Heading to...

Heading to Osaka later.
I didn't even catch a single wink yet, since I woke up this late morning.

Anyway, nevermind. The flight gonna be merry.
I suppose.
Hee... =p

Till tomorrow morning.
Loves. =)

for once.

Gym, New Moon, Dinner, Supper, guess they all covered up the whole of my Sunday. It's less than a month to Christmas. Time to start hunting down presents for people. And you know I always thought Christmas is the most beautiful festive in the calendar, and probably also the most perfect time to show your love and affection to those who meant a million to you.

Ling, sorry but I am going to quote what I read from your blog. Don't scold me ok. I know it's copyright but it's too sweet that I thought I wanna share. Haha... =p

"love is... when he cant sing, but he tries so hard to sing just for u...love is... when he is thinner than u but he carries all e stuff just for u...love is... when he trys to act smart to impress but end up looking dumb dumb to u.."

You know just when I always say I have a fetish for men who are tall, handsome and can sing. *laugh*

But....

Maybe loving the less than perfect man from your dream isn't such a bad idea.

=)

I am tired. Perhaps a comfortable and strong shoulder to lean on would be just fine.

太多过客...

Miss Green thinks Miss White and Me, Miss Pink look better from the back. You know who you are. =p

Today was great. Punggol Marina steamboat, Changi Airport (and bumped into one of the favorite batchgirl...), Sitex, Movie (Xmas Carol, I slept. Don't ask me what's the story about. I don't know. And I paid $13 cos it's 3D, but the spec is so uncomfortable. I am whiney. =p).

What else? Maybe should get my ass to jog when I wakie.

Ah...
太多过客，有点混乱。哈!
可是为什么我只偏偏心有独中?

Okay. Good night.
Much love.
=)

tame vs wild

"“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them."
-Sex and the City.

I so totally agree. ;p

Glad to be around for the weekend. Raining out there, but i am totally fine with it.
Hehe...

Happy day ahead! *grin*

delicious way

Just when I say I feel fat...

Campbell Instant Corn Soup


Shangri-La Nasi Goreng

A delicious way to complete the stay in Jarkata. =p

"oh its sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along".

Saw a good friend posted this shoutout on her facebook,
"oh its sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along".

I feel for her actually.
But then again....how do you define "the right one"? How do you know that the person is the very right one for you? What makes you think that the person is a better choice than the one you are with right now? Who fits the bill now?

I think Love is such a miracle. Probably it's like yeah...I like him/her. Don't ask me why cos I also don't know why. I just like him/her. Strange but so true. It just happens.
I guess so.

:)

Belle is weird.

Forsake the earlier sad and moody-ish post.
Was being EMO for some don't know for goodness sake what reason. Anyway, they aren't important. Hee.

I just did my nails today and they were pretty and clean all over again. =p It's a pity that they have to be painted for work. But...still happy la! *grin*

IT fair tomorrow and I am so tempted to get my G10. Maybe I will pop by. Heh..

I wonder when will I going to stop having shopping list in my agenda. The list just goes on and on and it never seems to have an end. *headache* ;p

On a random note, I look very ah lian meh? This stupid friend of mine, made this idiotic comment to me just now, "you look so ah lian, sure always kanna pick on by those top10." HAHAHA! That's so funny.

"you and some random gs"...... enough to make me ROLL MY EYES. Remark from the same friend. Diaoz...

Many people come and go in my life. Some stay. Some choose to leave, and probably some left without much notice. And all I can do, is to take things in my pride. It's such a weird feeling that I have been having for the longest time. It's like there are many people in my life. People who care for me, people who love me. And yet, at the end of the day, I still feel very much alone.

Belle is weird.
=p

没事的。

Need someone to talk right now.

Why are thoughts messed up once again?

How can I even allow my tears to roll in my eyes, for you again?

It must be illusion.

没事的。

=)

没那么爱他

Was driving and heard this song over the radio....



其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他

Why are some memories now take a longer time to recall?
Maybe it's a good sign. :)

Work was tough, days off in town seem more precious than ever.
:)

Hungry and sleepy now. But I rather sleep. =p Good night.

Maybe I will dream of you.

=)

突然想扮鬼脸

Something to ponder....

多出朋友的关心算什么?

Wei...

不是我啦! Haha...

Anyway...突然想扮鬼脸.
Haha..

Off to work. Bye!

傻瓜

Was playing this song on my laptop, and I suddenly felt for it again. :) 过去了. But somehow, I still miss being a fool in a relationship. 很变态对不对? Haha...

Liking somebody leads you to many many craziest acts. You will do many things that you wouldn't have done if you are alone. 我觉得啊。。。超喜欢一个人的感觉其实也蛮好的. *roll eyes and LOL*

Yolene 超喜欢一个人的时候，应该是连喝水都会想着他. ;) Using this as a benchmark, thinks it will never go wrong la. Ha.
像傻瓜似的爱情也许不长久，但至少幸福过啊对不对?

Hmmm....suddenly I have no idea what I am writing about. 白痴! Time for bed before heading back to gmt+8. Good night 傻瓜们.
:)

Bought a new wallet. Suddenly feel it's not necessary. But but but....it's PINK!!! and I couldn't resist. ;p A little expensive but it's pretty. Hehe.

Munching on the fruit cocktail salad from M&S. Yum~ =p

For a moment, ...

For a moment, I was wondering why the packets of peanuts are stained with red spots, why the plastic cups have red paint?

It's me and my fingers.

Was helping this tall and big size passenger to pull out his screen and trying to help him to retrieve one side of his slippers (seriously I have no idea how he makes his slipper stuck in between the screen. *roll eyes*) I think I have enough cuts, bruises, scars and injuries all over my arms, legs and body.

Out for breakfast.
London, love. ;)

Live. Love. Life.

Was driving behind a lorry, raindrops splashing the road, blurring the sight. The lorry was carrying some foreign labour workers. They were seated at the back, no shelter, just with a umbrella that could barely shield them from the heavy rain, and surrounded by their working tools. This sight kind of made me feel uncomfortable. It reminded me how fortunate I am, somehow. I have everything, and yet I complain about what I already have.

Remember the 3 "L"?
Live. Love. Life.

Be contented. :)

我爱他

on a random wednesday afternoon.

:p

我爱他.

*yawn*

Am always tired lately. Sometimes I feel I can fall asleep even when I am standing or walking, literally. That's very bad.
*yawn*

where it should be.

It's quite amazing that some people can know certain things about you, hearing from others, Do we call it interested?, like?, crush?, love?. I think it's curiousity.

I am spaced out from work, which is pretty good. No more packing and unpacking, no more hair spray, for the time being. Hee. ;p

Life can be alittle upside down sometimes. But I don't intend to make it upright anyway. It will be, at where it should be, one day. :)

Meet Belle

Meet Belle here. :)
A very sad video. Maybe you will be wrecked with tears and emotions when you listen or see this.
Ok...A little exaggerating. Hehe...
But it's my new favorite video. =)

A lot of times, we thought we have tried hard enough. But actually when you can pause for a moment and look back, you may realise you are still at the same spot.

The grass may always seems greener on the other side. And why is it so? It's not we are greedy. It's not we are shallow. It's just that we can't see the green on our side. Maybe certain things are being camouflaged, emotions are being kept. The leaves turn yellow, the fruits turn rotten or just simply refuse to ripe, the tree stands alone, anti-socialising from the nature.

We are all standing under the same sky, don't we?

Won't be working for the next few days. Wedding to attend and many little events going on.
I am still time-racing, but nevertheless, my deep-felt emotion and feeling should be the key. I am happy.

=)

lucky

Why....do some people don't look at you when they talk? Shy? Think you are too ugly to look at? Too bad...

Cos... to me, making eye contact somehow is a form of sincerity and love. It expresses connection in a way.

Okok...maybe I am trying to be diffcult. Ha...=p

Friday the 13th shouldn't be that bad though?

Let's be lucky! =)

Love.

With the bride-to-be

meaty?

Someone said I look meaty in uniform, and I look slimmer out of it. Kill me please. I? Yolene Peh looks meaty in uniform? Thank lei, to the whoever. *bleah* =p

Off to Shangri-La Hotel (Jarkata one la...Not so lucky to have a free night stay at the Sentosa's branch.) for a night stay.

Tata. =)




~I think I rather believe in myself for almost everything, than to believe in anyone else, including you, for a single thing.~
Sorry, I am that pessimistic. Ha.
;p

"Love" is short-life. "Like" is temporary.

True, maybe?

Full stop.

Just when there were 2nd thought.

worms

I think there are worms in my stomach. I keep feeling hungry, or rather I feel my stomach never seems to fill up? And I have to tell myself to stop eating somehow. Batchgirl's wedding this coming Sunday. Maybe I will be the fattest jiemei of all. =p

How about getting back my gym's membership? It seems like I should do so before I cry in front of my full length mirror. You know, it's that bad. *sigh* Heh...

Decided to spur on EuYanSang at the airport tomorrow. Need some tonics for complexion, body and health. Feeling a little vain than usual. ;p

Was reading someone's blog and she wrote..."Love is ...buying you a big box of durian puffs becoz he knows u love it.:)"

=)
Tell me about it.
Tell me about Love.

Good night:)

left alone

Somehow, I pretty much want to be left alone, for the time being. Away from crowds, away from everyone. No phone calls, no smses, no emails, no msn, no meet ups, no attention, nothing. Life has been too preoccupied till I don't even know what exactly am I thinking, how exactly do I feel.

Some people, some things, some memories can be a little pain-killing to the mind and heart at times. Furthermore with that amount of feeling and effort I had once put in. How much can one really love/like someone? Maybe it's more than you yourself can even imagine. Haha.. But.... I understand time never travels back, so I move on. :)

Sorry if I didn't reply your smses or answer your calls. Pardon me for all your missed calls. I just feel like being disconnected from people for awhile. However, I will still selectively choose who to reply, who to talk to. Just want to be a little anti-social today. :p

Have a great weekend everyone.

Love.

XMAS

The christmas deco is already up along Orchard Road. They remind me of time. It's another one year again. Christmas reminds me of someone too. Someone who loves xmas more than any other festivals. Someone who loves scrolling down Orchard Road after midnight, with the xmas lighting on and up, taking pictures of the wonderful sceneries, and me doing the accompany. =) It's always picture perfect, somehow. :) Wonder which part of the world will I be this year. Can't wait to buy pressies, receive pressies, having parties with the loved ones, drinking champagne, eating strawberries. I wonder how XMAS will be like this year....

=)

:)

原本以为有可能会美丽的爱情，原来只是个漂亮的空壳。
就连我自己也看不清楚。
害怕下错站。
害怕坐过头。
害怕错过窗外的风景。
害怕错过身旁的人。
也许让一切回到最初，才是最好的。

I wish I feel like a Queen...

After 8days away to Japan and US, and now back home, stiff back, bruises all over my arms and legs, chipped one of my gel nails, hair seems to be dropping more than usual (perhaps snipping the tresses away is a good idea. twisting the hair every time makes me think that I am closer to my balding doom day. ha. *exaggerating laugh*), very often too tired for words, just like now.

I think I deserve some pampering treats for the next few days in Singapore. Like you know, I can just lie down there or sitting down there, doing nothing, with people servicing me from head to toe. Feel like a princess, or rather I wish I feel like a Queen. Haha. *cheeky grin*

Alright...
Time for some winkz now.
Good night and loves.
:)

A lot of times, we may regret things we did in the past. Somehow, all the past incidents have to happened, so that you can meet your present today. I have no regret. :) If time goes back, I will still do the same thing. Like what Ling said, "you knew why you did that. if someone does the same thing to you one day, you know why he does that. =)"

下一站，幸福

Started on a new show lately, 下一站,幸福 by Vanness Wu. Didn't really know he can act until this show. Ha. The usual, tears, bitter sweetness that almost every taiwanese drama would deliver. If you feel like crying, maybe can consider watching this? =p

In the middle of the night in Los Angeles,

I was on the phone for an hour or so, comfortably on my bed, then it was complete silent for "i don't know how long", and when I realised the line was being cut off eventually, oh shit, I had dozed off for a good 10minutes! Message back the caller, and I got back the same message at the same time. "Doze off?" Haha.... When both parties fell asleep during a phone conversation together, either the topics discussed were too not entertaining or tiredness really set in, especially with the gmt plus here minus there. I guess we are really tired. I suppose. =)

Then I had my take-away dinner that I bought from the mall earlier while watching online drama, showered, put on a relaxing mask and fell asleep again, and then to be waken up by the same caller again. Now I can't seem to go back to sleep already. There is a change in gmt in Los Angeles with effect from today, I am so afraid I will miss the call time later. Haha...

Am reading 美容大王 by 大 S. Quite interesting though. Trying to make myself sleepy again but it seems like I am feeling more awake than ever. I even look through the room service menu, already had my idea what to have for breakfast later. Hehe.

Tokyo next. :p Shopping , eating and guess what? It's Japan. It's love. Hehe.

Loves.