Lots of things on my mind. Like seriously! 

It's the festive week. Hope all our spirits are high. Spread your love for this joyous season!

Dear YOU

Dear YOU,

It's less than 7months away to our big day. I am full of anxiety and excitement! So many things to be done and somehow or rather, it just gets a little frustrating along the way. I want THAT DAY to be the most memorable day in our life. I really hope you are the best decision in my life. Loving me for who I am, be there for me when I need you. You are kind, sweet and thoughtful. Thank you for everything thus far, and sorry that I am not perfect for you in many ways. I can't promise there won't be anymore quarrels or bickers. But I shall promise to love you for who you are, be your pillar of strength, be that woman behind you.

I can't wait to start the new life journey with you!

Love you always,
Belle

小女人

A senior colleague shared something with me during work. He said people never change and we should not try to change them either.  For we should love them, accept them for who they are. 女人不要太强。要懂得怎么做他的小女人。Is it true? I am still learning how to be a better person, trying hard not to judge people for what I perceive they are.

Anyway...happy to be back! Happy to be Home! =)

 婚姻会是爱情的坟墓吗 ？In search for that passion... That triggers love to take place... 

Happy Sunday! :) And Hello November! :)

希望我们会永远相亲相爱. No matter what happens. Like the promise, we promised. 

As the big "3" day draws nearer, I become really anxious about what's going to happen next. At the crossroad, to leave or to stay, to move on or to stay in the comfort zone. 

And 9 more months to the big day. I hope it's really all worth it. For love is easy but to sustain it for the rest of your life, it's really quite a challenge. 

Wish me good luck. For what's next. :)

It's still beautiful. (=

It's okay. It's still beautiful ahead. This trip suddenly felt so draggy. I miss having my loved ones around me. I miss having everything positive. But I know somehow things will just get better. (Feeling kind of hopeful. Haha!)

Happy Thursday! I am looking forward to coming home! :)

Save the date! ;)

Some things (esp wishes) are better to be placed in the heart. Oh well, Happy Sunday! Have a great day before the new week starts tomorrow! :) 

Best wishes. :)

We deem everything happens for a reason. And I really hope it's for a good cause. 

I hope my brother will find his desire job soon, be a happy young man. And my another brother to be a good father soon in the near future. And my dad to be nicer to mum and family. 

Angels, please guide us along. We will overcome anything, as long as we unite and stay together as a family.

Thank you. 

Don't let those evil thoughts ruin what you have right now. Treasure. :)

A real perk me up.

It's feel happy to hear good news, something to keep us moving on. :) For what may come next, please be good. 

I need a real perk me up, to keep me motivated. Lol. I am motivated, but not exactly enough. Haha. I feel the lazy bones in me.   

Flying off to Zurich tonight. Can't wait to rejuvenate and breathe some Swiss air. Lol! And then back to Singapore with a whole new perspective. Hehe. 

Keep going...

Thank goodness the haze is subsiding. Haven't been running for almost 2 weeks. Partly it was the haze that got so bad at a point of time, and it was also my laziness. :p *guilty grin* 

My stomach feels funny or rather weird these 2 days. Hope it gets better & I can start my running regime all over again tomorrow. Going for KL turnaround in awhile. My favourite turnaround of all. Short and sweet. :) Then it will be Zurich next the day after. 

Hopefully I can finalise some stuffs in July. Time always never seems enough. Do we always have to grumble and blame why don't we have more than 24hours a day? Or do we have to blame on our poor time management, lack of sense of urgency? I guess staying positive does help, especially when you are lost and not too sure where to begin with. 

Happy Tuesday everyone! Keep going!

:)

I miss you.

Can't wait to do everything together with you. Like suddenly... I have a strong feeling of wanting to have you by my side every minute. I miss you. 

Monday Bluessss~

I still don't understand why do guys have selected memories and short attention span. We failed to come to a consensus because he can't remember what he had said before. Or rather giving me hopes and then giving me new suggestions again on how things should work. Shouldn't "The Dream Day" a desirable day that the lovebirds looking forward to? I don't want to move on to the stage when I know it involves a less willing party. 

Thank god my parents are god-sent. I believe they will always be on my side. :)

Monday bluessss page. :p

希望等一下太阳升起后, 又是美好的一天.

30

When everyone else around you starts to get engaged, married, have babies, and you are still here, on the same spot, not moving anywhere further, a step ahead. I used to think I will panic and start searching for answers asking why aren't all these happening to me. I guess I have lost the excitement, the anxiety, the panicky feeling that I want to get married. Almost 30. Marital status: Single. It's not that I am picky, not that nobody wants me. Just so happened I am still not married at the age of 30. LoL... As much as I wanted to initially when I was younger, I just still can't seem to meet that someone that wants to start union with me. I guess it's so common nowadays to be still single when you are 30 and beyond. That's life today So nothing wrong with me ya? =p

At the crossroads once again. Been talking so much almost switching jobs and I am still here, same old line for almost 7 years. Really wonder when will be the day I say goodbye to the company....

Wish me good luck.... in everything! 

=)

怎么办? I find it tougher and tougher to express myself. How to put my message across so that it doesn't end up in quarrels? Time is precious so is mine.

:(

Happy Birthday to me!

Happy Birthday to me! No official date this year for the day but I shall regard today is my birthday. Hehee... =)

Everything has been great so far. Receiving warm well wishes from family and friends meant more than anything else. And I would really have to say the staycation at The Movenpick Heritage Hotel Sentosa was fantastic. I love the layout of the room, the view out of the room, the bathroom and the bathtub (:p), the good spread of breakfast, and of course the dear one planning everything to make this staycation memorable, (though it was always last minute - last minute booking, last minute booking and canceling of birthday cake, and last minute writing of the birthday cake for me.) Oh well, all these actually really didn't matter/bother much. Thank you dear!

I have this problem in me. Putting a lot of unrealistic/ not-so-yet-happened fantasy in my thoughts. Ha! Then when it comes to reality, my heart sank because it all didn't happened. I think I really shouldn't put so much pressure on myself and others. When it has to happen, it will happen. If it never, perhaps that's just how things will be. I have to live with it.  Anywayyyyy...... It's my day. I have to be happy. Oh no, I am happy. :)

Last year of my twenties. Hurray! Haha... May all my birthday wishes come true! May all of us be safe, happy and healthy!

Loves.

2013 <3

How's 2013 thus far? Mine has been generally good. :) Headed to Spain and Italy for an almost 2weeks of holidays in January. It was really a wonderful trip, done quite a bit of sightseeing (and of course shopping!! :p) and I was literally reluctant to come back to work!

And before I knew it, it was my CNY leave. *Grin* Almost a week of leave and on the second day of CNY, I followed him and family and relatives to Malaysia for visiting. It was really an eye opener! Fireworks, fire crackers for CNY. How cool is that? Though I was really timid to play with them, seeing the boys playing with them was fun! Heehe... Met all the nice and friendly aunties, uncles and cousins from his side, slowly getting used to the fact that I have to join in this kind of family gathering more often. Lol. But yeah, kind of enjoy it though I was shy most of the times. :p

Enough of all the playing and slacking, it's time to go back and face the ultimate reality. Need to work hard, save more money for the future, and think of what's next to play hard for. Ha! I hope your 2013 is great too! If it hasn't been smooth, oh well it really doesn't matter. We still have 10 more months ahead of us to make things right. And we have to come to agree that sometimes going through the tougher paths are inevitable as they are the ways to a better journey ahead. =)

Last but not least, Gong Xi Fa Cai! Huat ah!!!! =)