It's already February and I feel there are still many things not done.  Am I overly kan chiong?  Anxiety sets in. I am so panicked actually.  The day that I have dreamt of, I really hope it's near to perfection (getting to the exact dot of perfection is tough... haha) and I want it to be something that when I recall in the future,  I will smile so happily that cos it happens.

Wish me good luck in the next 5 months of preparations. Dear friends and loved ones,  I may really need your help,  to help make it a successful one! =)