8/10 3/10

"I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry" is hilarious. I give it an 8/10. "The Dead Girl" is like....draggy, boring, so not entertaining.... 3/10.

& the crowds & music at phuture & zouk are getting worse.

Shanghai tmr. *yey*

I want to go for my massage. =p




Alright. Time for some reading. Newspapers, books & magazines. *claps*

xoxo.

the birthday

I did a very tiring manila turnaround on wednesday. Colleagues were generally nice but only some passengers who were trying to make things difficult for us. But heck la. The flight was over. Then after flight, came home to bath & all, went supper with a friend, next day went town to run errands & stuffs. Kind of tiring though. Friday went back STC for training & it was like real boringgggg....

I came home after training, showered, dressed & packed my stuffs, & left home to get ready for boyfriend's birthday. Friday was his birthday's eve. *grin*

Anyway, in short I think my acting is kinda good. The surprises from the very beginning till the end were like really surprises for him. Haha.

But.... I know he is happy & I'm happy too! =)

The next morning which is saturday's morning, we got up at 9.30am to brush up & dress, headed down to the cafe at the lobby for buffet breakfast, came back to the room to get our stuffs & check out, & then drove to his studio together. Then it was like a whole day affair at his studio. Cos it was the official opening of his studio. People came & left, came & left. Lots of entertaining & all. Anyway, the catering of food for the studio was from his dad's company. So saw the dad too. He came to deliver the food. Heh.

At night we went ps cafe at dempsey hill for dinner with friends. The waiting was like super long despite my reservation a week ago. But anyway in short, we had fun la. After dinner we went alley bar for drinks. So this weekend was rather busy with all the events & celebration & all.

I'm flying to zurich later. Be back on thursday's morning 7am. Bye bye!

Can't wait.... =)

Collected my new uniforms just now but I left them in boyfriend's car. I think they look prettier than my old ones. (which is like obviously cos they are new.) Colour is more vibrant, lower neck-line (sexier. *hah*) & define my figure. *grin*

Anyway, today I went to a lot of places, answered many phone-calls from different people, ran some errands, watched a movie that I watched before & there are still some errands undone & I have to do them all on thursday. I have a manila turnaround tmr or rather later. Whole day affair again.

Can't wait for friday.... =)

something new

What happened if you find that it's getting harder to communicate with your loved ones? Small little things arise to unhappy feelings & tension. Maybe it's a sign. You have to start thinking what to do.









Maybe......something new is good.

Me....Myself....

Caught the movie, "Me....Myself...." yesterday. It's a thai movie. I think it's not bad. It's something different cos it gives me a different kind of touching feel for a romance movie.

Flying to melbourne later. (as in saturday's night) Need to stock up on my stockings. Another reason to shop. =P



Been quite sometimes since I self-protrait-ed. Lol.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid.

Off to New Dehli later & back on Thursday 7am.

=)

i miss us.

ok la. words said out in a fit of anger or unhappy mood don't sound nice.

booo....





i miss us.

Change

People change. So do I. Don't expect me to be the girl when you first knew me.

By the way, "you" here is referring to everyone who knows me.





Was browsing through some of my past posts & I realised they are all not happy posts.

Hmmm...

Maybe it wasn't a good start in the first place. *roll eyes & pout*

against

Been meeting people ever since I came back to Singapore on Friday morning. Encounters & happenings. & shit does happen at times.

I must be really down on my luck these 2 months.Things are always going against me.








I must be out of my mind.

If A Man Wants You

If A Man Wants You

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant tobe. Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his . Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you . If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are .

Never borrow someone else's man . Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. (Nana's note: At least dogs are loyal.)

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you are always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

what's wrong with us?

it happens again, even when i'm overseas.

& you make it seems like it's my fault & i'm so totally not understanding & unreasonable.

maybe i'm wrong but you arent very right either.

you don't like the way i phase my words, neither do i like the way you phase yours too.

probably there's no right or wrong, it's all about giving & taking.

but i think i already have my fair share of giving.

perhaps it's time to re-think what i want, what you want, what we want.

what's wrong with us?



i never feel so upset before.

HKG

Hong kong is definitely a shopping & eating heaven. Had yummylicious macau food for supper last night after touched down, dim sum & mango dessert for lunch just now, helping friends back in sg to buy stuffs & some own litte shopping along the way.

Quite a nice set of crew to work with, so far. Still have 3 more sectors to go. Hopefully they are all good. Looking forward to meet my friend in sfo, shopping at abercrombie & hollister, & my favouirte cheesecake factory! Yey! =p






Hope things get better...