Thursday, December 31, 2009


Sprained ankle, throat inflammation, and the stress from work have been pulling me down, adding some weights to my already tired-out body, mind and soul. But I suppose things will be good as the time goes. The new year is meant to be fruitful. =)

2009 has been a good year, in general. It marks the complete end of my relationship with someone who used to be very important to me. No more strings attached or left-over emotions. Had some qualities time with friends and loved ones. Made some wonderful friends, had some genuine relationships together. Work was smooth, quite. Money wasn't quite well spent though. I could have been a little more careful with my expenditures. Some time was wasted, missed opportunities and stuffs. But we all learn right?

Look forward to a greater year ahead. ;p

Monday, December 28, 2009

aussie moments

Maybe sometimes it just wasn't your day. I shall not elaborate much. Those unhappy moments shouldn't even be remembered.

Off to Sydney later evening, for some aussie moments. =)

Saturday, December 26, 2009


Sometimes I wonder what's next. I don't want to waste any more minute of my life waiting, guessing or hoping for something that is not for my own good. Occasionally, I got lost. Got lost with my own emotions and thoughts. I let my thoughts run too freely at times that I don't even know which is real, which is superficial. Very often I have to draw myself back, in case I get too overboard. I reminisce the past, imagine the future. But I guess what is more important, should be the present I am in now. Be it good or bad, I am living in it. This is something I have to keep reminding myself.

Good night for now. Back to work in a couple of hours time.



Received a call this afternoon, claiming I won a lucky draw from watching The Broadway Beng. I am like...okay...but I didn't take part in any? Then a loud laughter bursted out over the other end of the line.

Thank you ah...popiah ah beng!

Friday, December 25, 2009

Was browsing the change of flight board and I saw this posting....

"My life very bad, dun offer me anything worse. i will bang wall, if u dun hear from me, means i banged wall. thanx pp! happy flying!"

What's up with her?
*roll eyes*

merry christmas~

merry merry christmas~
I hope your christmas is filled with love.


Thursday, December 24, 2009

It was quite an comfort to receive those cards and small little gifts in my mailbox, after my unforgetable, drama-mama frankfurt/new york flight.
Thank you.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

cosy gmt+8

Frankfurt airport closed, heavy snow, delayed for 5hours on ground, diverted to Bangkok, paxing back to Singapore, it was whole lots of drama. Total tiredness. Just like that day out of New York. But whatever it is, I am back. :) Back to the cosy gmt+8. Just in time for Christmas, though I really don't mind being around in countries that snow for a white Christmas. Hee...

We have worked hard enough.


Monday, December 21, 2009

playing with snow

Was out playing with snow.
It was hell loads of fun! :)

Was just skyping with a guy friend, and he just gave me a hell of time.
Maybe the problem lies with me. I just get agitated easily.

less than perfect

Some words being said, some actions being taken, some things being done, perhaps, maybe they shouldn't be erased. After all, they are your histories. In some ways or another, one point or another, I am sure people do mean what they have said or done. If not, why in the first place even bother to pen those thoughts down?

I guess it isn't about being the perfect icon in the other person's heart or mind. It should be more like being a less than perfect icon, so that people can all learn how to perfect one another together. Sometimes, it's the less than perfect attributes that are attractive! How irony.

Cold snowy night in Frankfurt. :)


Another reason why I always love New York. The minature stuffed cupcakes. Perfect for my sweet tooth. =p

cosy mood

Snow in New York seem extremely beautiful. It was too beautiful and too cold to be true. Was stuck in the plane for 5hours, waiting for de-icing of the snow. The journey from snowing New York to snowing Frankfurt seem to take forever. Frankfurt is all covered with white snow. The trees looks like Christmas trees. Looking at the state of it, I think Santa Claus is coming to town. =)

Crispy Duck Rice with Bean Spouts in the room.
Such cosy mood.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

frozen red apple

New York is nice but extremely cold. Starbucks was my best friend for the past 3days. American breakfast, Christmas shopping, Christmas crowds, those Christmas trees, Christmas songs and the Christmas snow. How not to heart the frozen red apple? =p

Friday, December 18, 2009

new PINK toy!

Belle and her new PINK toy!
Location~ New York City.

Love. =)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I LOVE you.

" I LOVE you 2day, 2morrow, 4ever. " Awww... Simple yet utterly sweet, especially in this cold weather of minus one degree. :) It was lightly snowing today. Pasta, pizza, spinach mushroom, haagandaz ice cream, jumbo sausage, the xmas market, gummy bears, the light-hearted mood, quite a perfect day.

All ready for NYC. =)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

almost frozen

When two persons are having different goals in their life for the next few years, is it still worth being together? Maybe not? When priorities in life are not the same, maybe letting go right at the beginning is the best decision, than to feel the pain and lost in the end. Just something to ponder on, in general. :)

Anyway, I am almost frozen, at zero degree. My room seems exceptionally cold too, even with the air conditioning off. Can't wait for lunch later~ *beams*

Sunday, December 13, 2009

you have been missed.

Belle has been good, and busy. =p Sleep seems like a luxury to me at times. Been trying to squeeze every possible time I have left, minus off the time working and the time spending abroad, to at least hold a decent conversation or have a proper meal together with the friends and the loved ones.
Though I never/seldom say, most of you have been missed. :)
Love from Osaka...

Friday, December 11, 2009

Deserve love and loved.

Hello~ I was missing for a few days. Pretty much wanted to grab that few minutes to blog down the little events in my life for the past few days. But the new internet connection at home is really disappointing. It is not stable and I can easily get myself disconnected within minutes. I hope this will last for awhile before it dies on me again.

Life has been good, so far. No hiccups. Maybe it's also because I am looking at things differently now. To those who matters, you know who you are. =)

Happiness isn't the fruit of a day or two. It's a journey that you ought to go through, it's a blessing you have to enjoy.

Deserve love and loved. :)

Have a great weekend!

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

morning in Dubai

The morning in Dubai seems a little more perfect than usual. Last night mini surprise was a success. Happy Birthday dude~ =)

Captain said today has got sand storm and it's better for us to stay indoor. I guess so. Anyway, we are heading back to Singapore this evening and eventually reach tomorrow morning. I can't wait. Heh...

People who don't know you well make unnecessary remarks and comments about you. How do people actually find time to do that? Do you think I should even care? Maybe they do bother for a while. But I know my conscience is clear. And to those who truly care, I believe they are on my side. Are you?
Was blow drying my hair, thinking about it. Maybe it's a vicious cycle. Conclusion. That's it. Perhaps, the ultimate result will surface soon. And it's over, or going to be over, almost completely and totally.

Right. The food is here. My buddy for the flight is waiting for me to eat together. "I wash clean clean wait for you." What the hell... Can't believe it comes from him. Haha... Famished.


Monday, December 07, 2009


I just got woken by a very scary and horrible dream. I dreamt of a very fierce vampire who was going after me. I kept running. And he kept chasing. No one was there to help. He bite the left size of my face and it turned really damn ugly! ( was NEW MOON too much? no lei...ermmm...)

And worst, someone decided to leave my life, completely.

I jumped out of my bed, perpetually.

p/s: the room is freaking hot because it's winter now and there is no air conditioning, only the heater is on. i tried opening the windows, the wind was too strong to come in. what the f***!~

When life becomes a nightmare.....

at least...

I always love to hear nice things from people. Words that are sweet to the ears, maybe some are just for shows and they may not have truly meant what they said, I just adore the fact that at least they make efforts to please me. The occasional smses and calls whenever I am overseas, work like wonder dosages that keep me going before I come home. Lies or truths, maybe they aren't that important after all. At least, I am not being left alone, for too long.

@ Istanbul

I ordered American Breakfast for Dinner, (yup, since it's 24hours all round the clock and breakfast is yummy & tasty isn't it...=p), my stomach almost burst. Someone said he wishes I will grow from Abercrombie size 0 to Abercrombie size 10. That will be his Xmas's wish for the year. Such a nice and wonderful friend I have. Gave me his only wish. Bloody hell.

And someone said during work just now... "yolene you damn M.F. lei...." I was like what the hell, scold me vulgarities.. he said...M.F. = Man Fan.
*diao* *laugh~*Thank you very much lei. And people could actually call from door to door to ask if I was having earache....cos he claimed all of them were talking about how "M.F." I was at the back of the galley.

Belle @ Istanbul.

Saturday, December 05, 2009

hearty afternoon

When a place is too big and we don't know where to start, a map comes in handy. We spent the whole afternoon inside Dubai Mall. Food, shopping, random ransack of shops, Starbucks coffee and cheesecake. Quite a hearty afternoon. :)

I am not an angel. A little spoilt, a little overwhelming at times. So you think you still like belle? ransack thoughts at gmt+4 when I woke up. =p

I am weird. I think I am in love with occasional bickering with certain people. But eh...maybe it shows some level of importance. If not why I even bother that level of engery? Ha. Madness. Okay...maybe keeping up with me and my temper isn't that easy after all. Ha.

Off to Turkey laterrrr!~ Gmt+2~

Catching some rest first.

Happy Sunday peeps!
Love. =)

Friday, December 04, 2009

the journey to UAE

The queue at the terminal 3 crew check-in counter was the longest ever. It was until the entrance. I kept looking at my watch. I had only 10 minutes left. I felt like cutting queue. Telling some fellow colleagues up ahead that I was really pressed for time. But on a second thought, I thought everyone else could be rushing for time too, plus the queue was long enough to annoy and people smacked their foreheads.

Reporting was at 2140. I managed to check in at 2138. I never walked that fast before. Reached the briefing room at 2140 58 secs. Phew. I made it. Shake hands and smiled like angel. I was welcomed. Haha.

Had the most ridiculous group of middle eastern mums with their overly-pampered kids and maids in the premium class. The 7hours they gave us was hell. Mum asked me to wear socks for the son, excuse me, I am not your maid. Kids with no mannerism, maids who acted as if they were queens as well. Worst, the mums thought they were kings. Even other passengers were annoyed by the noise and the discomfort they had caused to everyone. Worse than indians. Sorry. I am that racists.

Everyone went to tap internet in the crew room once we checked in. All in uniforms, plugging in and out the cable and my this old laptop, the battery was a killer. It didn't work long. I brought my adaptor to the crew room, tapping internet while charging. Once tapped, I practically had to run back to my room in case the battery went off and the lappy shut down by itself. My friend had to run with me. Cos I carried my lappy while he carried his and held my adaptor. We were fast enough. Heh.

Was so tired. Had a pretty good rest but it never seemed enough. We had late lunch at silver eagle and I am pretty motivated to head to the gym later, since it's just on floor and 24hours operation, Hola~ =p

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Time is a magic

Am eating nasi lemak, home-made winter melon soup, home-made barley. Yummy, warm and tasty dinner at home. :)

Going to be away for 7days later. It's amusing that I know many people due to my job and there are many important people in my life, but yet it's so hard to find time to come together. We always say real good friends, true loved ones don't need you to see them every time that often, occassional phone calls, smses, msn, facebook will do the trick. But I like seeing them, talking to them, in persons. I may seem very independent, but somehow I think I need quite a bit of attention. HA. Please start rolling your eyes now. Ha. Yup, that's me. Phone calls, smses are important, the time spent together are equally important. Despite quality is always better than quantity, but somehow we have to agree that, feeling does fade over time, not only to the intimate ones but also to friends. Friends drifting apart, relationships turn bland and boring. Time is a magic. Really. You will get over things and people that you initially thought were impossible.

Sometimes you just lose things, lose people, lose feelings, lose relationships, without you realising it. So.... it's good to back track la! Make sure that everyone is served. *laugh*

Wednesday, December 02, 2009


Osaka was nice and cosy. The people I were with, were great company. Ramen, strawberry shortcake ice cream, sushi. Drools~ =p

Going Osaka again next weekend, and am still looking forward to it. Going to be away for 7days to the middle eastern region tomorrow. Am looking into some self-improvement moments like heading to the gym, reading books, do some soul-searching and stuffs. Haha... Should be wonderful. *beams*

Was reading a quote that someone wrote..."You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel."
True isn't it?
Quite impressive and I kind of like it.

You know we always have impressions of people. Some make greater impressions than others. Just when I want to perceive a good impression about certain people, I heard things and rumours which totally go against my idea. I am in no position to judge, and I thought I want to believe what I see and feel, but somehow some stuffs are just....ermmm...fishy? Maybe. It triggers me to think perhaps the sudden rush that I thought I have was temporary and it wasn't real. It was just a moment of fascinating. Haha. Oh well, rock and roll la.... That's life. Hehe... At times we just need phases like these to help us to realise and appreciate the genuine ones around us. But very often, being a little bit superficial, I tend to overlook. We all learn, right?

Monday, November 30, 2009

Heading to...

Heading to Osaka later.
I didn't even catch a single wink yet, since I woke up this late morning.

Anyway, nevermind. The flight gonna be merry.
I suppose.
Hee... =p

Till tomorrow morning.
Loves. =)

for once.

Gym, New Moon, Dinner, Supper, guess they all covered up the whole of my Sunday. It's less than a month to Christmas. Time to start hunting down presents for people. And you know I always thought Christmas is the most beautiful festive in the calendar, and probably also the most perfect time to show your love and affection to those who meant a million to you.
Ling, sorry but I am going to quote what I read from your blog. Don't scold me ok. I know it's copyright but it's too sweet that I thought I wanna share. Haha... =p
"love is... when he cant sing, but he tries so hard to sing just for is... when he is thinner than u but he carries all e stuff just for is... when he trys to act smart to impress but end up looking dumb dumb to u.."
You know just when I always say I have a fetish for men who are tall, handsome and can sing. *laugh*
Maybe loving the less than perfect man from your dream isn't such a bad idea.
I am tired. Perhaps a comfortable and strong shoulder to lean on would be just fine.

Sunday, November 29, 2009


Miss Green thinks Miss White and Me, Miss Pink look better from the back. You know who you are. =p

Today was great. Punggol Marina steamboat, Changi Airport (and bumped into one of the favorite batchgirl...), Sitex, Movie (Xmas Carol, I slept. Don't ask me what's the story about. I don't know. And I paid $13 cos it's 3D, but the spec is so uncomfortable. I am whiney. =p).

What else? Maybe should get my ass to jog when I wakie.


Okay. Good night.
Much love.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

tame vs wild

"“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them."
-Sex and the City.

I so totally agree. ;p

Glad to be around for the weekend. Raining out there, but i am totally fine with it.

Happy day ahead! *grin*

Friday, November 27, 2009

delicious way

Just when I say I feel fat...

Campbell Instant Corn Soup

Shangri-La Nasi Goreng

A delicious way to complete the stay in Jarkata. =p

"oh its sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along".

Saw a good friend posted this shoutout on her facebook,
"oh its sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along".

I feel for her actually.
But then do you define "the right one"? How do you know that the person is the very right one for you? What makes you think that the person is a better choice than the one you are with right now? Who fits the bill now?

I think Love is such a miracle. Probably it's like yeah...I like him/her. Don't ask me why cos I also don't know why. I just like him/her. Strange but so true. It just happens.
I guess so.


Thursday, November 26, 2009

Belle is weird.

Forsake the earlier sad and moody-ish post.
Was being EMO for some don't know for goodness sake what reason. Anyway, they aren't important. Hee.

I just did my nails today and they were pretty and clean all over again. =p It's a pity that they have to be painted for work. But...still happy la! *grin*

IT fair tomorrow and I am so tempted to get my G10. Maybe I will pop by. Heh..

I wonder when will I going to stop having shopping list in my agenda. The list just goes on and on and it never seems to have an end. *headache* ;p

On a random note, I look very ah lian meh? This stupid friend of mine, made this idiotic comment to me just now, "you look so ah lian, sure always kanna pick on by those top10." HAHAHA! That's so funny.

"you and some random gs"...... enough to make me ROLL MY EYES. Remark from the same friend. Diaoz...

Many people come and go in my life. Some stay. Some choose to leave, and probably some left without much notice. And all I can do, is to take things in my pride. It's such a weird feeling that I have been having for the longest time. It's like there are many people in my life. People who care for me, people who love me. And yet, at the end of the day, I still feel very much alone.

Belle is weird.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009


Need someone to talk right now.

Why are thoughts messed up once again?

How can I even allow my tears to roll in my eyes, for you again?

It must be illusion.




Was driving and heard this song over the radio....


Why are some memories now take a longer time to recall?
Maybe it's a good sign. :)

Work was tough, days off in town seem more precious than ever.

Hungry and sleepy now. But I rather sleep. =p Good night.

Maybe I will dream of you.


Monday, November 23, 2009


Something to ponder....



不是我啦! Haha...


Off to work. Bye!


Was playing this song on my laptop, and I suddenly felt for it again. :) 过去了. But somehow, I still miss being a fool in a relationship. 很变态对不对? Haha...

Liking somebody leads you to many many craziest acts. You will do many things that you wouldn't have done if you are alone. 我觉得啊。。。超喜欢一个人的感觉其实也蛮好的. *roll eyes and LOL*

Yolene 超喜欢一个人的时候,应该是连喝水都会想着他. ;) Using this as a benchmark, thinks it will never go wrong la. Ha.

Hmmm....suddenly I have no idea what I am writing about. 白痴! Time for bed before heading back to gmt+8. Good night 傻瓜们.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Bought a new wallet. Suddenly feel it's not necessary. But but's PINK!!! and I couldn't resist. ;p A little expensive but it's pretty. Hehe.

Munching on the fruit cocktail salad from M&S. Yum~ =p

Saturday, November 21, 2009

For a moment, ...

For a moment, I was wondering why the packets of peanuts are stained with red spots, why the plastic cups have red paint?

It's me and my fingers.

Was helping this tall and big size passenger to pull out his screen and trying to help him to retrieve one side of his slippers (seriously I have no idea how he makes his slipper stuck in between the screen. *roll eyes*) I think I have enough cuts, bruises, scars and injuries all over my arms, legs and body.

Out for breakfast.
London, love. ;)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Live. Love. Life.

Was driving behind a lorry, raindrops splashing the road, blurring the sight. The lorry was carrying some foreign labour workers. They were seated at the back, no shelter, just with a umbrella that could barely shield them from the heavy rain, and surrounded by their working tools. This sight kind of made me feel uncomfortable. It reminded me how fortunate I am, somehow. I have everything, and yet I complain about what I already have.

Remember the 3 "L"?
Live. Love. Life.

Be contented. :)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009


on a random wednesday afternoon.




Am always tired lately. Sometimes I feel I can fall asleep even when I am standing or walking, literally. That's very bad.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

where it should be.

It's quite amazing that some people can know certain things about you, hearing from others, Do we call it interested?, like?, crush?, love?. I think it's curiousity.

I am spaced out from work, which is pretty good. No more packing and unpacking, no more hair spray, for the time being. Hee. ;p

Life can be alittle upside down sometimes. But I don't intend to make it upright anyway. It will be, at where it should be, one day. :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Meet Belle

Meet Belle here. :)
A very sad video. Maybe you will be wrecked with tears and emotions when you listen or see this.
Ok...A little exaggerating. Hehe...
But it's my new favorite video. =)

A lot of times, we thought we have tried hard enough. But actually when you can pause for a moment and look back, you may realise you are still at the same spot.

The grass may always seems greener on the other side. And why is it so? It's not we are greedy. It's not we are shallow. It's just that we can't see the green on our side. Maybe certain things are being camouflaged, emotions are being kept. The leaves turn yellow, the fruits turn rotten or just simply refuse to ripe, the tree stands alone, anti-socialising from the nature.

We are all standing under the same sky, don't we?

Won't be working for the next few days. Wedding to attend and many little events going on.
I am still time-racing, but nevertheless, my deep-felt emotion and feeling should be the key. I am happy.


Friday, November 13, 2009

lucky some people don't look at you when they talk? Shy? Think you are too ugly to look at? Too bad...

Cos... to me, making eye contact somehow is a form of sincerity and love. It expresses connection in a way.

Okok...maybe I am trying to be diffcult. Ha...=p

Friday the 13th shouldn't be that bad though?

Let's be lucky! =)


With the bride-to-be

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


Someone said I look meaty in uniform, and I look slimmer out of it. Kill me please. I? Yolene Peh looks meaty in uniform? Thank lei, to the whoever. *bleah* =p

Off to Shangri-La Hotel (Jarkata one la...Not so lucky to have a free night stay at the Sentosa's branch.) for a night stay.

Tata. =)

~I think I rather believe in myself for almost everything, than to believe in anyone else, including you, for a single thing.~
Sorry, I am that pessimistic. Ha.
"Love" is short-life. "Like" is temporary.

True, maybe?

Full stop.

Just when there were 2nd thought.


I think there are worms in my stomach. I keep feeling hungry, or rather I feel my stomach never seems to fill up? And I have to tell myself to stop eating somehow. Batchgirl's wedding this coming Sunday. Maybe I will be the fattest jiemei of all. =p

How about getting back my gym's membership? It seems like I should do so before I cry in front of my full length mirror. You know, it's that bad. *sigh* Heh...

Decided to spur on EuYanSang at the airport tomorrow. Need some tonics for complexion, body and health. Feeling a little vain than usual. ;p

Was reading someone's blog and she wrote..."Love is ...buying you a big box of durian puffs becoz he knows u love it.:)"

Tell me about it.
Tell me about Love.

Good night:)

Saturday, November 07, 2009

left alone

Somehow, I pretty much want to be left alone, for the time being. Away from crowds, away from everyone. No phone calls, no smses, no emails, no msn, no meet ups, no attention, nothing. Life has been too preoccupied till I don't even know what exactly am I thinking, how exactly do I feel.

Some people, some things, some memories can be a little pain-killing to the mind and heart at times. Furthermore with that amount of feeling and effort I had once put in. How much can one really love/like someone? Maybe it's more than you yourself can even imagine. Haha.. But.... I understand time never travels back, so I move on. :)

Sorry if I didn't reply your smses or answer your calls. Pardon me for all your missed calls. I just feel like being disconnected from people for awhile. However, I will still selectively choose who to reply, who to talk to. Just want to be a little anti-social today. :p

Have a great weekend everyone.


Friday, November 06, 2009


The christmas deco is already up along Orchard Road. They remind me of time. It's another one year again. Christmas reminds me of someone too. Someone who loves xmas more than any other festivals. Someone who loves scrolling down Orchard Road after midnight, with the xmas lighting on and up, taking pictures of the wonderful sceneries, and me doing the accompany. =) It's always picture perfect, somehow. :) Wonder which part of the world will I be this year. Can't wait to buy pressies, receive pressies, having parties with the loved ones, drinking champagne, eating strawberries. I wonder how XMAS will be like this year....


Thursday, November 05, 2009



I wish I feel like a Queen...

After 8days away to Japan and US, and now back home, stiff back, bruises all over my arms and legs, chipped one of my gel nails, hair seems to be dropping more than usual (perhaps snipping the tresses away is a good idea. twisting the hair every time makes me think that I am closer to my balding doom day. ha. *exaggerating laugh*), very often too tired for words, just like now.

I think I deserve some pampering treats for the next few days in Singapore. Like you know, I can just lie down there or sitting down there, doing nothing, with people servicing me from head to toe. Feel like a princess, or rather I wish I feel like a Queen. Haha. *cheeky grin*

Time for some winkz now.
Good night and loves.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

A lot of times, we may regret things we did in the past. Somehow, all the past incidents have to happened, so that you can meet your present today. I have no regret. :) If time goes back, I will still do the same thing. Like what Ling said, "you knew why you did that. if someone does the same thing to you one day, you know why he does that. =)"

Tuesday, November 03, 2009


Started on a new show lately, 下一站,幸福 by Vanness Wu. Didn't really know he can act until this show. Ha. The usual, tears, bitter sweetness that almost every taiwanese drama would deliver. If you feel like crying, maybe can consider watching this? =p

Sunday, November 01, 2009

In the middle of the night in Los Angeles,

I was on the phone for an hour or so, comfortably on my bed, then it was complete silent for "i don't know how long", and when I realised the line was being cut off eventually, oh shit, I had dozed off for a good 10minutes! Message back the caller, and I got back the same message at the same time. "Doze off?" Haha.... When both parties fell asleep during a phone conversation together, either the topics discussed were too not entertaining or tiredness really set in, especially with the gmt plus here minus there. I guess we are really tired. I suppose. =)

Then I had my take-away dinner that I bought from the mall earlier while watching online drama, showered, put on a relaxing mask and fell asleep again, and then to be waken up by the same caller again. Now I can't seem to go back to sleep already. There is a change in gmt in Los Angeles with effect from today, I am so afraid I will miss the call time later. Haha...

Am reading 美容大王 by 大 S. Quite interesting though. Trying to make myself sleepy again but it seems like I am feeling more awake than ever. I even look through the room service menu, already had my idea what to have for breakfast later. Hehe.

Tokyo next. :p Shopping , eating and guess what? It's Japan. It's love. Hehe.


Saturday, October 31, 2009


I was at the mall awhile ago. Felt like a zombie walking around, aimlessly. But I still managed to get some stuffs that were on my agenda list. Work was tough, busy like a bee, and I got myself new bruises on my arm again as souvenirs. Nothing new.

Just a penny of thought...
I realise there are and have had many passers-by in my life. Some stayed alittle longer than the usual, some stayed alittle shorter than I expected. Some left too quickly before I could do anything, some stayed and created memories that I would never forget.

Some left, then some others come in, and it just keeps going on and on, and probably it';s like that for now.
I am someone with a very low level sense of security. I need a lot of constant reassurance so that....I can feel safe. Like now, I am on my big bed, under my blanket, surrounded by pillows, and they seem like a kind of protection for me. It's kind of silly I know. But I know I am safe, somehow. =)

Anyway, this post took a long while to write. I just fallen asleep for hours and woke up again to write. Haha....

Suddenly, I lose all the momentum to continue this post already. Till here then,

Love, Los Angeles.

Friday, October 30, 2009


Sometimes I feel I have been away too much, and I forgotten how it feels like to be myself.
也许是该脱下燕尾服的时候了.... =)

Los Angeles later~



Thursday, October 29, 2009





Was in the car yesterday when we heard this song. Was trying to figure out what is the title of the song, and someone suggested that maybe the song is called "终点", cos the song ended with that. HA. And I just's actually called "礼物". :)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

be here

It was time-packed for the past few days. Work, taipei getaway, work again, catching up with friends, and I could hardly find time to breathe properly, somehow. Even a proper conversation that comes with a meal with the mum can be tough. Am trying my best to cope whenever possible.

Was checking out some of the taipei's photos that we took. Same location, a different atmosphere, with a different somebody, a different kind of smile that was pasted.
But but...I am alright. Heh.

Anyway, so happy to meet some dear ones just now, especially evie! Haha... We have been pals for 12 years and we never fail to stick on to each other no matter what happens. I know we will have each other's support in every little thing in life, even though we rarely have the opportunity and time to meet up nowadays. Miss evie, if you are reading, i hope you will overcome the hurdle (you know what i am talking about..heh) soon, be true to yourself, let your feeling flows, and god will lead you the way. And of course, I will be here. =)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

what kind?

Some people just disappoint you again and again, maybe over trivial stuffs?, but then it still matters to me. Been through the worst, I now place my goals and what I want over at a different perspective. Seeing things at a different light, knowing uh-huh... what kind of love I want.

Off to Sydney again, what else can they call me up for?
Till Tuesday. :)

Saturday, October 24, 2009


Everytime I return to Sin, I always feel my cargo weighs like an elephant. And it pretty much put me into thought, wondering if it's the bag itself is heavy or it is just ME. Haha...
And I so love this new song by Elva, 倒数. =p

Will my wishes come true?

craze at ximending

The craze at ximending. Guess who? =p Lee Min Ho.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I am freaking tired. Off to taipei in a few hours time. Till I am back to tell you my stories.


Monday, October 19, 2009

a moment of thought.

Finally heading home soon. These 8days seem long. So much to talk about, meeting and catching up with friends, batchmates, new friends overseas. Sometimes when you have very little time in town, you kind of appreciate the times and the opportunities you have to meet those people in your life all over the world. =)

Lost something yesterday. I had a hard time looking for it. My friend and batchboy accompanied me up and down, all over the places that we went to, strugging with the cold, trying to find the lost item, they even turned my bedroom upside down, but to no avail, it's really gone. It's such a shame. Maybe some things are really meant to be lost.

Shoulders to lean on when you are feeling down and flu-ish, should be the best remedy to recover. Sometimes I think I am greedy, in which I know I shouldn't be. In situations when you are stucked with choices and temptations, you tend to lure yourself to enjoy whatever that was there for you. I am walking a little fast, maybe it's hard to catch up with my pace. I am still trying to slow down, erasing some unrelevant thoughts which have been hovering me, before I really miss out those importance people and things in life. Like I always say, yolene is hard to please.

Friday, October 16, 2009


I decided that I was hungry at this hour. =p

gloomy NYC

New York City is gloomy. It has been raining non stop and freezing wet and cold since I stepped my feet on the Big Apple. I still made my way to Ripplu to buy the famous Bradelis with the girls. *winkz*

Ran my steps through the rain, struggling through the blowing cold wind, took the subway, walked a few streets, bought Bradelis, had meal at a Japanese/Chinese restaurant, felt my nose and throat were giving ways, we made our ways back to hotel, then again, I decided to run out a second time, bought water, dark chocolate raisins, cereals and yogurt (I know I will sure wake up at weird hours of the night feeling hungry. :p), grabbed a nearest Starbucks and zoomed back to hotel again. All these simple tasks seemed like a challenge under the cold.

I seriously dislike the weather now. The plan to factory outlet has to cancel because of the constant raining for the next few days. And it seems so impossible to scroll down to Broadway and Times Square at night in this weather. How disappointing. I always adore the night scene in New York City.

Suddenly.... I kind of dislike winter. It's cold and you have to put on so many layers of clothes, and still feeling as cold as ever. My flu is like getting worse now. I only realised I dozed off at my bed with lappy on and Starbucks half-drank, chocolate half eaten, not yet showered, and a phone call just disturbed me from my sleep, telling me it's time for breakfast. I am like what?'s only 12plus midnight lor. The caller was still living in Frankfurt time.

Shrug. I need a shower now before going back to bed. The few hours of rain earlier was enough to land myself in deeper shit like not yet recovered flu and sore throat.


"sometimes we try very hard to convince ourselves that we deserve much better, without realising that we are actually already in the better. =) "

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


I underestimated the weather in Frankfurt. Almost frozen, running nose, phlegm-mish throat, eating pizza and spinach mushroom under the cold. A cup of hot mocha while walking through the blowing wind did help to numb the pain from the cold weather. In don's room now. Glad to meet the dear one here. Hehe...Yogurt indulgence later. *slurp*

Looking forward to the Big Apple tomorrow!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


Went to see a doctor but I so refused to take a mc. I can't let go of my frankfurt new york. I hope I get well soon. It so gonna be a long week ahead, plus the short taipei trip after I come back.

I sound nasal, sexy and at the very verge of losing voice. You probably won't want to hear me sing now. Ha.

I love the way he dances! Spell C...U...T...E...! CUTE~ =p

Monday, October 12, 2009

Sign Off

Sign Off.

Anyway...dinner was at this chinese restaurant at Sheraton Hotel, Li Bai. The food was pretty good. Some seafood soup in pumpkin bowl, fish with asparagus, scallops crab meat with broccoli, double boiled hashima with almond cream. But definitely not a place where you should bring your date to. Or probably, it's not about the place, it's the person you are with that matters.

Throat still sores, nose half-blocked, sneezes occasionally.

Thank you to those who truly care.


Sunday, October 11, 2009

I don't wanna miss out anything.

Went out for dinner and movie last night with an old time school friend. I almost forgotten that I actually had a date with him yesterday evening till he called. Visited grandma before that, and she was surprised. I suppose I should do that more often. I always occupy myself with work and stuffs that aren't that important after all, and I am left complaining to my ownself that I have so little time for personal life with the loved ones. I guess I should start paying more attention to all the details around me. I don't wanna miss out anything. =)

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Finally home

Finally home. 8days of fun, shopping, great company. But it was tiring. And my cargo weighs a million ton.
Went Wong Tai Sin Temple to qiu qian. Let's see if it's true. =)
Precious 2 off days before I am away for another 8days again.
Oh...I miss you, you and you!

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

the last journal before leaving sfo:)

Sipping lattes from starbucks made me happy. :) This was taken in hongkong a few days back. Just woke up from nap an hour ago, had my crab meat fried rice, dabao-ed from parc 55 thai restaurant earlier on this afternoon, not that yummy lei, maybe cos it was cold already, still feeling very much sleepy, *yawns*, need a shower to freshen myself.
It's going to be a long journey back to hongkong. 14hours30minutes and that is excluding all the preparation, pre and post duties, and the bus journey to and fro. *gosh*
Suddenly feel that I should have more time in singapore. Life has been too occupied with work, not enough time for personal life. There is this little palm tapping me on my shoulder, telling me maybe perhaps I should slow down a little, don't lose things and come back crying.
I know I know. :)
Love everyone.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Jet lag

You know what makes a relationship stronger, and feeling deeper, as the days go by? It's the communication and the time spent together. When 2 persons aren't talking as much, or/and aren't seeing each other that often, slowly you may realise eh....actually you don't like him/her that much anymore, the liking for the person somehow decreases, and probably you may come to a conclusion and think that everything is just a phase and you will get over it.

Anyway, it's not me. It's just my SUPER random thought. Hehe... Just suddenly feel it's hard to keep a relationship close, tight and strong, especially with my job nature. I need constant frequent phone calls and messages, spend time together, do things together, liking each other's friends and families, having common interests, sharing common goals in life, same expectations about the future together and blah blah blah.

Anyway...anyway....California is great. ;) The companies, the shopping, the makan, if only I could minus off the tiredness. Am pretty worn out, jet lag pretty much messed up my body clock. It's a pity that I couldn't meet Nay Lui in San Francisco this time. He just got into a car accident. I hope he is alright now. Bless you darling.

Monday, October 05, 2009

Bascially, you stop waiting.

How do you know if you have gotten over someone who used to be so important in your life?

1. You don't check on his/her facebook that often now, or he/she isn't the first person you check on anymore when you first login to facebook everytime.

2. You don't look forward to his/her smses or calls anymore.

3. You no longer have the urge to see him/her.

4. You no longer harbour any hope to get back together.

5. You begin wondering why do you love him/her so much in the first place.

6. You actually realise and come to an agreement with your ownself actually he/she isn't that good looking what... *ha!* =p

7. The missing just gets lesser.

8. The past memories seem blur, somehow, as the days go by.

9. Bascially, you stop waiting.

10. You allow others to step into your life.


I guess it all happens gradually.
I feel a little sad actually.
Droplets of tears rolling in my eyes, nearly cried but I didn't.
Anyway, have arrived in San Francisco a few hours ago. New hotel, same shopping area, I am equally excited.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Everything has been great, so far. =)

Looking forward to the next destination.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Off to HKG

Off to HongKong later. :) Mid Autumn Festival today, have a good time everyone. I miss carrying lanterns, playing with candles, eating mooncakes, let the delicate moonlight shines, scrolling down the park with loved ones, closely. =)

I am not that complex actually. I am just hard to please. I just need a little more attention than normal. *laugh*

Till 8days later.



Was talking to a good friend about engagement rings and wedding bands. I told her do not settle for anything lesser than a BVLGARI or a CARTIER. *laugh* Oh well, it was more like a form of teasing. No doubt BVLGARI and CARTIER are extremely tempting, many of times make girls (like me...*grin*) drool and wish upon owning AT LEAST one caret from either brand, given by the sweetheart as a form of love and lifetime promise.

But most importantly, he accepts you for who you are, and truly loves you, for your good and your bad. Growing old together and embracing the future together is the sweetest process of a relationship.

I can't wait for her good news, somehow... =p

Friday, October 02, 2009


Some guys think they are filthy rich and they can do and get anything they want. And sometimes being too over confident, with their caps wearing too high up on their heads, thinking they are the kings of the kings, and they want to control everything around them.

Financially rich men are attractive indeed. But men who are rich in personality, with full passion and love, are even more attractive. At least to me.





Thursday, October 01, 2009

The Ugly Truth

Finally caught "The Ugly Truth" earlier on. *yay* Hehe... Chick flick romance comedy. I like. =)

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

never want Sydney again

Just came back from Sydney and I immediately posted a new shout out line in my facebook using my mobile while on my way home, "Yolene never wants to do Sydney again." It was exceptionally busy today and I hardly had time to take a five minute break. And the most horrendous thing was I realised my toiletries were all spilled in my check-in bag! All my skincare like toner and serum were all over the bag, dripping disgusting white discharge. Yucks! My new range of skincare of less than a month, now it's all gone, meaning I have to buy a new set of skincare again. $$ down the drain. Time to head to the departmental store soon. 2 off days before Hong Kong San Francisco.

Sometimes I wonder when was the last time I slow my pace and appreciate the surrounding, appreciate those who have always been around?

May god bless.

May you find love.


Monday, September 28, 2009


When two persons crossed their paths, it's called Destiny. It brings them together to have the fate to be parents and children, siblings, relatives, husband and wife, boyfriend and girlfriend, good friends, normal friends and when Destiny isn't that strong between the two persons, they are just acquaintances.

Many people crossed my life, some are meant to stay while some have to leave. But I am glad they are my Destiny or once my Destiny. Destiny with certain people change. Some good friends are meant to fall in love with each other one day (with a happily ever-after), while some are just better off as good friends for life.


Sunday, September 27, 2009

new babies

My 3 new babies for my car, all the way from Japan! Hee~=p
Sirotan! My new favorite toy from Mother Garden. *grin*

Sian....Company took me away from my course tomorrow, put me on standby instead and called me up for Sydney....I just came back awhile ago from Narita lor....*smack forehead*
Can't wait for October. It seems to be exciting!

Friday, September 25, 2009

princess tantrum

Time in Singapore is really tight. I have to juggle time to meet the loved ones, catch up with friends whom I haven't been talking and seeing much with, spend some time at home with my family, time alone to read book, listen to my favorite music.

Am blessed with wonderful people around me. They love, they care, though some I may not have seen or felt yet, or probably I am still being loved and cared for unknowingly by some too, really thank you very much. I don't have a good temper at times, I throw "princess tantrum", I complain, I whine and I breathe down some of your necks, thank you for tolerating me. I know I am quite hard to please. Haha.... Oh well...

Received like so many wedding invitations lately. It's like the "trend" to get married now. Haha. To say in a better way, I should say, many people are very much in love with one another and can't wait to spend their lives together. Something to rejoice for. Wait till the day I find someone whom I can't wait to see him the very moment I open my eye in the morning, and the very last person I want to see before I go to sleep.
Love is such. =)

Something very random, I was driving along the CTE highway earlier on toward Orchard area and I begin to wonder why is there such a heavy traffic jam on a Friday afternoon? Ah-huh...realise today is 25th and it's F1.

Off to Narita tonight.


High tea and The Time Traveler's Wife

High tea at Ritz-Carlton, The Time Traveler's Wife, Starbuck green tea latte, what else can I ask for? =p

"Long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning the horizon for the tiny ship. Now I wait for Henry. He vanishes unwillingly, without warning. I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. Why has he gone where I cannot follow?"
— Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler's Wife)

Thursday, September 24, 2009


"How many things have you missed in your life?"

"Many..I guessed."

"It is OK, now you keep your eyes open. And your HEART too.
Maybe some of the ice will melt. (I had to say that)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

I believe in pink.

"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles."