我爱上了

I finally caught the oscars winner, slumdog millionaire. I am praising it but someone says it was over rated. Haha.

And.....

我爱上了了这首歌. =)

the little pleasant surprise

His birthday happens to fall on 28 feb, mine on 29 feb, and my birthday doesn't even exist this year, but that's what makes me special, heehhee... A big thank you to my great bunch of colleagues, for spending the past 6 days with me, and for this little pleasant surprise! *muacks*

我把"我的亿万面包"看完了。
怎么偶像剧里的爱情都那么惊天动地啊?!
突然觉得，原来吵吵闹闹的爱情，其实也蛮浪漫的。
喜欢! =)

终于要回去了。好想念，"你们"! =)

years ago

Was browsing through my past photos and I saw these. Years ago when i was still in school. Years ago when my bum was still sexy. Lol...

这样的我，那样的他。
怎么可以在一起?

就在这一刻，一切 GAME OVER. :)

但不知怎么的，我总觉得，我会比以前快乐。=)


Took this picture after lunch today. Was taking a scroll at the backyard and I saw these lovely puppies. I couldn't resist and take a few snaps of them. 原来人生美好的事情还很多! =)

standards

Some super-helpful standards that you should have so that you will never ever forget or forsake no matter how hot you think he is:

*extracted from this really incredible book. =p*

I will not go out with a man who hasn't asked me out first.

I will not go out with a man who keeps me waiting by the phone.

I will not date a man who isn't sure he wants to date me.

I will not date a man who makes me feel sexually undesirable.

I will not date a man who drinks or does drugs to an extent that makes me uncomfortable.

I will not be with a man who's afraid to talk about our future.

I will not, under any circumstances, spend my precious time with a man who has already rejected me.

I will not date a man who is married.

I will not be with a man who is not clearly a good, kind, loving person.



Do you somehow feel, incredibly more desirable than before? Of cos you have to feel so. You are always worth more than he thinks you are. When girls meet boys or when boys meet girls? Okay, whatever. Hehe.

Love. =)

Attention

Just realised the tv programmes over here aren't that bad. There are movies, pretty updated ones, and I was watching the Live 81st Academy Awards earlier on before meeting the rest for buffet breakfast. Slumdog Millionaire is a big time winner. I am never a fan of Bollywood movie but this one seems worthy. I think I gonna catch it when I am back in town. Uh-huh...so many movies in line which are seeking for my attention! *giggles*

And oh, it's Ugly Betty on the screen now. *heh*

Love. =)

not into you, into you?

I am already 3/4 into "He's Just Not That Into You". Probably am going to finish the book before I head to bed. It's kind of relaxing and peaceful over here. I get good sleep, had cornflakes for breakfast, read newspapers, watch dvd, munch on sour plums and ferraro chocolates at intervals, gym, chatted with colleagues, shower, mask, read, cook dinner (tom yam noodles with canned food and it's tasty! =p), drink tea, read again, online, basically enjoying every single moment of being alone, here. =)

And to all girls, dump the boys who are just not that into you. Because girls derserve to be loved by boys, and there will definitely be boys out there who will be so into you, waiting for you. :)

Love.

poor man

The poor man was tying up our cargo bags on top of the mini van that sent us to the hotel. How did the bags go up? 2 men standing on the ground would carry the bags one by one together, and pass them over to the man on top. My bag weighs tons. I am serious. And I feel really bad somehow. But I do appreciate. The little efforts that the people around me always do for me.

Ample supply of drystores, cookpot, ferraro roche (my all time fav. chocolates. =p), books, (twilight and he's just not that into you.), my new dvd (love bread.), laptop, mp3 player, gym attire, I think I should be alright for the next six days. I can't imagine going to lahore again for the thirth or forth time. I was trying all means to change the flight away so that I can attend a girl-friend's wedding but tell me, who want to go to pakistan? I so gonna miss out all the fun and people who is going to attend the wedding tomorrow. =/

I guess it's a good time to catch up on my sleep for the next few days. I haven't been sleeping well lately, which is totally strange plus annoying. I so gonna pick up a new language course soon. Yes I know I have always been saying but no action taken. This time round I am really serious. Haha. Life can always be better off doing useful things, than wasting time away thinking all the unnecessary. But then again, that's what makes human beings, especially girls. Okay. I know I am contradicting. I always do. =p Good night loves. =)

Cause I Believe

Have been watching "Hot Shot" these few days and I exceptionally love this song, "Cause I Believe" by xiaozhu. I think it's called "幸福不灭" as well.

听起来，还蛮有同感的。
总觉得爱情会让人有许多说不出的无奈。
两个彼此相爱的人未必就能天长地久。
爱到死去活来的爱情也未必就会有结果。
感情淡了，唯有退后。
抱着只属于你们两个人爱情的回忆，向前走。
执迷不悟，只会让你的心，永远不会为另一个人打开。

Cause I Believe

没原因 就是喜欢你
在初次相遇 有重逢的心情
深呼吸 让心动隐形
完美的爱情 是无声的旋律

听 我听你 不确定的语气
等 我等你 放下你的犹豫
嘿 如果你 轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白 你做的决定

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因 就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋 天空般 的心情
你前进 看着你背影
就足够世界 无条件 的放晴

你 如果已 爱上他的姓名
爱 如果已 没有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永远开心
我会情愿 渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh I believe Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星 总会有发光的原因

Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

rebellious

I always THINK alot. I mean really ALOT. So people especially girls who think alot won't be very happy. Not that they aren't happy at all but they won't be extremely happy. Sometimes I do want to let go everything, every emotion that is tying me down.

我突然间不想那么勇敢了。
想笑就狂笑，想哭就大哭。
不用管别人怎么看我，怎么想我。
I don't want to be so prim and proper every time people see me. In everyone's eyes, yolene she always looks good, everything in her life seems so perfectly beautiful and organised for her. I want to be rebellious, at least for once. :)

Time to get ready for work.
Will be back tonight.

Love. :)

女人我最大

Cancelled my narita and called me for jarkata. What a deal? Anyway, will have friends and familiar faces doing the flight too, but it is just a turnaround. I shouldn't complain. =p

I bought the latest "女人我最大" magazine. Can't wait to read. Hehehe....

A: 爱到要死的爱情算什么?
B: 算笨蛋lor...
A: So 笨蛋，我们去那里吃饭啊?
B: ..... Thanks hor, sister! *roll eyes*
A: 哎呀没关系啦! 别客气!
B: *晕倒*

Food for thought. Haha. Good night! =)

Love.

别爱上我 我这种怪胎.

想念

其实还蛮想念一位朋友。
很想打通电话给他，可是我却找不到原因。
我也不知道如果电话接通了，第一句话我该怎么说。

曾经还以为我们会是无所不谈的好朋友。
不管发生什么事，我们都会一直这样。
但。。。真的很像没有一件事情会是永远的。

也许我这个人对他的人生，从以前到现在，根本一点影响力都没有。
像一位前辈曾经对我说，我会有很多欣赏我的人，可是他们都不懂得珍惜我。
可能我这个人对他来说，其实也没那么重要。
有也是这样，没有也罢。

不知怎么了。。。今天心情超差的。一点都不漂亮。
也许。。。是想念这位朋友的关系吧。
我相信他应该会过得很好。=)
不管发生什么事，如果需要我的话，我一定会在。

请天使保护他。
把他所有的不快乐都换成祝福。
=)

Look for a Star

Caught "Look for a Star" `yesterday. I believe love is still beautiful. It may not be everlasting, but at least it was once beautiful, in the eyes of the beholder. =)

Economy is really bad, even my company is suffering from the repercussion. My japan flight was cancelled and I am put on standbys. Till now, I am safe, still. And most likely, I think it's going to be the case. I was still hoping they will call me for long flight so that it can disrupt my pakistan flight that is coming up next. But fat hopes on me. =( But they owe me a flight still! Ever thought of calling them and demand for a flight. But looking at the situation now, no matter how much I yell, how I whine, they probably won't give me a damn. So better be good. Just fly, whatever flights you can do. I still have a lifestyle to support. My kind of lifestyle. Especially the car that is taking up quite a bit of my monthly allowances. So I keep my mouth shut. =)

Spot the outstanding one? I was so tempted to buy but I resisted. Instead I psycho the junior girl to buy it and she bought it on top of her new bag. Haha. But it's really pretty la. I am not evil. I just adore pretty things and I love to encourage people to join in the admiration for beautiful things. Look at the word, it is "encourage". Hehe...

And here come the real pressie.... *sheepish grin*

valentine

To all the lovers out there and to everyone who loves, Happy Valentine's Day. The occasion may seem to be too commercialised, but it's a time widely known all over the world to celebrate love. =)

情人节快乐。

你知道吗?

原来。。。我还是很想得到你的祝福。

=)

Paris is snowing! Just came back from meeting my crazy batchgirl and this french guy friend of hers who is really nice and gentleman. It was kind of fun. Storming around, taking pictures (he took for us using his professional camera), having simple breakfast in a nice cafe watching the snow falls, laughing at our conversations, witness the whole of paris from this cathedral which claims that you can see the whole of paris, eating macarons non-stop in the car, shopping for her chanel bag which is totally pretty. I was tempted but I resisted. Haha. Till then, I know I definitely going to get one. Chanel, a girl must has! Yea... kind of like an excuse. Hehe...

"yolene, you should stop being so careful. but it also doesn't mean you have to be careless. just take a bigger step forward, do what you want to do. be kinder to yourself and the love you have. please, you really don't have to be so careful. believe me. you will be happier."

- from someone whom I met for the first time.

Thank you.

Heart shape macarons and beautiful lighted-up eiffel tower make me somehow thinking of you. Thinking of what if....everything didn't change? Will we be happy now?

It's a weird thought anyway. Because the fact is.....we have all changed.

I hope I won't be too carried away by shopping later. Yesterday was manageable. Haha. I only got myself a limited edition pink coloured printed longchamp bag and the rest were items ordered by friends.

Maybe I should just get something for myself later, a present for my 6.25years old birthday. *excuse-ish smile*

And perhaps more good food to accompany the hunger of too much walking and shopping, and at least a wine and dine session by the eiffel! =p

I am even more certain now that it isn't me at all, right from the beginning. =) Talked to some colleagues earlier on and so happened to find out and realise how disgusting some people can be. I don't really like to use the word "disgusting" but I can't find a better word to describe.

The kind of people that are not even worth me mentioning and being angry with. I actually wonder if this kind of people know what is love and how to love. When you love someone, you won't hurt that someone. Never.

I pity the men.

I know god is kind. =) He will protect and make the best plan for all the well-derserved people.

One fine day, if I see you again, I hope 你是快乐的. :)

tea-time companions

A huge piece (though you can't really exactly tell the size from the picture.) of french chocolate macaron plus a cup of cafe mocha top with generous amount of whipped cream (actually I don't fancy whipped cream at all but the whipped cream from paris just taste different. slightly smoother which doesn't make you feel as yucky. lol.) from Paul's cafe definitely makes my best tea-time companions. ;p

the capture

I was bored so I took out my omnia and capture this scene at thousands of altitude high up in the sky. Isn't it beautiful? =)

lazy afternoon

On a lazy afternoon....







Off to the land of BRANDED later. *beam*

Zzzz... Good night loves. ;)

你最近还好吗?

coming home! =)

Coming home, so it just gets happier! Chronologically. :)

perfect

The perfect way to end the night. :)

Off to Dubai later.
Love ya all. =)

Bride WARS

I love Bride WARS! It's a great movie because it's to my liking. =) What happened when BEST friends are getting married at the same day, same location, falling in love with the same piece of Vera Wang's gown, having similar ideas about their own respective wedding? The movie is hilarious yet truly sincerely sweet enough to keep me entertained and totally focused on the show throughout. Yup, absolutely. =)

"Your wedding day marks the first day of the rest of your life."

原来。。。还是没有办法把他当作不是一回事。
都已经勇敢那么久了，再勇敢一点。
=)

CNY Reunion with 6B4

More than a decade of friendship and still counting. =) It was a whole lots of great fun with them. Received 2 wedding invitations from the gathering. Seems like moo moo year is a good year to get hitched. =) Oh well, it USED to be my ideal year too.