I was at the mall awhile ago. Felt like a zombie walking around, aimlessly. But I still managed to get some stuffs that were on my agenda list. Work was tough, busy like a bee, and I got myself new bruises on my arm again as souvenirs. Nothing new.
Just a penny of thought...
I realise there are and have had many passers-by in my life. Some stayed alittle longer than the usual, some stayed alittle shorter than I expected. Some left too quickly before I could do anything, some stayed and created memories that I would never forget.
Some left, then some others come in, and it just keeps going on and on, and probably it';s like that for now.
I am someone with a very low level sense of security. I need a lot of constant reassurance so that....I can feel safe. Like now, I am on my big bed, under my blanket, surrounded by pillows, and they seem like a kind of protection for me. It's kind of silly I know. But I know I am safe, somehow. =)
Anyway, this post took a long while to write. I just fallen asleep for hours and woke up again to write. Haha....
Suddenly, I lose all the momentum to continue this post already. Till here then,
Love, Los Angeles.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
燕尾服
Sometimes I feel I have been away too much, and I forgotten how it feels like to be myself.
也许是该脱下燕尾服的时候了.... =)
Los Angeles later~
也许是该脱下燕尾服的时候了.... =)
Los Angeles later~
Thursday, October 29, 2009
礼物
Was in the car yesterday when we heard this song. Was trying to figure out what is the title of the song, and someone suggested that maybe the song is called "终点", cos the song ended with that. HA. And I just realise....it's actually called "礼物". :)
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
be here
It was time-packed for the past few days. Work, taipei getaway, work again, catching up with friends, and I could hardly find time to breathe properly, somehow. Even a proper conversation that comes with a meal with the mum can be tough. Am trying my best to cope whenever possible.
Was checking out some of the taipei's photos that we took. Same location, a different atmosphere, with a different somebody, a different kind of smile that was pasted.
原来幸福的笑容是看得出来的。
又有一点怀旧了。=)
But but...I am alright. Heh.
Anyway, so happy to meet some dear ones just now, especially evie! Haha... We have been pals for 12 years and we never fail to stick on to each other no matter what happens. I know we will have each other's support in every little thing in life, even though we rarely have the opportunity and time to meet up nowadays. Miss evie, if you are reading, i hope you will overcome the hurdle (you know what i am talking about..heh) soon, be true to yourself, let your feeling flows, and god will lead you the way. And of course, I will be here. =)
Was checking out some of the taipei's photos that we took. Same location, a different atmosphere, with a different somebody, a different kind of smile that was pasted.
原来幸福的笑容是看得出来的。
又有一点怀旧了。=)
But but...I am alright. Heh.
Anyway, so happy to meet some dear ones just now, especially evie! Haha... We have been pals for 12 years and we never fail to stick on to each other no matter what happens. I know we will have each other's support in every little thing in life, even though we rarely have the opportunity and time to meet up nowadays. Miss evie, if you are reading, i hope you will overcome the hurdle (you know what i am talking about..heh) soon, be true to yourself, let your feeling flows, and god will lead you the way. And of course, I will be here. =)
Sunday, October 25, 2009
what kind?
Some people just disappoint you again and again, maybe over trivial stuffs?, but then it still matters to me. Been through the worst, I now place my goals and what I want over at a different perspective. Seeing things at a different light, knowing uh-huh... what kind of love I want.
Off to Sydney again, what else can they call me up for?
Till Tuesday. :)
Off to Sydney again, what else can they call me up for?
Till Tuesday. :)
Saturday, October 24, 2009
倒数
Everytime I return to Sin, I always feel my cargo weighs like an elephant. And it pretty much put me into thought, wondering if it's the bag itself is heavy or it is just ME. Haha...
And I so love this new song by Elva, 倒数. =p
Will my wishes come true?
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
a moment of thought.
Finally heading home soon. These 8days seem long. So much to talk about, meeting and catching up with friends, batchmates, new friends overseas. Sometimes when you have very little time in town, you kind of appreciate the times and the opportunities you have to meet those people in your life all over the world. =)
Lost something yesterday. I had a hard time looking for it. My friend and batchboy accompanied me up and down, all over the places that we went to, strugging with the cold, trying to find the lost item, they even turned my bedroom upside down, but to no avail, it's really gone. It's such a shame. Maybe some things are really meant to be lost.
Shoulders to lean on when you are feeling down and flu-ish, should be the best remedy to recover. Sometimes I think I am greedy, in which I know I shouldn't be. In situations when you are stucked with choices and temptations, you tend to lure yourself to enjoy whatever that was there for you. I am walking a little fast, maybe it's hard to catch up with my pace. I am still trying to slow down, erasing some unrelevant thoughts which have been hovering me, before I really miss out those importance people and things in life. Like I always say, yolene is hard to please.
=p
Lost something yesterday. I had a hard time looking for it. My friend and batchboy accompanied me up and down, all over the places that we went to, strugging with the cold, trying to find the lost item, they even turned my bedroom upside down, but to no avail, it's really gone. It's such a shame. Maybe some things are really meant to be lost.
Shoulders to lean on when you are feeling down and flu-ish, should be the best remedy to recover. Sometimes I think I am greedy, in which I know I shouldn't be. In situations when you are stucked with choices and temptations, you tend to lure yourself to enjoy whatever that was there for you. I am walking a little fast, maybe it's hard to catch up with my pace. I am still trying to slow down, erasing some unrelevant thoughts which have been hovering me, before I really miss out those importance people and things in life. Like I always say, yolene is hard to please.
=p
Friday, October 16, 2009
gloomy NYC
New York City is gloomy. It has been raining non stop and freezing wet and cold since I stepped my feet on the Big Apple. I still made my way to Ripplu to buy the famous Bradelis with the girls. http://www.bradelisny.com/ *winkz*
Ran my steps through the rain, struggling through the blowing cold wind, took the subway, walked a few streets, bought Bradelis, had meal at a Japanese/Chinese restaurant, felt my nose and throat were giving ways, we made our ways back to hotel, then again, I decided to run out a second time, bought water, dark chocolate raisins, cereals and yogurt (I know I will sure wake up at weird hours of the night feeling hungry. :p), grabbed a nearest Starbucks and zoomed back to hotel again. All these simple tasks seemed like a challenge under the cold.
I seriously dislike the weather now. The plan to factory outlet has to cancel because of the constant raining for the next few days. And it seems so impossible to scroll down to Broadway and Times Square at night in this weather. How disappointing. I always adore the night scene in New York City.
Suddenly.... I kind of dislike winter. It's cold and you have to put on so many layers of clothes, and still feeling as cold as ever. My flu is like getting worse now. I only realised I dozed off at my bed with lappy on and Starbucks half-drank, chocolate half eaten, not yet showered, and a phone call just disturbed me from my sleep, telling me it's time for breakfast. I am like what? Hey....it's only 12plus midnight lor. The caller was still living in Frankfurt time.
Shrug. I need a shower now before going back to bed. The few hours of rain earlier was enough to land myself in deeper shit like not yet recovered flu and sore throat.
Loves.
"sometimes we try very hard to convince ourselves that we deserve much better, without realising that we are actually already in the better. =) "
Ran my steps through the rain, struggling through the blowing cold wind, took the subway, walked a few streets, bought Bradelis, had meal at a Japanese/Chinese restaurant, felt my nose and throat were giving ways, we made our ways back to hotel, then again, I decided to run out a second time, bought water, dark chocolate raisins, cereals and yogurt (I know I will sure wake up at weird hours of the night feeling hungry. :p), grabbed a nearest Starbucks and zoomed back to hotel again. All these simple tasks seemed like a challenge under the cold.
I seriously dislike the weather now. The plan to factory outlet has to cancel because of the constant raining for the next few days. And it seems so impossible to scroll down to Broadway and Times Square at night in this weather. How disappointing. I always adore the night scene in New York City.
Suddenly.... I kind of dislike winter. It's cold and you have to put on so many layers of clothes, and still feeling as cold as ever. My flu is like getting worse now. I only realised I dozed off at my bed with lappy on and Starbucks half-drank, chocolate half eaten, not yet showered, and a phone call just disturbed me from my sleep, telling me it's time for breakfast. I am like what? Hey....it's only 12plus midnight lor. The caller was still living in Frankfurt time.
Shrug. I need a shower now before going back to bed. The few hours of rain earlier was enough to land myself in deeper shit like not yet recovered flu and sore throat.
Loves.
"sometimes we try very hard to convince ourselves that we deserve much better, without realising that we are actually already in the better. =) "
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
underestimated
I underestimated the weather in Frankfurt. Almost frozen, running nose, phlegm-mish throat, eating pizza and spinach mushroom under the cold. A cup of hot mocha while walking through the blowing wind did help to numb the pain from the cold weather. In don's room now. Glad to meet the dear one here. Hehe...Yogurt indulgence later. *slurp*
Looking forward to the Big Apple tomorrow!
Looking forward to the Big Apple tomorrow!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
CUTE
Went to see a doctor but I so refused to take a mc. I can't let go of my frankfurt new york. I hope I get well soon. It so gonna be a long week ahead, plus the short taipei trip after I come back.
I sound nasal, sexy and at the very verge of losing voice. You probably won't want to hear me sing now. Ha.
I love the way he dances! Spell C...U...T...E...! CUTE~ =p
I sound nasal, sexy and at the very verge of losing voice. You probably won't want to hear me sing now. Ha.
I love the way he dances! Spell C...U...T...E...! CUTE~ =p
Monday, October 12, 2009
Sign Off
Sign Off.
Completely.
Haha...
Anyway...dinner was at this chinese restaurant at Sheraton Hotel, Li Bai. The food was pretty good. Some seafood soup in pumpkin bowl, fish with asparagus, scallops crab meat with broccoli, double boiled hashima with almond cream. But definitely not a place where you should bring your date to. Or probably, it's not about the place, it's the person you are with that matters.
Throat still sores, nose half-blocked, sneezes occasionally.
Thank you to those who truly care.
:)
Completely.
Haha...
Anyway...dinner was at this chinese restaurant at Sheraton Hotel, Li Bai. The food was pretty good. Some seafood soup in pumpkin bowl, fish with asparagus, scallops crab meat with broccoli, double boiled hashima with almond cream. But definitely not a place where you should bring your date to. Or probably, it's not about the place, it's the person you are with that matters.
Throat still sores, nose half-blocked, sneezes occasionally.
Thank you to those who truly care.
:)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
I don't wanna miss out anything.
Went out for dinner and movie last night with an old time school friend. I almost forgotten that I actually had a date with him yesterday evening till he called. Visited grandma before that, and she was surprised. I suppose I should do that more often. I always occupy myself with work and stuffs that aren't that important after all, and I am left complaining to my ownself that I have so little time for personal life with the loved ones. I guess I should start paying more attention to all the details around me. I don't wanna miss out anything. =)
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Finally home
Finally home. 8days of fun, shopping, great company. But it was tiring. And my cargo weighs a million ton.
Went Wong Tai Sin Temple to qiu qian. Let's see if it's true. =)
Precious 2 off days before I am away for another 8days again.
Oh...I miss you, you and you!
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
the last journal before leaving sfo:)
Sipping lattes from starbucks made me happy. :) This was taken in hongkong a few days back. Just woke up from nap an hour ago, had my crab meat fried rice, dabao-ed from parc 55 thai restaurant earlier on this afternoon, not that yummy lei, maybe cos it was cold already, still feeling very much sleepy, *yawns*, need a shower to freshen myself.
It's going to be a long journey back to hongkong. 14hours30minutes and that is excluding all the preparation, pre and post duties, and the bus journey to and fro. *gosh*
Suddenly feel that I should have more time in singapore. Life has been too occupied with work, not enough time for personal life. There is this little palm tapping me on my shoulder, telling me maybe perhaps I should slow down a little, don't lose things and come back crying.
I know I know. :)
Love everyone.
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Jet lag
You know what makes a relationship stronger, and feeling deeper, as the days go by? It's the communication and the time spent together. When 2 persons aren't talking as much, or/and aren't seeing each other that often, slowly you may realise eh....actually you don't like him/her that much anymore, the liking for the person somehow decreases, and probably you may come to a conclusion and think that everything is just a phase and you will get over it.
Anyway, it's not me. It's just my SUPER random thought. Hehe... Just suddenly feel it's hard to keep a relationship close, tight and strong, especially with my job nature. I need constant reassurance....like frequent phone calls and messages, spend time together, do things together, liking each other's friends and families, having common interests, sharing common goals in life, same expectations about the future together and blah blah blah.
Anyway...anyway....California is great. ;) The companies, the shopping, the makan, if only I could minus off the tiredness. Am pretty worn out, jet lag pretty much messed up my body clock. It's a pity that I couldn't meet Nay Lui in San Francisco this time. He just got into a car accident. I hope he is alright now. Bless you darling.
Anyway, it's not me. It's just my SUPER random thought. Hehe... Just suddenly feel it's hard to keep a relationship close, tight and strong, especially with my job nature. I need constant reassurance....like frequent phone calls and messages, spend time together, do things together, liking each other's friends and families, having common interests, sharing common goals in life, same expectations about the future together and blah blah blah.
Anyway...anyway....California is great. ;) The companies, the shopping, the makan, if only I could minus off the tiredness. Am pretty worn out, jet lag pretty much messed up my body clock. It's a pity that I couldn't meet Nay Lui in San Francisco this time. He just got into a car accident. I hope he is alright now. Bless you darling.
Monday, October 05, 2009
Bascially, you stop waiting.
How do you know if you have gotten over someone who used to be so important in your life?
1. You don't check on his/her facebook that often now, or he/she isn't the first person you check on anymore when you first login to facebook everytime.
2. You don't look forward to his/her smses or calls anymore.
3. You no longer have the urge to see him/her.
4. You no longer harbour any hope to get back together.
5. You begin wondering why do you love him/her so much in the first place.
6. You actually realise and come to an agreement with your ownself that..eh actually he/she isn't that good looking what... *ha!* =p
7. The missing just gets lesser.
8. The past memories seem blur, somehow, as the days go by.
9. Bascially, you stop waiting.
10. You allow others to step into your life.
=)
I guess it all happens gradually.
I feel a little sad actually.
Droplets of tears rolling in my eyes, nearly cried but I didn't.
Anyway, have arrived in San Francisco a few hours ago. New hotel, same shopping area, I am equally excited.
1. You don't check on his/her facebook that often now, or he/she isn't the first person you check on anymore when you first login to facebook everytime.
2. You don't look forward to his/her smses or calls anymore.
3. You no longer have the urge to see him/her.
4. You no longer harbour any hope to get back together.
5. You begin wondering why do you love him/her so much in the first place.
6. You actually realise and come to an agreement with your ownself that..eh actually he/she isn't that good looking what... *ha!* =p
7. The missing just gets lesser.
8. The past memories seem blur, somehow, as the days go by.
9. Bascially, you stop waiting.
10. You allow others to step into your life.
=)
I guess it all happens gradually.
I feel a little sad actually.
Droplets of tears rolling in my eyes, nearly cried but I didn't.
Anyway, have arrived in San Francisco a few hours ago. New hotel, same shopping area, I am equally excited.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Off to HKG
Off to HongKong later. :) Mid Autumn Festival today, have a good time everyone. I miss carrying lanterns, playing with candles, eating mooncakes, let the delicate moonlight shines, scrolling down the park with loved ones, closely. =)
I am not that complex actually. I am just hard to please. I just need a little more attention than normal. *laugh*
Till 8days later.
Loves.
I am not that complex actually. I am just hard to please. I just need a little more attention than normal. *laugh*
Till 8days later.
Loves.
BVlGARI..CARTIER..
Was talking to a good friend about engagement rings and wedding bands. I told her do not settle for anything lesser than a BVLGARI or a CARTIER. *laugh* Oh well, it was more like a form of teasing. No doubt BVLGARI and CARTIER are extremely tempting, many of times make girls (like me...*grin*) drool and wish upon owning AT LEAST one caret from either brand, given by the sweetheart as a form of love and lifetime promise.
But most importantly, he accepts you for who you are, and truly loves you, for your good and your bad. Growing old together and embracing the future together is the sweetest process of a relationship.
I can't wait for her good news, somehow... =p
But most importantly, he accepts you for who you are, and truly loves you, for your good and your bad. Growing old together and embracing the future together is the sweetest process of a relationship.
I can't wait for her good news, somehow... =p
Friday, October 02, 2009
rich
Some guys think they are filthy rich and they can do and get anything they want. And sometimes being too over confident, with their caps wearing too high up on their heads, thinking they are the kings of the kings, and they want to control everything around them.
Financially rich men are attractive indeed. But men who are rich in personality, with full passion and love, are even more attractive. At least to me.
:)
Financially rich men are attractive indeed. But men who are rich in personality, with full passion and love, are even more attractive. At least to me.
:)
Thursday, October 01, 2009
The Ugly Truth
Finally caught "The Ugly Truth" earlier on. *yay* Hehe... Chick flick romance comedy. I like. =)
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