never want Sydney again

Just came back from Sydney and I immediately posted a new shout out line in my facebook using my mobile while on my way home, "Yolene never wants to do Sydney again." It was exceptionally busy today and I hardly had time to take a five minute break. And the most horrendous thing was I realised my toiletries were all spilled in my check-in bag! All my skincare like toner and serum were all over the bag, dripping disgusting white discharge. Yucks! My new range of skincare of less than a month, now it's all gone, meaning I have to buy a new set of skincare again. $$ down the drain. Time to head to the departmental store soon. 2 off days before Hong Kong San Francisco.

Sometimes I wonder when was the last time I slow my pace and appreciate the surrounding, appreciate those who have always been around?

May god bless.

May you find love.

=)

Destiny

When two persons crossed their paths, it's called Destiny. It brings them together to have the fate to be parents and children, siblings, relatives, husband and wife, boyfriend and girlfriend, good friends, normal friends and when Destiny isn't that strong between the two persons, they are just acquaintances.

Many people crossed my life, some are meant to stay while some have to leave. But I am glad they are my Destiny or once my Destiny. Destiny with certain people change. Some good friends are meant to fall in love with each other one day (with a happily ever-after), while some are just better off as good friends for life.

跟有些人的关系如果永远不变，这样会不会更好?

new babies

My 3 new babies for my car, all the way from Japan! Hee~=p
Sirotan! My new favorite toy from Mother Garden. *grin*

Sian....Company took me away from my course tomorrow, put me on standby instead and called me up for Sydney....I just came back awhile ago from Narita lor....*smack forehead*

Lalalalala...

Can't wait for October. It seems to be exciting!

:)

princess tantrum

Time in Singapore is really tight. I have to juggle time to meet the loved ones, catch up with friends whom I haven't been talking and seeing much with, spend some time at home with my family, time alone to read book, listen to my favorite music.

Am blessed with wonderful people around me. They love, they care, though some I may not have seen or felt yet, or probably I am still being loved and cared for unknowingly by some too, really thank you very much. I don't have a good temper at times, I throw "princess tantrum", I complain, I whine and I breathe down some of your necks, thank you for tolerating me. I know I am quite hard to please. Haha.... Oh well...

Received like so many wedding invitations lately. It's like the "trend" to get married now. Haha. To say in a better way, I should say, many people are very much in love with one another and can't wait to spend their lives together. Something to rejoice for. Wait till the day I find someone whom I can't wait to see him the very moment I open my eye in the morning, and the very last person I want to see before I go to sleep.
Love is such. =)

Something very random, I was driving along the CTE highway earlier on toward Orchard area and I begin to wonder why is there such a heavy traffic jam on a Friday afternoon? Ah-huh...realise today is 25th and it's F1.

Off to Narita tonight.
:)

Loves.

High tea and The Time Traveler's Wife

High tea at Ritz-Carlton, The Time Traveler's Wife, Starbuck green tea latte, what else can I ask for? =p

"Long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning the horizon for the tiny ship. Now I wait for Henry. He vanishes unwillingly, without warning. I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. Why has he gone where I cannot follow?"
— Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler's Wife)

missed

"How many things have you missed in your life?"

"Many..I guessed."

"It is OK, now you keep your eyes open. And your HEART too.
Maybe some of the ice will melt. (I had to say that)

I believe in pink.

"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles."

Back!:)

xoxo

strawberry scones!

My favorite indulgence from M&S, strawberry scones!
Light and scrummy all-butter scones filled with fresh whipped cream and a generous dollop of strawberry conserve.
Heaven! :p

Strange

You know....
It's strange that I still feel a little nervous over the anticipation. I was on the hop on hop off bus earlier, the typing of a simple sms took me quite awhile, the sending of the sms made my heart skipped a beat, the name that used to be so familiar, the numbers that I used to dial so frequently, the anticipation over what reply I would get. A tad bit of silliness I know, but I am glad it's over now. =)

Eventful London

London was eventful, with all the touring, camera-whoring, eating, the last minute quick shopping, the great company, and of course the 2bodyguards. *laugh* I was so dead tired, from the previous Frankfurt flight, my friend's wedding, the flight to London, and I totally didn't know that I had already fallen asleep when I bumped my ass to my bed, until I dropped my laptop to the floor, (it came with a loud "pong" and it woke me up. lol...), with blog written half way. *shake head*
Hehe....=p

Now I have completed it. :)

lost and found?

I realise I always lost things. And maybe people as well... No matter how hard I tried to look for them, I couldn't retrieve any. Ironically, some came back to me, effortlessly, at my least expectation.

I have a bottomless pit, to be filled up one day. Much to rave and rant about for the day, but considering I have only slightly less than 2 hours of sleep.

A friend said, why worry about the future, the present is a present (gift). I guess so too.
=)

Good night loves.

24hours

I only have 24hours to play with. I am off to London tomorrow morning. And I can't wait. I am missing London so much, the last time I went was in June? Tell me about being a 380crew. *giggle* I don't have any 380flight rostered next month. But I am totally excited about New York. I so miss that Big Apple. San Francsico, the beautiful reason why I have always loved California. 2 states flights in a month. I should be contented. =)

My GS was suggesting I change over to his seoul at the end of the month, but I kind of want to go to Bangkok even for just a nightstopping. But I have been missing Seoul for quite long. *roar* Contradicting huh? Haha...

Guess what? I will go shower in awhile, then pack bags for tomorrow flight, sleep, meet batchgirl to pass her birkie from Frankfurt, primary school classmate's wedding dinner tonight, and what else? Like tons of tasks to complete. *headache*

Bless. :)
Love.

一直做梦没有用啦!

我。。很任性。
也很爱发小姐脾气。
这也许是我努力在保护自己的面具。

很谢谢那些可以包容我的人。
很多事情我很在乎，
很多人我也很关心。
但我很奇怪。
我没办法承认我有这样的感觉。

oh boy, 一直做梦没有用啦!
ha.

Anyway, I think the cyber way is quite an idiotic way of communication. No expression, no tone, and people tend to easily misunderstand one another's intention. But I am so guilty of getting hooked to the web, at times. *cheeky winkz*
=p

Going back to sin=)

bratwurst, rindwurst

I wanted to grab a green tea latte from starbucks just now but they don't sell it here. It was quite disappointing and I settled for 2nd option, vanilla latte. Anyway, the point is.... I love the sausages here! Yummylious with mustard, ketchup and bread! I am delighted.

:)

secret hopes

You know it's weird when you actually secretly put hopes in certain people, without realising it, and in the end coming to a conclusion by yourself that, perhaps these hopes are redundant. So I shall better forget it, forget that those thoughts actually crossed my mind before. =)

berry yogurt

Gulping down a huge (and I mean really HUGE) cup of berry yogurt with fruit bits down the stomach in the morning, seems like the most perfect way to start the morning, with good disgestive system. Haha. I have this strong urge to add my kinder chocolate cubes inside. Lalala.. =)

Feel like eating the vanilla yogurt with chocolate balls in my fridge as well. Hehe. I am feeling damn greedy la. My fridge is loaded with yogurts! =p

Good day everyone, loves.

The bouquet

The mini surprise that was delivered.:)
Most girls love flowers and I adore flowers too.
But, but, but, ...... I am not really excited receiving this bouquet.
Still, thank you very much,
=p

I tried to smile slightly...

Did I ever say my 6th sense is pretty accurate? I was sensing something these few days and expecting it to happen, somehow, anytime soon. It's not really going to be my business or should I say it's none of my business but...it may trigger my emotion a little or maybe even more, for moments.
And so it happened.

I tried to dance, I forced myself to jump a bit and sway a little to the left and right, to deem that I was dancing. I tried to sing, but in an attempt to do so, only lalalala came out for my almost dried and thirsty voicebox. Haha. I tried to smile slightly, and it seemed like the hardest thing ever to do.

我在不高兴什么?

Nah...yolene peh...not your problem anymore.

Out for pasta, pizza, spinanch mushroom and chocolates in one hour time!

Frankurt, loves.

大头症

Why is it that certain people still stay around? Is it my illusion or they do haunt? And why is it that some people are so humpty dumpty? In short, DUMB! Or maybe I always get 大头症, thinking these people do "spin" for me somehow, in a way or another. People can be nice to everyone not only me what, right? Ha.

Frankfurt tonight.
Loves.

高不可攀

重蹈覆辙的爱情，我不要。
如果只为那心跳一下下的感觉而妥协，我也不要。

可能是我想太多吧。

我有那么高不可攀吗?
哈哈。。
天啊!=p

超心动的。

Have been sleeping close to 6 in the morning for the past few days, and waking up 5 hours later. I am amazed by my enegry level. There are always tons of tasks to complete, people to catch up with, and the time spent at home isn't even close to what you can imagine. The loved ones are saying they hardly see me around at home. Haha..

*grin* and guilty.

Was listening to this song over the radio yesterday.....



超心动的。=)

先上车，后补票

Was having this conversation with mummy half an hour ago...

Mummy told me something that really surprised me, because it came out from her mouth. *laugh out hard*

Mummy said to me...."actually 先上车，后补票 is ok de. as long as got married can le. 现在什么年代了，先上车，后补票没关系的啦 girl!" Then she smiled.
I was almost speechless for 5seconds, all just because it came from her.
Haha...
Mummy ah mummy...

Since when you are so opened? Ha.

Damn...it's drizzling. I better get going.
So...
laters!

Love.

nails

Dinner, movie, drinks, late night,
I couldn't wake up in time for my nails appointment despite a morning call.
NOW....everywhere else seems to be fully booked today.
But I need to have my nails done badly.

Going to have my makan, and start hunting for nails salon.
Perfect sunday ahead!:)

bubble bath

I attempted to have a bubble bath in the bath tub, do hair mask, face mask, drink ice tea and relax over light music. But.... the bubble bath gel that I bought earlier on from one of the shops in the hotel shopping area didn't have any bubbles! Let alone foam. I was still hoping for a foaming bath while I dozed off alittle and relaxed in the water. Hiak...such disappointment.

Anyway, I am heading back home tomorrow. Yey! Back for the weekend. =)

Just a little enlightenment to myself. I realised I had wasted the past one year waiting for someone to come back to me. That was silly enough, knowingly the fact that love isn't going to be the same anymore, and yet I convinced, myself to be self deceiving that maybe miracles do happen. It's impossible out of the impossible.

HA. I had a laugh. I must have missed out many good things in life and many wonderful people that came across. I tell myself I am not going to wait for anyone anymore. I am ready for my future, not waiting for anyone to fill in the empty space. I know he is somewhere out there waiting for me. Haha. Now is my turn to make people wait. So do catch me while you can, coz....I am moving on real fast. Kekee..

Few more hours to morning. Till I am back. Suddenly miss mummy. =)

chirpy

I bought a truck load of food back to my room. Mcdonalds (their ebi fillet burger is a must try when you are in japan), cheese bun, red bean mochi, dessert, cream puff, chips, chocolate biscuits, drinks, and nah nah nah... *guilty grin* I am scared I will be hungry in the middle of the night, I wanna snack while I am reading my book, using the net or watching show. Ha. All kinds of excuses. *greedy grin*

I don't know where to start. Maybe my chocolate sundae first. It's melting. =p

Mood~chirpy in fukuoka:) (with shopping loots, great food, and BB in the room.)

Love.

i believe in love

coz i believe in love
我以为幸福会陪我到最后
我不是不懂爱的脆弱
这一刻却放不开手
就这样执着刻骨铭心地爱错

wow.. =)

ramen

Fukuoka ramen. =)

By the way, starbucks matcha latte never fails to disappoint.

:)

BB

Bought BB along to Fukuoka. =)

I realise I actually do miss hugs in the night. BB shall do the deed for the next few days. =p

Gotta wake up in awhile for lunch. I guess I better rest now. Check out the TV behind the toilet bowl. Haha...

Oh well... Later!

Loves.

为了我

Everytime when I want to fall in love again, there bounds to have something that stops me and makes me think that it's all just illusion.

Maybe...I think too highly of myself, at times...
以为全世界只为了我旋转.

Happy:)

Called up for Fukuoka... Happy:)

I don't need stars anymore.

I told myself I want to finish my book by tonight, but I got lure by temptation to watch online drama. Hehe..

I am watching 爱就宅一起. Yet another typical taiwanese love drama. But I find myself getting hooked each time even though I think some of the stories are too fairytale to be true, or maybe they just never happened to me before. Ha.

Realise many of times, liking or loving someone, knowingly or unknowingly, isn't exactly enough for 2 persons to be together. 爱不一定会在一起. Some people are just like stars. You know stars will never fall to the earth but yet you believe one day, perhaps, maybe, they may.

明明知道星星永远摘不到，却老是好想把自己当作月亮。
因为。。。月亮是和星星最靠近的距离。
天亮了，才发现其实一直在身边的人才是最珍贵。=)

I have been seeking for perfection, without realising imperfection is actually a form of perfection. Chim-logy right? Haha...

I think I don't need stars anymore. :) They are good for occassionally admiration. I rather want my daily dose of sunshine to start everyday.
:)

*yawn*

Good night loves.

=)

=)

Pick the day

Just came home. showered and ready for bed. Mummy was already awake when I got home. She was going for her daily morning jog. She said she thought I was still living in gmt-7. *cheeky grin*

The day with bestie was great. We shopped for shoes at pazzion, one of my favorite shoes shop in town, hehe, lunch at sun with moon, food always tastes better when shared=), my fringe cut, pedicure at far east, plus lots of laughter and topics on boys, work and friends. Could have met up with batchboy after that, but the timing just wasn't that accomodating.

Then it was an inpromptu meet up at the wee hours with someone who has everything in his agenda to bicker with me, almost everytime. *roll eyes* Ha. Perhaps that's a form of communication between us. Ha. I think. :)

Suddenly, I crave for macdonald brekkie! But I don't think I can wake up in time for that.

Pick the day. Enjoy it - to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come... The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don't want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future. - Audrey Hepburn

great day ahead=)

Excited about lunch and lazy sunday afternoon with bestie. Lots of updates to hear and talk about later.
Haha.. =p

Finally balloted my leave, but I may change the dates anytime before the deadline. It's pretty hard deciding which dates to ballot, considering I am not studying, I don't have much plans about the future, holidays and stuffs. Let's see how things go.
=)

How can someone be intimidated to like another someone? Just a random thought. Oh well... Ha.

Anyway, it gonna be a great day ahead!

Loves.

I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person. - audrey hepburn.

这就是爱吗

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有
你总学不会放手
我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麽



你确定这就是爱吗?

Nice song. Love it=)

掏空

一觉起来，有一种害怕失去我以为我不在乎的东西。
整个心像似被掏空的感觉。


我应该是做梦了。

0415

It's 0415 in tokyo. They just left my room. And I am still super awake now. But I really need to force myself to bed. I wanna go out to get my green tea latte from starbucks later. Green tea latte from japan just tastes different. =)

Maybe some last minute shopping at the drugstore store nearby. =p

cream puff

Chilled cream puff before I hit the sack. Sinful. But I don't care.

Ha. Night again.

=)

great time

The girls were having a great time in my room. Playing pranks on people, and gossiping about the possibles and impossibles. Shopping, sashimi, wine, beer and a whole lots of fun later. So I better sleep. =p

Good night loves.

stories

Suddenly there are like many stories. My flight itself already is. Scandalous and happening. Lol. That's why when people say better don't eat crew meal, it spells it all. But... I myself am one, and I am guilty of mind, soul and feeling straying at times. Especially when there are always temptations.

Coco before Chanel

Caught CoCo before Chanel the day before I left for sq12. It's a french movie. Quite different from past movies I had watched. Not too bad. But my eyes were closing for a few seconds during the movie. I was simply too tired. I don't know why. Ha. Okay...I know I am super random here. Heh...just wanna blog about watching this movie. One of my favorite brands. =p

Going to get ready to set off back to tokyo!
Bye, love.
=)

fortune cookie

My fortune cookie says...

"A pleasant surprise is in store for you."

Looking forward to whatever it is, for that so called pleasant surprise. =)

caught on camera

Guess who?
Squirrel caught on camera!:)
It was brunch at Denny's, shopping at South Bay Galleria, Del Amo and Albertson, dark chocolate drink from Godiva for sinful indulgence, dinner at Seafood Port, Cheetos snacks in own room while reading a book.

Contented. Heee...

Love, LAX.
Love, LAX.