Sunday, November 07, 2004

sAkE

I shall blog for the sake of blogging. Anyway, not many people know my blog. Shall announce to more people I guess. People that I care to share my daily thoughts with. So my friends, if you have my blog, you should be honoured. Heh.

Don't feel like elaborating too much tonight. I gonna make it a short one. Friday I hanged out with Meifang after work. We went SHOPPING again!!! But the night was pretty enjoyable though. Yesterday was at home the whole day & only went out in evening to Bugis for dinner with my parents & youngest brother. Today I caught a movie with Emily. Shark Tale. The cinema was packed with kids & their parents & it was almost full-house. The movie is nice in my opinon. Hilarious characters & interesting storyline. I was laughing alot through out the show. It is a happy movie. Make me happier after watching. If you are feeling down, you should go watch this movie. I think it can cheer you up quite abit. :)

Food was good today too. Pasta Cafe (pasta), 7-Eleven (cookies & cream ice-cream) & NYDC (sandwich & cheesecake). Yum yum! Hee. Had a pretty good chat with Emily over the meals. She really gave me some good advises. I think I really feel better now & I have a clearer idea of what to do next. Thanks sweetie!

Today's blog is short & sweet. I'm gng to watch my tape now. I asked my brother to record the 7pm Channel U show today. Don't know what's the name of the show but I know today was the last episode. Hee. Yup. Good Night!

(p/s: oHhHhH... tmr is Monday again... sian... I'm looking forwards to my long weekend...:p)

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Loving me, Loving you

My eyes are closing. I have work to do but I am doing them slowly. My colleague asks me to take my time. So I am really doing VERY SLOWLY. Hee. I shall blog an entry to at least keep myself awake. *Forcing myself to open my eyes BIG* @@ :P

Nothing much happens to me yesterday & today until now. Work & home sweet home. I guess I am feeling a little better. But still, not extremely good either. : Some pimples-lookalike rashes just popped out on my face yesterday!!! I am so paranoid about it. How? Pray that they will faster go away. Shoo. Shoo. I think I need to start getting more beauty facial products for my face. Women need to take care & invest on their faces even though they may still be very young. You invest now, you will see the results when you grow older. :) Because you are worth it. :)

A few of my female colleagues were telling me to beware of a guy colleague in my office. They said he is very cheeky. Hmmm? Well, I know that alot of people don't like him in the office. Actually I find him quite irritating at times too. :p But he is old enough to be my father. He has a daughter himself anyway. I think she is still a primary school kid or something. Yep. They told me last time before I came, it was another girl who was doing my job & whenever there are credit advices (he is an accountant & he handles credit advices), she will just need to pass to my female accountant colleague & she will then pass the credit advices to him. (the guy told the girl that she didn't have to pass to him directly) But when I started work here, he started to ask me to pass all the credit advices to him. I didn't know about it until my female accountant colleague told me. Anyway, no big deal. I can't be bothered with him also. Bleah~

Oh. My office cleaner auntie told me just now that a serviceman who came to repair our switches this morning asked her why your reception girl not here yet. He commented to the auntie that I am very pretty. Haha. I am flattered. He came to my office yesterday & susposingly he was to repair & change the switches for us but because he had to off all the lights, the plan didn't seem to work because we need the light to work ma. So ya. He came this morning lor. He is a 50+++ uncle by the way. Not any dude or hunk. Sian. Lol. But at least he said the right thing. Haha. Opps. :p

I gonna colour & cut my hair soon. Most probably next weekend or the weekend after next. It is OKAY to dye now since I don't see any miracle yet. : Will keep you guys posted of my latest look. Heh.

Ermmm... I think my parents are really great. Feel like saying out suddenly. Hee. My dad will pack some fruits & snacks for me every morning & force me to bring to work & eat. He will buy me breakfast early in the morning & he will drive me to the MRT station despite it is just a 5 minute walk from my house. He will drive me to tuition & back from tuition whenever he can & he also like to bring me to the neighbourhood supermarket near my student's home whenever I finish tuition to ask me to take whatever potatoes chips, chocalates, biscuits, snacks, etc I want & he will pay. Despite that I am working now (thought it is just temporarily), he still give me pocket money. How to find such a wonderful dad? I think he will be even greater if he can buy me a car for my 21st birthday. Grins...
(p/s: I am stopping my tuition temporarily because he just finishes his exams.)

My mum wakes up very early (i mean really very EARLY. you can never imagine)in the morning to go for morning brisk walk at punggol park. She used to go alone. Can you believe it? When the sky is still dark. But she insists on going because of health reasons. Recently, my dad starts to go with her too. Still not too bad. Rekindle the old feeling that they used to share when they were in their courtship. Hee. My dad will cycle there & do jogging. I can never wake up so early just to go exercise. Give me alot alot of $$ then maybe I will consider la. Heh. My mum has to wake me up every morning after she comes back from exercising. She refills my water-bottle, tidys my room everytime after I go out because I always mess up my room with clothes & stuffs that I tried & I don't feel right & I will take off & change again & again & you will find my clothes laying around on my bed , floor, computer chair, etc. Come to think of it now, I do feel bad to ask her to do all these for me. She has to do all the housework (my dad helps her too) & she has to go over to my late-grandma house (maternal grandma) to do the housework for my 3 uncles. I find it so ridiculous. 3 guys can't even do simple housework? My mum is already busy enough & she still has to spare the extra time to go tidy somebody else' house. I used to ask my mum not to go but she will always reply saying they are her brothers. She should help them. She said if they were my 2 brothers, I will sure do the same. Hmm.. Make me ponder. My 3 uncles are all not married but 1 of them has a gf but they don't intend to get married because my uncle has no $$. Hmm again.. But out of the 3 uncles, 2 of them are out of jobs now. Doesn't it make more sense for them to do the housework themselves? Somemore my mum is the daughter. There is a old saying says "Daughters are just like water. When they are married off, they don't belong to the family. They belong to others already". I have uncles & aunties (their wives) staying nearby too but they don't even seem to bother to pop by to help out in the housework. The aunties are the daughter-in-lawas of my mum's side family leh. Doesn't it make more sense for them to come over to help? Actually it is ok for my mum to help out once in awhile but shouldn't my uncles & aunties be more "zi dong"? Actuallly I know all they care is the money & assets that my late grandma left behind. She passed away last december. Alot of more things to complain about my relatives but I don't wanna elaborate further. Get the picture? Oh ya. My mum can cook too & she really has a kind heart. I don't know how to explain why I say she has a kind heart but I just know it. She is very easily contented with life. =)

My 2 brothers are the sweetest brothers that I can ever have. They protect me more than I protect them though they are younger. They are always the ones who give in to me. :) Oh. My youngest brother is especially fillial to my mum. He will scold me whenever I talk back to my mum. Hee.

Long story about my family & a long blog indeed. I am shy to tell my family how much I love & appreciate them. Hence, I shall do it here. Hehe. Dad, Mum, Qiang & Hui, I really love you all so much. Much more than you ever know. Thank-you for tolerating my stubborness & "da xiao jie pi qi" all these years. I am sorry for anything that I may have done to cause you people to be sad or unhappy. I will try to be a better & nicer person, daughter, sister, friend, gf-wannabe, future wife & mum. Hee. Ohhh... I feel so good voicing out my feeling. Heh. I love you my family, my friends & those who love me. Thank-you for loving me & I love you too~

Give me more hugs. PleaseEeEee.... :)

Getting back to work. Ciao...

p/s: I am freezing. BrRrrrrRrr....

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

There can be miracles when I believe?

I feel damn lousy today. The feeling is so sucky. I feel a little saddening, a little disappointed & a little depressed in myself & in the life that I am leading now. Everything doesn't seem to be right. I always tell people to look on the brighter side of life, think positively & things gonna be right one day. It is always easy to say it to comfort & coax others but when it comes to your ownself, it is really the hardest thing to do.

I hate life without goals, living aimlessly on this planet. Some things aren't my ultimate plans but just serve as my back-ups plans in case I can't achieve my goals. Will I be happy if I take up the alternatives? Or should I really need to think probably & find out what I want & work towards them even though they are impossible or they are far? I don't know. I really don't know.

My good friend told me once I already decided on something, I shouldn't think too much about other things. But what if the thing that I have decided now isn't what I really want afterall? Well, life is complicating & confusing. :/

I don't really believe in miracles but I still wish there is a miracle for me now. Do you believe in miracles?

Mariah Carey--When You Believe

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

It is a nice song but...can there be really miracles when I believe?

Monday, November 01, 2004

Rashes Attack

I think I didn't mention previously about my recent pop-out of rashes. At first, the rashes only developed at my chest/breasts areas then now they are developing on my hands & legs! So damn ugly! But luckily they are not those reddish rashes, hence they are not very obvious if you never take a closer look. The rashes on my chest/breasts are recovering but they leave down brown scars on my chest/breasts. ArgHhHh... Hopefully they will go away soon. Hmph...;/ Now is my hands & legs' turns. Hopefully they will recover soon too & they better don't pop-out on my pretty face. *cross fingers*. Heh.

I think I am having a slight headache right now. Suddenly feel that everything is not very right. I think I look pretty tired & haggard ever since I started working. I need a change of image. New haircut, new hair colour & highlight, more clothes, shoes & bags (~grins~) & holidays!!! Yeah!!! Sign... I am not feeling well now. This very moment... Hmmm...

Where is my source of light?

My BorRrRrRing Weekend

My weekend wasn't very happening. It was kind of monotonous.

Friday

Initially, I planned to go home straight right after work but I received a phone-call from Lynn dearie when I was just about to leave my office. She went Orchard with her friend earlier on & she happened to be at Dhoby Ghaut MRT around the time when I was about to knock off. Yup. So we met & travelled on the train & eventually we decided to head down to Compass Point for dinner. We had Burger King for dinner. We went shopped around too & Lynn dearie had a fruitful trip in less then an hr? Haha. She bought quite abit of stuffs & I only bought some snacks & food home for my family for supper. Lynn dearie didn'y buy anything when she was shopping at Ochard earlier on. Well, I admit I am quite a shopping queen & those who shop with me will always whine to me that they will spend & buy many things when they are with me. Can't be help. Retail therapy is one of my greatest strengths. ;)

Satursday

Did a little bit of exercises in the morning. The workout wasn't too bad. I sweated quite alot. That was what I wanted. Hee. I need more exercises. I feel like taking up a sport. Any idea? Anyone wanna accompany me? Heh. I need to get my body into shape. Into better shape. Yeah. Met up with Yingxiu in the afternoon to town. Everything was pretty alright. Just some catching up, shopping, eating & stuffs. We settled our dinner at Coffee Club Express located at Wisma Artium. I tell you guys. The services & food suck! The waiters were not friendly & they seemed to be giving attitude problem. The whole cafe works like in a self-service manner & we are supposed to go to the counter place orders ourselves & to collect the drinks ourselves other than that the food will be serve to us. There was this waiter at the counter taking down orders. When it was our turn to place an order, we still couldn't decide what to eat & we pondered & discussed awhile before ordering our food. We didnt order immediately. Then this waiter started to give us face. Like not happy we were taking so long to place our orders. I guess he also started to comment about us with his colleagues in Malay & they were giggling like don't what. WTF. Lousy customer service! The food also totally couldn't make it. The pumpkin soups tasted abit like glue or something & they were very soggy. Yucks! The mango chicken prata wrap & seafood prata wrap were still ok but not fantastic. Perhaps, the nicest should be our dessert, mud-pie. Really disappointed at the cafe. Wasted my $. Most probably I would never eat there again, at least for the Wisma branch. After dinner, we decided to go Citylink to hunt for shoes. VNC sells really nice pretty shoes & the prices are relatively low. I had an eye for 2 pairs of shoes but too bad the colours and sizes that I wanted ran out. Hopefully the stocks will come soon. :) Yingxiu got herself a pair of sandals at only $15.90! The design is pretty nice & it is really comfy. But I wasn't looking for that type of sandals so ya... I didn't buy. The last stop we head to is the "SIX" accessories store. They sell really lovely earringas & hair accessories. I got myself a pink "hula-hoop" earrings & a pearls white hair clip. Rather satisfied with what I had bought. Hee. Yingxiu got herself a pair of sweet purple crystal earrings. After that, it was home sweet home.

Sunday

My favourite cousin came my house. I was really happy. He is so big, tall, fat, chubby & cute! He has grown so much taller, bigger & fatter. His face is so chubby that i can't resist myself from pinching his face. Hee. But I think he will look even better if he shed some weight. He is too plump now. He is really a big eater. My mum bought fries for him, my auntie (his mum) bought a few sets of Macdonalds Value Meals for us (my brothers, me, my favourite cousin & 2 more cousins) to share, i bought rainbow chocolates donut & some peanut chocolates for him, he also ate a bowl of stewed pork rice cooked by my mum & all these were only tea-break! OMG. How not to get fat? Lol. But I still love him as much as ever. Hee. All I can say he is really clever. He is 1st in class from Pri 1 to Pri 6 which is now & what's more? He is in the best EM1 class. So he is always 1st in his level. He told me he hope he can score well for his PSLE & go to Raffles Institution next year. Woo... Anyway, he is always my favourite cousin. Hee.

Raining again. Shivering. Arrrgg... I need a thicker jacket. Addias or Nike one will do. Please? :p

Friday, October 29, 2004

A crazy, insane, stupid, dumb, idiotic, irritating, fat, ugly, old man

Rain, rain, rain. It has been raining quite alot these few days. Nice weather to sleep. Ohhh... I am looking forwards to my weekend then I want to be a sleep beauty. Haha. I mean I don't actually get to sleep well during the weekdays partly because of work & It is quite a total turn-off when you have to force or drag yourself to wake up early.: Shiok. Today is Friday! Grins~

I need to comment on something. Some guys really insane or they really have nothing better to do. There is this guy who stays at Hougang (I assume because I always see him lioter around at Hougang & he boards train at Hougang MRT too). I think he is a real pervert. He has been following me to work & back home for quite sometimes le. At first, I thought it was just pure coincidence but after awhile I was thinking how can it be so qiao that he was always walking behind me & he like to "zu zu" when he was walking behind me. Damn irritating. He is a 30+ years old man. Ugly & crazy old man. My daddy doesn't know how much more handsome than him. Lol. But it's true. My dad is a hunky man. Like father like daughter ma. Get it? Haha. I guess he works near my workplace too because he also gets down at Dhoby Ghaut MRT & he will follow me behind till a road junction whereby we will cross at different traffic lights. There was once when I reached Hougang MRT after work, I spotted him sitting at a bus-stop near the MRT station. I just ignored him & I continued to walk past the bus-stop. Suddenly, he got up & started to follow me. Wah liao. I walked as fast as I could & I just couldn't be bothered by his "zu zu" sound. So idiotic. Haha. "zu zu" sounds funny?! Haha. But i think you guys get what I mean la huh?! Hee.

It was a bad morning today. We were in the same cubicle in the train. Wah lao! & the worst thing was he was standing behind me & we were so closed. I was really scared to body contact with him. If he dared to touch me, I would sure shout at him loud. But I could feel some body contact with him just now leh. Not sure was it because of the crowd in the train or was it because he did it on purpose. EeEeEeeee... Come to think of it now I wanna puke. :p When people started to get down the train I tried to move away from him so that he won't be standing behind me. Got down the train I walked as fast as I could but he still managed to catch up. Know what? "zu zu" again. OMG. Seriously, I can't stand guys doing that. Sorry, i mean crazy, insane, stupid, dump, idiotic, irritating, fat, ugly, old man like him! After that, we went seperate ways. Yup. That was my encounter this morning. Encounter with a crazy, insane, stupid, dump, idiotic, irritating, fat, ugly old man. A bad start of the day.

I guess I need a "Yolene's Protector". I need a cute & good guy to protect me whenever I go & to shooo away the bad people. Haha. Any eligible? Application starts now! Lol...

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

I see an old friend

Met Shihui (my secondary school's classmate) on the NEL train just now while I was on my way to work. It has been a very long time since I last see her. Count years. Heh. She still looks the same to me. Tall, lean, fair complexion, long rebonded hair & Fann Wong lookalike. Sound like a babe right? Hee. She is working at the Ministry of Law as a Finance Executive or something. Sound pretty cool. It is a government job so I guess the pay & benefits should be quite attractive. Good for you girl. Heh. We chatted along our train journey & it is such a great feeling to catch up with your old friend whom you have not seen for very long. She told me there might be a secondary school's gathering so I am actually quite looking forwards to it. Heh. So ya. My secondary school's friends, you guys better start planning & organising. I am waiting. :p

So good to be young

My tuition kid was kind of interested & curious of my SGH-E700A hp. Keep pestering me to let him play with my fone & let him see the photos in my fone cos he wants to see my bf's photos. Hee. I just uploaded the pictures from my hp to my PC.

Some cutie pictures for eye pleasure:










Cute right? He is very playful, always give me the "huh" look when I give him work to do. Heh. Every tuition lesson he will ask me to tell him a story. Stories about aliens, snakes, etc. He loves aliens' stories. I don't know why. Haha. I have to crack my brain each time to come up with a story for him. Time passes pretty fast lar when I am teaching him. He loves chocolates. Everytime ask me buy chocolates for him & he has good memory (for certain things only. lol). When I promise to buy him chocolates or tell him more stories the next lesson, he will remind me about it during the next lesson. When I say I want to test him on the multiplication timetable, he says he has no time or he forgets. What is this? Kid... Hee... But he can be rather sweet at times la... always call me "yolene jie jie" & there was this time when I complained that I got rashes on my legs, he actually went to take a medication lotion for me to apply. Melt my heart. Hee. Kids are always so true. They are always so true to you. It is so good to be young. Things seem to be much simpler. Simplicity can be a blessing. :)

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

GET A LIFE

Read from a girlish forum that some people are actually posting nasty comments to other people's blogs. It's like helloooo... if you are not happy, if you don't like it, you can always to close the windows, you can always choose not to view it... why bother to make comments (i mean nasty & mean comments) when perhaps you don't even know the person? The blogs are our & we are free to write about anything we want. These people just really need to GET A LIFE! I sound pissed huh? Actually I'm not la. Hehe. Just happened to surf the girlish forum just now & I came across this topic. So ya. Thought of pointing something out. It can be quite nice to have your friends commenting on your blogs but when anonymous are making mean & nasty comments about your blogs, it is not very nice huh?!

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Guilty

Right. I am found guilty. Guilty of spending so much $$ on shopping these few days. I can be an impulsive shopper sometimes & this is really bad. :? Well well, I guess I really need some control. :p

Bought some minis & tops at Forever21 w/o trying cos the queues to the dressing rooms were dreadfully long. I just shop, see, touch, grab & pay. Impulsive buying huh?! Haa. Luckily the clothes can fit very nicely on me when I try them at home. :) I can forsee myself dng more shopping the following week. Arghhhhh. How? I think I need to implement some saving plans or else I will be spending even more $$. HmMmMmM.....

I saw Jamie Yeo today. (Satursday) She is damn gorgeous & pretty. I luv her tan & her pair of long, nice, shapy & toned legs. Woo..... I must really buck up & work hard. :p

Yawns..... I am sleepy.... Gng out tmr still. (Sunday) Nighty!

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Tao hua yun? :)

Let me tell you about my small encounter a moment ago. There is this guy, a client of my company came down just now to have a short project discussion with one of my colleagues. After they finished, he actually approached me & asked for my name. I recognise his voice & name (shall not mention the name) as he called my office before. I told him my name & he asked whether I am a newbie here. Yes. I said I am & I am only working temporarily here cos I just graduated & blah blah blah. Ok. Then he went off. In around 10 minutes time, he called my office. Of cos the line got thru me (cos I am sitting at the reception ma). Heh. Well. He introduced again & asked if I mind making another friend. When he said that, I already knew he meant another thing. He didn't just want to make friends I guess. Hee. Out of politeness, I said I don't mind. After that, he continued saying that he finds me really attractive & initially he wanted to pass me his namecard just now when he came down to my office but found it to be abit awarkard. Haha. Then he actually asked me to take down his number so that when I am free I can date or ask him out for coffee or movies. OMG. It's hilarious! Haha. I rejected him. I told him I shall take his name card next time when he comes my office again. He replied said he don't know when he will come again. Finally I decided to tell him I shall give him my email. He can always drop me a message if there is anything. So he happily jotted down my email. I assume he is happy lar. Haha. Dumb guy. I think the previous guy that I mentioned in my previous entry is much better than him. This guy doesn't look neat to me. (i saw his clothes kinda crumpled. haha) He is not handsome. He is not cute. & he doesn't look rich. Lol. Doesn't appeal to me in any sense. Haha.

Though it is not very nice to judge a person by his/her look, I think the first impression really counts. It's a lie to say looks are not important. To me, it's rather important. Haa. The most least his look has to appeal to me. Who wants a ugly bf? Hehe. The previous guy may still have the possibilty of a chance if we really know each other well & spend time together. This one..... Forget it ba. Haha. I am mean. Yup. Heh. But currently at the moment, both guys don't stand a chance at all! It's obviously that they want to know me b'cos of my look. I am not trying to say I am very attractive but at least I still possess some assets & appeals that can make me hmmm..... somewhat appealing to certain guys. Haha. Yar. Tao hua yun. Tao hua yun. :)

Forever21

Hurray! Forever21 is opening in S'pore! Opening today at Wisma Atrium at 4.30pm. There'll be some fashion shows thingy or something. Didn't expect they'll open a branch in S'pore. Good news to my shopping spree but bad news to my pockets. :/ Heh. Their clothes & accessories are quite nice. (From what I saw from the website - www.forever21.com). All from the States. Hee. Well, now they are opening in S'pore, I can save on my shipping & tax fees. (As if I really do online buying?!) Lol. Gd gd. I shall check out the store soon. Maybe tmr after work. Yey! Tmr is Friday! Time passes pretty fast. Friday, friday, friday..... =p

When is Abercombie opening in S'pore too?

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Sha la la la la...

Sha la la la la...I am bored. Haha. Hmmm... Let me recall what I did for the past few days. I caught a movie on Sunday. 2046. Well. It's too "chim" for me. I felt like sleeping even before the movie was shown half-way. Was forcing myself to watch. Haha. But the movie really makes me wonder why it needs to take 5 years to finish shooting?! The movie is very science-fiction and very "arts". You really need to pay alot of attention to the movie to get youself to understand the message of the movie. You need to work your brain to know what is the movie talking about. But... you watch movies to relax, don't you? Why would you want to crack your brain juices to guess the meaning of the stories?

Monday & Tuesday were pretty routine. Work than home sweet home. However, before, in between & after work I did abit of shopping here & there for some necessities & stuffs. Yup, Boring life. Teach me how to spice up my life? Oh ya, Monday I went for a workout. It wasn't too bad. Sweat quite abit. Felt better. :) Let me share something now. There is this client of my company. I seen him a few times before cos he came to my office. Young chap. 26. Still considered young right? Heh. Has a car & I guess he has $$ too. He SOUNDS, SEEMS & LOOKS like he has. Haha. Ok. He SEEMS to be interested in me. Haha. Or maybe I'm too sensitive? Lol. But well. He kept prompting me with alot of questions like "so today never go out with bf?", "eh, really lar... tell me... are you attached?", "not attached?, aiya I think I also no chance liao. you sure have alot of suitors one." etc etc etc. Haha. & he called my office yesterday to look for one of my colleagues but she has went for a business trip. Won't be back in a few weeks time. When he called, I told him she was not in & he could still answer me "ya. I know. she tells me she won't be in office these few weeks". It is like eh hello, you know already then you still ask?! Then we started to chat abit. I asked him not to eat snake too much during office hours. He told me it's ok. He can still afford time for COURTSHIP during working time. Lol. Haha. Alright. Let him said. Hehe. Then he asked something like "so where is your bf now?" I just told him currently I'm not attached. He said "ohh...then are you gng dinner with me?" Haha. I forget how I ended our conversation & the call but ya, I didnt say yes to his "date". Hee. He's not bad-looking lar. Not say super duper yandao but ok la. Acceptable in my sense. Hee. But I feel that he's isn't really serious about me. How can he like me when he only see me a few times? Maybe he looks at look. Lol. Haha. I'm not trying to say I am very pretty lar... But hmmm... It is just a feeling that he's not for real. Anyway, I can't be bothered too. Have no feelings for him. Hee. Yup.

Some pictures for eye-candies.

I took them with my hp today. Love my hp so much. Make me so pretTtTty. Haha.





I'm crapping! =>

I'll blog again. Heh. Soon. =] Byeeee!

Sunday, October 17, 2004

How true is this?

Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:eyes
best personality trait:caring
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?no
when will you get married?August 14, 2010
your kiss is:fiery
People date you because:you're kind
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It's COOL

It's COOL to drive at night. It's even COOLER when you are driving & spending time with your loved ones. :) Friday's night was fun. Driving, food, drinks, chatting & photo-taking. It does brighten & lighten my mood after a week of work. Simply COOL! Hee. Looking forwards to more night driving & chilling out! Yeah please! :)

Thursday, October 14, 2004

mOOd swings

ArRrRrR... It's freaking cold in office!!!

Was VERY VERY sleepy jus now till I buai ta han that I actually went to the toilet to sleep. Haha. Sit on the toilet bowl, bend my head over to my knees & sleep. I always do that when I'm really tired/sleepy in office. Especially after lunch. Haha. SsShHh... Heh. So I slept like 15 minutes or so. Lol. But actually I never really sleep lar. I was juz resting. The strange thing is everytime when I'm gng to toilet to "sleep", I'll have a small dream or I'll think about something. Funny. Going home SOON! So I'm energetic again! Yey! =p

Just a penny of thought now. Do you have secrets that no one know? Not even your closest, dearest ones know about? Well, I believe everyone does has. Me too. It's like there's always something in your heart or in yourself that you won't tell anyone. Not that you don't trust the person, just that ermmm..... you know..... that's what we called "secrets". Yup. I do alot of things, have many thoughts & feelings but not necessary I will say out everything. Just want some space for myself. Maybe not even my bestest friend know.

Talking about bestest friend/friends, how many do you have? Friends I have many but bestest friend/friends I can count with my one hand palm. Hey hey... Wonder what has got into me. Suddenly so emotional. But recently I can be happy at a moment then out of a sudden I feel so depressed, feel so sad. How I wish I'll always have a shoulder to lean on, a hug for me whenever I need one. Hai. Feeling abit sad when I'm typing these few lines now.

Maybe I'm just having some mood swings.....

Anyway, I gng off now. 5.35pm. Time to toilet then come back, pack my bag, off the PC, off the laptop & off I go. Heh. Byeeeee!

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

I wish, I hope, I pray

Yep. I filled up the application form, wrote the cover letter & got my almost full length photo ready. Finally I sent it earlier on just now. Hopefully, I'll be selected for the interview. Pray hard. Heh. & also hopefully I can pass thru all the rounds smoothly & get the job. It's my dream. Hee. Will tell you guys what job is it when I'm really confirm to get the job. God bless me. Winks. =p


Saturday, October 09, 2004

Fate or Coincidence?

HelloOoOo! Been quite a few days since I last blogged. I got time lar but yeah I'm lazy. Heh. Well, work is still as relaxed & slacked as ever. Basically everything is pretty much the same for me now. Yup.

Shall talk about something that happens to me almost everyday when I'm going to work. There are these 2 girls that I'll always bump into whenever I come out from the MRT station & walking to my office. Along the way, I'll definitely bump into them. These 2 girls are also strangers among themselves too. So the whole scenario is that the 3 of us will bump together! Interesting huh?! Is this called fate or it is just simply coincidence? God knows. (p/s: 1 of the girls is very pretty. heh.)

SIA is recruiting again. Haha.

Ciao. :p

Monday, October 04, 2004

Each friendship you bond comes a long way

My weekend was fine. Went out with Meifang on Friday after work to Harbourfront centre. I thought the place would be very happening but.....just one word to describe, "Boring". Unless I'm gng to Sentosa or else I don't think I'll go there again. Haa. Maybe? Satursday I went to SIM to submit my application form & after that met Emily for lunch & dinner & then had my tuition. Bought a correction tape & some chocolates for him. He demanded. Haha. But well, he was pretty well-behaved that night. Kids are still kids. So easily bribed. Somemore is a Primary one kid. Lol.

Received a letter in which I had never ever expected I would receive. Could not deny that I was a tiny winy touched at that moment. But come to think of it now, I feel that everything is over. Perhaps we should look at things at a simpler way & maybe you will feel happier too. Learn to forgive & forget. It's easier to say than to be done. I'll try anyway. Each friendship you bond comes a long way.

Grrrrr.....It's cold here.

Friday, October 01, 2004

Happy Children Day!

I have my birthday once every 4 years. Come to think of it, I'm like only 5 years old? Lol. I want my presents! Haha. Seriously, if I'm a child, I'll sure go hooray, hooha. Haha. Hiaks. How I wish I'm still a child. How I wish I won't grow up so fast. Really. How I wish.....