May today be good. Happy 4th month! It's not easy and definitely won't get any easier. I hope you will WALK WITH me. *fighting*

爱

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Actually how does it feel to be a newly wed couple? I seriously have no idea cos everything just feels the same or perhaps at times, worse. 2 strong headed people really need lots of love and patience to walk the journey together. I hope we will. 加油吧!

爱能让这个世界变得更美好。我还是深信。=)

Happiness should depend on myself and not what others can give me. I should decide my own emotions. Many of times I got too carried away that I was affected by those people and events which surrounded me.

I love me. =) Happy sweet November ahead. 

So what has marriage life differ from the dating life? Seriously not much of a difference for me. We still stay separately with our own respectively parents, only get to meet up (or luckier staying over for a night or two) only if our off days coincide. Planning for a family together? I really don't know. Let it happens when we least expected it, perhaps. First and foremost, let me tune back my health. Happy mid week! =)

A story to share.

Once upon a time,  there was a boy and a girl. They fell in love and eventually got married. But the journey towards happily ever after wasn't that smooth sailing. There were hiccups here and there and the girl was quite determined it would only make the marriage stronger and the relationship better in time to come. However, she felt quite "alone" sometimes even though sharing the same bed with him. In her mind she was thinking maybe the husband hasn't got used to the fact that he has a wife. Hugs, kisses and massages were missing because the boy forgot. She always has to find reasons for him so that she can see and feel from his view.

Story to be continued. Will get in touch with the boy and the girl. Till then, take care all! =)

Clearly this is my personal space. My space to roam my thoughts freely in words since a decade ago. So this is mine. 

Officially a Mrs. =) But still get confused at times because we don't see things the same way. Moving forward, I hope it will turn out well. Looking forward to my promotion, marriage life, a new member to  call mine if any, maybe. But it's not easy. With us looking at different direction. Hope god will light up my path & lead me the way. 

Exactly 2 weeks more. :) But at the same time really skeptical about the future. Will I be happy and blissful? Will I get along well with his family? Will he be good to me? So many questions in my head and I can't even answer them. Definite answers are probably out of the equation now. Things happen and you have to learn to react, adapt and accept.

Give us your blessings. =)

Called at the wrong time, used the annoyed tone as assumed by you, really dampen my mood. It's May and I thought it will be a good start but it only brings tears unknowingly. Please teach me how can I show you I love you?

More time for LOVE please? We are too busy to have time TOGETHER.!! *roAR!*

3 more months to The BIG DAY!

3 more months to The BIG DAY! Suddenly I feel the jitters. Still plenty to be done. But I guess all will fall in place slowly. I am feeling excited yet scared. Excited because it's MY DAY, it's OUR DAY! Yay! Scared because I am not sure what's going to come next, how life is going to be after marriage. I really hope it all happens because of L.O.V.E and not anything else. I think both of us still have to continue to work on the relationship, especially when both our characters and tempers are equally strong. And because of this point, it pulls us down at times.

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person." - Mignon McLaughlin

#benyolenewedding

Three and a half month more to go. The "not done yet" list goes down the list....guest list, casual photoshoot, prewedding video, diy candy buffet, angbao boxes, guestbook, reception deco, cheongsam for the mums, pants and shirts for the dads, gowns selection, wedding shoes, program of the day, car rental, friends to help, and what else? Excited that it's happening, stressed that there are so much to be done. Haven't even start shedding some flabby fats away. Good luck to us, seriously. :) #benyolenewedding

I still miss you 宝贝. Everyone in the family misses you so much. You must have become an angel. Somehow I feel you are still around.... 

Hope to find back the passion,  the eagerness and the loving attitude, just like when we first fell in love with each other. Is it true people get complacent, things get stagnant after you are together for a longer time?

Need some "our" time and sparkles to brighten and enhance the relationship..... hmm...

Jojo I miss you so much! The time spent with you is really too short. Please come back to me, in some way or another. I want you back. 

It's already February and I feel there are still many things not done.  Am I overly kan chiong?  Anxiety sets in. I am so panicked actually.  The day that I have dreamt of, I really hope it's near to perfection (getting to the exact dot of perfection is tough... haha) and I want it to be something that when I recall in the future,  I will smile so happily that cos it happens.

Wish me good luck in the next 5 months of preparations. Dear friends and loved ones,  I may really need your help,  to help make it a successful one! =)

Jojo

Jojo please get well soon okay? I didn't know I will actually like you. I was never a pet lover but you change my life. You are such a sweet and bubbly puppy. Thank you for brightening up the atmosphere in my family.  You are also part of the family so please be safe and healthy okay? We can't wait for you to be home!

For Jojo =) With love everywhere!

Almost 2 weeks into 2014. I won't say things are not smooth.  Just that there were hiccups here and there. Me slipping on the toilet floor, injuring my butt and tailbone (ha!), endless quarrels and unhappiness with the htb.  It has got to be with my temper? But things just get more sour when his temper is just as strong. 

Please give me strength to pull through all these. I am still hopeful that the new year will be good!

Happy 2014! =)