Today supposed to be a great day and I supposed to be happy. Went to temple, had lunch with xiu, bought a new cargo bag and it's RED:), diamondlite earrings for work, found new routes which I can drive, and it all seemed like a perfect afternoon, peaceful, relax, simple, until that very split second....
I am beginning to hate my six sense now. It's getting stronger and stronger each time, and things really happen, without fail. 那一眼瞬间，我是快疯掉的。但我却还是厉害到，笑得很"我无所谓"。
最后还是忍不住在车上痛哭了十分钟，才把车给开走。
为什么会哭?
是心痛，是舍不得，还是一种解脱?
也只有他，才会让我那么怀疑自己。
也只有他，才会让我觉得自己真的不够好。
那么不完美的画面，让我有时也开始讨厌自己了。
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