back to reality

It's back to the reality...

Enough indulgence of all the junks, enough bursting of the big dollar sign, and more than enough of all the mini hip-cups and incidents here and there.

玩够了。是时候努力赚钱了。

=)

goodbye love

Off to bangkok for the next few days. I need a break from everything.

Much love. :)

the missing piece in your jigsaw puzzle

Getting married is a happy thing. It's like you have finally found the missing piece in your jigsaw puzzle. Heard the good news and I am happy for the friend. =)

但我最关心的还是那位朋友的好朋友。
希望现在的他是幸福的。
也希望现在的他是比从前还要快乐很多。
这份关心永远不会改变。=)

The Mile Hi! Club

I bought a new book today. The Mile Hi! Club. Memoirs Of A Stewardess. As the title speaks, you know why I buy the book. =)

二十五岁的人生

二十五岁的人生，那四分之一跨世纪的年龄。
曾经充满着梦想，在这色彩缤纷的世界， 拥有用不完的勇气。
小女孩、念书、翘课、长大、谈念爱、失恋、又恋爱、工作、社会生存。
我却在人群中觉得自己还是一个人。

back from zurich.

Just came home from zurich less than 2 hours ago. Tired, hungry, and left with 7days of unplanned leaves. My Japan trip is cancelled. What's next?

I wish for better people, better happenings, more remarkable memories in my life, please. :)

听好了。

如果真的喜欢。。。就放手一搏。
:)

"谈恋爱不要太执着。有些人永远都不会再回来了。"

- 败犬女王

peaceful

Have decided not to take up the FQ-GQ thingy, for the moment. Still very much want to go to other places though. And I will try to be a JQ on my own, with classes outside. *grin* =)

My Tokyo trip is confirmed cancelled. All "thanks" to the H1N1. But I rather be safe than sorry. It's the quarantine part that is scary. And they are suggesting Bangkok. I am like "what?, anything lor...don't wanna waste the leave. at least we are heading somewhere. ha." Oh well. *roll eyes*

Oh and did I mention that I have this colleague on flight who was from Superband, Amber and he's a super duber nice guy? Plus everyone is nice too. Another steward around my time, and a few stewardesses whom I have flown together before. Okay, it's random now. It's me. =p

Going for breakfast with them in 2 hours time. And I gonna catch a bit of my show online now.

Love ya all. :)

belle in zurich.

beautiful. ;)

Mambo

Just came back from Mambo with colleagues and friends. If not for work in a few hours time, I would have stayed. =) And I am sad that I am still sober. Haha... Need to do some last minute packing and homework. Too early to check in now. Probably when I wake up in the morning.

突然觉得自己好像已经忘了对一个人爱到峰巅的感觉。

Good night and love. :)

The Swine Flu is attacking Japan quite badly and I am beginning to feel skeptical about my Tokyo trip, though everything has been booked and confirmed.

And I am having a toothache out of no where. It's irritating. It's affecting my mood.

*Shrug* It's all the negativities.

Who says my luck is coming?

Rainy afternoon, haircut, sushi dinner, The Ramen Girl movie, mocha latte, tea latte and mudpie @ Coffee Bean, and a promise to grow old together. =)

That's why we say besties forever. =)

tom365

Met darling mandy whom I haven't seen for months. =)

And I found a very good website to watch drama and movies online. www.tom365.com You just have to download the player and there you go, the videos are nice and clear. :) Save money on dvds ar! Haha... Tribute to MR R. =)

I just started on 败犬女王 and I suppose it will be nice, plus ethan ruan is damn cute la! Haha..

Good nighty loves.

预言

Was just talking to Alvin on phone and realised he's going to Beijing for 5days. Shiok right? Can go shop, eat, massage, visit the Great Wall and Forbidden City, and to all the sightseeing places, take photos and make me jealous! Hahaa... And just so happened to see his crew list, he is flying with someone. Uh-huh....Nonetheless, it's a great time to visit China now I guess. Good weather and all. =)

快六月了。。。
突然有点害怕那个预言是真的。
但到现在我还可以怎样?

love song

梁静如 - 情歌
《败犬女王》的 情歌。

当你靠近一个人
那种心跳加速
害羞的感觉
你还有吗?

couple-code

I was so drained and tired today, but it didn't stop me from going supper with MR. D. A good friend who always gives me advices, pushes me to do things, encourages me on things which maybe some others don't see and think likewise, let me pour my sorrows, listen to my happiness, say I look better in my act-cute hairstyle. He says my bangs are a form of acting cute. *roll eyes and giggles*

And I am so happy that he is getting married, with a super wonderful girl! =) And today after flight, checked my mailbox, received another red bomb invitation from another friend. It seems like the whole world is getting married, the crew are marrying each other, and everyone is getting couple-coded. Just when some people may think it's kind of sickening to keep seeing each other for more than 80% of the flights together, I thought it is sweet. =) Haha... Maybe it's just me. :)

Aren't they pretty? And they have it in PINK as well! My latest wishlist on my pending shopping agenda. Ha..

*dance & grin*

=)

2days Taipei

Just came home from 2days Taipei and I have a Hanoi turn tomorrow's morning. And I am practically exhausted. I can count with my fingers the numbers of hours I slept ever since I came back from Tokyo Los Angeles. The going out, meeting and catching up with the loved ones...:)
Looking forward(very much!!) to the off days thereafter. =)


And in Taipei, I bumped into a lovely friend. Check out my blood shot eyes. *damn it* Haha...
I am contemplating about my FQ-GQ thingy, still. I have less than 2 weeks to decide.
On a random note, I WANT 5days MALE LEH!!! It has been quite awhile since we have a 5days MALE. I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH!! =p
Till I see some light. Haha...

Love.

Tootz

Dinner, Ktv, Supper, A bunch of Crazy People & a Tootz me. =p

Perfect evening. :)

Back!

I am finally home after 8days. Colleagues and friends were wonderful. Work was fun, most of the times. *beams*

And I suddenly miss Taipei! So I gave away my off days for Taipei! Haha... So looking forward to it. =)

My dear friend who is getting married soon, he dropped me a comment in facebook, saying...
盡情享受你的自由
愛就是這樣
不只是為了擁有
不該只在乎結果
該走就走

Really? Maybe. But what if you don't know how to walk away? What if people who kind of make you excited about aren't supposed to be those whom you should be excited about? And what if certain people, certain thoughts still linger in your mind?

For a better tomorrow.

For love.

missing gmt+8.

Am missing my gmt+8.

:)

Love, Belle.

Something or rather some lucky charm that supposed to be blessing me, giving me good luck and happiness, is now broken. The string came off. And now it's gone. Somehow, certain things just seem different. Maybe I am just being superstitious. Maybe I just think too much.

One, two, three...tell me it's okay. Life will still get better.

Sigh...belle.

Tokyo GMT+9

Under the clear blue sky in Los Angeles. :)

I am in Tokyo now. Work was horrendous. Supposed to be light load but Northwest Airlines plane got strike by lightning and they transferred their pax over. *hurhur* Nevertheless, the toughest was over. =) I am looking forward to everything in Tokyo. =)

好想再认真的谈恋爱。
让我可以放下武装， 像个孩子一样。=)

和谁呢?

:)

gmt-7 to gmt+9

Heading back to GMT+9 soon.

Till I reach Japan. :)

Belle in her resting mode

Just came back from breakfast and supermarketing. Log in to WAVES and saw the opening of FQ and GQ. And I am thinking of applying. =) If only there is JQ. I won't hesitate a single second. =p But they won't need JQ when there are Japanese crew. Ok. Maybe I would apply, go for interview and see how. I just have to "eat grass" for 2 months, but then everything is paid for. Making use of the company resources is good. =)

Off to shopping later.

But I am in my resting mode now. *grin*

*Belle in her resting mode. :)*

Love everyone. =)

LAX

Just when I (or perhaps everyone) was so excited about the road trip, renting and driving a car together in LAX, the swine flu had to worsen, and people started to get paranoid. It's better to play safe though I ever, ever, ever didn't mind to take the little risk.

Bumped into some friends here and there, especially the person who made me a little crazy, a little excited that day on my sydney flight. Ha. It's gmt-7 in LAX, nice weather, bright and sunny, still. =)

夜的诗人

Tokyo Los Angeles for the next 8days. :)
I hope the swine flu won't be that bad in California. I hope there are kakis on flight/stations, so we can drive out of Los Angeles! Hehe...
I am looking forward, I think. :)

突然很喜欢这首歌。很有我今晚的feel。
Hahaa...

夜的诗人.


Need to wakie in less than 3hours time. Save me!
Good night!
Love.

today supposed...

Today supposed to be a great day and I supposed to be happy. Went to temple, had lunch with xiu, bought a new cargo bag and it's RED:), diamondlite earrings for work, found new routes which I can drive, and it all seemed like a perfect afternoon, peaceful, relax, simple, until that very split second....

I am beginning to hate my six sense now. It's getting stronger and stronger each time, and things really happen, without fail. 那一眼瞬间，我是快疯掉的。但我却还是厉害到，笑得很"我无所谓"。

最后还是忍不住在车上痛哭了十分钟，才把车给开走。
为什么会哭?
是心痛，是舍不得，还是一种解脱?

也只有他，才会让我那么怀疑自己。
也只有他，才会让我觉得自己真的不够好。
那么不完美的画面，让我有时也开始讨厌自己了。

很像每一次，都会来不及。

这才发现，我已错过那么多。

A perfect day in Sydney. =)

Back from Sydney this afternoon. 380 up, 744 back, and it was extremely tiring. Colleagues were nice though, passengers were never a problem to me. Haha. It always feels good to fly with people and friends whom you can click with.

It was lunch at malaysian joint, coffee at gloria jean's, groceries shopping at woolworth and dinner from macdonalds. A perfect day in Sydney. =)

亲爱的

那一秒钟，我很认真的看着他。
我发现他的头发白了、少了。
他那常常被我嘲笑的大肚腩也不见了。
他现在好瘦。

老爸真的老了。

当公主遇上王子。。。。。

Last night was late dinner cum ktv-ing with friends and some random colleagues. Realise many people around me are getting dettached, joining in the singlehood circle, or some in the complicated relationships.

And probably this time, I also keep hearing things about me and some random guys, me and some random colleagues, me and some girls' boyfriends. I often say crew relationships are complicated. But actually in a more precise theory, I should think human relationships are truly complicated.
在我好想再从新爱上一个人时，却觉得没什么人值得去爱。
I still remember the teenage loves. I still remember the boys. I still remember those days in love. I still remember how much I love you.
现在我什么都不要管最好。简单一点最好。

当公主遇上王子。。。。。
=)