The mixed feelings...

I hope history never repeats.

Never.

Just that sometimes it just feels so familiar that it makes me kind of worried.

As much as how uncertain the future may deem to be, I am secretly desiring you giving me our definition of certainty.

On a lighter note, it's Frankfurt tonight with Batchgirls Cin Cin and Pammy!!!
:)

been awhile...

It has been quite awhile. I just came back from a really long flight this morning. Both Moscow and Houston have been crazily hot. But we managed to take a 1.5hours of cruise in Moscow, enjoying the hard to come by Summer scenery cos Moscow has always been cold whenever I visit, caught a circus play in Moscow, and wish they could have been a little kinder to those poor animals, did a little bit of shopping in Houston (more so for other people), and solved my long time IHop craving... Hehe...

You know it's incredibly delightful when I got to change to the flight. The amount of smses sent, monetary terms involved and all other hassles. No doubt being able to stay together for 9days was good, but getting along and being accommodating and forgiving towards each other's flaws and habits was a test. I know all my short comings. I get upset with stuffs that maybe other didn't agree or probably he also didn't agree. Maybe things I deem are important aren't seem that important to others and you, and vice versa. Seeing things from where each other is coming from perhaps aren't that easy after all huh..

Words that may have blurted out, without much thoughts could have been the real thing that the other party is feeling. Even when sorry always come in. Walking a journey together, embracing the storms that may come our way. I suddenly feel a little helpless.

May god lead me the way.

;)

One more Jakarta tomorrow and I finally get to rest for 2days.

Yay. :)

Back from Hong Kong

Back from Hong Kong, but am lazy to blog anything. *lol*...

Hope your week has been great.

Taking a little break from the cyber writing life, and I promise I will be back real soon. :)

A strange sleepless night, totally. It was that uncomfortable. :(

On a lighter note, holidays with the girls is just a day away.

Everything will be fine!

Saying a little prayer...

getting boring

It's getting boring here...

So, I picked a random picture taken when I was in London 2 weeks ago. Hehe...

Off to Sydney next and then to my well-deserved holidays! Mixed feelings though but aiyah, heck! It so gonna be fun with all the shopping and eating, and also not forgetting the cam whoring!

:p

Wanna book my tickets for Transformers before they are sold out!

And then to snooze. I better... Heh.

Good night loves. :)

Paris tonight!

Heading to Paris tonight, alone. Yes, months ago when I last went, it was with the other half. Putting up in a new hotel this time round. I heard it's a relatively small boutique hotel, the company is really cutting costs huh?

Hope he get well soon. It's like almost every time, either one of us will definitely get into some sort of "trouble". Is it a sign? Or is it just coincidence? Or is it I am still thinking too much?

Shall get off to prepare for work.

I shall continue to pray for good flights, good things to happen, happy mood, and the well-beings for all the loved ones! :)

Dreams

Am super thankful for the 4 off days after London, cos the standby wasn't activated and my rest was prolonged. Hehe... Weekend was spent lazing around, mostly sleeping, watching TV, eating at irregular intervals, and cycling at east coast park on the Sunday evening on a 2-men operation bike. :p I should really pluck up on that.

Eye is recovering so it's back to work again tomorrow.

Looking back on days when I was so self-centred, most of the times wanted things my way and till today, this moment, I see myself again, I actually give people a chance to talk before I comment, I listen before I flare up, I think twice before a tantrum, I go makeup-less because someone says I still look pretty like that, I don't have to be always in fancy tops and belts and sandals and I look perfectly fine in tees and birkies. I can be me without pretending.

Thank you...:)

Maybe....dreams do come true.

:)

Memories are such powerful weapons. They can either linger the good side with you, or haunt you right from the deepest corner in your heart.

Anyway, eye infection is confirmed. Oh gross... Have to go makeup-less for the next few days. Praying hard that my standby is safe from activation.

2 more weeks to holidays! *claps!* :p

Hello!

Hello everybody!!
:)

How's everyone doing? I just came back fr london a day ago. Had quite a bit of shopping in London and I just got a shock after checking my credit card bills online. Anyway, life has been good. Being able to eat, live, love and laugh. Lol... Caught the musical play "Wicked" in London and it was really good. Kind of tempted to pop by Kinokuniya tomorrow to get the book. Hehe...

Alright, I better snooze. My eyes are swollen. Which means... no eyelashes and eyeliner for me till recovery. That's so sad... :/ Hope miracle happens when I wake up later.

Good night people. I pray for sweet dreams for everyone. (=

a paragraph of faith

I seem to have lost the momentum to blog down my thoughts, in which I used to do very often in the past. Skipping the details, my daily life has been pretty much the same. Watching movies, having steamboat, eating ice cream, patronizing hawker food during off days, and still living my life in a suitcase, comfortably though but am slowly losing the passion, which I don't know if the passion can ever be recovered back.

Heading over to London for a couple of days. Haven't been there for almost 6months. Should be expecting summer sales I hope. Lol... Am quite contented currently, at this moment. Gratuity and bonus coming in$$$, Hong Kong holidays in less than a month time, and still very much in love with the same person. :) Promises though not given, the future still uncertain, the picture is still blurred, I am letting god to lead me the way, to a path that is meant to be my fate.

:)

Good night ^^

serendipity

I was randomly browsing through photos in my lappy and I so happened to chance upon this beautiful picture, snapped from Phuket, the masterpiece by Mr Lau. The sky is clear, the water is so blue, the scenery is breathe-taking, and the couple completed the picture. The kind of serendipity, I want to visit the place with you one day, just the two of us, standing at the same spot, overlooking the clear blue sky and sea, with the warmth of the sun shining at us. :)

Off to work again. This time to Auckland. Am dreading quite a bit. Will be back 4days later. So, take care all! Half of the year has gone. We still have 6 more months to make things in our life a little more perfect than previous, before a new year comes again. So, embrace and all...for the best only. :)

Love.

:p

Back to reality

End of aalv. It's back to work now. Heading off to Melbourne. Had the most delicious cheesecake ever. Not cos it's all the way from New York, it's cos it's from him. :) May god bless the boy. Hope he gets well soon.

Reaching airport...:p Cya!

AALV :p

Enjoying my few days of leaves though not going anywhere. No red nails, no heavy make up, don't have to put on that pretentious mask. Just sleep, eat, run my errands, meet my friends, go for tea and desserts, jogging(which I have been lackng), and rethink what I want to do next. There must be somewhere somehow at a point of time, I should move on. Move on to something out of the comfort zone.

Getting news that many friends are getting married. And am especially excited for a very good friend from my poly days that she is tying the knots too. Korea wedding photo shoot, Cartier wedding band, and her walk-in wardrobe! Pretty much like a fairytale comes true. Hehe...

Not easy to find the ONE that you want to spend the rest of your life with. I used to have found mine, but it wasn't exactly mutual eventually, so I lost it in the end. I think I no longer believe in the ONE anymore. It is more like if you can accept and accommodate the person for his temper, flaws, the goods, the not so goods, and spent the next 50 years or more of your life together. :) Sound like it. =)

One more month to official holidays! *yay!* :p

milano affair~

Leaving for Milan

Leaving for Milan tonight. Haven't been there for a crazy long time. And strangely, I haven't really been looking forward to it actually. Is it cos the other half isn't visiting the Italian town with me? Or is it cos I have somehow or rather, lost the passion of having the sky as my playground?

Nonetheless, am pretty much looking forward to coming home, with the few days of leaves thereafter in Singapore, going to finalise my US Visa, meet up with friends for drinks and meals, and revamp my messy room, while waiting for the other half to come home after his last New York flight.

Many of times, I find ourselves not always moving in the same direction and not always agreeing on the same answer, and yet I still want to fall for you.

Love is such crazily strange. :)

Anyway, may judgement day, brings good news. =)

Hehehe...

Joyous... :p

for once!

Mr Sia is kind for once! Haha.

I am super bored.

Want to go out gai gai but the weather is torturing. One moment scouting hot sun, one moment raining with thunderstorms.

Want to go out on a proper date, and yet I find no date. Lol...

Should just get a life soon, or rather, make new friends. Hehe..

Okay, time for a little bit of reading and then to bed. Say Hello to another new contract with Mr Sia! :)

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How time flies!! It has been 5 years! :) May we have many many good flights in time to come, and for those who are staying, may they turn into ninja turtle soon! :p

A grateful thought...

Back from Sydney, with errands to run tomorrow and then off to stay a night in Jakarta on Saturday. And then, the 5th birthday of Batch 872!:) It felt almost like yesterday... How time flies huh?

I should be thankful for where I am now. Having a comfortable job that provides me with the ability to enjoy slightly above average life, see the world like almost every girl's childhood dream, meeting people who fill up the gaps of my life.

Sometimes I find myself searching high and low for the right people to love me and to throw attention to me, and then to realise to a point that I actually don't have to do that. If they love you, they love you. If they care, they care from within. I feel more relieved somehow having this thought running through my mind. Am 27 and still a very long journey ahead. People I am going to meet, a new job perhaps in time to come, the dream guy I am going to marry, having my own house, starting my own family and be grateful for my past for they brought me to who I become. :)

Can't wait for May and June to be over. I am taking a little break in July, and perhaps also a good time to think what's next in life. :)

Love is even when you only have that amount of time together, you still think it's heaven. (=

happy food

When you have nothing to do, you just eat. And eating often makes people like me, really happy. :p

Steamboat hotpot in Hong Kong. I especially love the QQ instant noodle. *slurp*

Ginseng BBQ chicken. Dinner with Ling at this newly open restaurant at Kovan. And the meat came with 2 side dishes of your choice. I chose the seasonal vegetables and olive rice. Hehe..

"Wu Xiang" and sugarcane drink at People Park's Complex Food Centre. Sometimes cheap hawker food like these tastes even better than those big restaurants.!!

I went for massage earlier on. My stiff neck and shoulder are both giving way. I was in pain for good whole 40min. The uncle exerted so much pressure on my back that I almost teared and thought it so gonna break. Now, my back came home with a big patch of blue black. Hope I will feel the result of the massage tomorrow.

In need for some serious running badly. If the back doesn't hurt tomorrow and it doesn't rain, I shall get the movement going. *keep fingers crossed* Am so craving for movies and pop corns too. Let's see who else is around... Hehe...

And I can't help it but to keep replaying this wedding video. This is so awfully sweet. The song that accompanies, is super ultra love. :)