It wasn't really that fantastic afterall. Dried lecture & boring australian lecturer. Lecture-mates I'm not so sure yet. Never really communicate with them today. Maybe only a few who self-intro themselves to me & Emily. Anyway, can't really remember their names also. Haha.
The topic looks & seems tough. I don't know how I'm gng to cope & survive throughout these 1.5 yrs. It's kind of pointless now to say I have regretted choosing this course cos I've like already paid my school fees for this semester & even if I decide to stop after 1 semester, I'll be like wasting my own time & my parents' $$. I'll also not be able to get the cert if I don't complete the entire course.
I'm trying to tell & convince myself that today was only the 1st day, so perhaps I might not be able to adapt to the environment & the course so rapidly yet. Hopefully this perception of mine is right. Things are gng to get better themselves. Wish me luck!
Studying in SIM seems so mack slacker than when I was studying in NP. I still miss my poly life. Miss the people. Miss everything. I don't feel any sense of attachment to SIM at all. At least for now. I need to find some part time jobs to do to make full use of my time. I don't wanna lose any single second of my precious time in 2005. I know 2005 will be a good yr for me & my loved ones. =p
Will my tmr be a better day?
No comments:
Post a Comment