the pink phone

I found this phone inside a pink box lying at one corner of my room just now. Almost forgotten its existence till I seen it once again. I realise it actually looks quite pretty. *lol* Okay...I have another spare phone to use again! =)

超经典，独家拍摄。=)

music clinic friends

I still remember those days in Music Clinic... Met up with 2 of my those days singing classmates just now. It has been eons since I last seen them. I used to wonder and ponder why did I even join the school in the first place? I still remember I was dragged to the music workshop by a friend. I wasn't very interested initially, until I saw the performance of the 2 guys. =) There it went. I fell into the trap, and never got up since then. Haha..

It had been a wonderful phase in my life afterall. I met a couple of good friends there, the fun we had, the place that I met him, they were all nicely lined up for me and I didn't even realise until one fine day. God had arranged this chapther for me and it's called FATE. =)

Today, I am still glad that this chapter exists in my life storybook. =)

二十五度C

The flight was long and tiring. But it didn't stop me from meeting the good friend. =) We caught "The Wedding Game" together and had Macdonald's supper! The movie was okay... not exactly fantastic, you don't have to use your brain to understand the plot, ha... mostly I just love the clothes and the wedding gowns they wore in the movie. Hehe...

"爱，不该有四季，而且每一分钟都该是二十五度C。
这是爱的最佳温度。
我。。。还是相信爱情。=)"

爱错

My random thoughts came along like a gush of wind. Life is really too short to be unhappy and to worry. Forget about what's going to happen next. Just LIVE LIFE now. Do what you always want to do, do things that you will never think you will be doing, dream and only dream BIG, take risks, take gambles, life is like a gamble anyway, LOVE, LOVE whoever you want to love, even though you may love the wrong person, things may not worked out, but still, just LOVE.

即使爱错也没关系.... =)

cny in London

Chinese New Year in London isn't too bad. We had duck rice and dishes for reunion, and I did my shopping at Primark and Westfield, I had English Breakfast at this cafe called the "Muffin Man", had delicious peking duck and sweet and sour soup at the Chinatown here, I have great company with me =), my room seemed extremely comfortable and cosy this time, caught the Hairspray musical with the girls, drank the most yummylicious chocolate milk. It's creamy, thick, chocolatety and sinful, but I just love. (^^)

new year

Happy Lunar New Year. Though I am not home with my family and loved ones, I know everyone will still be happy, looking forward to a beautiful new year ahead together. But....most importantly, you know you love me! =)

很感谢送年货到我家的朋友。
我很感激。
只可惜不是你。。。

off to work! bye bye!

love.

弟弟刚刚才问。。。今年的新年他会来吗? 应该已经不会了吧?
我答。。。不会。再也不会。除非有奇迹出现。不过不知从哪天开始，我已经不相信奇迹了。=)

Off to London later, and spend my chinese new year there. ..*shrugs*

简单爱

今天睡醒的时候，仿佛好像从一个做了很久的梦境醒来。
以前常常说自己很笨，但还是心甘情愿的付出。
只以为爱。=)

朋友们看在眼里，都会给我几句安慰的话。
说我不笨，说我不傻。
只是我太乖，看不见他的坏。

有一天，他也对我说了同样的话。
他说他自己原来也很笨，很傻。
也只因为爱。
我立刻回应告诉他，他不是。
因为我自己也是笨的可以，傻的可以。
原来爱情不是一加一，努力付出不一定就会有结局。

如果今天他再告诉我同样的话，我会告诉他，"你真的很笨，很傻。而且是笨到家了，傻到家了。" =)

昨天听着电台DJ说，"其实幸福和快乐根本不难，如果你懂得知足长乐，每一天都会充满希望，充满爱。"

有时候简单就是一种幸福。
我们应该学会去更珍惜，去更爱早就在我们身边的幸福。
也许他们没有我们要的一百分，但请问我们自己也能给别人一百分吗?
我们每一天都在学习，不是吗?

我要简单爱。
一种简单而没有伤害的爱。=)

It was once again proven that caffeine doesn't work on me. I made myself a big cup of coffee after my dinner cum supper, took my time to remove my nail colours and repaint again cos I thought I need a fresh set of manicure for my london flight tomorrow. After I was done, I fell into deep sleep while waiting for my manicure to be fully dried up. It was a good 2 hours of power nap and I really needed that. I read from a magazine the other day. It said the glow from your face after a good night of undisturbed sleep is even more dewy and beautiful than the glow you have after you have good sex. Nod head and agree! *laugh*

The jarkata turn earlier on almost drained me out. You know sometimes I do HATE my job for certain reasons. Haha... But sometimes I do feel appreciated, from my passengers and fellow colleagues. The satisfaction is more than you ever need. When you know how to love people and when they actually feel your love and they love you back, that is more than enough. =)

One of my bosses from a flight asked me the other day, "eh yolene you got go for interview or not?" I replied, "huh"? And she said, "nor...interview la...promotion la..!" I laughed and said, "sister, your sister here not eligible yet lei..." She said, "oh, i thought you very senior already cos your work really very good." And she smiled. I smiled back and said, "thank hor! sometimes I worked till I wanna vomit blood can! haha.." And in my heart I was thinking I don't think I can even stay till promotion.

"maybe the lack of signs is a sign"

我想这样的睡着，just like a baby.

=)

beijing

The new beijing hotel we stay is really beautiful. It somehow resembles the ritz carlton hotel in singapore. The bath tub by the window, the big bed with a flat screen tv in front of you, plus the wireless keyboard that claims to enable you to surf the net on the tv, (i think i rather use my own lappy. it's much faster and "smarter". haha...), the in house movies.

But I didn't have time to really enjoy the room. Had typical chinese food for dinner, then we had the most expensive foot and body massage. We practically walked along the streets in the freezing cold weather, trying to get some decent places for massage but seemed to no avail. They were all equally expensive. I think shanghai seems a better place to get really cheap and good massage. The funniest part was, the staffs there thought we are together and they made us change into their pyjamas in the same room. It was hilarious la. *laugh* So we had to back face each other to change, with me occasionally, jokingly teasing him say "hey you don't peek hor...!". And he would reply saying oh it's black, oh it's pink... What a company I had for that night. Haha...

We sank into deep sleep throughout the massage, ok, maybe not exactly throughout but almost. Was so tired after the flight and I only managed to sleep like 2 hours before the flight. Now you know why I hate early morning flight. I always can't sleep the night before. When we headed back to our rooms, it was midnight. I was tired and sleepy but I wanted to watch a movie before I sleep. I told him I am going to watch "the grudge 2". He said okay he is going to watch that too. If there is any ghost, he will come to my room and save me. *roll eyes and faint*

I wish I have more time around. It's work again when the sun rises again tomorrow. *pout*

幸福的阶梯

我往着幸福的阶梯攀爬。
途中，我遇见了两个敌人。
一个叫阻碍，另一个叫狂风暴雨。
它们真的好烦哦，跟得我好紧。
有很多次想不爬了。
可是每次却在那一瞬间，一个天使就会出现了。
它告诉我，"我为你准备了一份礼物，它叫做"幸福"。这份礼物就在阶梯的最顶端。一份属于你的礼物，我不给别人。你真的不爬了吗?"
于是，我还是很努力的爬着。
好期待打开礼物的那一天! =)

as long as

Went for a fringe cut just now, like (AGAIN!!). ;p This is like the umpteen times I cut in a month. I cut twice in singapore, then I went hong kong to cut again and this afternoon after I woke up from my nap, I suddenly got so irritated with my hair and I decided to cut it one more time again. Took my car, went to the salon, met this really nice lady who was so patient with me. But I was nice to her too. I was so taken in by her words that I actually purchase the hair gel that she claimed can make my hair shine like a star. *roll eyes* I also bought a mini hair-straightener from her which I thought it was rather cute. Light and small to make it travel fuss-free, easy to use , it costs only $18 which I thought it's rather reasonable, and most importantly it's pink! Haha...

And I finally found a pouch for my omnia. And for the first time, I thought the purple is nicer than the pink. It probably isn't the most perfect storage casing for my phone, but it's sweet enough for me to love it for the time being :)

I bought lots of rubbish here and there, from really random shops. I always find a reason to buy thing, like I tell myself oh I think I may need this I think I may need that. And sometimes I buy things for my favorite people too.

Anyway I was back from melbourne this morning. The flight was ermmm...overwhelming. I am glad to be back home. =) You know many many many times, you just want to find a reason to convince yourself that whatever you do, whatever you say is still of some worth to another person, especially when that person still means something to you. For example like a special friend who you don't want to see him getting hurt and you just want him to be truly happy and nothing else. But here am I thinking, I am in no position to say anything and I know it's not going to be appreciated. So I will stay off. ;)

As long as you are happy, for now.

Good night people!

Love.

someone's girlfriend

I want to be a little girl again. Get excited over flowers and chocolates, rather than louis vitton, prada or chanel, given by boys. If I am someone's girlfriend now, I will make him folded stars, like those times in school. Haha...

Ok.. Not really. But seriously, if I am someone's girlfriend now, I will help him wash his car, at 100 bucks per wash. Haha..

Like I always promise, but I never do. :p

避风港

一个人真的有那么大的能力吗?
教会另一个人该怎样去爱，怎样去关心他所在乎的人。

曾经是我最想依赖的避风港。
现在的我希望这个避风港会继续加油。

也许会有一天，我们都会发现，我们才是彼此最可靠的避风港。
也许不会是最爱，但我相信一定会是最珍贵。

someone

"when you finally found someone who you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want the rest of your life to start right away."

Beautiful day ahead, i hope. =)

hello kitty

My pink sony camera suddenly died on me. It was just barely one year old.

And all of a suddden, I have many hello kitty, pinky accessories for my car. I bought some in hong kong myself, and some were from you, which surprised me.

You never fail to be you. The you whom I can't seem to get away with all these while.

他的眼神都不美丽却还是带走我的心跳。

原本应该比谁都勇敢，我却在他的面前承认了我也想被保护。

心跳

你带走我的心跳，可是你的心跳却不是被我带走。
心跳，还我。

最幸福的事

最幸福的事。。。应该是结婚的那一天吧!
穿上华丽的礼服，牵着彼此的手。
深情的望着对方，时不时情不自禁的接吻。
然后说好要一起变老。
=)

Thoughts after attending the wedding. Haha... Off to Hong Kong for the next 3 days for a short holidays. It's quite a last minute decision. Anyway, till I am back ok! =p

You know it feels kind of weird? empty? that I have to attend the wedding dinner ALONE. As in without a partner beside me. Ha. I know many of you are rolling eyes at me now. And yes, I am that superficial in a way. I always think it looks better to have someone beside you at a function. Even the groom says "actually I wish I can invite him too since I have met him before but too bad..." And he laughs, and I laugh too. The most ironical laugh I guess.

Congrats Terry and Jolene! =)

Even when everyone else thinks I am the dumbest, the silliest, I just smile and walk away.

被误会的感觉真的很难受。
可是。。。我已经没有那种力气去解释。
你们觉得怎样就怎样吧!
可能这开始就是一个错误，而我明明知道自己其实可以更精彩， 却还是想相信一次。
而你也不曾想保护我。
我只要一次就好。

"Your mind is consumed with trying to figure out a person or puzzle in your life and it is tougher than it looks. Of course, there is no answer forthcoming so you may need to ask a friend for help."

It's snowing. Been stuck with the freezing weather for the past 8 days in 2 countries. I can feel my running nose. Glad to be back home tomorrow. =)

love, yolene, in frankfurt.

new york city

I always love new york. Despite the extreme chilly weather, I still find myself falling in love with the beautiful, vibrant and lively city.



And most importantly...I found myself in new york city! =)

Love.

something new

It's good to have something new to kick start a brand new year. People said so and I agree. *cheeky smile*

如果你有在读，我的灵魂想请问你，我该如何对你继续呢?

damaged cargo bag in frankfurt

My cargo bag is damaged. One of the wheels is missing and the handle is coming off. And the most "wonderful" part is I will only be back in singapore next week. Am in frankfurt and going to new york during the weekend. What a first flight to start off the year. *don't worry yolene, everything will be okay! just stay positive! i keep reminding myself. =)*

Later we still have company new year lunch at the hotel restaurant. I thought it's already 2nd and they still hold some kind of lunch, trying to bond us together. Okay... Actually I shouldn't complain. Just sian 1/2 that my bag is broken and I have new york to go next. How to contain my shopping loot? Haha...

By the way, "even bliss can be a piece of art" entry is misleading. Haha... I don't have a new boyfriend. Thank you to the photographer who makes it looks like a blissful picture which is filled with love. It's a sign of strong friendship. =)

happy 2009! with love.

It's a brand new year...

我要重新再来。
更认真的对待生命，对待爱。