tops and a cardigan for myself, a cardigan for him & a polo tee for my brother. *happy buys*

I haven't go to the gym yet. But I think I'll go la. Need to burn the calories that I took in at the buffet just now. So terrible right? My body is not like before. So better exercise. Hehe.

Meeting them for dinner later. We should be having korean food. Yummy! Hehe.

Friday, May 11, 2007


Hi all. I'm in Auckland now. Wanted to go do bungee jumping but it's like $200NZ. I heard the people say it's cheaper to do in Christchurch. So wait till I fly there then. Hopefully my heart can take it. Hah. =P

By the way, it's gmt+12 here. Heh.

This flight the crew are okay la but not very fantastic either. I flew with much much much nicer crew before.

My team ifs just emailed us & told us a goody goody new. Our july bonus is 6.07months! *yey* Hopefully it's not just rumour & the many more months the merrier. *double yey* *beam* More bonus means more money for me to spend for my July's holidays trip. Hehe.

Mother's Day this Sunday. Shall I get mummy something? I'll be back on Sunday's night. Yeh. I think I probably gonna get her something. See, I'm such a good girl. Heh.

Haven't seen him for days. The last time we met was on Monday. Long enough? Yup. I think it's. I miss my boy.

Haven't sign up my yoga classes yet. I think I gonna do it soon. I'm going for buffet breakfast tmr with some of my crew. & I'm going to the gym at the hotel after that to burn some fats. Can't wait. *grin*

We had Thai food for dinner just now & I so love the green curry. Hehe.

& I finish my Corner with Love dvd already. I like. Heh.

Ok. I think my thoughts are like super random. Haha.


Tuesday, May 08, 2007


I was called up to do a KL 2 sectors on the 7th. Reporting was at 0500 which meant I had to wake up at 0300. I slept at 0130. Cos I was like out before that. I overslept & I woke up at 0335. But I was still early for reporting. All thanks to my speedy preparation for flight nowadays (*grin*) & my sweetest daddy who drove me to the airport.

Know what? I'm rostered for KL 4 sectors later! I mean on the 8th. I complained to people but of no use. Company doesn't care. Hah.

Went Tampines Ikea & Giant just now. We had swedish meatballs, almond cake & soft drinks at the cafe & we bought a lot of junk food & drinks from Giant. It was such a fruitful night!

Sunday, May 06, 2007

hooked, addictive, misses.

I'm so hooked with "Corners with Love". My new found love on a saturday's night when I'm not out to party or date. At least, it makes me happy. It's addictive. *grin*

I think I'm going to sign up yoga classes very soon, probably with Pure Yoga. Then I will have all my reasons to buy pretty yoga attires! *yay!* *hehehx*

& I think I really miss you......... I mean my brother. He told me he bought me pressies from Beijing. Isn't he sweet? =P

Friday, May 04, 2007


I'm in shanghai & there's free internet in the room! Yeyey! The room is pretty nice too. Hehe. Anyway, I bought quite a few dvds & they were like dirt cheap. $1? $2? About there. Hopefully the quality is not that bad either. =P

I'll be working in business class tmr on the way back to singapore! I'm not trained yet but they want me to learn. The chief looks zappy. Grrrr. Good luck to me!

7th is coming. it's another month, again. =)

Thursday, May 03, 2007

I need a new hobby.

I need a new hobby.

I need a new pastime.

At least I have something to keep me occupied.

Especially whenever I'm back in Singapore.

Any suggestion?

Taking up language classes?

Yoga classes?

Mr Spidey

Mr Spidey was good!

Tuesday, May 01, 2007


I watched 200 pounds beauty yesterday & it was very very very nice! Go watch too if you haven't ok?

He is going through a phase of change in his career path. So much so that I wish & pray for his success, I know somehow or rather it gonna affects me as well with the change.

But it's okay I guess? I will be strong.

Please let me be.

If I can be granted with a wish, can I buy forever, with you?

Monday, April 30, 2007

It feels so good to be back home.

It feels so good to be back home. I was away for flights for 4-5days but it seemed like forever to me this time. Didn't go out in Istanbul. Stayed in my room, used my laptop, read, ate & slept. Heh. After a day & night in Istanbul, we flew to Dubai & after we reached our hotel, we got changed & chiong our way out for supper & to get some stuffs from the supermarket. We had so much food at such late hours & our conversations & topics never stayed away from flying & cabin crew. But it's true. Only those who are flying understand our so called "airlines jokes" & really laugh at them & we fly, so we know. Something like that. Hehe.

Sunday we went to the mall to shop. (Shopping you know? *bEAM*) Yey! Bought krispy kreme donuts, 2 tops, & a CK brief. & we all pax back to Singapore. Hehe.

By the way Dubai is like freaking hot. 38-41 degrees. *mELTz*

Yey! I love to be back! =P

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Who's acting cute? =P

Look here, who's acting cute? *hehexx*

@ Villa Bali
My face looked red, but I only had a glass of Singapore Sling.
Conclusion: I get red easily. (with any contact with liquour or alcohol.) *heh*