Hope my pathetic eye will recover soon. Leaving for Hong Kong with mummy in a few hours time. Hope to come home with lots of shopping and perhaps a new perspective about life and relationship. Some things just cannot be forced right or not? (:

Good night my friends and readers.

I guess I was a little over my emotion earlier on. I should let things and nature take place by themselves. There must be a reason why things are such.

Off to nightstopping in Shanghai tomorrow then a short trip to Hong Kong with mummy! :)

Future

I have lived for 27 years of my life, thus far. Don't you think it's kind of pathetic when there is no one to discuss about the future together with you at this point of your life?

With a stable relationship that we are hanging on together, but I just realise there is no future to talk about a couple of hours ago. When you think I don't like kids (but I keep bringing or rather hinting about having my own children), when everyone else, peers and friends around you are moving on to a new of stage of life, but marriage isn't on your list now. And we did not have any plan about our future at all. I feel tense and a need to find out what I really want in my life.

To be with someone you really love, or have someone who is willing to have a future with you. A small humble house, with kids of my own, and the man to grow old together.

Almost 28 in a few months time. It's scary. Kind of.

I hope I will find an answer soon...