Future

I have lived for 27 years of my life, thus far. Don't you think it's kind of pathetic when there is no one to discuss about the future together with you at this point of your life?

With a stable relationship that we are hanging on together, but I just realise there is no future to talk about a couple of hours ago. When you think I don't like kids (but I keep bringing or rather hinting about having my own children), when everyone else, peers and friends around you are moving on to a new of stage of life, but marriage isn't on your list now. And we did not have any plan about our future at all. I feel tense and a need to find out what I really want in my life.

To be with someone you really love, or have someone who is willing to have a future with you. A small humble house, with kids of my own, and the man to grow old together.

Almost 28 in a few months time. It's scary. Kind of.

I hope I will find an answer soon...