Just came back from a 8days work trip. A fruitful one I would say. The crazy change of flight pattern due to the Japan's unfortunate event lately, a nice set of working colleagues though, drink, fun, eat, went to Kyoto to explore, wish I could have stayed a night over there, and the most awesome part, another chapter of memories created again with Mr Lau. He pissed me off at times, and I believe I irritated him off at times too with my questionable tantrums...(LOL...), but in the end, it just makes us stronger I guess.
It definitely feels good to be home after so many days. Miss my Mummy's non stop talking and my Daddy's non stop bragging. I didn't know sometimes familiar noise can be such a bliss. Haha...
Has a fulfilling dinner at Jpot with the good friends yesterday.
Good food, good friends, boyfriend, good weather, actually happiness is that simple. An happy anecdote or equation that you comes out on your own, the happiness that belongs to you only, the happiness that screams bliss. :) You know what's best for you. :)
Was at the library. Acting studious, waiting for the old man. :p
Denpasar turn tomorrow. Some people are saying "why aren't you meeting new people and why aren't other guys asking you out?" Often speechless, maybe I am nonchalant to surrounding, to people, and people don't find you that "valuable" or "interesting" when you are taken. Lol.
Frankfurt without Mr Lau... it was a little boring... No one to cam-whore and do crazy things with me... No one to keep me company through the nights... but at least Mr Piggy is with me. :p
Wasn't feeling very well at work just now. Thank god it's getting better now, no headache, no body aching but the stomach is stirring. Don't know what's up with the body these 2 days. Off to a well deserved good night sleep, then wake up to a brand new day to start everything afresh!
All of a sudden, the syndromes all come together. Whole body aching, slight fever, nauseous. After panadol, Mum's winter melon soup, Mum rubbing my back with medicated oil to make me perspire, I think for now I feel slightly better. Am perspiring and I finished the soup. It's a good sign. Heh. Off to prepare for work! Ciao!
Feel March isn't as easy and smooth like February. But yeah, it's just the beginning. Am pretty certain, we will find our way out somehow, and leave behind good memories. Am that positive. :)
I saw a friend (a guy) wrote the following quote in his facebook's status...
If you're busy with your things, I'll understand. If you don't have time for me, I'll understand. If you're full with your past, I'll understand. But one day if i stop loving you, it's your turn to understand.
Like WOW... Haha...I guess in life it's easy to say you will understand each other but maybe perhaps you don't realise being understanding require double of the efforts that you thought you need. It's easy to say than to be done. Many of the times, you thought you are already being understanding, but you whine unknowingly, behave like a kid at times to get attention, throwing tempers on your face and tone even though you still very much try to act you are okay, you are composed, you are the most understanding human being people can find in the universe, you rant to friends about how belittled you felt at times and the struggle inside yourself.
I guess everything in life, has a reason why it happened now and not then, why it happened then and not now. If everything is so smooth and sailing, you may not appreciate and treasure things and people in life as much. Challenges are thrown at us, and solutions and fate are all decided by ourselves. I am not afraid of things that are going to happen. I am not regretful of things that I have done. I am more concerned of what I could have done and have not done. However, people always say too much worries boil everything down to zero. Embracing the current challenges in life will definitely do us good in the near future.
Off to Frankfurt again tomorrow night, but this time without him. *sigh* It's somehow ironical how we managed to do so many flights together consecutively, spending more time overseas than back in Singapore together, strange how we thought everything was so perfect and we were both so happily in love, and then when we have to fly solo, lesser time to meet, and many other agendas that come in between us, we created tension, misunderstandings and me especially, finding myself flare up unintentionally over trivial matters. I am that silly huh.
Hope he fare well for all the upcoming tests, and hope I can do better as someone's girlfriend.
Life is such that sometimes we have emotions that are unexplainable or ridiculously foolish. Happy cos you get flowers. Sad cos you never get the replies you want. Pissed cos people act stupid or they under justified your intentions. Thankful cos of all the blessings and little acts that people show they care. Overjoy cos you know you are still in love.
"Think before you decide to get angry or upset." So I listen. I absorb the good intention. I shallow and hold back my emotions, put on that Audrey Hepburn's smile from Breakfast at Tiffany's. I think I am so good at it. :)
I am so physically jaded. Thus, am super thankful for the off days in town over the weekend. I hope Christchurch is really safe now. Safe enough for our planes to fly and lay over, safe enough for the boy to fly and come back home on time.
February has been a crazily good month. So many things happened and wonderful memories created within the 28days. I believe March will be a good month too, with my Tokyo Los Angeles to look forward to, eat my favorite japanese food, drink my favorite matcha latte, disney fun and the off days thereafter. =)
Friday night with the girls should be fun. Drinking wine, potlucking and playing wii. *beam*
Surprise always comes in when you least expected it. The pink roses were amazingly beautiful, just nice for the birthday. =) All thanks to the sweet guy beside me. Hehe... Am in Frankfurt now. Heading for yummylicious buffet breakfast in half an hour time.
There was a saying... "Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep, wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her..."