此刻。。。我才发现连说真心话的对象都没有了。

Maybe like what R said to me that day...."yolene, i think you should seriously go consider and think about what you really want in your life...don't 到处留情...ultimately, you may realise there is actually nothing left eventually. you are left with nothing, nobody..."

It so felt like a wake up call, a tight slap on the face. 到处留情? *laugh*

Well, 以为自己很厉害...
原来勇敢，坚强
没那么容易.