No.5

Some errands on hand had been settled. To the temple, the deedpoll. Then it was beer, chicken wings and pizza at No.5 Emerald Hill. Bak ku teh at haverlock road and random roaming around. I thought I couldn't make it home but the entertaining phonecall that came in lighten the whole spirit again. I managed to drive home safely, eventually. *cheeky wink* =p

Heard so much rumours and things about certain people. It can be disturbing, at times. You know, it like some people, some images, you know they gonna haunt you forever. Even if that is so, I somehow sense the good things are coming my way! =)

Called up for Sydney tonight. Till then! Love.

kind of pop is dead

Michael Jackson, 'King of Pop,' dead at 50. This is shocking. What will be the next shocking news tomorrow?

~~Before you JUDGE me, try hard to LOVE me. Look within your heart, then ask: " Have you seen my childhood ? " -- MJ --

sNeeze

The nails treat was good and I super love them now. Clean, neat, demure and pretty! Haha... Then it was Japanese class, this time round with Cecillia. Lesson was fun, as usual and I can't wait for the next class. :) One thing I like about the school is I am able to go for makeup class whenever I can't make it for the lesson. The flexibilty totally suits my job nature. This is love. Ha. :p

Then it was dinner and ktv with friends, colleagues and some random crew whom I didn't know. The best part was this was the first time I went to ktv and I never sang, My throat kind of gave way and my nose kept running.

I keep sneezing, did you just miss me? :p

oopsJ

Check out...

http://www.oopsjdiary.blogspot.com/

The nails colours are making me going gaga....making me smile like a little girl. *hehe*

Despite breathing through one side of my nose, and utterly painful throat, I have decided to head down to Iputa Nails to give my nails a good retreat.

Life is love. :)

I am having blocked nose and feverish body now. Maybe I am just too tired. Don't even dare to see a doctor. I scare he will quarantine me! Lol...

Almost lost in sleep.

Asshole

Some guys are plain assholes. Jerks to the maximum.

这样的男人。。。爱不得。。
还好那时候没陷下去。
现在也一样。
不会有开始。
哈哈哈。

the hairdo.

Do you know what is the thing I dreaded the most when I am preparing for work? The hairdo. Makeup is never a problem to me. It's like a natural instinct to me. But the hair, can be my utmost enemy. I was struggling for an hour with the hair just a minute ago. When the bun couldn't go up, I tried the twist. When the twist just couldn't look perfect, I would try the bun again, And when both just couldn't work, I wish I have short hair. And the cycle just went on and on.

And oh the phone just rang. I am almost there. Phew.

The twist is the winner today.

:)

Running nose and phlegmish throat in a country with temperature of 40-odd degrees doesn't sound very right.

Arr..chu..

belle in abu dhabi

The attention from passengers and fellow crews, is more than overwhelming. I am flattered, indeed. =) The makan, the drinking session, the shopping.

Mr Ang just commented something about me over msn earlier on. "yolene, i think you like to lead guys on. really. i treat you as a friend then i tell you. you always give wrong signals to guys and once they get interested, you just go missing,"

I didn't know I give people such impression, when I am just trying to be friendly and nice to all my friends. Oh well...something to think about...good night LOVES. :)

刘力扬 - 寂寞光年

Great song! :)

刘力扬 - 寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

the MRT day...

Dragged myself out of the bed at 7 in the morning, trying to keep my eyes open while brushing my teeth, put on a random dress, with minimal makeup, I left the house and headed towards the MRT station. It wasn't motivating at all, the thought of walking all the way to the station, digging out my ez-link card that was stowed in some desserted place in my room, and squeezing myself with the crowd in the train just added a big sigh to my morning. If not only for the expensive carpark fees and erp, I would have drove. More than happy to drive.

Anyway, I was at Peninsular Plaza today for some Korean self-directed courase. It was useful but I think at the end of the day, I still suck at it. Haha...

Haven't been feeling exactly very well. I thought I was feeling feverish. This word can be very sensitive now, especially with the up and rising H1N1 cases. I hope I will be strong. Heading to Abu Dhabi tomorrow, with batchgirl. Let's just pray the weather doesn't kill me.... =p

Love.

那个时候的温柔

Off to Sydney later. The usual destination I have to go. *keke*
Anyway, I was packing some of my stuffs just now, then an envelope dropped onto the floor from one of the shelves. and one quarter of the content spilled out of the envelope.
A photograph printout taken from the Taipei 101 tower.
I almost forgotten that it even exists. Haha...
Suddenly, I remember 那个时候的温柔.
总觉得最浪漫的事，就是可以和喜欢的人一起慢慢变老。
Haha...

I put the envelope away, in one neat corner of the shelves, and still all ready to smile, right ahead of me. =)

durians!

I open my fridge and it stinks! The smell of durians floods the entire fridge. Not that I don't eat durians. Not that I hate them. I am just not a fan of durians. And the smell of them gonna stay for the next few days even after they are being finished up. Thank you "Uncle Peh". =p

Oyasuminasai.

:)

Lucky

It's a small scale wedding event. But it was lovely. Very beautiful. :)

Hera was pretty and slim, (every bride seems to lose weight before the wedding..haha..), Patrick is jovial and lively, (he was the one who entertained the crowds of families, friends and colleagues...)

Bumped into many friends and colleagues here and there at the wedding. And I dream the day I am walking down the aisle....*laugh*

He said...."I'm lucky. I'm in love with my best friend."

Sweet.

Lucky.

the wedded bliss

Going to missy hera's wedding later. Crown Plaza Hotel at Terminal 3. *roll eyes* Ha. I heard the ballroom is nice though. =p Bound to see many crew and familiar faces there. Moreover, her other half is also a crew.

Sometimes I feel my bedroom is more like a hotel to me. 3/4 of the time I am always away. Okay.. I am just being random here, while removing my red nails. Hehe... Freaking thinking of what to wear later. Maybe I will head down to the salon for a good hair fix.

Kind of looking forward to Monday which is tomorrow. No special occasion. Just have some errands to run, beauty to be fixed, needs and wants to be bought. Haha...

Love.

so dead

I am so dead now. It was champagne and wine session in one of the girls' room.

Till breakfast later.

Love.

the yellow happiness

I am definitely not a Coca-Cola collector. But I saw this yellow bottle yesterday at London Selfridges and I think yellow is chic. Limited edition bottle from Coca-Cola. Check out the wordings behind the bottle. "open happiness".

I love it. :)

Cmon lift me up (its a brand new day)

Open up a lil happiness today

So I can be someone new

=)

Out for some decent shopping. Hehe...

xoxo.

beer and fish & chips

The beer and fish & chips are being overly stuffed in my stomach. And here am I, back in my room, eating my chocolate dessert from M&S, in search for comfort food before I sleep.

Ultra full, ultra tired.

DND mode...nighty sweethearts. :)

beautiful London

I think... London is beautiful, :), despite the umpteen times I have came here.

Out for lunch and enjoying the rest of the day.

And just a penny of thought, until today, then I truly realise, many things don't wait for you. Peope too. They don't wait for you. When you think you have all the time in the world to make a person or an opportunity to wait for you, you are so wrong. Very often we think very highly of ourselves, and we miss out so many things in life.

Suddenly I feel a little scared.A little scared that I may lose things or people which or whom I thought I will have them one day.

Oh well...love everyone, still. =)

superwoman

Just came back from Teochew Porridge supper with Alexis. Had a great time recalling some eventful flights, sharing about our lives lately. It's kind of amazing how the ex-girlfriends still stay in touch when the ex-boyfriends are already history in both of our lives.

And I just came back to Singapore a few hours ago from Auckland. It was mind exhausting and physically tiring. Especially when there are only one GS and he can't work JCL, and I was the J2 on a 300ER plane on the way up to Auckland though I wasn't the most senior. But, we all had our fair share of work la huh? It always feels nevertheless good to be back, home. :)

I am off to London again tomorrow's night. Everybody says I am superwoman. Haha... Oh well... I hope London is doing good now. Batchgirl just smsed me said she got isolated in London because she showed signs of H1N1. Let's hope she will be okay and all of us will be okay.

突然有一种感想。
赢了不一定是最快乐的。
最快乐的应该是看到幸福的起源。
知道输了，才会更期待明天的以后。=)
Love.
:)

off to AKL

Off to Auckland later. Haven't been there for almost 2 years. It's time to re-visit the island again. =)

Did the air smell fresher today? Haha...

Love peeps.
:)

傻瓜

Beer and buddies. That's what I needed for the night.
败给了时间，输给了永远。
我早就该回到了原点。

Wayne just said..."yolene ar...you have already wasted one year...how much more time you wanna waste?"

Did I?
不再做傻瓜。

:)

一个人的安静。

Sometimes, I really want to be alone.

But there are also times when I am really scared to be alone.

Evie shared with me last night. She said alone and loneliness are different. There are times when we want to be alone, all by ourselves, to think, to do things and not being disturbed. But loneliness is scary, VERY scary.

I share the same sentiment with her.

You can be surrounded by friends and loved ones, but you still feel very alone.

This kind of emptiness just takes me away.

现在的我，不喜欢一个人的安静。

melbby

Back from Melbby. Met up with a friend for lunch and coffee and groceries shopping. Tummy lied flat on bed, legs kicking behind me, sinfully indulging in krispy cremes while reading my book in the comfort of my hotel room.

Met the new ward leader on flight. It was quite a sight. She wanted me to stand out, and stop being so comfortable blending in the crowd, if I ever want to get a promotion. In my mind, I was like...huh? Promotion. 3yrs plus with the company and I think it's still a long way to go. Toward the end, she added, "if you are good, you can actually get promoted within 4yrs plus of flying you know? so do something. be different. make yourself significant. "

I am like "hahahaha X 100."

Green isnt' that appealing to me, yet.
:)

dinner, drinks, beers, party, ktvING, ice cream, bangkok.
and i am off to melbourne later!
love :)

仿佛早已面目全非，我却还是那么舍不得。