Exactly 2 weeks more. :) But at the same time really skeptical about the future. Will I be happy and blissful? Will I get along well with his family? Will he be good to me? So many questions in my head and I can't even answer them. Definite answers are probably out of the equation now. Things happen and you have to learn to react, adapt and accept.

Give us your blessings. =)

Called at the wrong time, used the annoyed tone as assumed by you, really dampen my mood. It's May and I thought it will be a good start but it only brings tears unknowingly. Please teach me how can I show you I love you?

More time for LOVE please? We are too busy to have time TOGETHER.!! *roAR!*

3 more months to The BIG DAY!

3 more months to The BIG DAY! Suddenly I feel the jitters. Still plenty to be done. But I guess all will fall in place slowly. I am feeling excited yet scared. Excited because it's MY DAY, it's OUR DAY! Yay! Scared because I am not sure what's going to come next, how life is going to be after marriage. I really hope it all happens because of L.O.V.E and not anything else. I think both of us still have to continue to work on the relationship, especially when both our characters and tempers are equally strong. And because of this point, it pulls us down at times.

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person." - Mignon McLaughlin

#benyolenewedding

Three and a half month more to go. The "not done yet" list goes down the list....guest list, casual photoshoot, prewedding video, diy candy buffet, angbao boxes, guestbook, reception deco, cheongsam for the mums, pants and shirts for the dads, gowns selection, wedding shoes, program of the day, car rental, friends to help, and what else? Excited that it's happening, stressed that there are so much to be done. Haven't even start shedding some flabby fats away. Good luck to us, seriously. :) #benyolenewedding

I still miss you 宝贝. Everyone in the family misses you so much. You must have become an angel. Somehow I feel you are still around.... 

Hope to find back the passion,  the eagerness and the loving attitude, just like when we first fell in love with each other. Is it true people get complacent, things get stagnant after you are together for a longer time?

Need some "our" time and sparkles to brighten and enhance the relationship..... hmm...

Jojo I miss you so much! The time spent with you is really too short. Please come back to me, in some way or another. I want you back. 

It's already February and I feel there are still many things not done.  Am I overly kan chiong?  Anxiety sets in. I am so panicked actually.  The day that I have dreamt of, I really hope it's near to perfection (getting to the exact dot of perfection is tough... haha) and I want it to be something that when I recall in the future,  I will smile so happily that cos it happens.

Wish me good luck in the next 5 months of preparations. Dear friends and loved ones,  I may really need your help,  to help make it a successful one! =)

Jojo

Jojo please get well soon okay? I didn't know I will actually like you. I was never a pet lover but you change my life. You are such a sweet and bubbly puppy. Thank you for brightening up the atmosphere in my family.  You are also part of the family so please be safe and healthy okay? We can't wait for you to be home!

For Jojo =) With love everywhere!

Almost 2 weeks into 2014. I won't say things are not smooth.  Just that there were hiccups here and there. Me slipping on the toilet floor, injuring my butt and tailbone (ha!), endless quarrels and unhappiness with the htb.  It has got to be with my temper? But things just get more sour when his temper is just as strong. 

Please give me strength to pull through all these. I am still hopeful that the new year will be good!

Happy 2014! =)

Lots of things on my mind. Like seriously! 

It's the festive week. Hope all our spirits are high. Spread your love for this joyous season!

Dear YOU

Dear YOU,

It's less than 7months away to our big day. I am full of anxiety and excitement! So many things to be done and somehow or rather, it just gets a little frustrating along the way. I want THAT DAY to be the most memorable day in our life. I really hope you are the best decision in my life. Loving me for who I am, be there for me when I need you. You are kind, sweet and thoughtful. Thank you for everything thus far, and sorry that I am not perfect for you in many ways. I can't promise there won't be anymore quarrels or bickers. But I shall promise to love you for who you are, be your pillar of strength, be that woman behind you.

I can't wait to start the new life journey with you!

Love you always,
Belle

小女人

A senior colleague shared something with me during work. He said people never change and we should not try to change them either.  For we should love them, accept them for who they are. 女人不要太强。要懂得怎么做他的小女人。Is it true? I am still learning how to be a better person, trying hard not to judge people for what I perceive they are.

Anyway...happy to be back! Happy to be Home! =)

 婚姻会是爱情的坟墓吗 ？In search for that passion... That triggers love to take place... 

Happy Sunday! :) And Hello November! :)

希望我们会永远相亲相爱. No matter what happens. Like the promise, we promised. 

As the big "3" day draws nearer, I become really anxious about what's going to happen next. At the crossroad, to leave or to stay, to move on or to stay in the comfort zone. 

And 9 more months to the big day. I hope it's really all worth it. For love is easy but to sustain it for the rest of your life, it's really quite a challenge. 

Wish me good luck. For what's next. :)

It's still beautiful. (=

It's okay. It's still beautiful ahead. This trip suddenly felt so draggy. I miss having my loved ones around me. I miss having everything positive. But I know somehow things will just get better. (Feeling kind of hopeful. Haha!)

Happy Thursday! I am looking forward to coming home! :)

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