I haven sleep for more than 24hours!

I haven sleep for more than 24hours. Last minute packing, last minute xmas pressies shopping, the xmas gift-exchange chalet, preparing for flight at the chalet, making way to airport, reporting for flight, fly for more than 13hours, touched down didn't sleep at all, showered & out I went. That's how crazy I was.


my new hello kitty touch-screen phone. from him.


my 3 guys.


trying hard to pose cool. lol.


the man in my life. he drives me crazy sometimes. haha...

I'm in zurich now & will only be back on xmas day morning. So see ya!

Life is never a bed of roses

Life is never a bed of roses.

By the way, I was on mc for 2 days. To better sort out my thoughts & rest. But well, I guess it's getting no where either.

Bye.

heavy heart

Do you know how it feels to carry a heavy heart with you around?

change or accept.

I'm sick of telling almost the same story about the same person over & over again.

If I can't change, I can only accept.

Anyway, shiyu's birthday dinner:

New camera

The emotional rollar-coaster has been going on & off for quite sometimes. I will be self-deceiving if I tell you I'm completely okay. I'm not. I'm not okay. Or rather I miss that feeling that we used to share. I miss that kind of love.

Or probably I should change my view & my thought about our relationship. Maybe looking at another angle, thinking otherwise, life can be more beautiful, I can be happier & I can have a different perspective about us.

Uh huh... I promise I'll try but I can't promise that it'll work. Anyway, I have a new camera! A pink camera with a pretty pinky casing. Sony Cybershot DSC-T70. From boyfriend. Ya it's weird. We argued & made up always. & now I have a new gadget.

I don't know what's going to happen next. We shall see.

heartbroken totally.

heartache.

heartbroken.

totally.