Loving you. Loving me.

I am feeling so full & bloated now. I had delifrance's mango chicken sandwich, kfc's cheese-fries (supposed to be my bro's share but he doesn't dare to eat cheese. weird him. i love cheese soOoOo much. Hah. =p) & grass jelly with sea coconuts for lunch. I went for pilates lesson just now. (you see, my effort is down the drain with food I ate just now. especially the cheese-fries. hah.) It's good as usual. Hehe. Today's class was much crowded than before. So I had to like squeeze my mat to a corner & I couldn't make too "big actions". No space. Lol. I haven't been going for lessons for like almost a month & there are already quite a few new moves. Pretty challenging. :p Feeling so great going back to the class again & seeing my pretty pilates instructor. (don't misunderstand. i only like guys. haa. )

I was browsing through a friend's blog & I came across & read about an entry in which he wrote about his dad. He was never in good terms with his dad. My friend & his dad always quarrel & one day they got into a huge arguement & ever since then they never spoke again. There were no communication & they were just like strangers living under the same roof. His dad wasn't an healthy man. He was diagnosed with kidney failure ever since the very day my friend's mum conceived him. He was a bitter man & he always felt that he was a burden to his family. His condition worsened a few months ago & he was diagnosed with complications in his colon. His last words to my friend was to ask him to take care of mum & sister. Now he is gone & my friend was soaked with guilts & regrets. He wished he had treated him nicer.

I feel kind of sad reading this entry. Yes. We are young now & we have many many friends. But our families, our closest kins they are the ones who will stand by us all the time & they are the ones who won't give us up no matter what things happened. They obviously love us but some just don't know how to express themselves. We often take things for granted & regretted when things happened. Treasure all your loved ones when you still can. You don't have to go around telling them you love them & stuffs. I think if I tell my parents or my brothes I love them they will say I crazy. Haha. My family don't express our loves for one another with mushy words. Actions tell more than words right? Heh. But I hope next time my own family will be the kind where my husband, kids & myself can express our love for one another with all the lovey dovey words & hugs & kisses. Haha. =)

It hurts a lot when your life is filled with regrets. Trust me.

Happy Mothers' Day to all mothers!