Rollercoaster

Business class training flight to shanghai went on pretty smoothly. I have very helpful crew so it does make everything easier.

Did the usual massage, dvds, food & some shopping in shanghai. Weather is like freaking hot. 35-37 degrees. Can you imagine?

Anyway, I have been like going through some emotional rollercoaster lately. It's never easy for me. One moment I can be fine but another moment I can be so upset & depress. Seriously, I still don't know how to pick myself up yet. It's really tough.

JC99, 24-27July

Happy

Managed to see him yesterday. I'm so happy even though it was just a short while. He makes everything worth doing. =)

The weekend

Did a Bangalore overnight turnaround on saturday's night till sunday's morning. What can I say? All the indian passenger plus I did galley work, who says it's not tiring? I came back home, eat, sleep, eat then sleep again.

On a lighter note, I met my friend for dinner on sunday. Then I met my batchies for late night ktv & drinking. My batchgirl's birthday. I came back in the morning at 6. My favourite batchboy is such a gentleman. He sent me back home & right to my doorstep. No wonder he is my favourite. Haha.

It was quite fun & happening la. Played games, sang songs, batch boys drunk, took photos, gossips & all. I love my batchies. Hehe. But I wasn't really very in the mood somehow or rather. I miss the dear one. Haven't seen him for days. It's kind of tough for me. But I'm trying to understand. Don't know how long all these are going to continue. He has roadshows at NTU every day this week & night time he has to go ark cafe. I'm thinking to pop by ark cafe tmr's night (tuesday), without telling him. A surprise... Don't know. I'm still thinking. If not I don't know when we gonna meet manz. How?

I went for uniform fitting just now too. Then met emily for dinner. It was a nice evening. Heh.

By the way, i kept bumping into friends these few days. Ok. I know it doesn't link but I just feel like saying. Haha.

& I'll be having business class training till friday.

Good night!






I'm missing...

My thoughts always wander off.....

Going to start work again. Overnight turnaround. Back tmr morning at 6plus. Really don't feel like going to work. But then, if I don't work, what can I do? Stay home & slack & do nothing? It's so unproductive. I haven't read up my business-class stuffs yet too. Probably tmr when I return in the morning or monday. I think I wanna take up japanese classes soon. To keep myself occuppied. Ideal?

My thoughts always wander off.....






It's just a passing period, i guess...

I'm bored.

I'm bored.

I'm still on leave.

I don't know what to do.

Boyfriend is busy.

Tell me what can I do to keep myself occuppied?

The thought of going back to work on saturday makes me feel a little sick.

It's not easy to be understanding.

But I make myself to be.

Cos it's just too much to let go.....

back from holidays!

Hello! I'm finally back from my holidays! I was away in taipei from 10-17july. The weather was so really freaking hot manz but the whole trip was totally awesome! I'm missing it already. Hehehe.... *big big smile*

back to reality now. *pout* heh.

Am @ adelaide now & it's like freaking cold cos it's winter now. I only spent on food & internet which is good cos I already spent like mad when I was in los angeles & tokyo. Bonus came in the other day & half of it has already gone. I gave my parents, a sum of money for my upcoming taiwan holidays trip, bought a guess watch for my youngest brother, pay my credit card's bill, my other bills & some personal expenses. Tell me what's left to save?

Met the girls on friday's evening & night for dinner, drinks & catching up session. Everyone is leading their own life & it's pretty much interesting to hear updates from them & understanding the kind of lifestyle they are living now, & how they are doing till now. We don't get to meet very often but the feeling remains. We just need friends like them. =)

Before meeting the girls, I met marv in the afternoon for lunch & some shopping. He's going brisbane to study. To marv, all the best okay? don't spend too much time on girls. study hard okay?! ha. =p

Challenges ahead.

Transformers are really cool.

Plus the great company. =)

But then we didn't really have much time spent together. If not for the upcoming holiday trip together, I really don't know how everything gonna turn out to be, cos I'm a girl after all & I do need attention. I mean sincere attention.

We shouldn't stop anyone from going after their dreams right? & everyone has his/her own right to dream & to fight for them. I know things gonna be different. things gonna change.

Frankly speaking, I'm really really scared.

The challenges that are ahead of us.

But like what many people have told me, enjoy what I have now first.

Yeah. I know I should. But I just couldn't help feeling pessimistic.

Pictures!

Disneyland, Los Angeles.






Tokyo






Haven't seen the boy for 10 days. The missing is really.......... arghhhh!

But I gonna see him tonight! Transformers! Yey! =p

I heart Tokyo.

Shopping is crazy & I can't even finished!

But still.....

I heart Tokyo. =)