In the end.....

In the end..... I still went to the airport. The atmosphere was ultra awkward just like what I had expected. I think everyone was just being pretentious. Oh well.....

After that, me & my 2 poly friends took a sky train to terminal 2. We settled down at Burger King to drink & talk. Had a really nice time catching up with them! I think I was the one who did the most talking just now. Haha. Just had so much things to share with them & I'm really glad that they were there to listen. =)

Anyway, I just received a very sweet lingerie set with polka dots prints. Hehe. Whatever it is, I still thank-you for your thought.

Hmmm.....I think most people know that I have a job offer already. I didn't mean to keep quiet about it but it's just that I don't want to say things out when they aren't confirmed yet. I still haven't sign any contract so I'm still not bonded to anything yet. Hope you people understand. =p

Though this is something that I always want, I don't deny that I still have my doubts too, especially after witnessing all the changes in my friends who are in this line as well & hearing stories about this industry. But at the same time, I also feel that I shouldn't give up like that cos it's something that not anyone who wants it gets it.

Actually all along I have an answer in my heart already. I just need some reaffirming from people. Haha. I hope my decision will be a right one. ;)

I will forgive & forget. But when a trust is lost, it's lost forever. Things can never go back to the same like the past anymore. I don't blame. Cos I know people & things are always changing. There's no right or wrong. That's part of growing up. That's life.

Remember.....Never make your loved ones lose trust in you. It hurts them & ultimately it hurts you.

Test wasn't as cool.

Test wasn't as cool as I thought. Vocal lesson was good with an eye-candy teacher. *giggle* He was there too. He only came like 15 minutes before my class ended. He is still as charming & captivating as ever! Hehe. We only managed to exchange a "hi" but that was good enough. =p Then it was dinner & shopping. I'm glad I didn't buy anything. I'm trying to curb my spending (in which i know it's pretty hard) & I already saw some lovely things that I really want to have them! Haha. One common factor that I like about them is that..........They all have polka dots prints! *beams* I love polka dots & I think they are really chic & retroly-pretty! ;p

Alright. I want to go & watch my tv soon. Star idol repeat. I don't really follow this idol series but one of my favourite mediacorp male artistes, li nanxing would be appearing. So I wanna watch. Haha. He is still as charming as ever even though he is probably old enough to be my daddy. =p

Fine

Just got a sms from the friend & the friend said something crops up at home & can't meet me later. Will meet me next time. Oh well, don't think I have anymore time for the friend also. I don't know. Next week there will be a project deadline & a test going on. See how things go.

Fine. Maybe I can go for my shopping later. =]

B.O.R.E.D

I'm so bored! Going school later for a test (i hope i pass. =p), then going down to MC for my vocal makeup class & after that probably meeting a friend who has just came back from overseas for dinner & catching up session in town.

Received some belated prezzies lately & they are really lovely! Thank-you! ;)

Met up with 2 of my good friends in school yesterday for dinner. (actually only 1 person ate a actual proper meal. the other 2 of us we ate fruits. ha. i was going home dinner. ;p) Everyone is very busy with own projects, assignments, tests & boyfriends. Lol. Glad that they are still hanging on & doing well. Heh.

Alright. I think I better go read up my notes again. Nervous!

I'll be back for updates tonight. Hopefully I'm not lazy to blog. Hee.

CiAo! =)

The Husband Store

A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE!

There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch . . .. you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store, trying to find a husband

On the first floor the sign on the door reads:
Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.

The second floor sign reads:
Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.

The third floor sign reads:
Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.

She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads:
Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop-dead good looking and help with the housework. "Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can hardly stand it!"

Still, she goes to the fifth floor and sign reads:
Floor 5 - These men?have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop-dead gorgeous, help with the housework, and have a strong romantic streak.

She is so tempted to stay, but she goes to the sixth floor and the sign reads:
Floor 6 - You are visitor 5,763,012 to this floor. There are no men on
this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please. Thank you for shopping at the Husband Store. Watch your step as you exit the building, and have a nice day!

oh well, girls.....=p

shouldn't guys be more gracious? boooooo..... you know who you are.

i'm such a dental regular. went to the dentist yesterday (again? the last time i went was in nov/dec 05. it's a place that i always dread going.) cos my filling came off. you see.....i have been visiting dentist wong pretty much often till he also remembers me lor. he asked me what's wrong with my teeth again this time when i visited him on monday. haha.

my dearest youngest brother is turning 18 today! (23rd march) being such a (uh-hem) NICE sister, I'm going to get him some yummylicious cake later when i wake up. hah. ;)

Night peeps. =)

Random Thoughts

When a dream finally comes true, you realise that you are actually aren't as excited as what you thought you will initially.

Things just happen when you least expect them. =)

Exams are like in a month time. It's so scary. Frankly speaking, I feel so lost this semester. I don't even know what's going on manz. *booooohooooo*

Just let me pass all the papers & get me out of the school. ;p

We used to be so closed but now the thought of meeting up again put me into thinking. What if the atmosphere is awakard? What if there is like nothing to talk about? I need to adapt to your change & you need to adapt to mine.

Let's hope it works out. Somehow.

Cos I don't wanna lose anyone.

It's just a matter of time & I'm already getting over it.

Time will heal everything. :]

Too many random thoughts & I really don't know how to blog all of them down. All these shall be it. Maybe some of them don't make much sense but whatever la. Haha. I know what they mean myself. Heh.

Good night! =)

Just a little bit more & a step closer, I think I'll be mesmerised. =>

About me

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Yolene Peh
Birthday:	29th February 1984 (I know I'm special. =p)
Birthplace:	Singapore ( KK Women's & Children's Hospital)
Current Location:	Singapore (North-East side of the beautiful island)
Eye Color:	Super dark brown
Hair Color:	Hmmm...For now I think it's copper brown? I dye my hair & the colour always changes. ;)
Height:	1.67m - 1.68m (It fluctuates.)
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Chinese. But some people think I'm a japanese. *beam*
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Havaianas Sandals. (It's just so comfortable.)
Your Weakness:	Fickle-minded?
Your Fears:	Fear that I'll grow fat, grow ugly, grow old, no money, no glamourous life, no happiness. Hahahaha...
Your Perfect Pizza:	Hawaiian Pizza with lots & lots of cheese! (I'm a cheese-lover. :p)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Get my "dream" job.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	Haha? Icic? Oh? Ok? Heh? Lol? (Too many overused phrases. Haha.)
Thoughts First Waking Up:	I don't know. Nothing? I just want to laze in my bed for extra 5 more minutes! Hehe.
Your Best Physical Feature:	My tall, straight & sharp nose. =]
Your Bedtime:	1am - 3am. (I'm a night owl you know.*wink*)
Your Most Missed Memory:	Quite a few lei. I miss those memories shared with HIM, HER, YOU, THEM, US.....
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke Light with Lemon
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds. I love the fries. Hehe.
Single or Group Dates:	Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Ermmm...Lipton Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate. But I love Vanilla too! ;p
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Can I take both? I love Starbucks coffee! *claps*
Do you Smoke:	Nah. Don't like the smell of it.
Do you Swear:	Sometimes... Lol...
Do you Sing:	Of course! It's my passion. Heh.
Do you Shower Daily:	Definitely. I can't go to bed without showering.
Have you Been in Love:	In & out. Sometimes it's sweet & sometimes it hurts.
Do you want to go to College:	I'm already in the university now.
Do you want to get Married:	Yes. With my prince charming. *beam*
Do you belive in yourself:	Hmmm...I guess I do. Though sometimes there are doubts too.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Eh...I don't think so.
Do you think you are Attractive:	I think I am. Haha. Well, Everyone is attractive in his/her own way.
Are you a Health Freak:	Sometimes.
Do you get along with your Parents:	Yes. I'm glad I do. =)
Do you like Thunderstorms:	No. Especially when there's no one with me & I'm all alone.
Do you play an Instrument:	I played flute during secondary school's days. I wanna pick up pop keyboard soon.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Is red/white wine considered as alcohol? Think so?
In the past month have you Smoked:	No. I don't smoke remember?
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No. I'm a good girl. =p
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	I did! I love sushi & all sorts of japanese food! *smile*
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Eh...No.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Dumped by who? Hah.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Even if I have the figure, I also won't dare to do that.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Huh? Why do I need to steal?
Ever been Drunk:	Once or twice but not those super duper drunkie. I don't always drink a lot.
Ever been called a Tease:	What do you think?
Ever been Beaten up:	I'm so nice. Who bears to beat me up? Lolx.
Ever Shoplifted:	Hey hello, I don't steal.
How do you want to Die:	Peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	I have already grown up. Ha. I want to be someone successful & glamourous.
What country would you most like to Visit:	Europe - Paris
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Dark brown or Brownish black
Favourite Hair Color:	Copper Ash, Copper red, Ash blond
Short or Long Hair:	You are asking me or asking my preference for my boy? I like myself to have long hair & my boy to have short hair. Short hair guys look neater & more boyish. Hehe.
Height:	I am not short so he definitely has to be taller than me.
Weight:	I am in the acceptable weight range. His size has to look compatible with me.
Best Clothing Style:	I have my own style. So I look cool & good with my dressings most of the times. Wahahaha. *bleah*
Number of Drugs I have taken:	I never even touch them.
Number of CDs I own:	I'm not very sure but I know I don't have many.
Number of Piercings:	Used to have 8 but now left 7.
Number of Tattoos:	Nil. I don't mind a pretty tattoo though. *gee*
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	I can't remember but what's over is over. I'll move on & I know much more better things will come my way. :)
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My "Sent" messages

Can someone tell me how many "Sent" messages we can store in our hp under the "Sent" box? Or is there some expiry date to the "Sent" messages that we stored?

I kept some specific smses that I sent out & I just realised a moment ago that these few smses that I intended to keep for long were all gone. Did I accidentally delete them away? Or was it because I didn't clear some of the other smses in my "Sent" box & as a result the number of smses that were stored keep increasing until it was full & it just had to clear away some of the smses that were sent out in the earlier dates?

ArrGGhh.....

I want them back. But how? It's not easy to start all over again.

Probably it's a sign to let go completely. In which it maybe a good thing?

I wish.

Dinner gathering

Had a dinner gathering with my primary school's friends yesterday & it so happened that it was seng giap's 22nd birthday too so it was also kind of like a simple celebration for him. =) 13 of us turned up & we really had lots of fun together. We had our dinner at the glass house's fish & co (seafood platter for 2 is really yummylicious! *drools* heh.) & after that we settled outside of cafe cartel & had really nice cheesecakes. We just couldn't resist cos all the cakes are going at 50% discount after 9pm so we simply had to have them despite the sinfulness of indulging the sweet bites at such late hour. Lalalala. =p

We played number-guessing game & the one who got the number correct have to do forfeit. (truth or dare.) I think I was really lucky manz. Lol. If not I would have to answer all the funny & super personal questions that they asked or I would have to like do all the crazy "dares" that they proposed. Oh phew. Haha.



Benjamin was made to kiss Nicholas for his forfeit. Poor Nicholas. Ha.










My lovely prezzie. Thank-you! That was so sweet! =)

If you care, you can read. =)

I went shopping with my classmates yesterday after lecture. (shopping AGAIN?? *slap myself*) By the time I reached home I was really exhausted & hungry. I don't know why I get so tired easily nowadays which I think it's a pretty bad sign. I keep yawning & wanting to doze off in class. Been waking up damn early these few days for projects & some other personal stuffs. Dark circles are showing already lor. I need my beauty sleep badly. =(

Seriously... I feel that I need a diet. (i know some of my girlfriends are going to kill me for saying that. ha. =p) But diet doesn't mean eating very little or being stick-thin. I just feel that there is a need to get my body into a better shape & feel better about myself. I USED to be very hardworking in working towards this common goal shared among many girls. (look at the word
"USED". haha.)

Oh ya. Forgot to blog about something last week. I drove out last friday's night with evie & while u-turning to her house, I accidentally hit the curb! Didn't tell my dad about it & also luckily he didnt smell anything wrong with his car. SssHhh. Hehe. Now even my youngest brother is studying for his basic driving theory. Soon there will have 1 more person in the family fighting for the usage of the car(s). I can't wait for the day that I can be an officially proud car owner too. *beams*

By the way, I only worked 3 hrs! So dumb right? He said he had a dinner date & he needed me to help him to tend the shop. Grrrr. Slap him then he knows. But being the ever so nice me *grin*, I had no choice but to agree to go & help. Can't stand him sometimes. Always checking out pretty girls (his definition of pretty girls not mine) through friendster, msning & friendstering with new girls during work-time, thinks he is very handsome & talks until like he is a big player in the love field, etc. Aiyoh! So idiotic lor! But I have to admit that he is still quite nice to me at times. It's just me who keeps finding faults in him. Haha. But I know yingxiu shares the same sentiment with me. Heh.

I come to realise that there are other people who read my blog too besides the ones whom I know they read. I know YOU read my blog. Haha. Blog isn't really a privacy place afterall. Sometimes we just have to be very cautious about what we write cos we won't know who are the ones reading them. Nevertheless, I'm okay with people reading my blog as long as there is no flaming. My blog is just a place for me to share my daily happenings in life with my friends & those who wanna know more about me, & it also serves as an outlet for me to rave & rant. So, if you care, you can read. =)

Interesting Personality Test.....

Get to know yourself better

About me. =)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Lazy Sunday

Do I have a very common face or something? These few days people have been messaging me saying they saw someone who looks like me & asked if it was really me. Hmmm, oh well, maybe I do have a long-lost sister. I don't know. Will check it out with my mum soon. Lol. Haha.

I finally had my retail therapy yesterday! Pretty shiok & satisfied but retail therapy can never be enough for me. *grin* So you see my pocket has a super duper big hole now. Hopefully I can graduate in time which is two months away & start earning decent amount of salary to support my expenses. Actually hooking a rich boyfriend would be a pretty great idea too. Hahahaha.

So sian at work. I don't care. I'm going to work half-day. I want to go home & do my project, study a bit, go for an evening jog,(i need it badly. only inputs & no outputs are really bad. age is catching up. metabolism rate is decreasing. lol.) & practise my singing. =p

For the next few weeks probably there willbe a lot of days that I won't be able to go for work already. Lots of projects' meetings & stuffs going on. No work means no money. =

I realise I'm taking things easier now. I don't want to dwell or ponder too much on things especially on those that will never happen or on those that will disappoint or upset me. Life still goes on. My dear friends, think like me too. ;)

I feel like watching this korean movie, "My Girl & I". Anyone? Hehe. I'm still waiting for people to date me to go & watch only. Haha.

Okay. Ciao!

Retail therapy please?

I have many clothes but I always feel that I have nothing to wear. *sigh* Oh well, girls.....

I think..........

I just need my retail therapy badly.

I want my shopping. =p

Thank-you!

I really L-O-V-E this belated present & card from you! I truly appreciate your thought & I'm really very touched & happy! Thank-you! You know who you are. =)







Best friends till the end. ;)

Project day

Had a pretty long day. Reached school in the morning to discuss project with 10 people. Lunch at the school canteen. After that we decided to head down to town to sing. One of the girls drove so all the girls got to sit her car but none of the guys drove today so they had to share a cab down to orchard to meet us.

I realise when you go ktving with different groups of people you will tend to sing different songs & you will also tend to hear different songs too. Then you will discover there are these other nice songs & especially if you like them, next time when you go ktv again you may select these songs to sing. My uni-mates love oldies. Haha. & I think going ktv with guys sometimes can be more fun too. Cos we can do duets together & the duets definitely sound nicer if a girl sings with a guy.

We sang from 2 plus to 7 plus in the evening. Then it was dinner at marche. Ate & chatted till almost 9 plus almost 10 before leaving. By that time I was already super tired & lazy. So shared a cab with a friend to come back home.

I have been taking cabs quite often recently & I have been sleeping really very little for the past few days too. Damn terrible. I better get what I want if not.....aiyo.....I also don't know la. Heh.

Tmr gonna be a long day in school manz. I always say I can't wait to finish my studies as soon as possible but sometimes when the day draws nearer & nearer, I will start to get a little anxious & worried & will start to get myself thinking what will my next step going to be once I graduate. You know that kind of feeling? Time flies.

Alright. That's all for the night. Ciao.

Missing you.....

Happy Birthday to myself!

Happy Birthday to myself! Yey! *cheerio*

Though my birth-date doesn't even exist this year. (that's what makes me so special from the rest. haha. *wink*) But well, I'm still considered one year older already. *sigh*

Flashing back my memories & it just keeps me thinking about things that I had been through for the past 21 or 22 years. There were ups & downs, happiness & unhappiness. But one thing for sure, I have never really regretted owning these reminiscences. Although not every piece of memory that I have is really fantastic or wonderful, they have indeed helped me to learn about my life in one way or another & I believe a year older means a year wiser! =p

Thank-you for all the warming birthday wishes. I know life is going to be much more beautiful for me & I will definitely be a happy girl. (i want to think positively. hehe.)

Wish me lucks.

Hugs & kisses. To all. From me. =)