And to my very good friend Evie, Happy Birthday!
I hope you will read this. You know I love you! =)
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Inception
Inception by Leonardo Dicaprio. It was a very good movie. Not that easy to understand though, a little different from the usual movies. So what if I kept asking questions throughout the movie? Hahaha.. Thumbs up to Inception. It was heart throbbing.
Shopping at Mustafa then followed by Supper. Oily and high calories fried food at 3.20am.
*guilty grin*
Alright. Have to sleep. Yet to settle the token problem can be quite a headache. Lots of things to do when I wakie. So I better get a good rest. Cheerios! :p
Shopping at Mustafa then followed by Supper. Oily and high calories fried food at 3.20am.
*guilty grin*
Alright. Have to sleep. Yet to settle the token problem can be quite a headache. Lots of things to do when I wakie. So I better get a good rest. Cheerios! :p
By the way, I am reading this book called "Lovely Bones". Pretty captivating! Hee..Okay...
Zzzz..
Loves~
Monday, July 26, 2010
Taboo
It's pouring outside. Am lying down flat on my tummy on my bed. Almost time to sleep I kept telling myself for the past one hour. Suddenly feel that Frankfurt New York is like a taboo flight. Ever since I started flying, every time I fly this route, there bound to have something happened. Big, small, trivial, serious, heart-breaking, breath-taking, whatever you name it. And I have a colleague telling me she always quarrel with the husband whenever they do the Frankfurt New York flight together.
I remembered my first Frankfurt New York I bought my first 2G iPhone ( okay that's for the ex), I queued for hours and still found it all worthwhile. I ever spent $800 on phone calls out of Frankfurt to Singapore just to quarrel with the ex-boyfriend. I had a great set of crew to fly to the big apple with me during the Christmas season and despite all the sectors were delayed cos of the snow storm, it was a happy one because everyone was nice and helpful.
And I also had one of the craziest Frankfurt New York flight ever. We partied. We drank a lot. We joked. We played silly games but we had fun. And for once, I was secretly hoping the 8days didn't have to end so quickly. I made a mistake. And I so totally regretted. I trusted certain people too much and end up I was the one losing out everything eventually and things had to turn out ugly. It's like sweet dreams turned out to be nightmares. And you know how it had felt? It's bitter.
We always fly. A lot of things can happen. And Frankfurt New York makes you think more than usual. Or maybe at least for me. As much as everyone is forever excited about the big apple. As much as people are guilty for disappointing others again and again. As much as people delete their thoughts away perhaps in fear of others reading and putting judgements to those thoughts. As much as we should always speak up for ourselves. Why can't people just face up with the reality, deal and embrace it?
Living up with expectations is tough. Embracing them rather than running away from them are more practical isn't it?
I have another Frankfurt New York coming up next week. Let's see what's next.:)
I remembered my first Frankfurt New York I bought my first 2G iPhone ( okay that's for the ex), I queued for hours and still found it all worthwhile. I ever spent $800 on phone calls out of Frankfurt to Singapore just to quarrel with the ex-boyfriend. I had a great set of crew to fly to the big apple with me during the Christmas season and despite all the sectors were delayed cos of the snow storm, it was a happy one because everyone was nice and helpful.
And I also had one of the craziest Frankfurt New York flight ever. We partied. We drank a lot. We joked. We played silly games but we had fun. And for once, I was secretly hoping the 8days didn't have to end so quickly. I made a mistake. And I so totally regretted. I trusted certain people too much and end up I was the one losing out everything eventually and things had to turn out ugly. It's like sweet dreams turned out to be nightmares. And you know how it had felt? It's bitter.
We always fly. A lot of things can happen. And Frankfurt New York makes you think more than usual. Or maybe at least for me. As much as everyone is forever excited about the big apple. As much as people are guilty for disappointing others again and again. As much as people delete their thoughts away perhaps in fear of others reading and putting judgements to those thoughts. As much as we should always speak up for ourselves. Why can't people just face up with the reality, deal and embrace it?
Living up with expectations is tough. Embracing them rather than running away from them are more practical isn't it?
I have another Frankfurt New York coming up next week. Let's see what's next.:)
Sunday, July 25, 2010
The journey home
A couple of hours more to reach home and I am getting sleepy already. Lots of errands to run and people to meet for the next 2days before I am off to London.
Yawns...*rub eyes*
Why is the journey to the airport take forever?
Yawns...*rub eyes*
Why is the journey to the airport take forever?
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I was so careless to left my token behind in Los Angeles and apparently the hotel claimed they found nothing. :(
I hate to make comparison but somehow or rather you just see the difference because it's just right in front of you. You have people so concerned over you missing your token, trying and finding all means to help you to check if it's really left behind in States, giving you the relevant information you may need to get a new token at nearing 6 in the morning. And on the other hand, you have people who can't care a single bit more for you. Maybe I just don't see it but eyes are always the best weapon to judge intuition. And then, I can't help to feel that tiny bit of disappointment.
The picture just gets clearer isn't it? As much I was hoping for a twist....
Alright heading out to Harajuku with Aaron! Bye:)
I hate to make comparison but somehow or rather you just see the difference because it's just right in front of you. You have people so concerned over you missing your token, trying and finding all means to help you to check if it's really left behind in States, giving you the relevant information you may need to get a new token at nearing 6 in the morning. And on the other hand, you have people who can't care a single bit more for you. Maybe I just don't see it but eyes are always the best weapon to judge intuition. And then, I can't help to feel that tiny bit of disappointment.
The picture just gets clearer isn't it? As much I was hoping for a twist....
Alright heading out to Harajuku with Aaron! Bye:)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
每个女孩身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
Quoted this video from Facebook. And I think it's so true! 每个女孩身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友. Many of times, the two persons just can't be together, and yet they still want to revolve around in each other's life. So I guess it also applies, 每个男孩身边都有一个不是女朋友的女朋友. Uh huh... Heh.
Off to bed. And then to Tokyo next. :)
Good night!
Lax, gmt-7.
Off to bed. And then to Tokyo next. :)
Good night!
Lax, gmt-7.
Afternoon in Los Angeles
Afternoon in Los Angeles was spent....
Playing games on IPAD,
Wordpressing on IPAD,
And occassionally camwhoring. :p
Other than spending my USD on food and some cosmetics, I bought another new book from Barnes & Noble, "Three Cups of Tea" by Greg Mortenson and David Oliver Relin. I hope it's a blast. =)
Playing games on IPAD,
Wordpressing on IPAD,
And occassionally camwhoring. :p
Other than spending my USD on food and some cosmetics, I bought another new book from Barnes & Noble, "Three Cups of Tea" by Greg Mortenson and David Oliver Relin. I hope it's a blast. =)
Monday, July 19, 2010
And why
为什么在我想停止寂寞的时候，还会担心另一个人怎么办？ I must be MAD! Haha...
*shrugs* Reaching airport soon... Meaning? Time to put on the mask again.
Till Narita. :)
*shrugs* Reaching airport soon... Meaning? Time to put on the mask again.
Till Narita. :)
Mondays' blue
我寂寞了。
决定停下来了。
:)
And then to find out some things have long expired, and there I was hoping the expiry date could be extended if I had added some preservatives or stored it well properly. But that was just total misleading.
Oh well... Yolene survived, as usual. :)
Another 8days work trip again. To Tokyo and Los Angeles. I will be missing ah JAY's concert. =/
I seriously see Mondays' blue now.
*crossed my mouth*
决定停下来了。
:)
And then to find out some things have long expired, and there I was hoping the expiry date could be extended if I had added some preservatives or stored it well properly. But that was just total misleading.
Oh well... Yolene survived, as usual. :)
Another 8days work trip again. To Tokyo and Los Angeles. I will be missing ah JAY's concert. =/
I seriously see Mondays' blue now.
*crossed my mouth*
Sunday, July 18, 2010
13years
Just realised, the three good friends are all engaged to different girls now. That was for comparison to 2 years ago. It wasn't a joke, but it almost felt like a picture being painted, got destroyed, and then it was redrawn all over again, with different characters and themes to highlight the drawings. All the best to you guys. I sincerely wish. =)
Anyway, it was a great day out with the GIRLS. 13years of friendship and still very much counting. We don't meet every other day, every other week or even every other month. But we know when anyone of us fall, the rest will be there to hold. Love ya all. :)
"I jump a little too high, and fall a little too fast"
Anyway, it was a great day out with the GIRLS. 13years of friendship and still very much counting. We don't meet every other day, every other week or even every other month. But we know when anyone of us fall, the rest will be there to hold. Love ya all. :)
"I jump a little too high, and fall a little too fast"
Saturday, July 17, 2010
preaching
Mr R was just preaching to me over Whatsapp. Dunno what the winners in life make things happen... Life is too short to be sitting around waiting for things to happen... Christians believe life on earth is just a trial and their true life is after death... Why not make the most of your time here, make all the mistakes... Embrace it or simply just look upon it and wish for things to happen... Duuno what we can never truly know the absolute about anything...
Wah lao eh... This man... Haha...
He was hoping he can swing my perspective about life a bit by his so called "preaching" or "enlightenment". Haha... And he ended with "Maybe you don't wish to get disappointed but that's life."
I guess I was just looking for some light. And he has given me. *laugh*
Mr R you better be happy now, cos I am blogging about you and your preaching! HA.
Wah lao eh... This man... Haha...
He was hoping he can swing my perspective about life a bit by his so called "preaching" or "enlightenment". Haha... And he ended with "Maybe you don't wish to get disappointed but that's life."
I guess I was just looking for some light. And he has given me. *laugh*
Mr R you better be happy now, cos I am blogging about you and your preaching! HA.
i like you
Somehow, I miss having someone important for me to call, to sms and to meet up with. And I miss being that important person to that someone else. But I can't help to have the feeling that sometimes I am just trying too hard to find that someone to fill up the gap, and then to realise that not any Tom, Dick and Harry can make me feel over the clouds. And it's actually that hard for my heart to skip a beat faster for just anyone.
And then when someone says "I like you", he just expects you to answer "yes or no", and think the chasing part is unnecessary. Cummon lei... Please don't expect any girl to move a step closer to you when efforts aren't even put in. At least for me. Say me hard to please, but I think that's at least the basics to be formed.
Anyway, it was dinner with dear xiu xiu at Esplanade today. I was craving for sushi and yay, I was damn satisfied just now. Hehe. I saw a PINK cargo bag that I really like, but it's like so unnecessary. But I so wanted to own it. KIV first la. Been spending way beyond limits for the past few months.
I miss my brother already He went sailing for weeks and still not back. And the youngest brother is doing his degree soon. Everyone seems to have a new purpose in life now. As for me, staying happy and have an open heart to welcome whatever that's so going to come along next. :)
And then when someone says "I like you", he just expects you to answer "yes or no", and think the chasing part is unnecessary. Cummon lei... Please don't expect any girl to move a step closer to you when efforts aren't even put in. At least for me. Say me hard to please, but I think that's at least the basics to be formed.
Anyway, it was dinner with dear xiu xiu at Esplanade today. I was craving for sushi and yay, I was damn satisfied just now. Hehe. I saw a PINK cargo bag that I really like, but it's like so unnecessary. But I so wanted to own it. KIV first la. Been spending way beyond limits for the past few months.
I miss my brother already He went sailing for weeks and still not back. And the youngest brother is doing his degree soon. Everyone seems to have a new purpose in life now. As for me, staying happy and have an open heart to welcome whatever that's so going to come along next. :)
Friday, July 16, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Less than 12 hours
Will be back home in less than 12hours time, after like 8 long days away. So looking forward the weekend in sin. Just don't feel like working. Haha. Have got some leaves next month & am contemplating on a holiday trip. Well, the decision is like on me now. Since I have no obligation and am not answerable to anyone, I should have the liberty and freedom to choose. Not as in some actually bother. A lot of things need hard work and recognition. Since there are people who care for you and are obviously trying to create opportunities, at least seen making efforts, am I still going to forever continuing saying I am not ready, please give me some time?
It's time to give myself a chance, am I right to say so?
Time to catch some sleep. Can't wait to be back.
:)
It's time to give myself a chance, am I right to say so?
Time to catch some sleep. Can't wait to be back.
:)
Sunday, July 11, 2010
SFO
Love the oatmeal for breakfast. :)
SFO is sunny, with chilly wind though. Sales is everywhere, I told myself not to sign any card this trip, but I just broke my promise. I shopped for myself and on people's behalf. Just figured out that there are some stuffs which aren't really suitable, like the top that I thought will look nice, turn out to be not so fantastic. Yeah, I should have tried it earlier on, but you know me, I am the kind who don't like to try clothes. Haha... Well, one good thing in States. They do refund or exchange within 7days, some 30days and some even 90days. I still have tomorrow to make some correction. :p
I love the room. Very huge, and the bed is too OMG. Haha... Marriott's beds never go wrong. Had thai fried rice, thai ice tea with pearls and kahlua coffee cream cheesecake for dinner while watching Germany VS Uruguay. Very very satisfied. *winkz* Next up, a nice hot shower and sink into the bed to read my book. And oh, the books in Borders are really cheap. I just bought 3 books. Ha. Maybe will pop by again tomorrow. =)
And many things seem to surface, slowly. You don't even need explanations. I will deem as it is just a page in my life, a page in his life, which was a total mistake. But now all back on tracks. Happy, contenting, and hopeful for the future. The pursuit of our own happiness just lie in our own hands. Grab it, let go, or chase after it. :)
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