maybe.

maybe i'm stupid.

maybe i'm silly.

maybe i'm trying too hard.

maybe i'm nothing.

sick.

i fell sick in osaka & till now. can you imagine you still have to work damn hard, look smiley onboard even though you are feeling super sickly? flying to korea tonight. i'm hesitating if i should take mc. i think i will just go la. korea is like super cold now. probably just gonna bring thicker jacket, my laptop & dvd (in case i'm not going out), my panadols, my water & those barang barang medication oil & tiger balm. ok. i know i sound like an aunty. but who cares. mother knows the best you see. so being like her once in a long while isn't really that bad. =p

weird me.

expectations lead to disappointment.

sometimes i think i don't even understand myself either.

i'm weird la.

i suppose

ok. i know i suppose to be sleeping by now cos i needa wakie in a few hours time to fly back to sg. too much thoughts have been running through my mind. the same kind of emotions, the same kind of thoughts came back to me again.





night.

2 years time

Why do off days pass so fast? Reporting for beijing flight tonight.

I don't wanna fly...

Just some random thoughts.

What do you see youself in 2 years time?

What do I see myself in 2 years time?

I don't know.

Maybe a new me, with a new job, a new status, .....

Something good pleaseeeeeee! =p

love

if it's not stupid, it isn't love anymore.













i always thought my way of loving someone is definitely right, i'm wrong.



sooooooooOoooOoo wrong.

belle in paris

The world is big but actually it's aren't that big afterall. I mean ok. Maybe we narrow it down to only my job industry. There are so many of us but you actually meet "those". I mean people that you talk about, people who know about you or your loved ones or in any other ways that connect you or your life.

I am doing my paris flight with my boyfriend's friend's girlfriend. Actually the guy is my boyfriend's ex campmate. I didn't know about it until yesterday when a group of us (girls) went shopping crazy along the busy walking streets of paris. My boyfriend was just asking me the other day if I know this girl or happen to fly with her before. I still told him off that "cummon, so many people, how I know her & I never flew with her before la."

Can you believe we scream along the streets of paris when we discovered? Ok. I know it's sound a little silly but you know, that kind of amazement? *gee*

Yey! I'm going to the eiffel tower later. No more shopping today. Enough of bad damages yesterday. *guilty grin* So today's I'm just going to take lotsa nice pretty photos at the tower, sit around, drink a cup of hottie & relax at a cosy cafe, have a nice dinner to end the day.

Oh. Cool. Life is sweet isn't it?

Resident Evil

Resident Evil is exciting. Half of the time I got scared by the unexpected scenes. I'm not the only one. Heh.

Gonna start flying to paris tonight. Will reach there tmr sg time noon I guess. Back on tuesday 7am.

Hello paris! =)

Bye!

it's getting better...

Met up with colleagues/friends for dinner/supper these 2 nights. The met-up sessions were nice. Life isn't just about one person, one thing.

It's getting better... *yey*




& who say coffee & tea can help to keep us awake? I still fall into deep beauty sleep after drinking the caffeine. =p

Ponder. Ponder....

Off days have been spent lazing around, watching dvds, catching up with beauty sleep, munching on favourite food & drinks, supper & stay over.

Life is good but with not much excitement. I miss catching up with my friends. I haven seen some of them for like ages.

Ponder. Ponder....

Saigon turnaround tmr... SIAN!

perth

perth later!

i wanna go harbour town perth tmr! hopefully it isn't too far away from my hotel.

http://www.harbourtownperth.com.au/

& i badly need to get new books. shall head down to borders on sunday when i'm back!

"Life seems more beautiful when you think otherwise. =)"




love,
yolene

我一直以为自己是对的。

原来。。。

我错了。

move on

Thinking too much does us no good.

True.





But caring any lesser & pretending like nothing happenned aren't any better.

To myself: Get your own life & move on.

8/10 3/10

"I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry" is hilarious. I give it an 8/10. "The Dead Girl" is like....draggy, boring, so not entertaining.... 3/10.

& the crowds & music at phuture & zouk are getting worse.

Shanghai tmr. *yey*

I want to go for my massage. =p




Alright. Time for some reading. Newspapers, books & magazines. *claps*

xoxo.

the birthday

I did a very tiring manila turnaround on wednesday. Colleagues were generally nice but only some passengers who were trying to make things difficult for us. But heck la. The flight was over. Then after flight, came home to bath & all, went supper with a friend, next day went town to run errands & stuffs. Kind of tiring though. Friday went back STC for training & it was like real boringgggg....

I came home after training, showered, dressed & packed my stuffs, & left home to get ready for boyfriend's birthday. Friday was his birthday's eve. *grin*

Anyway, in short I think my acting is kinda good. The surprises from the very beginning till the end were like really surprises for him. Haha.

But.... I know he is happy & I'm happy too! =)

The next morning which is saturday's morning, we got up at 9.30am to brush up & dress, headed down to the cafe at the lobby for buffet breakfast, came back to the room to get our stuffs & check out, & then drove to his studio together. Then it was like a whole day affair at his studio. Cos it was the official opening of his studio. People came & left, came & left. Lots of entertaining & all. Anyway, the catering of food for the studio was from his dad's company. So saw the dad too. He came to deliver the food. Heh.

At night we went ps cafe at dempsey hill for dinner with friends. The waiting was like super long despite my reservation a week ago. But anyway in short, we had fun la. After dinner we went alley bar for drinks. So this weekend was rather busy with all the events & celebration & all.

I'm flying to zurich later. Be back on thursday's morning 7am. Bye bye!

Can't wait.... =)

Collected my new uniforms just now but I left them in boyfriend's car. I think they look prettier than my old ones. (which is like obviously cos they are new.) Colour is more vibrant, lower neck-line (sexier. *hah*) & define my figure. *grin*

Anyway, today I went to a lot of places, answered many phone-calls from different people, ran some errands, watched a movie that I watched before & there are still some errands undone & I have to do them all on thursday. I have a manila turnaround tmr or rather later. Whole day affair again.

Can't wait for friday.... =)

something new

What happened if you find that it's getting harder to communicate with your loved ones? Small little things arise to unhappy feelings & tension. Maybe it's a sign. You have to start thinking what to do.









Maybe......something new is good.

Me....Myself....

Caught the movie, "Me....Myself...." yesterday. It's a thai movie. I think it's not bad. It's something different cos it gives me a different kind of touching feel for a romance movie.

Flying to melbourne later. (as in saturday's night) Need to stock up on my stockings. Another reason to shop. =P



Been quite sometimes since I self-protrait-ed. Lol.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid.

Off to New Dehli later & back on Thursday 7am.

=)

i miss us.

ok la. words said out in a fit of anger or unhappy mood don't sound nice.

booo....





i miss us.