Goodbye JNB

Leaving Johannesburg later. I kind of like how relaxing the stay was, of course if without the waiting part of the hotel rooms on the first day would be even much better, the casino was an eye opener, steaks and grills are much cheaper, wines are way cheaper than Singapore too but the taste never loses out either, the food was good, just a tad too much meat, but...this is Africa. =)

Just feel quite 委屈 all of a sudden. Maybe is PMS. Maybe was the earlier conversation that made me feel so tongue-tied. Or maybe it was just me. Just when I felt like explaining, I withdraw. I don't think people are even interested to listen. It somehow felt like excuses made for myself and accusations thrown on others. I didn't know it was so hard to talk to me. I thought I have been trying to change to be not so self-centred and not always giving the politically right answers, but literally spit out what I actually feel and mean. But it feels really tough right now, when no one is interested to move along the change with you, and somehow it doesn't seem of any matter to them. All these while, I thought miracles can be created, and then I am forced to wake up to believe what was predestined.

Alright, time for Belle to shower and get ready for work. If only I am that set of paxing crew later. Okay, nvm, will be back Singapore very early morning. I can't wait. Hehe..

Loves! =)