Friday, December 31, 2010


My friend just texted, "it's weird that YOLENE PEH is home on New Year Eve. i thought she is always very happening." (hahaa..) Another friend facebooked, "what? did i see wrongly? you are not partyyyying?!?!" (lol..)

What's wrong? It always seems very wrong to let people know that I am home on a worldwide known occasion. People always see me not being home, hanging out with people. Once they know that I am not going out, everyone thinks something is wrong or something is weird.

Well, a couple of hours before the year officially ends in gmt+8. :) Did you set any resolution for the new year? I realise whenever I did, I never fulfill. Haha... So I guess, the best is to live life to the fullest, and be thankful for what have been given. My life is unplanned. Somehow, I love it. :)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010


I wasn't exactly working, but I had a really long day. Waking up early, trying to get my butt glue to the plane seat for 10hours, watched a couple of movies and dozed off many many times, seen the ugly sides of human beings treating the newcomers. Now lying down on the bed, manage to tap internet, so that's why I am blogging... Hehe... My room is pretty huge, with 2 queen beds and I don't know which to sleep! Lol. I chose the one not facing the mirror. It's freaking late hours in Auckland now, I am still tired and sleepy but the time difference is too off for me to go to dreamland. I am already thinking of what to buy back for makan tomorrow! Haha...*glutton me*!!

Why do you miss a person? How do you miss a person? And when do you miss a person? I seriously don't understand how some people can say they miss you a little little little, like all of the sudden?

But it doesn't matter actually, cos I know what I want now. :)
To those who took me for granted before, to those who were passer bys for a short while, to those who made my heart skipped a beat before, to those who left chapters, I think I know what I want now. :)


幸福 我要的幸福 渐渐清楚。。。


Met a friend for dinner, then drinks, and I was surprised with pressie! :p But unwrapped. Ha. A last minute thought is still a thought. :)

Positioning without uniform to Auckland in a few hours time! Will be working back to Singapore just in time to bid farewell to the last day of 2010, and at the same time to welcome and celebrate a brand new exciting year ahead!

Good night!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

a storybook

Felt very "molested" or rather "sexually harassed" during work. But I was the kind that I played along and I did knew when to draw the line, but some people just took advantage of that, and went overboard at times. This time I really ROAR!

There comes a point in your life when you learn who is fake, who is true and who would risk it all for you. I guess I have learnt to be more careful now. Learnt about who are the ones worthy for my love, who are the ones deserving to stay in my life, and who are the ones not even worth mentioning. The future is like a storybook not meant to be read all at one go. I am reading a few pages everyday actually, adjusting to the changes, learning from mistakes, and staying hopeful. God has been kind I guess. He took away some, he gave me back plenty. =) So I know he still loves me...


Sunday, December 26, 2010


The overnight flight to Melbourne on Xmas Day was long and tiring, despite the light passengers load. Time passed slow and when we reached hotel, it was already 11 in the morning Melbourne time, considering the different GMT. Took an hour to shower and change, met 2 colleagues for lunch and supermarketing. Came back at local time 3pm and I slept for 9.5hours! In the mid way, the guys keep calling for alcohol session, but I still refused. LOL. Super lazy to get change and have an overdose and high session for such a short stay flight like this.

Just had bread, sushi roll and cheezels with ice coffee! But my throat is super dry. Keep gulping down water but it seems not of much help. It gonna be a long and full flight back to Singapore tomorrow. Let's pray for a good one! :)

It's crazy. It's madness. But it happens.

Good night! I am off to bed again!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas

It's back to work again tonight. Off to Melbourne then come back for standby. I hope they call me for something delightful, so that I don't have to do my late turnaround on eve. Hehe... The best, call me for a 3days work trip, just nice back on eve and off on New Year! :

I hope your Christmas was good, cos mine was great. :)

May all the wishes be granted, and prayers be answered...


Friday, December 24, 2010

Being happy doesn't mean every thing's only means I have decided to see things beyond life's imperfections...

Oh well, Merry Christmas!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Xmas came early....

Xmas came early...

Was wrapping up Xmas pressies, writing Xmas cards last night. It's a happy time, writing thoughts in words, and showing gratitude and appreciation through small little gifts. Hee.!
I can't wait to see the expression on the faces... :p

I am so full from the lunch that Mummy bought back for me just now. *burrrpp*
Going for tea session and last minute shopping for Xmas! *jump and clap...=p*

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

happy back

My colleague was whining he didn't get a birthday present at all from any of his loved ones or friends this year. (his birthday was 2weeks ago). He only got a flooded Facebook page of birthday wishes. Nowadays Facebook is the convenient sake of channel we always use when we don't get to see the person, isn't it? But still, if I have a choice, I still prefer the conventional way, a phone call. Hee..! ;p

I was shopping alone in snowy Frankfurt town and I got the first birthday pressie for him. It's xmas, a time to make people around you happy! :)

I am back in Singapore by the way. Not much delay, surprisingly but I was so worn out. Bruises all over legs, chipped nails, burned blister finger and an aching body. Another colleague suggested a massage together in Singapore. I think, I seriously need that! Ha.

And I am beginning to think ALL GUYS are the same. Even the most decent guy sway to temptations. Tell me about how much you love the wife, tell me about how much you love the girlfriend, tell me about how much you like that girl. There is still a part of every guy that lures them to temptations. And more often or not, they feel, at least at the end of the day, they return to the loved ones. Some kind of theory huh?

I guess falling in love, maybe isn't as hard, as compared to staying in love. And I am slowly believing and agreeing that nothing is definite anymore. I like you today and I can hate you tomorrow. That's how human relationships work nowadays huh. The best part of life, let's stop worrying so much about the future, just enjoy the present, enjoy the moment, enjoy the love.


Monday, December 20, 2010

leaving FRA

My cargo bag, my cabin bag and my mamasan bag are all filled and full to the maximum. Help! Haha.. It was snowing the whole day. I went for breakfast alone, dining at the restaurant, reading magazine, letting some thoughts running through my mind. Then took the tram and train to town for last minute shopping, then the snow got heavier, I was frozen, nose was running, and my boots all wet and slippery, jacket covered with snows and gloves that turned from soft clean pink to a dirty pink.

Was looking at the photos of the Xmas gathering of the primary school mates in FB and I am so jealous. I didn't make it cos I was still in New York! But never mind, more to come. Hehe..

Leaving Frankfurt later, hopefully we fly back to Singapore. I didn't even took a nap, I hope the flight is good later. If it's gonna be cancelled (touch wood), please send us back to hotel fast so that I can Koon. Lol...

Sunday, December 19, 2010

snowy frankfurt

Bumped into an old time secondary school friend on the new york flight, it was one big surprise. And another surprise, the view outside my room now in Frankfurt is damn nice! The snow is heavy and overwhelming, and it somehow feels like one of the scenes inside one of our bedtimes fairytale. And one last surprise, the housekeeping found my hello kitty soft toy which I left behind on the way up! *yay* Hehe... Nothing fanciful but you know the thought of retrieving or getting back something that you once lost, is a total blessing. I guess it applies to our human relationships as well. =p

Just had my sinful lunch and I feel sleepy already. :p

Nice people are all around. Genuine or not? Sincere or not? I don't know. But at least you know when your bags are heavy, someone is carrying for you, when you are lazy, someone completes the task for you, and when you are emotional, someone gives you the attention. Maybe that's me huh. I am such. Always craving for attention and care that are way beyond certain people's limits. HAHAHA.. still Belle, after all. :p

Ear Muff

I love how the shopping centres in New York decorate the interior. Classy, elegant and every detail is so matriculate.

I bought eye muff for a friend for Xmas. The Korean uncle who is selling it give me a one for one deal. I got a red one for the friend, and got another black one. Am so thinking if I should keep it or give it away. Anyway it looks like the above. Huge, fluffy and soft! I was asking my colleague to take a picture of me wearing it by the roadside store, but he captured a very unflattering picture of me. SO...I decided to self-take in my room to show off the big fluffy ear muff. Heh...

He was my model though. I made him wear the ear muff to see if it looks good. Hehe... Anyway it was for a girl but I think guys wearing it have a different feel too. Not so boring like those that they always wear from the back of their heads to the ears.

Need to rest a bit, then wake up eat my subway and get ready for work. Going back to Frankfurt. My bags are all full to the brim. I seriously have no ideas how to buy my wine and chocolates in Frankfurt. I shall ask for rescues. Guys' bags usually have spaces hor? Hehe..

I believe there is always a reason why certain things happen, and why certain things no matter how hard you try or force, it just didn't happen. So we have to shift the hopes to else where that brings us greater hopes, don't we? Just a random thought... Ha.

See ya in Frankfurt. :)

Saturday, December 18, 2010

xmas shopping

It was cold and all, but I managed to lure a few bags of shopping for Xmas. I think I have more things for others than myself. Haha. But Xmas is a happy occasion. A joyous moment to share with your dear ones, and to show your appreciation towards them for being around you. I suck at handmade crafts or any DIY gifts but shopping for presents I am best at it. =p

My face is damn dry now, despite the amount of moisturizer I put. It feels like it can crack my face any time. And my legs are full of bruises. I think it was cos of the cold rash. I keep scratching it and now they turn to bruises. DAMN UGLY I tell you. *laugh*

Going for hotel breakfast then more shopping later. New York you can't miss out any bit of fun, despite the cold weather. Hehe...

Just realise I haven't done any flight change for next month, which is amazing. Haha. Lazy to change. But anyway, this year is coming to an end. Let's pray for a good year. Meet all the good people, hear some good news, and be blessed with love with the loved ones! :)

I am pretty amazed by how much I have forgotten about the past. People always say memories are the best gifts for remembering love. But somehow, it just fades in the history. Maybe time can really heal every wound, even the deepest one, maybe someone else is just meant to replace the forgotten love. But I also believe history repeats, and love is de javu. I never want to go back to that kind of heart break, never want to go through the same thing again. I didn't remember how I survived but I eventually did. :)
To a more deserving future, to find someone who STILL give you butterflies. How tough is that?

Okay, I am hungry already. Off to shower and breakfast! :)

Friday, December 17, 2010

Ahh.. I just realise I left my Hello Kitty soft toy which I got it from Los Angeles Universal studio that time in Frankfurt! So careless. I still kept reminding myself to keep in my bag but it actually slipped my mind. ROAR. I hope I still get it back when I return to Frankfurt a few days later. *pout*

blood shot eyes in NYC

Check out my blood shot eyes. After not sleeping for don't know how many hours. The screwed up GMT again, checked in to hotel, I had only 45min to shower and change, cos all meeting for lunch. My hair is a challenge every time. The hair spray that sticks on the roots. Gross. I was rushing like mad and my colleague who stays just next door to me he kept knocking on my door to hurry me.

Lunch was Japanese, as usual. Then we split ways. I walked from streets to streets, avenues to avenues, with a shopping list that wasn't mine. All helping others to buy stuffs but nothing for myself. Maybe cos I was tired, everything just didn't appeal. You know the New York wind is horrendous. Embracing the cold, my whole body shivered all the way back to hotel. That was how bad. Then I was still feeling very cold in my room, can you imagine I wore my winter clothing surfing the net, for good 1.5hours, then eventually dozed off on my lappy, half an hour later I woke up, realised saliva was drooling on the writing table, almost touching the lappy, I got up and collapse on my bed, yes with the winter clothing, but this time I kicked my boots away. Slept for good whole 5 hours, woke up, shower, washed uniform, do mask and here I am, a need to update my life here. Hehe....:p

Then this colleague was telling me, the flight he was doing before our Frankfurt New York, one of the stewardesses saw his crew list, and commented, "oh you flying with yolene peh ah? you go see her face, she has a different look from others, her features all too perfect especially her nose. i think she went for PLASTIC SURGERY." So my colleague was asking me at work, so is it true? But very well done. WTF? Then 2 other colleagues consecutively said the same thing. Say it's perfectly fine to do surgery nowadays some more mine is so perfectly well done. Ta Ma De. I wonder why are people talking so much behind when I am doing nothing. Maybe when I admit to the false fact that I really did a surgery, think they will be more willing to accept how I look. LOL. But I don't care. It was a gift from Mum and Dad. :)

Thursday, December 16, 2010

batchgirl & i in fra

People always say pictures speak more than words. What say you? =)

Frankfurt is having negative degrees. I had a great time with batchgirl though. Bunking in, bedtime stories, pillow talks, makan and coffee. Just sent her off, cos she is heading back to Singapore. Whereas for me, I am leaving for New York in a couple of hours time. I heard from her New York is windy, rainy and terribly cold too. Good luck to me huh... :p

My internet connection time is running out. So... I need to sleep already. Till I arrive in New York!

Shrug.. I have lots of agenda in mind. Heh.
Eat Pray Love.
The best things in life, for girls.
Hehe.. :)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

off to work!

My friend's hubby tagged this picture on me on Facebook. And I kind of like it, cos... it shows the happiness of the beautiful bride, and... it shows my pretty hairband! So girly and floral.. Hahaha... =p

Okay, off to prepare for work already. The idea of going away for 8days can dread me some times. But...never mind. I look forward to meeting batchgirl after I check in to Frankfurt, and Xmas shopping in the Big Apple. Then the precious off days which include Xmas Eve. Hehe. Departing for work on Xmas day night only. *happy grin*

Alright, till then.
Skype me.
Msn me.
Whatsapps me.
Sms me.
Viber me.
Or whatever. Haha.

Miss ya! :p

looking forward

I am looking forward to XMAS already. HAHA...

I will be away for a week to the freezing and snowy Frankfurt, and cold and rainy New York. My bag is almost full with my thick oversize winter clothings, I wonder how can I do my shopping? I believe I will find my way, somehow. Hehe...

I was having this conversation with this friend through whatsapps and msn. And he can say he miss me when I barely met him a few times, (which was so long agoooooo, and some more in a group), he can say he has been missing me all these while and what can he do to make me believe? I am sorry but I always find it very superficial. Do you miss me or do you just miss every other girls around you?

You know some people are generally nice to you, some say they miss you because they haven't seen you for very long, some say they see certain things they just think of you. But very often, how true is it? I think human relationship is such a complex formula. More often or not when we are trying to solve and get the solution, we ended up with nothing eventually. How strange. Can feelings develop overnight? Can feelings develop when you barely know the person? Can feelings develop based on very superficial factors such as the other party's looks? Can feeling develop over time with people you known for very long? And to the most concern, can feeling fade overnight or gradually? That's how saddening sometimes in a human relationship can be. You love each other so hard today, and tomorrow he/she decides not to love her/him anymore.

Sometimes, I feel that I am just that cynical about love. Lol...

Oh well, the good one(s) will come one day. :)

Time for bed, I am way too late.

Love ya all.!

Monday, December 13, 2010

God is kind.

God is kind. Life has been good, with blessings that you get to spend time with family and friends.
HOWEVER..... Being the very typical me, I can't help it but to feel skeptical, still. Probably, time will be the essence and answer to every bit of uncertainty. Hehe.. :)

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Have to do a Jakarta turn later, but I can't get myself to sleep. *roar* Had a great time with the girls, especially getting lost on the highway. LOL.

Okay, I shall continue when I am back from work later. I need to close my eyes for a short nap.
Good night!

I hope zoukout is fun. Haha..


Saturday, December 11, 2010


Cinderel-lah was good. A man-made fairytale with a happy ending. Tell me who doesn't love it? And then in the mid of it, a small episode had to happen, and it still left me questioning the pure coincidence or was it all a plan? But it was....very well done though. =)

A surprise or a plan or whatever you call it, I was grinning on my way home. I thought I am always the smarter one.... LoL.

But there are still stuffs left around, for me to figure out. We shall see. Once all the puzzles are all solved, perhaps maybe, we can be more confident and hopeful of what's coming up next.

Enlighten me, please.


good night.

Friday, December 10, 2010

2 more weeks

2 more weeks to XMAS and I haven gotta anything for the friends yet. Do wines and roses count? Happy occasion you need to drink to celebrate you know?.... =p

And I always get to travel to new york before XMAS. The bestest time to shop (while embracing the cold), to look at the XMAS lightings, to capture the beautiful jingle bells, and to eat the FAV cupcakes. Hee...

And a friend says, " The greatest gift you can give to someone is your time. Because when you give your time, you are giving a portion of your life that you will never get back."
Haha.... you see, save $$, it's special and you create memories.
Then again, time seems like the most expensive gift, all the times. How ironical it is.

And a lot of times, when you can't seem to find a topic to start a conversation, and you have to remain speechless or silent there after for a long time, you ask yourself, was it yourself or was it the other party? And maybe what you don't know is, sometimes shutting your mouth and remaining silent give you a whole lot more space to breathe, to open your eyes, mind and heart and see what are the worthwhile things and who are the deserving people around you. I thought so huh?

Thursday, December 09, 2010

sunshine after every rain

I saw a friend's tag line "there is always sunshine after every rain, and there are also good times behind every pain." How inspiring. =) Quotes like this make you only want to move on happier with life. I believe god is fair somehow. He throws you a series of bad times, but out of the blue, unexpectedly, he drops you a little present, encouraging you to continue to embrace the future. :)

What could have been worst than losing a loved one? A batch girl lost her dearest Dad. I felt so much for her. She said she prayed for him to be happier up there. This year Xmas isn't the same for her anymore. Be thankful to the fact that those who matter the most to you are still by your side.

I had a long day, very. So good night! And by the way, weekend in SIN! How rare! Ha.
Bye loves..

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

xmas trees, ice cream, hard rock and tivoli gardens!

Today I had fun playing with xmas trees, eating ice cream despite the cold weather, plus a tiny bit of shopping which I managed to squeeze in time for....hehe, having lunch at Hard Rock Cafe, and visiting the famous Tivoli Gardens in Copenhagen. Today was extremely cold. My nose looked like the big red fat nose that a clown has, and it couldn't stop running by evening time, and that was when I stopped snapping photos cos I know I would probably look really awful in them.

It has been almost 2 weeks of work. Spent a week in South Africa and followed by 6days in Denmark. I am really thankful for the couple of off days after that. It has been a while and I ought to stay around in Singapore. Sometimes I feel flying makes one person's imagination runs wild. You tend to think more than usual. You tend to piece up every piece of puzzle you have into the frame of your own imagination. You think those people who matter to you, actually forget about you and don't care about you anymore because everyone lifestyle is different, schedules are not the same and they hardly see and talk to you. You actually panic but yet you are forced to be strong, cos that's the only best thing you could have done for yourself.

Maybe sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out how we feel, stop deciding what we want, and just see what happens.

And there are also times when I just really feel like letting go of myself, crying out loud, crying out all the unhappiness, the stress and the "stong me" that I put inside myself, because it gets really hard to breathe as the days go. Perhaps....that's the only time which I can be the only real me. :)

Just had my flu med and it's time for bed again. Heading back home later liao lor! Hehehe..*happpppy grin*

Monday, December 06, 2010

ah choo

The flu bug is really attacking me. Must be the long hours of snow playing in the "don't know minus how many degrees" earlier on. But it was pure fun, and it felt like fairytale. Every snowing scene felt like the pages I read in my fiction storybooks, and the movies I watched in the theatres. But now probably have caught a cold out there. It's disgusting. My nose can't stop running, and I have already used up half of the tissue box. Just popped my cold flu medication which I always have in my bag, gulp myself down with one huge bottle of water. Hopefully it gets better when I wake up in the morning. I still have a list of planned agenda for tomorrow. Have to go out to play some more! Hee..

*ah choo* good night!

snow playing and carlsberging

Had fun playing with snow and Carlsberging!


Sunday, December 05, 2010

Hello CPH

Hello Copenhagen.
Thank you for snowing.
You have frozen the river by the hotel, made the roads slippery, covered the cars with thick snow, and made me dressed like a penguin.

Friday, December 03, 2010

Cya in CPH

Off to Denmark tonight for 6days and off for 5days thereafter. Okay maybe not exactly 5days, with a super early Jakarta turn on a Sunday. If not, it would be 5 straight days of party and fun. My definition of party and fun is not necessary PARTYING and drinking la. Not working is basically party. LOL. Roster is out. As expected, the usual places, cannot complain. :)

More than friends, but less than couples. How do you define that? Strange. But it just happens. And probably has already been there before we even realise it. We should be thankful shouldn't we? For the chapter, that has already been opened, and I am thinking how do we continue from there. I am temperamental, feel like myth to some because it's hard to penetrate my thoughts and heart, and I speak a different "language" from the rest. Then again, this is me. People like me like that? Or like me to be like who and who, so and so? I am still trying very much to change the negative molecules in me. Less doubtful and more hopeful for the future. Good luck to me. (:

But for now, I need to KOON. Long hours of work later. Cya in Copenhagen! ;)

It's December.....

As much as I am always looking forward to come back home, I am MOSTLY out. This is ironical. *laugh* Took a 4hours nap after returning home this morning, and then I was out by 1, running errands. Uniforms fitting, settling bills, impromptu meet up with a friend for coffee, salad, dessert, SHOPPING and dinner. *winkz* The Yong Dao Foo actually costs $6, his Fried Hokkien Mee costs $5, and I was walking around the entire food court and came to a realisation that everything is at minimum $5 a bowl/plate. Freaking Mee Pok Dry costs $5? My house kopitiam is selling for $2.50 a bowl and perhaps even yummier. By the way, it's ION Orchard's food court. Please roll eyes together with me. Ha... :p

Good night everyone. It's December already. Hopefully for the past 11months have been meaningful for you and I. Even if not, we still have December now. Let's try to make the best out of everything. The gone has gone, what have to let go have to let go, and what have to come will eventually come. There are things that have gone terribly wrong somehow, let's see if I can make everything right again before the year bids goodbye. :)

Working again later to a snowy city. Good luck to me in embracing the cold and staying flu-free.

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Goodbye JNB

Leaving Johannesburg later. I kind of like how relaxing the stay was, of course if without the waiting part of the hotel rooms on the first day would be even much better, the casino was an eye opener, steaks and grills are much cheaper, wines are way cheaper than Singapore too but the taste never loses out either, the food was good, just a tad too much meat, but...this is Africa. =)

Just feel quite 委屈 all of a sudden. Maybe is PMS. Maybe was the earlier conversation that made me feel so tongue-tied. Or maybe it was just me. Just when I felt like explaining, I withdraw. I don't think people are even interested to listen. It somehow felt like excuses made for myself and accusations thrown on others. I didn't know it was so hard to talk to me. I thought I have been trying to change to be not so self-centred and not always giving the politically right answers, but literally spit out what I actually feel and mean. But it feels really tough right now, when no one is interested to move along the change with you, and somehow it doesn't seem of any matter to them. All these while, I thought miracles can be created, and then I am forced to wake up to believe what was predestined.

Alright, time for Belle to shower and get ready for work. If only I am that set of paxing crew later. Okay, nvm, will be back Singapore very early morning. I can't wait. Hehe..

Loves! =)


Was trying to skype with a friend since yesterday and it was such a challenge. It's either my connection or his stupid new netbook. And finally when everything else is settled and connected, the picture is slow motion and words speak a few seconds slower. *ROAR* Like we always say, CUI! On a lighter note, I am ending the stay in Africa soon. Heading home after one more night of sleep here. =) Life is such a bitch sometimes. It brings you to the rainbow on a rainy day, and it throws you hard on ground when you are just almost reaching the clouds. Haha... Great.

Love from Africa

Love from Africa. =)

Monday, November 29, 2010

big heart

I love how this self heated eye masks with either lavender or chamomile scent put me to sleep. People say it looks like P*D but don't you think it's really cool? It's from my all time favorite station, Tokyo. =p Don says it's good to cover up my teary eyes. *smack his head*

We have been drinking practically every meal, every day. Most of us. When the drinking party gets crazy, game like this starts rolling. (p/s: there is actually a packet of chili sauce in between as protection la...hahaa..)

And I super love my big heart tee from Japan.

Still have a couple of days here before heading back to Singapore. Let's see what are the plans next. Heh... As much as I am counting down to the end of my contract (yes, coming very soon.), I so love how this job let me get away most of the times, let me see the world, let me grow up, and let me not to have Mondays Blues like the rest in Singapore. Opps. Haha.

Have a great day ahead!
Sometimes, some people, just make you speechless for words.

Ta Ma De.

Going dinner in awhile.

~belle in JNB, loves~


At the gym yesterday.! =p

Sunday, November 28, 2010

I think this is it.
A woman's 6th sense never goes wrong, most of the times. *LAUGH*
Some things are just not meant to be no matter how hard you try.
I hope I am not being too sensitive but I want to look forward now, beyond trying harder on the same thing over and over again, just because everyone else says it's best for you.
Am so not going to settle for anything less than what I should deserve.

On a lighter note, I have to sleep liao lor....

Got to work later. Doing a shuttle turnaround flight to Cape Town. *yawns*
Night loves. :)
Am very turned off by how some people still want to know and befriend you through those "secondary ways".
Thanks but no thanks.
*roll eyes*

2nd day in JNB

Second day in JNB.

We had a meaty lunch affair at SPUR. It's only the 2nd day but we were already indulging so much. Not forgetting, the meal was followed by warm brownies with vanilla ice cream as dessert. Very very very sinful. :p

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Kitty in JNB

I brought Kitty to Johannesburg with me! First day in JNB, I waited almost 5hours for my room. We were having complimentary buffet breakfast because they didn't have available rooms for us, yet. Sat at the restaurant, in uniforms, playing with iPhone (thank god for the wifi) and kept ordering special drinks like latte and green tea from the waitress, till she showed us face. LOL.

Met my colleagues for dinner at Ocean Basket on the first evening. Had seafood platter and wine. And I was so happy....cos I saw Xmas tree. Hehe... =p

Friday, November 26, 2010

I want my room....JNB.

I want my room. I want my room. I want my room. Still stucked at the hotel breakfast buffet restaurant, without any news of the rooms for us. I thank god for the free wifi. Hehe... ;p

And... It's time for my 小伤口 to completely heal. Knowing the day will come, I should have known better. :)

It doesn't matter anymore. 没关系了.
没事了. :)


Thursday, November 25, 2010

a week

Will be leaving for a week to the South Africa. Haven't been there for 2 years, so am looking forward to have good company, over seafood, steak and wine. =)

I saw the Xmas light up along Orchard Road these few days, which reminded me of Xmas shopping and gathering with the close ones, it also highlighted that the year is coming to an end. Like what people always say, time flies. Things happened, people came in and out of your life, decisions and choice made, happy occasions, as well as the times when the whole world seem to die on you. 365 days we move along in a year, we can experience a great affair of events, and setting resolutions for a new year always take place when a new year is arriving, and then to realise at the end of the year, what have we accomplished? Did I meet my own expectations? Did my wishes come true? Did my dreams become reality?

So far, it has been a good whole fair share of ups and downs. Knowing I can do better, but somehow at times I just lack the courage and passion to try harder. LOL. And seeing everyone else around me moving to the next phase of life, Marriage, it does set a certain amount of anxiety in me. Haha. But then again, if you can find that someone worth spending the rest of your life with, I rather stay out of that league. And there is this contradicting part, your life is only complete when you have your own house and own family. Old saying la. Haha. Was just talking to a good friend the other day, I told her, I want a dragon baby. So please marry me off before dragon year ends. So I have 2 years. LOL. Guess it's not about the time together, setting a timeline to meet that someone to marry you. I guess it's more about meeting the one who are willing to love and take care of you, hoping you are the first one he see every morning he wakes up, doesn't judge you, and still think you are the prettiest even if you grow fat, old, ugly, wrinkles face and teeth drop out. Haha. It can be quite a fairytale dream. But I believe it DOES HAPPEN. :)

It's like so ironical. How I use to hope I get married by 25 and when it didn't happen, I laughed it off and say okay before 30 is good. Maybe it was good, it didn't happen earlier. Cos for sure I know things are not going to work out. Even how aggressive and how much efforts and love I had put in, I sense, happiness is tough. But well, I have moved on, long while ago.

One day, when I have found that happiness, I will be gladly to share with everyone. My happiness is simple. The kind of love like when I am old and fragile, and can't bend down to paint my own toe nails, he will put on his thick grandfather specs and paint for me. Isn't this happiness simple? Haha. Even when everyone else always says there is no certainty in everything in life, which is true, you may wake up today to realise your loved one or a good friend has passed on, and there is nothing you can do to make the situation better. But at least, to me, I feel certainty is putting faith, trust and efforts to make things work, even if in the end they don't, you know there was certainty once, that you really want to path the future together.

I should nap. Got to work later. Take care all! =)

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Over the dark and quiet night, 我需要人陪. 你呢?

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


Auckland is having good weather, I should have headed out for something exciting. Someone actually suggested bungee jump, but I was too timid and all not prepared. So the plan was out.

I spent most of the times reading, watching TV and sleeping at odd hours, cos it's 5hours way ahead of SIN. Had some alone times to do reflections on stuffs and life. Yes. Stuffs. Things which had happened and I did in the past, people I had loved and missed out, and decisions that affected the thereafter.

Very often I wonder if I had been more aggressive, how would things turn out to be? I would probably be lying if I said I didn't feel and mind anything at all. :)

Well, as the old saying always goes, life goes on, and we move on. I guess so too. Maybe one day all of us will be enlighten.

Cheers. =)

Friday, November 19, 2010

Good morning!

Good morning! I have yet to ZZZZZ!!! Just got home a while ago, met a gf for dinner and it was SUPPOSED to be home, met some friends impromptu for beer and ktv (like again..ha..=p). I felt like a tortoise taking the MRT. I didn't know there are so much changes to the trains and it's actually very convenient and CHEAP to take trains. No ERP, No carpark charges, No jam. But I pretty detest squeezing inside a cubicle with strangers, with eyes staring at you all over. And it just got me jitters when people start following closely behind you like an irritating stalker in the middle of the night. I don't care if he is cute or not, it was just a major turn off. I still miss the privacy I have in my own car (at times when there are no boys to fetch, despite the extra money that I have to fork out every month to support it, at least I have peace, you know, peace. :)

Have a beautiful morning. I need to sleep. Half packed for Auckland, un-paint nails and undone homework to be accomplished when I wake up. A week of break from work is gone. No holidays, no exciting activities, just plain lazing around after the wedding of the year, having dinners and drinks with friends, and everything just became history in a glimpse. Ha. Tell me about it.

And how much does it take to bring 2 persons closer? I was watching drama the other day and it brought me to thoughts. The little boy push the daddy and mummy towards each other, and he exclaimed, "neh, like that 2 persons are closer liao lor..." Haha.. Smart brat. If only real life things could be simpler.... Maybe it could be, but it's "us" the human creatures who stirred the whole big fuss about the simple relationship equation, and made it look very difficult. *LAUGH*

Alright, sweet dreams to me!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

madly deeply truly

I went KTV today to burst my lungs out. LOL. Relieved the stress, the tension, and the negativities. It really worked. It actually felt quite terrible to fall out with your loved ones over issues that could somehow be solved eventually. Like I always believe, never talk when you are angry, and never make promises when you are happy.
Angry words hurt the most and you can't take them back. Happy promises seem too good to be true and when the happiness is over, you forget all about them.

On a random note....
People like you and hate you at the same time. And you start questioning so do you like me more or do you hate me more? Haha. If you seriously like a person, aren't you suppose to like the person weaknesses and flaws as well? Sorry I am just that cynical. I watched too much fairy tales, read too many happily ever after books, I always believe one has to love you not because of how close you are to perfection, but love you for your imperfections.

Madly, deeply, truly in love, I been there done that. But it still didn't bring me to my destination. Is love supposed to be that madly deeply truly? Or is it okay to be plain and boring? Sometimes I think I am mad. I don't like people to be too nice to me and when people start losing attention on me, I COMPLAIN! HA.

I am that hard to please, that I can't even handle myself, at times. *laugh*

Going back to work soon. It's about time. Enough of lazing, sleeping and doing nothing. Though I love it. =p I guess I have been on energy saver mode for a while, it's time to regenerate, and get some cash flowing in. *grin*

Good night loves. :)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010


My brother just called to say he BUANG my car! %^%^*$%#

I thought the day was bad enough to start off with a not so pleasant conversation with a friend, and then now it has to add on with the BUANGness. Like I expected it will be, the night ending off with a silent note. Just as I expected.

As much as I already lay the cards on the table, people still take you as a laughing stock. Blame on my naive thoughts. I should be smarter than that right?

I am beginning to detest whatsapp and msn at times. People always rely on that to convey messages, rather being able to talk about it. I am that guilty, at times too. When will all these stop?

I seriously need to get back to work, to stop myself from all these nonsensical thoughts.
Please pray for my xiaobai, please?

Monday, November 15, 2010

JaSoN says:
cos u earn alot
cos u are pretty
cos u are kind hearted
cos we have know eacch other for more than a decade
most importantly, i got a good memory
somemore say will treat me "back"
*princessbelle* says:
wah wah wah

The excuses to ask a girl out. LOL.
I can't even remember that I earn a lot, and I am not pretty and neither am I kind hearted.
Tell me about it, can you?*laugh*






This is life. =)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

lifetime present

Had a really long day. But it was fun and all worth it. Wedding is a happy occasion, and marriage is a lifetime present that symbolizes ever-lasting love. Maybe not everyone think as such, but I truly adore the holy truth that everyone can find someone to complete them. :) Be good, be bad, be the sweet nothings, be the squabbles, there has to be someone out there to compliment you, to complete you.

Do you believe? :)

Saturday, November 13, 2010

ata seed

Do you know I actually love those traditional ata seed ice cream? It's pink in colour and it tastes just nothing but yummy!

The ice cream uncle selling my favourite ata seed ice cream along orchard road, just right outside Takashimaya.

And me, indulging in the delight. :p

Been busy running errands today. And I have to wake up in 1.5hour time. I gonna be so zombie. Nonetheless, it gonna be a great great day. Wedding is a happy occasion what.... Heh...

I better power nap. Long long day ahead. *grin*

I am beginning to believe....that's it. Karma not? Vicious cycles not? Or just complete north and south poles?

Shit, my mind isn't functioning already. I still want to believe god is kind to me. So he makes certain things happen, makes certain things not to happen, makes certain people come into my life, and kicks some people out of my league. Thank you. :)

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Back from Paris.

Heya! Am back from Paris. Very very tired. *whine* Am taking a break from work for the next one week. Lots of errands to run before the wedding, and am still contemplating what to do with the remaining off days. Year end seems like the hardest time to travel. Flights full, price hike.... ROAR!! We shall see. Sometimes even the most simplest thing turns out to be unexpectedly tough. Maybe it's a sign from god. Maybe it's a hint to tell us it's still ultimately not meant to be. Haha.

Alright, belle here needs to have a good shower and sleep. Bye! ;)

Sunday, November 07, 2010

the delay

My Narita was delayed very badly, due to all the 380 planes being grounded for checks, after the Qantas 380 jet caught fire incident news were announced. The agony, the wait, the time lost, everyone was very tired, and the flight only managed to take off 8-9hours later, when the sun was up and bright, when we were all supposed to be in Narita already. I tell you, it's no joke. Lost of allowances, lost of sleep, and the next day the call time to leave the hotel was still the same. *shrugs* Why did I even change flights? I hope my Paris can take off on time tonight.

Going to the state that declares love and romance. I am not sure if I will shop (*cheeky grin*), but I am missing the coffee and macaroons, sipping champagne and white wine by the cafe, people watching.... I hope the weather is bearable though. :p

Thursday, November 04, 2010


Off to a Narita layover tonight. Then to Paris, and LEAVE! Yay! :p Not many days, but enough to be busy with Michelle's wedding, and maybe some times to ownself, enjoying good food and roaming around. Haha. How has your November been so far? Mine isn't too bad, and probably going to get even better. (I am just trying to be positive here. Hehe..)

Enjoy the long weekend people!
Get drunk, get high, laugh, scream love to all those who deserved, but remember be safe. :)

Love ya all.

The Social Network

Are you a facebook user?
I am sure all of us are, or rather MOST of us are.

Are you addicted to facebook?
The first you do when you log on to the internet is it to login to facebook, update your latest status, check out your friends' latest profiles and photos, view who and who latest relationship status?

Are you stalking your exes?
Browsing who are the latest people in their lives, and then to say to ownself,"oh holly shit, he/she has turned so fat and ugly after breaking up with me. thank god i am not with him/her now." Haha...

Just caught "The Social Network" with Don. He came to pick me in his gracious spider. The night wasn't windy, it was freaking hot and humid, but it just felt so freaking stylo without a sun roof over you, with only tiny little stars shining right above you. :)

The movie is all about the founder of facebook, the lawsuit he got involved during the setup of the business, the friendship and love that were jeopardised. Something different. You have to pay attention throughout the movies, cos the scenes move very fast, and the guy who acted as Mark Zuckerberg speaks really really fast. You can be a fucking young billionaire. You can be a fucking jerk. But at the end of the day, you jolly well know, money can't buy you love and friendship.

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

All good things come to an end.

Good food, Tresses, Off days...

Good food over the days. :)

And I decided to old girl act cute again. Snipped my long fringe away, snipped my long tresses to slightly below shoulders. Snapping a shot from top down, please tell me my face looks sharper, and my eyes look bigger. LOL.

Okay, it sucks quite big time. Hehe... Did a few turns, changed a few flights, having some off days around, before I am off again for work. Sometimes when you are that determine to get certain off day on certain date, you search high and low on the COF board, message couple of colleagues, getting rejected over and over again, and then you know what? I dozed off on the sofa in front of my lappy just now, and then to dream of someone giving me off day without asking me for any monetary benefit. It was so unbelievable and I woke up to check my phone, having doubts if it was just a dream or it turned reality. Ha. That silly.